He looked up at her. But Mevrian sat with head erect, like her

Patroness divine, with sweet cool lips set firm and steady eyes fixed

on the haven and the riding ships. Gently she drew her hand from Gro’s,

and he strove not to retain it. She eased forward the reins. Gro

mounted and followed her. They rode quietly down to the road and so

southward side by side to the harbour. Ere they came within earshot of

the quay, Mevrian spake and said, “Thou’lt not think me graceless nor

forgetful, my lord. All that is mine, O ask it, and I’ll give it thee

with both hands. But ask me not that I have not to give, or if I gave

should give but false gold. For that’s a thing not good for thee nor

me, nor I would not do it to an enemy, far less to thee my friend.”

• • • • •

Now was the army all gotten ashipboard, and farewells said to Volle and

those who should abide at home with him. The ships rowed out into the

firth all orderly, their silken sails unfurled, and that great armament

sailed southward into the open seas under a clear sky. All the way

the wind favoured them, and they made a swift passage, so that on the

thirtieth morning from their sailing out of Lookinghaven they sighted

the long gray cliff-line of Impland the More dim in the lowblown spray

of the sea, and sailed through the Straits of Melikaphkhaz in column

ahead, for scarce might two ships pass abreast through that narrow way.

Black precipices shut in the straits on either hand, and the sea-birds

in their thousands whitened every little ledge of those cliffs like

snow. Great flights of them rose and circled overhead as the ships

sped by, and the air was full of their plaints. And right and left, as

of young whales blowing, columns of white spray shot up continually

from the surface of the sea. For these were the stately-winged gannets

fishing that sea-strait. By threes and fours they flew, each following

other in ordered line, many mast-heights high; and ever and anon

one checked in her flight as if a bolt had smitten her, and swooped

head-foremost with wings half-spread, like a broad-barbed dart of

dazzling whiteness, till at a few feet above the surface she clapped

close her wings and cleft the water with a noise as of a great stone

cast into the sea. Then in a moment up she bobbed, white and spruce

with her prey in her gullet; rode the waves a minute to rest and

consider; then with great sweeping wing-strokes up again to resume her

flight.

After a mile or two the narrows opened and the cliffs grew lower, and

the fleet sped past the red reefs of Uaimnaz and the lofty stacks of

Pashnemarthra white with sea-gulls on to the blue solitude of the

Didornian Sea. All day they sailed south-east with a failing wind. The

coast-line of Melikaphkhaz fell away astern, paled in the mists of

distance, and was lost to sight, until only the square cloven outline

of the Pashnemarthran islands broke the level horizon of the sea. Then

these too sank out of sight, and the ships rowed on south-eastward in a

dead calm. The sun stooped to the western waves, entering his bath of

blood-red fire. He sank, and all the ways were darkened. All night they

rowed gently on under the strange southern stars, and the broken waters

of that sea at every oar-stroke were like fire burning. Then out of the

sea to eastward came the day-star, ushering the dawn, brighter than all

night’s stars, tracing a little path of gold along the waters. Then

dawn, filling the low eastern skies with a fleet of tiny cockle-shells

of bright gold fire; then the great face of the sun ablaze. And with

the going up of the sun a light wind sprang up, bellying their sails on

the starboard tack; so that ere day declined the sea-cliffs of Muelva

hung white above the spray-mist on their larboard bow. They beached

the ships on a white shell-strand behind a headland that sheltered it

from the east and north. Here the barrier of cliffs stood back a little

from the shore, giving place for a fertile dell of green pasture, and

woods clustering at the foot of the cliffs, and a little spring of

water in the midst.

So for that night they slept on board, and next day made their camp,

discharging the ships of burthen that were laden with the horses and

stuff. But the Lord Juss was minded not to tarry an hour more in Muelva

than should suffice to give all needful orders to Gaslark and La Fireez

what they should do and when expect him again, and to make provision

for himself and those who must fare with him beyond those shadowing

cliffs into the haunted wastes of the Moruna. Ere noon was all this

accomplished and farewells said, and those lords, Juss, Spitfire, and

Brandoch Daha, set forth along the beach southward towards a point

where it seemed most hopeful to scale the cliffs. With them went the

Lord Gro, both by his own wish and because he had known the Moruna

aforetime and these particular parts thereof; and with them went

besides those two brothers-in-law, Zigg and Astar, bearing the precious

burden of the egg, for that honour and trust had Juss laid on them at

their earnest seeking. So with some pains after an hour or more they

won up the barrier, and halted for a minute on the cliff’s edge.

The skin of Gro’s hands was hurt with the sharp rocks. Tenderly he

drew on his lambswool gloves, and shivered a little; for the breath of

that desert blew snell and frore and there seemed a shadow in the air

southward, for all it was bright and gentle weather below whence they

were come. Yet albeit his frail body quailed, even so were his spirits

within him raised with high and noble imaginings as he stood on the

lip of that rocky cliff. The cloudless vault of heaven; the unnumbered

laughter of the sea; that quiet cove beneath, and those ships of war

and that army camping by the ships; the emptiness of the blasted wolds

to southward, where every rock seemed like a dead man’s skull and every

rank tuft of grass hag-ridden; the bearing of those lords of Demonland

who stood beside him, as if nought should be of commoner course to them

pursuing their resolve than to turn their backs on living land and

enter those regions of the dead; these things with a power as of a

mighty music made Gro’s breath catch in his throat and the tear spring

in his eye.

In such wise after more than two years did Lord Juss begin his second

crossing of the Moruna in quest of his dear brother the Lord Goldry

Bluszco.

XXVIII: ZORA RACH NAM PSARRION

OF THE LORD JUSS’S RIDING OF THE HIPPOGRIFF TO ZORA RACH, AND OF

THE ILLS ENCOUNTERED BY HIM IN THAT ACCURSED PLACE, AND THE

MANNER OF HIS PERFORMING HIS GREAT ENTERPRISE TO DELIVER HIS

BROTHER OUT OF BONDAGE.

Lulled with light-stirring airs too gentle-soft to ruffle her glassy

surface, warm incense-laden airs sweet with the perfume of immortal

flowers, the charmed Lake of Ravary dreamed under the moon. It was the

last hour before the dawn. Enchanted boats, that seemed builded of the

glow-worm’s light, drifted on the starry bosom of the lake. Over the

sloping woods the limbs of the mountains lowered, unmeasured, vast,

mysterious in the moon’s glamour. In remote high spaces of night beyond

glimmered the spires of Koshtra Pivrarcha and the virgin snows of

Romshir and Koshtra Belorn. No bird or beast moved in the stillness:

only a nightingale singing to the stars from a coppice of olive-trees

near the Queen’s pavilion on the eastern shore. And that was a note not

like a bird’s of middle earth, but a note to charm down spirits out

of the air, or to witch the imperishable senses of the Gods when they

would hold communion with holy Night and make her perfect, and all her

lamps and voices perfect in their eyes.

The silken hangings of the pavilion door, parting as in the portal of

a vision, made way for that Queen, fosterling of the most high Gods.

She paused a step or two beyond the threshold, looking down where those

lords of Demonland, Spitfire and Brandoch Daha, with Gro and Zigg and

Astar, wrapped in their cloaks, lay on the gowany dewy banks that

sloped down to the water’s edge.

“Asleep,” she whispered. “Even as he within sleepeth against the dawn.

I do think it is only in a great man’s breast sleep hath so gentle a

bed when great events are toward.”

Like a lily, or like a moonbeam strayed through the leafy roof into a

silent wood, she stood there, her face uplifted to the starry night

where all the air was drenched with the silver radiance of the moon.

And now in a soft voice she began supplication to the Gods which are

from everlasting, calling upon them in turn by their holy names,

upon gray-eyed Pallas, and Apollo, and Artemis the fleet Huntress,

upon Aphrodite, and Here, Queen of Heaven, and Ares, and Hermes, and

the dark-tressed Earthshaker. Nor was she afraid to address her holy

prayers to him who from his veiled porch beside Acheron and Lethe Lake

binds to his will the devils of the under-gloom, nor to the great

Father of All in Whose sight time from the beginning until to-day is

but the dipping of a wand into the boundless ocean of eternity. So

prayed she to the blessed Gods, most earnestly requiring them that

under their countenance might be that ride, the like whereof earth had

not known: the riding of the hippogriff, not rashly and by an ass as

heretofore to his own destruction, but by the man of men who with clean

purpose and resolution undismayed should enforce it carry him to his

heart’s desire.

Now in the east beyond the feathery hilltops and the great snow wall

of Romshir the gates were opening to the day. The sleepers wakened and

stood up. There was a great noise from within the pavilion. They turned

wide-eyed, and forth of the hangings of the doorway came that young

thing new-hatched, pale and doubtful as the new light which trembled

in the sky. Juss walked beside it, his hand on the sapphire mane. High

and resolute was his look, as he gave good-morrow to the Queen, to his

brother and his friends. No word they said, only in turn gripped him

by the hand. The hour was upon them. For even as day striding on the

eastern snow-fields stormed night out of high heaven, so and with such

swift increase of splendour was might bodily and the desire of the

upper air born in that wild steed. It shone as if lighted by a moving

lamp from withinward, sniffed the sweet morning air and whinnied,

pawing the grass of the waterside and tearing it up with its claws of

gold. Juss patted the creature’s arching neck, looked to the bridle he

had fitted to its mouth, made sure of the fastenings of his armour, and

loosened in the scabbard his great sword. And now up sprang the sun.

The Queen said, “Remember: when thou shalt see the lord thy brother in

his own shape, that is no illusion. Mistrust all else. And the almighty

Gods preserve and comfort thee.”

Therewith the hippogriff, as if maddened with the day-beams, plunged

like a wild horse, spread wide its rainbow pinions, reared, and took

wing. But the Lord Juss was sprung astride of it, and the grip of his

knees on the ribs of it was like brazen clamps. The firm land seemed

to rush away beneath him to the rear; the lake and the shore and

islands thereof showed in a moment small and remote, and the figures

of the Queen and his companions like toys, then dots, then shrunken to

nothingness, and the vast silence of the upper air opened and received

him into utter loneliness. In that silence earth and sky swirled like

the wine in a shaken goblet as the wild steed rocketed higher and

higher in great spirals. A cloud billowy-white shut in the sky before

them; brighter and brighter it grew in its dazzling whiteness as they

sped towards it, until they touched it and the glory was dissolved in a

grey mist that grew still darker and colder as they flew till suddenly

they emerged from the further side of the cloud into a radiance of

blue and gold blinding in its glory. So for a while they flew with no

set direction, only ever higher, till at length obedient to Juss’s

mastery the hippogriff ceased from his sports and turned obediently

westward, and so in a swift straight course, mounting ever, sped over

Ravary towards the departing night. And now indeed it was as if they

had verily overtaken night in her western caves. For the air waxed

darker about them and always darker, until the great peaks that stood

round Ravary were hidden, and all the green land of Zimiamvia, with its

plains and winding waters and hills and uplands and enchanted woods,

hidden and lost in an evil twilight. And the upper heaven was ateem

with portents: whole armies of men skirmishing in the air, dragons,

wild beasts, bloody streamers, blazing comets, fiery strakes, with

other apparitions innumerable. But all silent, and all cold, so that

Juss’s hands and feet were numbed with the cold and his moustachios

stiff with hoar-frost.

[Illustration: HIPPOGRIFF IN FLIGHT.]

Before them now, invisible till now, loomed the gaunt peak of Zora

Rach, black, wintry, and vast, still towering above them for all they

soared ever higher, grand and lonely above the frozen wastes of the

Psarrion Glaciers. Juss stared at that peak till the wind of their

flight blinded his eyes with tears; but it was yet too far for any

glimpse of that which he hungered to behold: no brazen citadel, no

coronal of flame, no watcher on the heights. Zora, like some dark

queen of Hell that disdains that presumptuous mortal eyes should dare

to look lovely on her dread beauties, drew across her brow a veil of

thundercloud. They flew on, and that steel-blue pall of thunderous

vapour rolled forth till it canopied all the sky above them. Juss

tucked his two hands for warmth into the feathery armpits of the

hippogriff’s wings where the wings joined the creature’s body. So

bitter cold it was, his very eyeballs were frozen and fixed; but that

pain was a light thing beside somewhat he now felt within him the

like whereof he never before had known: a death-like horror as of the

houseless loneliness of naked space, which gripped him at the heart.

They landed at last on a crag of black obsidian stone a little below

the cloud that hid the highest rocks. The hippogriff, couched on the

steep slope, turned its head to look on Juss. He felt the creature’s

body beneath him quiver. Its ears were laid back, its eye wide with

terror. “Poor child,” he said. “I have brought thee an ill journey, and

thou but one hour hatched from the egg.”

He dismounted; and in that same instant was bereaved. For the

hippogriff with a horse-scream of terror took wing and vanished down

the mirk air, diving headlong away to eastward, back to the world of

life and sunlight.

And the Lord Juss stood alone in that region of fear and frost and the

soul-quailing gloom, under the black summit-rocks of Zora Rach.

Setting, as the Queen had counselled him to do, his whole heart and

mind on the dread goal he intended, he turned to the icy cliff. As he

climbed the cold cloud covered him, yet not so thick but he might see

ten paces’ distance before and about him as he went. Ill sights enow,

and enow to quail a strong man’s resolution, showed in his path: shapes

of damned fiends and gorgons of the pit running in the way, threatening

him with death and doom. But Juss, gritting his teeth, climbed on and

through them, they being unsubstantial. Then up rose an eldritch cry,

“What man of middle-earth is this that troubleth our quiet? Make an

end! Call up the basilisks. Call up the Golden Basilisk, which bloweth

upon and setteth on fire whatsoever he seeth. Call up the Starry

Basilisk, and whatso he seeth it immediately shrinks up and perisheth.

Call up the Bloody Basilisk, who if he see or touch any living thing it

floweth away so that nought there remaineth but the bones!”

That was a voice to freeze the marrow, yet he pressed on, saying in

himself, “All is illusion, save that alone she told me of.” And nought

appeared: only the silence and the cold, and the rocks grew ever

steeper and their ice-glaze more dangerous, and the difficulty like

the difficulty of those Barriers of Emshir, up which more than two

years ago he had followed Brandoch Daha and on which he had encountered

and slain the beast mantichora. The leaden hours drifted by, and now

night shut down, bitter and black and silent. Sore weariness bodily

was come upon Juss, and his whole soul weary withal and near to death

as he entered a snow-bedded gully that cut deep into the face of the

mountain, there to await the day. He durst not sleep in that freezing

night; scarcely dared he rest lest the cold should master him, but must

keep for ever moving and stamping and chafing hands and feet. And yet,

as the slow night crept by, death seemed a desirable thing that should

end such utter weariness.

Morning came with but a cold alteration of the mist from black to

gray, disclosing the snow-bound rocks silent, dreary, and dead. Juss,

enforcing his half frozen limbs to resume the ascent, beheld a sight of

woe too terrible for the eye: a young man, helmed and graithed in dark

iron, a black-a-moor with goggle-eyes and white teeth agrin, who held

by the neck a fair young lady kneeling on her knees and clasping his

as in supplication, and he most bloodily brandishing aloft his spear

of six foot of length as minded to reave her of her life. This lady,

seeing the Lord Juss, cried out on him for succour very piteously,

calling him by his name and saying, “Lord Juss of Demonland, have

mercy, and in your triumph over the powers of night pause for an

instant to deliver me, poor afflicted damosel, from this cruel tyrant.

Can your towering spirit, which hath quarried upon kingdoms, make a

stoop at him? O that should approve you noble indeed, and bless you

for ever!”

Surely the very heart of him groaned, and he clapped hand to sword

wishing to right so cruel a wrong. But on the motion he bethought him

of the wiles of evil that dwelt in that place, and of his brother,

and with a great groan passed on. In which instant he beheld sidelong

how the cruel murtherer smote with his spear that delicate lady, and

detrenched and cut the two master-veins of her neck, so as she fell

dying in her blood. Juss mounted with a great pace to the head of the

gully, and looking back beheld how black-a-moor and lady both were

changed to two coiling serpents. And he laboured on, shaken at heart,

yet glad to have so escaped the powers that would have limed him so.

Darker grew the mist, and heavier the brooding dread which seemed

elemental of the airs about that mountain. Pausing well nigh exhausted

on a small stance of snow Juss beheld the appearance of a man armed

who rolled prostrate in the way, tearing with his nails at the hard

rock and frozen snow, and the snow was all one gore of blood beneath

the man; and the man besought him in a stifled voice to go no further

but raise him up and bring him down the mountain. And when Juss, after

an instant’s doubt betwixt pity and his resolve, would have passed by,

the man cried and said, “Hold, for I am thy very brother thou seekest,

albeit the King hath by his art framed me to another likeness, hoping

so to delude thee. For thy love sake be not deluded!” Now the voice was

like to the voice of his brother Goldry, howbeit weak. But the Lord

Juss bethought him again of the words of Sophonisba the Queen, that he

should see his brother in his own shape and nought else must he trust;

and he thought, “It is an illusion, this also.” So he said, “If that

thou be truly my dear brother, take thy shape.” But the man cried as

with the voice of the Lord Goldry Bluszco, “I may not, till that I be

brought down from the mountain. Bring me down, or my curse be upon thee

for ever.”

The Lord Juss was torn with pity and doubt and wonder, to hear that

voice again of his dear brother so beseeching him. Yet he answered and

said, “Brother, if that it be thou indeed, then bide till I have won

to this mountain top and the citadel of brass which in a dream I saw,

that I may know truly thou art not there, but here. Then will I turn

again and succour thee. But until I see thee in thine own shape I will

mistrust all. For hither I came from the ends of the earth to deliver

thee, and I will set my good on no doubtful cast, having spent so much

and put so much in danger for thy dear sake.”

So with a heavy heart he set hand again to those black rocks, iced and

slippery to the touch. Therewith up rose an eldritch cry, “Rejoice,

for this earth-born is mad! Rejoice, for that was not perfect friend,

that relinquished his brother at his need!” But Juss climbed on, and by

and by looking back beheld how in that seeming man’s place writhed a

grisful serpent. And he was glad, so much as gladness might be in that

mountain of affliction and despair.

Now was his strength near gone, as day drew again toward night and he

climbed the last crags under the peak of Zora. And he, who had all his

days drunk deep of the fountain of the joy of life and the glory and

the wonder of being, felt ever deadlier and darker in his soul that

lonely horror which he first had tasted the day before at his first

near sight of Zora, while he flew through the cold air portent-laden;

and his whole heart grew sick because of it.

And now he was come to the ring of fire that was about the summit of

the mountain. He was beyond terror or the desire of life, and trod the

fire as it had been his own home’s threshold. The blue tongues of flame

died under his foot-tread, making a way before him. The brazen gates

stood wide. He entered in, he passed up the brazen stair, he stood on

that high roof-floor which he had beheld in dreams, he looked as in

a dream on him he had crossed the confines of the dead to find: Lord

Goldry Bluszco keeping his lone watch on the unhallowed heights of

Zora. Not otherwise was the Lord Goldry, not by an hairsbreadth, than

as Juss had aforetime seen him on that first night in Koshtra Belorn,

so long ago. He reclined propped on one elbow on that bench of brass,

his head erect, his eyes fixed as on distant space, viewing the depths

beyond the star-shine, as one waiting till time should have an end.

He turned not at his brother’s greeting. Juss went to him and stood

beside him. The Lord Goldry Bluszco moved not an eyelid. Juss spoke

again, and touched his hand. It was stiff and like dank earth. The

cold of it struck through Juss’s body and smote him at the heart. He

said in himself, “He is dead.”

With that, the horror shut down upon Juss’s soul like madness.

Fearfully he stared about him. The cloud had lifted from the mountain’s

peak and hung like a pall above its nakedness. Chill air that was like

the breath of the whole world’s grave: vast blank cloud-barriers: dim

far forms of snow and ice, silent, solitary, pale, like mountains of

the dead: it was as if the bottom of the world were opened and truth

laid bare: the ultimate Nothing.

To hold off the horror from his soul, Juss turned in memory to the

dear life of earth, those things he had most set his heart on, men and

women he loved dearest in his life’s days; battles and triumphs of his

opening manhood, high festivals in Galing, golden summer noons under

the Westmark pines, hunting morns on the high heaths of Mealand; the

day he first backed a horse, of a spring morning in a primrose glade

that opened on Moonmere, when his small brown legs were scarce the

length of his fore-arm now, and his dear father held him by the foot as

he trotted, and showed him where the squirrel had her nest in the old

oak tree.

He bowed his head as if to avoid a blow, so plain he seemed to hear

somewhat within him crying with a high voice and loud, “Thou art

nothing. And all thy desires and memories and loves and dreams,

nothing. The little dead earth-louse were of greater avail than thou,

were it not nothing as thou art nothing. For all is nothing: earth

and sky and sea and they that dwell therein. Nor shall this illusion

comfort thee, if it might, that when thou art abolished these things

shall endure for a season, stars and months return, and men grow old

and die, and new men and women live and love and die and be forgotten.

For what is it to thee, that shalt be as a blown-out flame? and all

things in earth and heaven, and things past and things for to come,

and life and death, and the mere elements of space and time, of being

and not being, all shall be nothing unto thee; because thou shalt be

nothing, for ever.”

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