VIII

During the bleak month of March Mr. Wheeler went to town in his

buckboard almost every day. For the first time in his life he had

a secret anxiety. The one member of his family who had never

given him the slightest trouble, his son Bayliss, was just now

under a cloud.

Bayliss was a Pacifist, and kept telling people that if only the

United States would stay out of this war, and gather up what

Europe was wasting, she would soon be in actual possession of the

capital of the world. There was a kind of logic in Bayliss'

utterances that shook Nat Wheeler's imperturbable assumption that

one point of view was as good as another. When Bayliss fought the

dram and the cigarette, Wheeler only laughed. That a son of his

should turn out a Prohibitionist, was a joke he could appreciate.

But Bayliss' attitude in the present crisis disturbed him. Day

after day he sat about his son's place of business, interrupting

his arguments with funny stories. Bayliss did not go home at all

that month. He said to his father, "No, Mother's too violent. I'd

better not."

Claude and his mother read the papers in the evening, but they

talked so little about what they read that Mahailey inquired

anxiously whether they weren't still fighting over yonder. When

she could get Claude alone for a moment, she pulled out Sunday

supplement pictures of the devastated countries and asked him to

tell her what was to become of this family, photographed among

the ruins of their home; of this old woman, who sat by the

roadside with her bundles. "Where's she goin' to, anyways? See,

Mr. Claude, she's got her iron cook-pot, pore old thing, carryin'

it all the way!"

Pictures of soldiers in gas-masks puzzled her; gas was something

she hadn't learned about in the Civil War, so she worked it out

for herself that these masks were worn by the army cooks, to

protect their eyes when they were cutting up onions! "All them

onions they have to cut up, it would put their eyes out if they

didn't wear somethin'," she argued.

On the morning of the eighth of April Claude came downstairs

early and began to clean his boots, which were caked with dry

mud. Mahailey was squatting down beside her stove, blowing and

puffing into it. The fire was always slow to start in heavy

weather. Claude got an old knife and a brush, and putting his

foot on a chair over by the west window, began to scrape his

shoe. He had said good-morning to Mahailey, nothing more. He

hadn't slept well, and was pale.

"Mr. Claude," Mahailey grumbled, "this stove ain't never drawed

good like my old one Mr. Ralph took away from me. I can't do

nothin' with it. Maybe you'll clean it out for me next Sunday."

"I'll clean it today, if you say so. I won't be here next Sunday.

I'm going away."

Something in his tone made Mahailey get up, her eyes still

blinking with the smoke, and look at him sharply. "You ain't

goin' off there where Miss Enid is?" she asked anxiously.

"No, Mahailey." He had dropped the shoebrush and stood with one

foot on the chair, his elbow on his knee, looking out of the

window as if he had forgotten himself. "No, I'm not going to

China. I'm going over to help fight the Germans."

He was still staring out at the wet fields. Before he could stop

her, before he knew what she was doing, she had caught and kissed

his unworthy hand.

"I knowed you would," she sobbed. "I always knowed you would, you

nice boy, you! Old Mahail' knowed!"

Her upturned face was working all over; her mouth, her eyebrows,

even the wrinkles on her low forehead were working and twitching.

Claude felt a tightening in his throat as he tenderly regarded

that face; behind the pale eyes, under the low brow where there

was not room for many thoughts, an idea was struggling and

tormenting her. The same idea that had been tormenting him.

"You're all right, Mahailey," he muttered, patting her back and

turning away. "Now hurry breakfast."

"You ain't told your mudder yit?" she whispered.

"No, not yet. But she'll be all right, too." He caught up his cap

and went down to the barn to look after the horses.

When Claude returned, the family were already at the breakfast

table. He slipped into his seat and watched his mother while she

drank her first cup of coffee. Then he addressed his father.

"Father, I don't see any use of waiting for the draft. If you can

spare me, I'd like to get into a training camp somewhere. I

believe I'd stand a chance of getting a commission."

"I shouldn't wonder." Mr. Wheeler poured maple syrup on his

pancakes with a liberal hand. "How do you feel about it,

Evangeline?"

Mrs. Wheeler had quietly put down her knife and fork. She looked

at her husband in vague alarm, while her fingers moved restlessly

about over the tablecloth.

"I thought," Claude went on hastily, "that maybe I would go up to

Omaha tomorrow and find out where the training camps are to be

located, and have a talk with the men in charge of the enlistment

station. Of course," he added lightly, "they may not want me. I

haven't an idea what the requirements are."

"No, I don't understand much about it either." Mr. Wheeler rolled

his top pancake and conveyed it to his mouth. After a moment of

mastication he said, "You figure on going tomorrow?"

"I'd like to. I won't bother with baggage--some shirts and

underclothes in my suitcase. If the Government wants me, it will

clothe me."

Mr. Wheeler pushed back his plate. "Well, now I guess you'd

better come out with me and look at the wheat. I don't know but

I'd best plough up that south quarter and put it in corn. I don't

believe it will make anything much."

When Claude and his father went out of the door, Dan sprang up

with more alacrity than usual and plunged after them. He did not

want to be left alone with Mrs. Wheeler. She remained sitting at

the foot of the deserted breakfast table. She was not crying. Her

eyes were utterly sightless. Her back was so stooped that she

seemed to be bending under a burden. Mahailey cleared the dishes

away quietly.

Out in the muddy fields Claude finished his talk with his father.

He explained that he wanted to slip away without saying good-bye

to any one. "I have a way, you know," he said, flushing, "of

beginning things and not getting very far with them. I don't want

anything said about this until I'm sure. I may be rejected for

one reason or another."

Mr. Wheeler smiled. "I guess not. However, I'll tell Dan to keep

his mouth shut. Will you just go over to Leonard Dawson's and get

that wrench he borrowed? It's about noon, and he'll likely be at

home." Claude found big Leonard watering his team at the

windmill. When Leonard asked him what he thought of the

President's message, he blurted out at once that he was going to

Omaha to enlist. Leonard reached up and pulled the lever that

controlled the almost motionless wheel.

"Better wait a few weeks and I'll go with you. I'm going to try

for the Marines. They take my eye."

Claude, standing on the edge of the tank, almost fell backward.

"Why, what--what for?"

Leonard looked him over. "Good Lord, Claude, you ain't the only

fellow around here that wears pants! What for? Well, I'll tell

you what for," he held up three large red fingers threateningly;

"Belgium, the Lusitania, Edith Cavell. That dirt's got under my

skin. I'll get my corn planted, and then Father'll look after

Susie till I come back."

Claude took a long breath. "Well, Leonard, you fooled me. I

believed all this chaff you've been giving me about not caring

who chewed up who."

"And no more do I care," Leonard protested, "not a damn! But

there's a limit. I've been ready to go since the Lusitania. I

don't get any satisfaction out of my place any more. Susie feels

the same way."

Claude looked at his big neighbour. "Well, I'm off tomorrow,

Leonard. Don't mention it to my folks, but if I can't get into

the army, I'm going to enlist in the navy. They'll always take an

able-bodied man. I'm not coming back here." He held out his hand

and Leonard took it with a smack.

"Good luck, Claude. Maybe we'll meet in foreign parts. Wouldn't

that be a joke! Give my love to Enid when you write. I always did

think she was a fine girl, though I disagreed with her on

Prohibition." Claude crossed the fields mechanically, without

looking where he went. His power of vision was turned inward upon

scenes and events wholly imaginary as yet.

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