II

Claude set off to find the Grand Hotel, where he had promised to

dine with Victor Morse. The porter there spoke English. He called

a red-headed boy in a dirty uniform and told him to take the

American to vingt-quatre. The boy also spoke English. "Plenty

money in New York, I guess! In France, no money." He made their

way, through musty corridors and up slippery staircases, as long

as possible, shrewdly eyeing the visitor and rubbing his thumb

nervously against his fingers all the while.

"Vingt-quatre, twen'y-four," he announced, rapping at a door with

one hand and suggestively opening the other. Claude put something

into it--anything to be rid of him.

Victor was standing before the fireplace. "Hello, Wheeler, come

in. Our dinner will be served up here. It's big enough, isn't it?

I could get nothing between a coop, and this at fifteen dollars a

day."

The room was spacious enough for a banquet; with two huge beds,

and great windows that swung in on hinges, like doors, and that

had certainly not been washed since before the war. The heavy red

cotton-brocade hangings and lace curtains were stiff with dust,

the thick carpet was strewn with cigarette-ends and matches.

Razor blades and "Khaki Comfort" boxes lay about on the dresser,

and former occupants had left their autographs in the dust on the

table. Officers slept there, and went away, and other officers

arrived,--and the room remained the same, like a wood in which

travellers camp for the night. The valet de chambre carried away

only what he could use; discarded shirts and socks and old shoes.

It seemed a rather dismal place to have a party.

When the waiter came, he dusted off the table with his apron and

put on a clean cloth, napkins, and glasses. Victor and his guest

sat down under an electric light bulb with a broken shade, around

which a silent halo of flies moved unceasingly. They did not

buzz, or dart aloft, or descend to try the soup, but hung there

in the center of the room as if they were a part of the lighting

system. The constant attendance of the waiter embarrassed Claude;

he felt as if he were being watched.

"By the way," said Victor while the soup plates were being

removed, "what do you think of this wine? It cost me thirty

francs the bottle."

"It tastes very good to me," Claude replied. "But then, it's the

first champagne I've ever drunk."

"Really?" Victor drank off another glass and sighed. "I envy you.

I wish I had it all to do over. Life's too short, you know."

"I should say you had made a good beginning. We're a long way

from Crystal Lake."

"Not far enough." His host reached across the table and filled

Claude's empty glass. "I sometimes waken up with the feeling I'm

back there. Or I have bad dreams, and find myself sitting on that

damned stool in the glass cage and can't make my books balance; I

hear the old man coughing in his private room, the way he coughs

when he's going to refuse a loan to some poor devil who needs it.

I've had a narrow escape, Wheeler; 'as a brand from the burning'.

That's all the Scripture I remember."

The bright red spots on Victor's cheeks, his pale forehead and

brilliant eyes and saucy little moustaches seemed to give his

quotation a peculiar vividness. Claude envied him. It must be

great fun to take up a part and play it to a finish; to believe

you were making yourself over, and to admire the kind of fellow

you made. He, too, in a way, admired Victor,--though he couldn't

altogether believe in him.

"You'll never go back," he said, "I wouldn't worry about that."

"Take it from me, there are thousands who will never go back! I'm

not speaking of the casualties. Some of you Americans are likely

to discover the world this trip... and it'll make the hell of

a lot of difference! You boys never had a fair chance. There's a

conspiracy of Church and State to keep you down. I'm going off to

play with some girls tonight, will you come along?"

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