CHAPTER XXII.

Well, Leonard, this is the first time thou hast shown that thou hast in

thee the iron out of which true manhood is forged and shaped. Thou hast

the power to resist. Forth, unebriate, unpolluted, he came from the

orgy, as yon star above him came from the cloud.

He had a latch-key to his lodgings. He let himself in and walked

noiselessly up the creaking wooden stair. It was dawn. He passed on to

his window and threw it open. The green elm-tree from the carpenter's

yard looked as fresh and fair as if rooted in solitude, leagues away from

the smoke of Babylon.

"Nature, Nature!" murmured Leonard, "I hear thy voice now. This stills,

this strengthens. But the struggle is very dread. Here, despair of

life,--there, faith in life. Nature thinks of neither, and lives

serenely on."

By and by a bird slid softly from the heart of the tree, and dropped on

the ground below out of sight. But Leonard heard its carol. It awoke

its companions; wings began to glance in the air, and the clouds grew red

towards the east.

Leonard sighed and left the window. On the table, near Helen's rose-

tree, which he bent over wistfully, lay a letter. He had not observed it

before. It was in Helen's hand. He took it to the light, and read it by

the pure, healthful gleams of morn:--

IVY LODGE.

Oh, my dear brother Leonard, will this find you well, and (more

happy I dare not say, but) less sad than when we parted? I write

kneeling, so that it seems to me as if I wrote and prayed at the

same time. You may come and see me to-morrow evening, Leonard. Do

come, do,--we shall walk together in this pretty garden; and there

is an arbour all covered with jessamine and honeysuckle, from which

we can look down on London. I have looked from it so many times,--

so many--trying if I can guess the roofs in our poor little street,

and fancying that I do see the dear elm-tree.

Miss Starke is very kind to me; and I think after I have seen you,

that I shall be happy here,--that is, if you are happy.

Your own grateful sister,

HELEN.

P. S.--Any one will direct you to our house; it lies to the left

near the top of the hill, a little way down a lane that is overhung

on one side with chestnut-trees and lilacs. I shall be watching for

you at the gate.

Leonard's brow softened, he looked again like his former self. Up from

the dark sea at his heart smiled the meek face of a child, and the waves

lay still as at the charm of a spirit.

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