Claude laughed. "You mustn't talk. It makes you cough."

"Where's the Virginian?"

"Who, Bird?" Claude asked in astonishment,--Fanning had stood

beside him at Bird's funeral. "Oh, he's gone, too. You sleep if

you can."

After dinner Doctor Trueman came in and showed Claude how to give

his patient an alcohol bath. "It's simply a question of whether

you can keep up his strength. Don't try any of this greasy food

they serve here. Give him a raw egg beaten up in the juice of an

orange every two hours, night and day. Waken him out of his sleep

when it's time, don't miss a single two-hour period. I'll write

an order to your table steward, and you can beat the eggs up here

in your cabin. Now I must go to the hospital. It's wonderful what

those band boys are doing there. I begin to take some pride in

the place. That big German has been asking for you. He's in a

very bad way."

As there were no nurses on board, the Kansas band had taken over

the hospital. They had been trained for stretcher and first aid

work, and when they realized what was happening on the Anchises,

the bandmaster came to the Doctor and offered the services of his

men. He chose nurses and orderlies, divided them into night and

day shifts.

When Claude went to see his Corporal, big Tannhauser did not

recognize him. He was quite out of his head and was conversing

with his own family in the language of his early childhood. The

Kansas boys had singled him out for special attention. The mere

fact that he kept talking in a tongue forbidden on the surface of

the seas, made him seem more friendless and alone than the

others.

From the hospital Claude went down into the hold where

half-a-dozen of his company were lying ill. The hold was damp and

musty as an old cellar, so steeped in the smells and leakage of

innumerable dirty cargoes that it could not be made or kept

clean. There was almost no ventilation, and the air was fetid

with sickness and sweat and vomit. Two of the band boys were

working in the stench and dirt, helping the stewards. Claude

stayed to lend a hand until it was time to give Fanning his

nourishment. He began to see that the wrist watch, which he had

hitherto despised as effeminate and had carried in his pocket,

might be a very useful article. After he had made Fanning swallow

his egg, he piled all the available blankets on him and opened

the port to give the cabin an airing. While the fresh wind blew

in, he sat down on the edge of his berth and tried to collect his

wits. What had become of those first days of golden weather,

leisure and good-comradeship? The band concerts, the Lindsborg

Quartette, the first excitement and novelty of being at sea: all

that had gone by like a dream.

That night when the Doctor came in to see Fanning, he threw his

stethoscope on the bed and said wearily, "It's a wonder that

instrument doesn't take root in my ears and grow there." He sat

down and sucked his thermometer for a few minutes, then held it

out for inspection. Claude looked at it and told him he ought to

go to bed.

"Then who's to be up and around? No bed for me, tonight. But I

will have a hot bath by and by."

Claude asked why the ship's doctor didn't do anything and added

that he must be as little as he looked.

"Chessup? No, he's not half bad when you get to know him. He's

given me a lot of help about preparing medicines, and it's a

great assistance to talk the cases over with him. He'll do

anything for me except directly handle the patients. He doesn't

want to exceed his authority. It seems the English marine is very

particular about such things. He's a Canadian, and he graduated

first in his class at Edinburgh. I gather he was frozen out in

private practice. You see, his appearance is against him. It's an

awful handicap to look like a kid and be as shy as he is."

The Doctor rose, shored up his shoulders and took his bag.

"You're looking fine yourself, Lieutenant," he remarked.

"Parents both living? Were they quite young when you were born?

Well, then their parents were, probably. I'm a crank about that.

Yes, I'll get my bath pretty soon, and I will lie down for an

hour or two. With those splendid band boys running the hospital,

I get a little lee-way."

Claude wondered how the Doctor kept going. He knew he hadn't had

more than four hours sleep out of the last forty-eight, and he

was not a man of rugged constitution. His bath steward was, as he

said, his comfort. Hawkins was an old fellow who had held better

positions on better boats,--yes, in better times, too. He had

first gone to sea as a bath steward, and now, through the

fortunes of war, he had come back where he began,--not a good

place for an old man. His back was bent meekly, and he shuffled

along with broken arches. He looked after the comfort of all the

officers, and attended the doctor like a valet; got out his clean

linen, persuaded him to lie down and have a hot drink after his

bath, stood on guard at his door to take messages for him in the

short hours when he was resting. Hawkins had lost two sons in the

war and he seemed to find a solemn consolation in being of

service to soldiers. "Take it a bit easy now, sir. You'll 'ave it

'ard enough over there," he used to say to one and another.

At eleven o'clock one of the Kansas men came to tell Claude that

his Corporal was going fast. Big Tannhauser's fever had left him,

but so had everything else. He lay in a stupor. His congested

eyeballs were rolled back in his head and only the yellowish

whites were visible. His mouth was open and his tongue hung out

at one side. From the end of the corridor Claude had heard the

frightful sounds that came from his throat, sounds like violent

vomiting, or the choking rattle of a man in strangulation,--and,

indeed, he was being strangled. One of the band boys brought

Claude a camp chair, and said kindly, "He doesn't suffer. It's

mechanical now. He'd go easier if he hadn't so much vitality. The

Doctor says he may have a few moments of consciousness just at

the last, if you want to stay."

"I'll go down and give my private patient his egg, and then I'll

come back." Claude went away and returned, and sat dozing by the

bed. After three o'clock the noise of struggle ceased; instantly

the huge figure on the bed became again his good-natured

corporal. The mouth closed, the glassy jellies were once more

seeing, intelligent human eyes. The face lost its swollen,

brutish look and was again the face of a friend. It was almost

unbelievable that anything so far gone could come back. He looked

up wistfully at his Lieutenant as if to ask him something. His

eyes filled with tears, and he turned his head away a little.

"Mein' arme Mutter!" he whispered distinctly.

A few moments later he died in perfect dignity, not struggling

under torture, but consciously, it seemed to Claude,--like a

brave boy giving back what was not his to keep.

Claude returned to his cabin, roused Fanning once more, and then

threw himself upon his tipping bunk. The boat seemed to wallow

and sprawl in the waves, as he had seen animals do on the farm

when they gave birth to young. How helpless the old vessel was

out here in the pounding seas, and how much misery she carried!

He lay looking up at the rusty water pipes and unpainted

joinings. This liner was in truth the "Old Anchises"; even the

carpenters who made her over for the service had not thought her

worth the trouble, and had done their worst by her. The new

partitions were hung to the joists by a few nails.

Big Tannhauser had been one of those who were most anxious to

sail. He used to grin and say, "France is the only climate that's

healthy for a man with a name like mine." He had waved his

good-bye to the image in the New York harbour with the rest,

believed in her like the rest. He only wanted to serve. It seemed

hard.

When Tannhauser first came to camp he was confused all the time,

and couldn't remember instructions. Claude had once stepped him

out in front of the line and reprimanded him for not knowing his

right side from his left. When he looked into the case, he found

that the fellow was not eating anything, that he was ill from

homesickness. He was one of those farmer boys who are afraid of

town. The giant baby of a long family, he had never slept away

from home a night in his life before he enlisted.

Corporal Tannhauser, along with four others, was buried at

sunrise. No band this time; the chaplain was ill, so one of the

young captains read the service. Claude stood by watching until

the sailors shot one sack, longer by half a foot than the other

four, into a lead-coloured chasm in the sea. There was not even a

splash. After breakfast one of the Kansas orderlies called him

into a little cabin where they had prepared the dead men for

burial. The Army regulations minutely defined what was to be done

with a deceased soldier's effects. His uniform, shoes, blankets,

arms, personal baggage, were all disposed of according to

instructions. But in each case there was a residue; the dead

man's toothbrushes, his razors, and the photographs he carried

upon his person. There they were in five pathetic little heaps;

what should be done with them?

Claude took up the photographs that had belonged to his corporal;

one was a fat, foolish-looking girl in a white dress that was too

tight for her, and a floppy hat, a little flag pinned on her

plump bosom. The other was an old woman, seated, her hands

crossed in her lap. Her thin hair was drawn back tight from a

hard, angular face--unmistakably an Old-World face--and her eyes

squinted at the camera. She looked honest and stubborn and

unconvinced, he thought, as if she did not in the least

understand.

"I'll take these," he said. "And the others--just pitch them

over, don't you think?"

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