CHAPTER LVI

HARD IS THE FIGHT

What right had I to be out of breath, after standing stock-still no one

knows how long, like a cardboard dummy to be shot at? But there seemed

to be a hollow where my heart in its duty should have been staunch and

steadfast; and my brain (having never been wrought up like this) must

have lost its true balance and standard. Otherwise could it have shocked

me to know that a career of cruelty and wickedness was brought to an

ignominious close?

"Marva is dead," I kept on saying; "the greatest woman of the age is

dead! Not the best, not the purest, not even a true woman. But how grand

was her attitude, and how she disdained me! And now a wretched Svân has

shot her!"

Let any one despise me as he likes, with reason on his tongue and

humanity in his eyes. For the world at large it might be better to have

such a woman stretched beneath the turf; but a man with his heart in the

right place--which the muzzle of her musket knew too well--could not

help feeling for her grandeur.

However, it was not for me to lay down the law, or even to stand up for

it against this crew of savages. To keep out of their way was my one

desire, and at first there seemed to be some chance of it, with their

leader a corpse, and superstition frowning at them from the

dungeon-gate. Hoping thus, I stood back in a niche of granite, while a

bullet or two sang along the vault, and I strove to recover the spirit

of a man, by thinking of my country and the luck we have in turning the

corner of situations, where others would lie down and breathe their

last.

The bar to which Sûr Imar had been bound was still in place; but he was

not in sight, neither could I see his son, the gentle youth sent to

assassinate him. Then I heard the sound of heavy blows, and concluded

that the younger man was striving to release his sister, while the

father lay half-conscious still from brutal cruelty and want of food.

There was none but myself to guard the entrance--for Usi and Nickols had

not appeared--until our friends at the valley's mouth should have time

to come to the rescue.

Glad was I to think, as I did at first, that the savage warriors, scared

and puzzled, and without a leader, would now hang back; as they had done

when the Lesghian chief brought their Prince Rakhan to account. And so

it would have been, by their own confession, but for the ferocity of one

young man, Karkok the brother of Lura, and the chief friend of that

Hisar whom I had struck down. Karkok cannot have been stirred up by

love, or loyalty, or any other noble motive,--for who could have

regretted Hisar?--but by ambition of the meanest sort, and a dash at the

mastery of the tribe, for he was now the last relative of Rakhan.

This upstart fellow brought the fighting men together; and they laid

aside the bodies of Queen Marva and her son, in fear of their being

trampled on; and then (with a screech that must have set all the teeth

of the flintiest echo aching) at the prison-gate they rushed, and the

valves being back there was only my poor body between them and the

helpless inmates.

When I saw those fellows advancing upon me, capering, and flinging hairy

arms about, and tossing white sheepskins, and flourishing long muskets,

beyond any denial I was frightened, and would have given every penny I

was worth to be in my own little saddle-room once more. My hand shook so

badly that the blue revolver revolved without any mechanism; and the

prudence which has been implanted in us all suggested that the bravest

man must value his own bacon. When a friend assures me that I was

gloriously brave, it would be a rude thing to contradict him; but what a

different tale my conscience tells!

In a word, just presence of mind enough was left me to show that I must

fight it out. To make a bolt of it was useless, for whither could I go?

Anywhere across the cave would bring a bullet into me; and as for

slinking along the dark wall, where would that take me, even if I could

contrive it? Into the very arms of Dariel,--a truly sweet refuge, but

not for a coward. All I could do was to say to myself that the lines

were hard, but the Lord had made them so, and I must trust in Him to

deliver me.

Whether it were faith, or sense of justice, or the love of woman, or

something far lower than any of these, the brute element inborn in the

sons of men,--no sooner did I see hateful eyes agoggle with lust for

blood glaring at me, and great mouths agrin for a grab at me, than the

like spirit kindled in myself.

"Blood you shall have, but it shall be your own first," I shouted in

English, and leaped at them from the mouth of the cave, like the demon

of Kazbek. They took me for that great power, and fell back, while a

ball slit the tip of my ear off, and before they could rally there were

two as dead as stones with bullets in their heads, and two more fell

upon them with their skulls cracked by the swing of my _toorak_. "Want

any more?" I asked, having two charges left, and many of them showed the

better part of valour. But a kinjal was thrown at me down a lane of

cowards, and stuck in my breast, and that rallied the crowd. Three or

four made at me from behind, and I know not how it was, but down I went

from a terrible whack on the back of my head, at the very same moment

that I shot their new chief.

A very lucky shot, and one that governed all the issue. But of that I

knew nothing until weeks had passed, my latest sense being of a white

flash across me, and a plunge into a bottomless abyss of some one, who

might be anybody. "There let him lay," as a great poet says--and never

would he have stood up again, if his skull had been of Norman growth.

But a mighty champion just in time had rushed into the thick of it, and

scattered a storm of sword-flash, as the lightning fires a forest. Two

ruffians, poised for the final stab at my defenceless body, swung

backward with their arms chopped off, and the blade that should have

drained Sûr Imar's blood revelled in the gore of his enemies. For the

fury of the mild and gentle "Hafer" (now that he had learned his wrongs

and guessed his father's) swooped on those sheep-clad fiends, as a

whirlwind leaps upon a drying-ground of tallow candles. Would that I had

only kept sufficient sense to see, for they tell me that it was

magnificent. Heads that are full of hate should have some of it let out,

and several of the worst were stopped for ever from receiving any more

misanthropy. All who knew anything about it said that Rakhabat himself,

the worst man-hater of all the demons of Kazbek, was seen to come down

with the wings of a black eagle, and enter the vesture of the white

"Lamb-angel." That was the Osset name for this poor Prince; and now

having broken bounds, he proved the irony of his claim to it. For soon

the chief-justice of the court went down, and so did the foreman of the

jury, and a pair of clerks who sought nothing but their living, and

others who had come to see things out without any view to their own

exit. Among them raged "Hafer," like Hector of Troy, with twenty years,

and more than that, of goodness to let out; and no man could shoot

straight at him, because he was in the right, while all their guns were

crooked.

Nevertheless the force of numbers must have been too great for him,--for

the conscience of Ossets still requires to be formed,--but for the rapid

and resistless charge of Stepan and Strogue, and the Lesghians, and the

miners, down the long valley, and over the moss reeking already with

more blood than it could staunch. At the same moment Usi, the Svân, and

Jack Nickols, who had been hampered by some tangle of the rope, shouting

to their comrades, fell in upon the flank; and the noble tribe of

Ossets, or at any rate that branch of it, split up and fell asunder like

an unroped fagot. There can be no certainty of justice in this world;

but even the races connected with them by the tenderest ties of

co-robbery found it in their hearts, when the facts could not be

altered, to pronounce the only verdict--"Served them right."

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