XIII

Sunday was Claude's last day at home, and he took a long walk

with Ernest and Ralph. Ernest would have preferred to lose

Ralph, but when the boy was out of the harvest field he stuck to

his brother like a burr. There was something about Claude's new

clothes and new manner that fascinated him, and he went through

one of those sudden changes of feeling that often occur in

families. Although they had been better friends ever since

Claude's wedding, until now Ralph had always felt a little

ashamed of him. Why, he used to ask himself, wouldn't Claude

"spruce up and be somebody"? Now, he was struck by the fact that

he was somebody.

On Monday morning Mrs. Wheeler wakened early, with a faintness in

her chest. This was the day on which she must acquit herself

well. Breakfast would be Claude's last meal at home. At eleven

o'clock his father and Ralph would take him to Frankfort to catch

the train. She was longer than usual in dressing. When she got

downstairs Claude and Mahailey were already talking. He was

shaving in the washroom, and Mahailey stood watching him, a side

of bacon in her hand.

"You tell 'em over there I'm awful sorry about them old women,

with their dishes an' their stove all broke up."

"All right. I will." Claude scraped away at his chin.

She lingered. "Maybe you can help 'em mend their things, like you

do mine fur me," she suggested hopefully.

"Maybe," he murmured absently. Mrs. Wheeler opened the stair

door, and Mahailey dodged back to the stove.

After breakfast Dan went out to the fields with the harvesters.

Ralph and Claude and Mr. Wheeler were busy with the car all

morning.

Mrs. Wheeler kept throwing her apron over her head and going down

the hill to see what they were doing. Whether there was really

something the matter with the engine, or whether the men merely

made it a pretext for being together and keeping away from the

house, she did not know. She felt that her presence was not much

desired, and at last she went upstairs and resignedly watched

them from the sitting-room window. Presently she heard Ralph run

up to the third storey. When he came down with Claude's bags in

his hands, he stuck his head in at the door and shouted

cheerfully to his mother:

"No hurry. I'm just taking them down so they'll be ready."

Mrs. Wheeler ran after him, calling faintly, "Wait, Ralph! Are

you sure he's got everything in? I didn't hear him packing."

"Everything ready. He says he won't have to go upstairs again.

He'll be along pretty soon. There's lots of time." Ralph shot

down through the basement.

Mrs. Wheeler sat down in her reading chair. They wanted to keep

her away, and it was a little selfish of them. Why couldn't they

spend these last hours quietly in the house, instead of dashing

in and out to frighten her? Now she could hear the hot water

running in the kitchen; probably Mr. Wheeler had come in to wash

his hands. She felt really too weak to get up and go to the west

window to see if he were still down at the garage. Waiting was

now a matter of seconds, and her breath came short enough as it

was.

She recognized a heavy, hob-nailed boot on the stairs, mounting

quickly. When Claude entered, carrying his hat in his hand, she

saw by his walk, his shoulders, and the way he held his head,

that the moment had come, and that he meant to make it short. She

rose, reaching toward him as he came up to her and caught her in

his arms. She was smiling her little, curious intimate smile,

with half-closed eyes.

"Well, is it good-bye?" she murmured. She passed her hands over

his shoulders, down his strong back and the close-fitting sides

of his coat, as if she were taking the mould and measure of his

mortal frame. Her chin came just to his breast pocket, and she

rubbed it against the heavy cloth. Claude stood looking down at

her without speaking a word. Suddenly his arms tightened and he

almost crushed her.

"Mother!" he whispered as he kissed her. He ran downstairs and

out of the house without looking back.

She struggled up from the chair where she had sunk and crept to

the window; he was vaulting down the hill as fast as he could go.

He jumped into the car beside his father. Ralph was already at

the wheel, and Claude had scarcely touched the cushions when they

were off. They ran down the creek and over the bridge, then up

the long hill on the other side. As they neared the crest of the

hill, Claude stood up in the car and looked back at the house,

waving his cone-shaped hat. She leaned out and strained her

sight, but her tears blurred everything. The brown, upright

figure seemed to float out of the car and across the fields, and

before he was actually gone, she lost him. She fell back against

the windowsill, clutching her temples with both hands, and broke

into choking, passionate speech. "Old eyes," she cried, "why do

you betray me? Why do you cheat me of my last sight of my

splendid son!"

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