HEART, HAND--AND POCKETBOOK
Miss Weir was unprepared for what subsequently transpired as a result
of that casual encounter with the managing partner of the firm. By the
time she went to work on Monday morning she had almost forgotten the
meeting in Granville Park. And she was only reminded of it when, at
nine o'clock, Mr. Andrew Bush walked through the office, greeting the
force with his usual curt nod and inclusive "good morning" before he
disappeared behind the ground-glass door lettered "Private." With the
weekday he had apparently resumed his business manner.
Hazel's work consisted largely of dictation from the shipping manager,
letters relating to outgoing consignments of implements. She was rapid
and efficient, and, having reached the zenith of salary paid for such
work, she expected to continue in the same routine until she left
Harrington & Bush for good.
It was, therefore, something of a surprise to be called into the office
of the managing partner on Tuesday afternoon. Bush's private
stenographer sat at her machine in one corner.
Mr. Bush turned from his desk at Hazel's entrance.
"Miss Weir," he said, "I wish you to take some letters."
Hazel went back for her notebook, wondering mildly why she should be
called upon to shoulder a part of Nelly Morrison's work, and a trifle
dubious at the prospect of facing the rapid-fire dictation Mr. Bush was
said to inflict upon his stenographer now and then. She had the
confidence of long practice, however, and knew that she was equal to
anything in reason that he might give her.
When she was seated, Bush took up a sheaf of letters, and dictated
replies. Though rapid, his enunciation was perfectly clear, and Hazel
found herself getting his words with greater ease than she had expected.
"That's all, Miss Weir," he said, when he reached the last letter.
"Bring those in for verification and signature as soon as you can get
them done."
In the course of time she completed the letters and took them back.
Bush glanced over each, and appended his signature.
"That's all, Miss Weir," he said politely. "Thank you."
And Hazel went back to her machine, wondering why she had been
requested to do those letters when Nelly Morrison had nothing better to
do than sit picking at her type faces with a toothpick.
She learned the significance of it the next morning, however, when the
office boy told her that she was wanted by Mr. Bush. This time when
she entered Nelly Morrison's place was vacant. Bush was going through
his mail. He waved her to a chair.
"Just a minute," he said.
Presently he wheeled from the desk and regarded her with disconcerting
frankness--as if he were appraising her, point by point, so to speak.
"My--ah--dictation to you yesterday was in the nature of a try-out,
Miss Weir," he finally volunteered. "Miss Morrison has asked to be
transferred to our Midland branch. Mr. Allan recommended you. You are
a native of Granville, I understand?"
"Yes," Hazel answered, wondering what that had to do with the position
Nelly Morrison had vacated.
"In that case you will not likely be desirous of leaving suddenly," he
went on. "The work will not be hard, but I must have some one
dependable and discreet, and careful to avoid errors. I think you will
manage it very nicely if you--ah--have no objection to giving up the
more general work of the office for this. The salary will be
considerably more."
"If you consider that my work will be satisfactory," Miss Weir began.
"I don't think there's any doubt on that score. You have a good record
in the office," he interrupted smilingly, and Hazel observed that he
could be a very agreeable and pleasant-speaking gentleman when he
chose--a manner not altogether in keeping with her former knowledge of
him--and she had been with the firm nearly two years. "Now, let us get
to work and clean up this correspondence."
Thus her new duties began. There was an air of quiet in the private
office, a greater luxury of appointment, which suited Miss Hazel Weir
to a nicety. The work was no more difficult than she had been
accustomed to doing--a trifle less in volume, and more exacting in
attention to detail, and necessarily more confidential, for Mr. Andrew
Bush had his finger-tips on the pulsing heart of a big business.
Hazel met Nelly Morrison the next day while on her way home to lunch.
"Well, how goes the new job?" quoth Miss Morrison.
"All right so far," Hazel smiled. "Mr. Bush said you were going to
Midland."
"Leaving for there in the morning," said Nelly. "I've been wanting to
go for a month, but Mr. Bush objected to breaking in a new girl--until
just the other day. I'm sort of sorry to go, too, and I don't suppose
I'll have nearly so good a place. For one thing, I'll not get so much
salary as I had with Mr. Bush. But mamma's living in Midland, and two
of my brothers work there. I'd much rather live at home than room and
live in a trunk. I can have a better time even on less a week."
"Well, I hope you get along nicely," Hazel proffered.
"Oh, I will. Leave that to me," Miss Morrison laughed. "By the way,
what do you think of Mr. Bush, anyway? But of course you haven't had
much to do with him yet. You'll find him awfully nice and polite, but,
my, he can be cutting when he gets irritated! I've known him to do
some awfully mean things in a business way. I wouldn't want to get him
down on me. I think he'd hold a grudge forever."
They walked together until Hazel turned into the street which led to
her boarding place. Nelly Morrison chattered principally of Mr. Bush.
No matter what subject she opened up, she came back to discussion of
her employer. Hazed gathered that she had found him rather exacting,
and also that she was inclined to resent his curt manner. Withal,
Hazel knew Nelly Morrison to be a first-class stenographer, and found
herself wondering how long it would take the managing partner to find
occasion for raking _her_ over the coals.
As the days passed, she began to wonder whether Miss Morrison had been
quite correct in her summing up of Mr. Andrew Bush. She was not a
great deal in his company, for unless attending to the details of
business Mr. Bush kept himself in a smaller office opening out of the
one where she worked. Occasionally the odor of cigar smoke escaped
therefrom, and in that inner sanctum he received his most important
callers. Whenever he was in Miss Weir's presence, however, he
manifested none of the disagreeable characteristics that Nelly Morrison
had ascribed to him.
The size of the check which Hazel received in her weekly envelope was
increased far beyond her expectations. Nelly Morrison had drawn twenty
dollars a week. Miss Hazel Weir drew twenty-five--a substantial
increase over what she had received in the shipping department. And
while she wondered a trifle at the voluntary raising of her salary, it
served to make her anxious to competently fill the new position, so
long as she worked for wages. With that extra money there were plenty
of little things she could get for the home she and Jack Barrow had
planned.
Things moved along in routine channels for two months or more before
Hazel became actively aware that a subtle change was growing manifest
in the ordinary manner of Mr. Andrew Bush. She shrugged her shoulders
at the idea at first. But she was a woman; moreover, a woman of
intelligence, her perceptive faculties naturally keen.
The first symptom was flowers, dainty bouquets of which began to appear
on his desk. Coincident with this, Mr. Bush evinced an inclination to
drift into talk on subjects nowise related to business. Hazel accepted
the tribute to her sex reluctantly, giving him no encouragement to
overstep the normal bounds of cordiality. She was absolutely sure of
herself and of her love for Jack Barrow. Furthermore, Mr. Andrew Bush,
though well preserved, was drawing close to fifty--and she was
twenty-two. That in itself reassured her. If he had been thirty, Miss
Weir might have felt herself upon dubious ground. He admired her as a
woman. She began to realize that. And no woman ever blames a man for
paying her that compliment, no matter what she may say to the contrary.
Particularly when he does not seek to annoy her by his admiration.
So long as Mr. Bush confined himself to affable conversation, to sundry
gifts of hothouse flowers, and only allowed his feelings outlet in
certain telltale glances when he thought she could not see. Hazel felt
disinclined to fly from what was at worst a possibility.
Thus the third month of her tenure drifted by, and beyond the telltale
glances aforesaid, Mr. Bush remained tentatively friendly and nothing
more. Hazel spent her Sundays as she had spent them for a year
past--with Jack Barrow; sometimes rambling afoot in the country or in
the park, sometimes indulging in the luxury of a hired buggy for a
drive. Usually they went alone; occasionally with a party of young
people like themselves.
But Mr. Bush took her breath away at a time and in a manner totally
unexpected. He finished dictating a batch of letters one afternoon,
and sat tapping on his desk with a pencil. Hazel waited a second or
two, expecting him to continue, her eyes on her notes, and at the
unbroken silence she looked up, to find him staring fixedly at her.
There was no mistaking the expression on his face. Hazel flushed and
shrank back involuntarily. She had hoped to avoid that. It could not
be anything but unpleasant.
She had small chance to indulge in reflection, for at her first
self-conscious move he reached swiftly and caught her hand.
"Hazel," he said bluntly, "will you marry me?"
Miss Weir gasped. Coming without warning, it dumfounded her. And
while her first natural impulse was to answer a blunt "No," she was
flustered, and so took refuge behind a show of dignity.
"Mr. Bush!" she protested, and tried to release her hand.
But Mr. Bush had no intention of allowing her to do that.
"I'm in deadly earnest," he said. "I've loved you ever since that
Sunday I saw you in the park feeding the swans. I want you to be my
wife. Will you?"
"I'm awfully sorry," Hazel stammered. She was just the least bit
frightened. The man who stared at her with burning eyes and spoke to
her in a voice that quivered with emotion was so different from the
calm, repressed individual she had known as her employer. "Why,
you're----" The thing that was uppermost in her mind, and what she
came near saying, was: "You're old enough to be my father." And beside
him there instantly flashed a vision of Jack Barrow. Of course it was
absurd--even though she appreciated the honor. But she did not finish
the sentence that way. "I don't--oh, it's simply impossible. I
couldn't think of such a thing."
"Why not?" he asked. "I love you. You know that--you can see it,
can't you?" He leaned a little nearer, and forced her to meet his
gaze. "I can make you happy; I can make you love me. I can give you
all that a woman could ask."
"Yes, but--"
He interrupted her quickly. "Perhaps I've surprised and confused you
by my impulsiveness," he continued. "But I've had no chance to meet
you socially. Sitting here in the office, seeing you day after day,
I've had to hold myself in check. And a man only does that so long,
and no longer. Perhaps right now you don't feel as I do, but I can
teach you to feel that way. I can give you everything--money, social
position, everything that's worth having--and love. I'm not an
empty-headed boy. I can make you love me."
"You couldn't," Hazel answered flatly. There was a note of dominance
in that last statement that jarred on her. Mr. Bush was too sure of
his powers. "And I have no desire to experiment with my feelings as
you suggest--not for all the wealth and social position in the world.
I would have to love a man to think of marrying him--and I do. But you
aren't the man. I appreciate the compliment of your offer, and I'm
sorry to hurt you, but I can't marry you."
He released her hand. Miss Weir found herself suddenly shaky. Not
that she was afraid, or had any cause for fear, but the nervous tension
somehow relaxed when she finished speaking so frankly.
His face clouded. "You are engaged?"
"Yes."
He got up and stood over her. "To some self-centered cub--some puny
egotist in his twenties, who'll make you a slave to his needs and
whims, and discard you for another woman when you've worn out your
youth and beauty," he cried. "But you won't marry him. I won't let
you!"
Miss Weir rose. "I think I shall go home," she said steadily.
"You shall do nothing of the sort! There is no sense in your running
away from me and giving rise to gossip--which will hurt yourself only."
"I am not running away, but I can't stay here and listen to such things
from you. It's impossible, under the circumstances, for me to continue
working here, so I may as well go now."
Bush stepped past her and snapped the latch on the office door. "I
shan't permit it," he said passionately. "Girl, you don't seem to
realize what this means to me. I want you--and I'm going to have you!"
"Please don't be melodramatic, Mr. Bush."
"Melodramatic! If it is melodrama for a man to show a little genuine
feeling, I'm guilty. But I was never more in earnest in my life. I
want a chance to win you. I value you above any woman I have ever met.
Most women that--"
"Most women would jump at the chance," Hazel interrupted. "Well, I'm
not most women. I don't consider myself as a marketable commodity, nor
my looks as an aid to driving a good bargain in a matrimonial way. I
simply don't care for you as you would want me to--and I'm very sure I
never would. And, seeing that you do feel that way, it's better that
we shouldn't be thrown together as we are here. That's why I'm going."
"That is to say, you'll resign because I've told you I care for you and
proposed marriage?" he remarked.
"Exactly. It's the only thing to do under the circumstances."
"Give me a chance to show you that I can make you happy," he pleaded.
"Don't leave. Stay here where I can at least see you and speak to you.
I won't annoy you. And you can't tell. After you get over this
surprise you might find yourself liking me better."
"That's just the trouble," Hazel pointed out. "If I were here you
would be bringing this subject up in spite of yourself. And that can
only cause pain. I can't stay."
"I think you had better reconsider that," he said; and a peculiar--an
ugly--light crept into his eyes, "unless you desire to lay yourself
open to being the most-talked-of young woman in this town, where you
were born, where all your friends live. Many disagreeable things might
result."
"That sounds like a threat, Mr. Bush. What do you mean?"
"I mean just what I say. I will admit that mine is, perhaps, a selfish
passion. If you insist on making me suffer, I shall do as much for
you. I believe in paying all debts in full, even with high interest.
There are two characteristics of mine which may not have come to your
attention: I never stop struggling for what I want. And I never
forgive or forget an injury or an insult."
"Well?" Hazel was beginning to see a side of Mr. Andrew Bush hitherto
unsuspected.
"Well?" he repeated. "If you drive me to it, you will find yourself
drawing the finger of gossip. Also, you will find yourself unable to
secure a position in Granville. Also, you may find yourself losing
the--er--regard of this--ah--fortunate individual upon whom you have
bestowed your affections; but you'll never lose mine," he burst out
wildly. "When you get done butting your head against the wall that
will mysteriously rise in your way, I'll be waiting for you. That's
how I love. I've never failed in anything I ever undertook, and I
don't care how I fight, fair or foul, so that I win."
"This isn't the fifteenth century," Hazel let her indignation flare,
"and I'm not at all afraid of any of the things you mention. Even if
you could possibly bring these things about, it would only make me
despise you, which I'm in a fair way to do now. Even if I weren't
engaged, I'd never think of marrying a man old enough to be my
father--a man whose years haven't given him a sense of either dignity
or decency. Wealth and social position don't modify gray hairs and
advancing age. Your threats are an insult. This isn't the stone age.
Even if it were," she concluded cuttingly, "you'd stand a poor chance
of winning a woman against a man like--well--" She shrugged her
shoulders, but she was thinking of Jack Barrow's broad shoulders, and
the easy way he went up a flight of stairs, three steps at a time.
"Well, any _young_ man."
With that thrust, Miss Hazel Weir turned to the rack where hung her hat
and coat. She was thoroughly angry, and her employment in that office
ended then and there so far as she was concerned.
Bush caught her by the shoulders before she took a second step.
"Gray hairs and advancing age!" he said. "So I strike you as
approaching senility, do I? I'll show you whether I'm the worn-out
specimen you seem to think I am. Do you think I'll give you up just
because I've made you angry? Why, I love you the more for it; it only
makes me the more determined to win you."
"You can't. I dislike you more every second. Take your hands off me,
please. Be a gentleman--if you can."
For answer he caught her up close to him, and there was no sign of
decadent force in the grip of his arms. He kissed her; and Hazel, in
blind rage, freed one arm, and struck at him man fashion, her hand
doubled into a small fist. By the grace of chance, the blow landed on
his nose. There was force enough behind it to draw blood. He stood
back and fumbled for his handkerchief. Something that sounded like an
oath escaped him.
Hazel stared, aghast, astounded. She was not at all sorry; she was
perhaps a trifle ashamed. It seemed unwomanly to strike. But the
humor of the thing appealed to her most strongly of all. In spite of
herself, she smiled as she reached once more for her hat. And this
time Mr. Bush did not attempt to restrain her.
She breathed a sigh of relief when she had gained the street, and she
did not in the least care if her departure during business hours
excited any curiosity in the main office. Moreover, she was doubly
glad to be away from Bush. The expression on his face as he drew back
and stanched his bleeding nose had momentarily chilled her.
"He looked perfectly devilish," she told herself. "My, I loathe that
man! He _is_ dangerous. Marry him? The idea!"
She knew that she must have cut him deeply in a man's tenderest
spot--his self-esteem. But just how well she had gauged the look and
possibilities of Mr. Andrew Bush, Hazel scarcely realized.
"I won't tell Jack," she reflected. "He'd probably want to thrash him.
And that _would_ stir up a lot of horrid talk. Dear me, that's one
experience I don't want repeated. I wonder if he made court to his
first wife in that high-handed, love-me-or-I'll-beat-you-to-death
fashion?"
She laughed when she caught herself scrubbing vigorously with her
handkerchief at the place where his lips had touched her cheek. She
was primitive enough in her instincts to feel a trifle glad of having
retaliated in what her training compelled her to consider a "perfectly
hoydenish" manner. But she could not deny that it had proved
wonderfully effective.