CHAPTER XVII.

The week that preceded Elizabeth's wedding, seemed extremely short to

the whole of the parties immediately concerned; every day was occupied

with some excursion for their amusement, and every evening was passed

at the house of some friendly acquaintance, who would not be refused

the pleasure of their company. Nobody, at this epoch, was more popular

than the future Mrs. George Millar; since her neighbours could not

prevent her marriage, they were determined to extract as much pleasure

from the occurrence as possible. For this end they gave a number of

tea-parties to welcome her brother and say good-bye to her sisters,

and learn as much as they could of the future plans and prospects of

each. The handsome Mr. Samuel Watson, with his lively manners,

promising prospects, and probable disengaged heart, was really a most

interesting object; and since Emma was supposed to be engaged, and

there was no further ground for her exciting jealousy, she was

allowed, on all hands, to be uncommonly handsome and agreeable too.

Nothing, therefore, was omitted, which could express their favourable

opinion of the whole family, or their anxiety to be on good terms with

them all.

It was no particular misery to Jane that, whilst every one else was

pressing for their company, there was not one day left disengaged for

her. She liked a great better to be invited to meet them, as she was

every evening: for, unless she could quite outshine all her neighbours

in the elegance of her entertainment, she preferred giving none at

all; and as it happened that Robert was in a stingy mood, she had,

with difficulty, extracted from him sufficient money to buy the very

handsome gown and bonnet in which she was to appear at the wedding.

At all these parties where, of course, the Millars regularly met the

Watsons, Sam still contrived to be a great deal with Annie,—but the

most favourable opportunities for intercourse, were during their long

rambles in the country. Then he was always her cavalier, and they

quarrelled and laughed together without interruption. Her spirits

seemed as inexhaustible as her strength; she could both walk and talk

for miles without mental or bodily exhaustion, and often tired out all

her companions except Sam.

It was no wonder then, when he paid her the compliment of untiring

attention, and unvarying amusement, that she should, in her turn, find

him a most delightful companion, infinitely more agreeable than any

one she had ever known. No more was heard about his profession—she

forgot it entirely, and only considered him in the light of a very

pleasant acquaintance.

It was natural that, during some of their many engagements, Emma

should again meet Mr. Morgan; and equally natural that she should feel

some embarrassing recollections at doing so. A bow was all that their

situation, at the first moment of meeting, allowed to pass between

them; but, when by a movement amongst her neighbours, a vacant seat,

and the power of reaching it allowed him, he did not hesitate to avail

himself of the opportunity, and place himself by her side.

There was nothing of restraint or embarrassment in his manner—no

appearance of consciousness or shame; he did not know, perhaps, how

much their joint names had been made the subject of gossip and

scandal—she thought so for a moment, but then, from what she

remembered, she knew he must have been aware of it; then she felt

angry at his impudence; but finally, she concluded that, after all, he

was taking the wisest course; and that to converse quietly, as if

nothing had passed to raise an unpleasant feeling, would be, on the

whole, the conduct least calculated to excite attention.

Calm and polite as she was, he was sensible of a difference in her

manners from past days, and he did not indulge a hope of regaining her

confidence; but it wounded his vanity to suppose that she, amongst all

the women of his acquaintance, beheld him with calm dislike; whilst he

could not even to himself deny her superiority over the many whose

approbation or admiration constantly followed his footsteps.

If he could not regain her friendship he wanted at least to excite

some emotion in her mind, and call up one of her former smiles so full

of brightness and feeling. With the tact which gave him half his

popularity, he hit upon the subject most likely to awaken kind

sentiments in her heart; he began praising her brother. The

introduction had given him so much pleasure, he was, he would not say

astonished, but certainly most agreeably surprised to find Mr. Samuel

Watson so very superior a young man. There was no likeness to Mr.

Watson—no—he could not compliment his good friend, Robert, by saying

that there was; seldom had he seen two brothers more dissimilar; but

her younger brother's manners were so good—such a young man must make

his way in the world, must be a favourite; there was every probability

of his success; nay, there was certainty of it: there was intelligence

and spirit in his eye, which promised nobly. Then he enquired minutely

into his prospects; entered with the warmth of a friend into the plan

for his establishing himself at Chichester, and gave several hints for

his benefit.

Emma, in spite of her aversion to the speaker, and her determination

that nothing should make her admit even the semblance of mutual

friendship in their future intercourse, found herself speaking with

unintentional warmth and animation. She checked herself immediately,

and a shade of vexation passed over her countenance; which was not

lost on her companion. Accustomed to study the minds and inclinations

of his various patients, his quickness at reading all the little marks

of feeling evinced in their countenances, enabled him pretty well to

appreciate the state of her mind; but when he proceeded on the same

subject, in hopes of once more inducing her to express her feelings,

he was extremely vexed to find that, after making him some short and

trivial reply, she rose and walked away.

This movement marked a decided aversion on her part which piqued him

deeply, and for which he was not prepared. He remained in his seat,

spoke to no one else, and occupied himself, whilst he continued in the

room, in considering whether he no longer had any chance of regaining

his influence with her.

He knew pretty well all that had passed, and all that had been

whispered about their former intimacy; but he thought that since all

that had been set in a favourable point of view, and her character

perfectly cleared, she need not now have been so cold and distant to

him. If, as was whispered, she was engaged to some one else, there was

no reason for shunning him, unless, and the thought actually thrilled

his mind with delight, unless she had really preferred him, and now

feared to trust herself in his power. This would account for all her

conduct; her flight to Burton—her engagement itself, and her present

shrinking from him—all might be traced to the same source. His vanity

was excited to the highest pitch, as he thought of this

interpretation, and he could believe her quite capable of such

strength of mind, and firmness of purpose. Other women when they had

liked him, had thrown themselves in his way, but it was perfectly

consonant with what he supposed her character to be, that she should

follow a precisely opposite course of conduct.

If this were the case he felt sure he might regain his former

influence by a little dexterous management, and as a first step

towards it, he resolved to cultivate the friendship of her youngest

brother. Had he known that he was perfectly excluded from her regard

by the double barrier of a very ill opinion of himself, and a warm

attachment to Mr. Howard, he might have spared himself the trouble of

the attempt.

Towards the end of the week a sort of gipsy party had been arranged to

form an expedition to a pretty park in the neighbourhood, which from

the absence of the owner was a frequent resort on such occasions. Mr.

Morgan was not originally asked to join it; but knowing what was going

on, he presented himself at the door of George Millar's house just

before the company started, and his expressions of regret at not

having time to see more of Sam speedily produced a very hearty

invitation from Mrs. Turner, the chaperone of the party, to accompany

them; for, as she observed, "on such occasions the more the merrier."

It was a very large party without him. Mrs. Turner and the two

Millars, four Watsons, for Jane was of the party, with Alfred

Freemantle as her escort, since her husband would not leave the

office, two cousins of hers, young ladies who had arrived the day

before to grace Elizabeth's wedding, Miss Bridge, and some young

ladies, natives of the town: in short they numbered fourteen without

Mr. Morgan, but as ladies were in the majority he was heartily

welcomed by several of the party at least, if not by those particular

individuals whose favour he most desired.

How the whole of the party were disposed of in different vehicles,

need not now be particularised; there was variety at least in their

equipages, and the power of choice in arranging themselves. Sam was

the charioteer of an "inside Irish car," which of course amongst its

passengers numbered Annie Millar, and likewise Emma Watson; Mrs.

Robert Watson; two young cousins, completed this party, and apparently

made any addition impossible; but one of the girls, not liking to be

entitled to only a fifth part of the attention of any gentleman,

suddenly abdicated her seat in favour of Mr. Morgan, that she might

enjoy the place of third in a gig, under the escort of Alfred

Freemantle. Nothing could have been more consonant to his wishes, than

this sudden piece of good luck which thus befell Mr. Morgan: his

gaiety was quite remarkable, but his judgment and tact, were still

more so. For he devoted himself at first to please the stranger, and

do the honors of the country to her; he was bent on making himself

agreeable, but it was in the most open and unsuspicious way. There was

nothing of tenderness or sentiment in his manners, nothing approaching

to flirtation in his address to Miss Hall, and to the others it was as

perfectly correct, as if dictated by Lord Chesterfield himself.

Annie, indeed, was too much engrossed by the driver to notice the

intruder; she had no attention to bestow on any one else; and had not

the horse been particularly quiet and sagacious, and the road

remarkably smooth and straight, it is by no means unlikely that their

drive might have terminated abruptly under some hedge, so much more

was Sam himself occupied with the lady behind, than the road in front

of him. Neither Miss Hall nor Emma, however, made any complaint of his

coachmanship; for Emma, being opposite to Annie, enjoyed the full

benefit of her lively remarks; and whilst her neighbour confined his

attention to his _vis-à-vis_, the proximity to him, in which she

unexpectedly found herself, did not discompose her at all, nor did she

feel any impatience for the termination of so agreeable a drive.

When they alighted in the park, which was the termination of their

drive, they found most of the company assembled before them, and

separated into groups strolling about on the borders of the artificial

lake, a sail on which was one of their projected pleasures. In

consequence of this, these five were left together to entertain each

other, until the arrival of the whole party enabled them to arrange

their plans for the day's amusement. The point of rendezvous was an

ornamental boat-house, standing at one angle of the lake, embowered in

fir trees, and commanding a pretty view of the opposite banks, which

were high and woody. Miss Hall was, what was then more rare than now,

a sketching young lady: and her pencils were speedily produced. But

she could not bear inspection whilst taking her views, and

unceremoniously desired the other four to walk away.

It was a proof of Sam's great good-nature to Emma, that he continued

with her, and declined the tempting opportunity of securing a

comfortable walk with Annie Millar, that he might not leave his sister

with no other companion than Mr. Morgan. Perhaps Miss Millar might not

entirely appreciate this self-sacrifice on his part, or possibly might

not thank him for it, so much as Emma; certainly Mr. Morgan, who had

calculated on a different line of conduct, judging from the evident

admiration which Sam had previously testified for Annie, was very much

disappointed at it. He took care to keep close to Emma's side, ready

to improve any opportunity that might present itself; and thus they

wandered about, without thinking much of where they were going, or

paying much attention to the really pretty scenery around them. The

consequence of this was, that they lost their place in the boat, for

being quite out of sight and hearing when it was ready, their

companions did not wait for them; and the intended sail had so

entirely escaped the memory of the quartet, that the first thing which

recalled it to their memory, was the sight of the boat, which caught

their eyes just us they gained the summit of an eminence commanding a

view of the whole sheet of water at their feet.

Sam expressed a hope that Miss Millar was not vexed at this incident.

Annie protested that for herself she did not care about it, but she

should be very sorry indeed, if she had beguiled Emma from sharing in

any pleasure she would have enjoyed.

Emma, on her side, was of opinion that they were much more comfortable

as they were; the boat seemed very much crowded, and she thought to be

squeezed in such a way that they could not move, nor even turn their

heads to contemplate the scenery, was not half so pleasant as sitting

on the green bank where they were resting so comfortably.

"In parties of this sort," said Mr. Morgan, "all depends on the

company; an uncongenial companion will spoil everything—even the

finest landscape in the world."

"Very true," replied Annie, quickly; "but how can one help that? One

can not say to a disagreeable person, 'Go away—you annoy and distress

me!' One can only smile politely and suffer internally."

"You, I dare say, can smile whilst annoyed," observed Sam, "but I

never can; whether I am happy or miserable, I show it immediately."

"Do you indeed," replied she, "I am sorry to hear that; I had been

hoping that the gloomy look and air of despondency with which you have

treated us, were your habitual manners, and might not really indicate

the state of intense suffering to which I suppose I must now attribute

them."

"I am certain my looks have expressed my feelings accurately," replied

he sturdily.

"Very well, I shall set my imagination to work to invent some romantic

cause for the dejection of spirits which you display. You are,

probably, repenting over some lost patient, whose end you hastened by

your surgical arts."

"I do not think you ought to jest on such subjects," replied he,

gravely; then, as she turned her head towards him with an expression

of surprise, he added, "Excuse my liberty of speech. I quite forgot

who I was speaking to."

She was silent and looked down, so that her bonnet concealed her

countenance. He viewed her uneasily, and wanted to know whether she

was affronted—or from what other reason she maintained this silence.

Mr. Morgan saw all this; he could not read Annie's feelings exactly,

but he felt convinced that, had they, at that moment, been without

witnesses, some very tender scene would have ensued.

He now took up the conversation by observing, how much more beautiful

the landscape would be in two months' time, when the tints of autumn

gave a little variety to the scenery. The dull, heavy green of summer,

he declared, reminded him always of mourning; it was so sombre.

He appealed to Emma, and she was compelled to reply. She had nothing

to urge against his preference for the autumnal tints—except, that

their proximity to winter gave them sadness, which, in themselves,

they did not merit.

"The sadness of autumn is, however, compensated by the hopes of

returning spring; we can bear to part with the verdure, which we know

will be restored in fresh beauty. In that respect, how superior is

inanimate nature, and our feeling of love for it, to human friendship,

or regard, or esteem."

"I do not see that," said Emma.

"Who can tell when a faded friendship shall be renewed, or when a

withered hope shall again look flourishing and verdant. The blast of

winter is certain to pass away, and its consequences vanish with

it—but the fatal breath of enmity—the chilling effects of whispered

malevolence—the poison of calumny—tell me Miss Watson, of a cure for

these, if you can."

"I know of none, save patience and a good conscience," replied Emma.

"Yes, patience—one needs that, indeed, to bear what I alluded to—when

one sees the face which used to meet one with a smile, averted

gravely—the hand once freely extended, now drawn back—the kindly

words, once gushing out from the friendly heart, like water from a

copious fountain, exchanged for the slow and measured accents which

freeze the heart, as they drop out one by one; when one sees all

this," he continued, lowering his voice, but speaking with impressive

energy; "and knows it to be the cold deadness of feeling produced by

the ill-will of others—the blighting words of malice—what can one

hope—to what spring shall one look forward? when may one expect the

young feelings of friendship to bud again?"

"Depend upon it they will, unless there is something more than unkind

breath to check them. To pursue your allegory, Mr. Morgan, if the

plant of friendship wither irretrievably, it must be because there is

something wrong at the root, otherwise, it is certain once more to

revive."

"I believe," said he, after a momentary pause, "my feelings are deeper

and more permanent, than those of most people."

"Yours Mr. Morgan!" interposed Annie, amazed, "I had no idea you were

troubled with any thing of the sort—when did you first find out that

you had any feelings?"

"Have I ever given you cause to doubt it," enquired he, significantly.

"Why, to own the truth, though we have been so long acquainted," said

she, "I cannot say that I ever undertook to investigate the nature or

extent of your feelings on any subject. I had a sort of general idea

that you had some; but of what quality I should have been very much

puzzled to say, except that I certainly should _not_ have thought of

constancy as your particular _forte_. However, I am willing to plead

total ignorance on the subject. Ignorance for which I alone am to

blame, arising from indifference and inattention."

"You need hardly remind me of that, Miss Millar," retorted he with

mock humility, "I am quite aware that I am too entirely an object of

indifference to you, for my feelings to be considered worth a moment's

attention."

He walked away, as he spoke, to a short distance, and seemed occupied

in viewing the landscape from the brow of the hill on which he stood,

his features expressing an appearance of wounded feelings struggling

with pride.

"You have hurt him, Annie," whispered Emma, "you are too severe."

"At least he wants to make us believe so," replied she softly, "but

it's all seeming—seeming—there is nothing real about that man."

"Now I rather like him," said Sam, "he seems so kind and friendly

towards me, I am quite indebted to him for the interest which he has

taken in my prospects, and the useful hints which he has given me."

"Did he recommend you to marry, Sam?" enquired Emma.

"I did not consult him on the subject, it is a point on which I should

neither ask nor take advice."

"Bravo, Mr. Watson—a most spirited determination. It is a point of so

little consequence indeed, and one in which your own experience must

be so calculated to guide you, that no doubt your intention to reject

all advice, is most judicious and praise-worthy."

"Are you of opinion that I am incompetent to act for myself in such a

case?" enquired he.

"I shall tell you as I did Mr. Morgan just now, I am ignorant and

indifferent on that subject—and now _you_ can go and walk on the other

side of the hill—or if you think it will look more picturesque, by the

side of yonder angry gentleman."

"No, Miss Millar, your ignorance, and indifference shall not drive me

from you; I would rather try to enlighten the one and overcome the

other."

This, though whispered softly, seemed to overpower her; she coloured

deeply; rose from the bank where they were sitting, and walked away to

the side of an adjoining thicket, where she employed herself in trying

to gather some brier roses from the hedge. Sam watched her for some

minutes, then perceiving that in stretching forward to grasp a

blossom, her veil had become entangled in a thorny shrub, he started

up, and in a moment was at her side to aid and release her.

Emma did not like to follow them, thinking she should be in the way,

and expecting that a few minutes would bring them back. In the mean

time Mr. Morgan looked round, and seeing her alone joined her. He

still affected to look hurt and sad, and Emma generously gave him

credit for more feeling than he deserved.

"That volatile girl—" said he, and then stopped.

"You must not mind what she says," suggested Emma kindly, "I am

certain she sometimes speaks without thinking, but never from malice

or ill will, even when she seems severe."

"She does not surprise me," replied he; "I am used to her ways, and

there is no change in _her_; she is always the same, it is

vacillations of friendship, variations of good opinion which I confess

astonish and pain me. And yet why should they—after all, the human

mind is so liable to error, so prone to seek misconstructions, so

inclined to change and variation, that nothing of the kind ought to

surprise me."

She was determined to be silent, and occupied herself in wishing for

the return of her brother and Annie, who had strayed farther than she

had expected, and were now out of sight.

He was disappointed at her silence, and changed the subject into an

enquiry as to whether she should make a long stay at Croydon. She told

him she was only to remain until her sister's marriage, which would,

as he knew, very shortly occur.

"And then," said he, "may I ask where you are going—do you return to

Osborne Castle?"

"Certainly not," replied she decisively, "I do not think I am likely

to go there at all. Sir William and Lady Gordon have taken a house in

the neighbourhood of his own property, and if I visit them, it will be

there."

"Then where will be your home?"

"At Burton, with Miss Bridge, for the present I believe."

"I trust _you_, with your talents and accomplishments, your taste and

your sensibility, are not doomed to pass your life as the companion of

an elderly lady, buried in an obscure country village, unknown and

unadmired."

"There might be many worse positions in life, more disagreeable

companions, and more trying situations, Mr. Morgan," replied Emma with

warmth.

"Forgive me if my interest for you has led me to express my feelings

in an unauthorised way. _I_ cannot entirely forget the past, nor

consign to oblivion all that I once flatter myself was felt between

us."

She could not exactly tell what to answer him, for she really hardly

knew what construction to place upon his words. He paused for a moment

and then resumed.

"Rumour was wrong then, when it asserted that there were ties in

contemplation, which would bind you closely to Osborne Castle—that, in

short, the young lord, doing justice to the merits which would grace a

higher rank, had sought to make you his wife."

"I am not engaged to Lord Osborne, if that is what you mean," said

Emma calmly.

"I had thought it strange indeed if a young man so unformed, so

bearish, so almost brutal, had known how to value, much more to win, a

jewel so bright and excellent."

"I must beg, Mr. Morgan, if you mention Lord Osborne's name at all, it

may be in terms such as I may listen to without offence. Pray remember

that I am under obligations to that family, for which it would be a

bad return to hear, without remonstrance, such aspersions cast on the

head of it. But I must confess I see no reason why either they or

myself should form the subject of your interrogatories. You have no

claim either past or present, which can make these enquiries anything

short of impertinent, and I must beg they may cease entirely."

She then walked a few steps to see if she could obtain any view of her

brother and friend, for whose return she felt anxious. Nothing,

however, was to be seen of them, and as she paused, her companion was

again at her side.

"How unfortunate I am," said he in a low tone, "it is constantly my

fate to offend those for whom I feel the deepest interest, and to be

misunderstood on every occasion where my sentiments are concerned.

Interest, friendship, zeal, constantly carry me beyond the bounds

proscribed by cold custom and formality, and I am repulsed in a way

which all but annihilates me. At this moment _you_ are angry with me;

have I sinned unpardonably?"

"I am not _angry_" said Emma, drily, "but I must beg that all personal

subjects of conversation may be dropped; we have neither sentiments

nor interests in common, and on all topics connected with feeling I

must impose a total silence."

"Unfeeling, cruel girl," cried he, then seeing that she resolutely

walked away in the direction of the boat-house, where she concluded

the party must be now assembled, he followed her steps in haste, and

placing himself by her side, he continued in a low but emphatic tone,

"Emma Watson, why should you scorn my offers of friendship, and my

professions of regard? Why should you shun me as if I were some

dangerous enemy? Do you mistrust my word; or am I responsible for the

silly gossiping of idle women? Did I not warn you against it?—why then

visit it on me? Or have I personally offended you?—what have I

done?—you will not speak—you try to elude me—nay, but you _shall_ hear

me; you _shall_ answer me by heaven!—Who has wronged me in your

opinion?"

"Mr. Morgan, let go my hand—is _this_ honourable?—is this manly to

attempt to obtain an answer to impertinent enquiries by

compulsion?—Let go my hand—I tell you I will neither hear nor answer

you!"

"Emma, I was wrong—" said he, softening his voice, but instead of

releasing her hand, clasping it in both of his, "I ought to know you

better—I understand your heart and feelings—"

"You do no such thing, sir,—or you would not detain me here, or compel

me to listen to such language. Let me go—I command you."

"Emma, your heart is no longer your own—am I not right?—you _love_!"

"And if I do—what concern is that of yours?" retorted she.

"Of _mine_, it is everything in the world to me—you love _me_—deny it

if you can."

"Insolence!" exclaimed Emma, "unmanly insolence."

"No, it is not insolence, Emma, you look beautiful in scorn, but you

need not scorn _me_; I am your equal in birth and education—aye! and

in taste and mental qualities too—and happily possessed of the fortune

which _you_ want. And I love you, and tender all to you. You have done

what no other woman ever did—for your sake I would even stoop to the

yoke of matrimony; so great is my love and admiration for you. Now

have I said enough—now you may venture to confess the feelings long

treasured in your heart—the love which I have long read in your

downcast eye, and averted smile—maiden modesty need no more compel you

to silence—speak, _my_ Emma—bless me with the words I am longing,

panting to hear."

He advanced one step nearer as he spoke, and seemed about to pass his

arm round her waist, but Emma availed herself of the movement to

snatch her hand from his, and stepping back, whilst she cast on him a

look of withering scorn, she replied,

"Yes, you _have_ said enough, Mr. Morgan, to warrant _my_ speaking

plainly—and I _will_ speak—from what extraordinary perversion of

reasoning, you have persuaded yourself I loved _you_ I cannot tell,

but I trust you will believe me once for all—when I say _my_ feelings

are entirely the reverse of yours—and when I add—I _love_ and am

_engaged_ to another."

Mr. Morgan stepped back in his turn with an air in which disbelief and

bitter mortification struggled, with an attempt at indifference and

contempt.

"Engaged—impossible—Emma, you are deceiving me—it is a downright

falsehood!" exclaimed he.

"I must beg you to leave me," said she, haughtily. "I am not

accustomed to associate with those who accuse me of falsehood—I can

find my way alone."

She had continued to walk on from the moment she had declared her

engagement, and she flattered herself she must be approaching the

boat-house, but as they had reached the low ground, and were making

their way amidst thickets intersected with narrow paths, they could

not see the building.

"And it is for this," he exclaimed, presently, "that I stooped to ask

your hand—that I humbled myself as I never before did to woman, to be

scorned and rejected—false-hearted girl—true type of your weak and

vacillating sex—leading me to believe you preferred me, that you might

spurn me from you with disdain!" he approached one step nearer as he

spoke, and his face wore a look of malignity which absolutely

frightened Emma—he saw it.

"No, you need not shrink from me—I am not so mad as to do you harm;

you are safe under the protection of the laws. I would not risk my

freedom for all the girls in Surrey. But I must speak my feelings—"

He had no time, however, to say more, for hurried footsteps were heard

behind them, and in another moment Sam was beside his sister.

"My dearest Emma, I beg ten thousand pardons, but I was so sorry that

I left you—I assure you I had no intention of doing so—only—only—Annie

Millar persuaded me; but the moment we met some one whom she could

join, I ran back for you, and found you were gone—I am very sorry. You

are not angry with me?"

"No," said Emma softly; "but I am very glad you are come, dear Sam."

He felt her hand tremble under his arm, and looking in her face,

perceived she was very pale.

"You have walked too far, dear Emma," said he affectionately; "you

wanted my arm—how sorry I am. Why did not Morgan support you?"

He looked round, but the gentleman in question had taken another path

and was out of sight. Emma tried to speak, but instead of articulating

words, she only burst into tears, and astonished Sam by appearing on

the verge of a fit of hysterics.

He had too much sense to press for an explanation, but contented

himself with making her sit down, removing her bonnet and gloves, and

supporting her till she was calm again.

He then begged for some explanation of her emotion: she said she was

foolish: he admitted that was possible, but only if she refused him

all reasons for her conduct. She promised to be more explicit some

other time if he would only now give her back her bonnet, allow her to

make herself tidy, and rejoin the party.

These very reasonable requests could not be refused, and they returned

to the boat-house together, just as another division of their party

entered it likewise; consequently their appearance without Mr. Morgan

created no surprise or remark.

He returned a short time after, quite calm and happy in appearance,

and nothing on either side transpired to attract the attention of the

company, or give rise to the smallest surmise that anything unusual

had occurred. It was some comfort to have to deal with so complete an

actor, one who would betray nothing undesirable, by word or deed.

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