III

After the heavy work of harvest was over, Mrs. Wheeler often

persuaded her husband, when he was starting off in his buckboard,

to take her as far as Claude's new house. She was glad Enid

didn't keep her parlour dark, as Mrs. Royce kept hers. The doors

and windows were always open, the vines and the long petunias in

the window-boxes waved in the breeze, and the rooms were full of

sunlight and in perfect order. Enid wore white dresses about her

work, and white shoes and stockings. She managed a house easily

and systematically. On Monday morning Claude turned the washing

machine before he went to work, and by nine o'clock the clothes

were on the line. Enid liked to iron, and Claude had never before

in his life worn so many clean shirts, or worn them with such

satisfaction. She told him he need not economize in working

shirts; it was as easy to iron six as three.

Although within a few months Enid's car travelled more than two

thousand miles for the Prohibition cause, it could not be said

that she neglected her house for reform. Whether she neglected

her husband depended upon one's conception of what was his due.

When Mrs. Wheeler saw how well their little establishment was

conducted, how cheerful and attractive Enid looked when one

happened to drop in there, she wondered that Claude was not

happy. And Claude himself wondered. If his marriage disappointed

him in some respects, he ought to be a man, he told himself, and

make the best of what was good in it. If his wife didn't love

him, it was because love meant one thing to him and quite another

thing to her. She was proud of him, was glad to see him when he

came in from the fields, and was solicitous for his comfort.

Everything about a man's embrace was distasteful to Enid;

something inflicted upon women, like the pain of childbirth,--

for Eve's transgression, perhaps.

This repugnance was more than physical; she disliked ardour of

any kind, even religious ardour. She had been fonder of Claude

before she married him than she was now; but she hoped for a

readjustment. Perhaps sometime she could like him again in

exactly the same way. Even Brother Weldon had hinted to her that

for the sake of their future tranquillity she must be lenient

with the boy. And she thought she had been lenient. She could not

understand his moods of desperate silence, the bitter, biting

remarks he sometimes dropped, his evident annoyance if she went

over to join him in the timber claim when he lay there idle in

the deep grass on a Sunday afternoon.

Claude used to lie there and watch the clouds, saying to himself,

"It's the end of everything for me." Other men than he must have

been disappointed, and he wondered how they bore it through a

lifetime. Claude had been a well behaved boy because he was an

idealist; he had looked forward to being wonderfully happy in

love, and to deserving his happiness. He had never dreamed that

it might be otherwise.

Sometimes now, when he went out into the fields on a bright

summer morning, it seemed to him that Nature not only smiled, but

broadly laughed at him. He suffered in his pride, but even more

in his ideals, in his vague sense of what was beautiful. Enid

could make his life hideous to him without ever knowing it. At

such times he hated himself for accepting at all her grudging

hospitality. He was wronging something in himself.

In her person Enid was still attractive to him. He wondered why

she had no shades of feeling to correspond to her natural grace

and lightness of movement, to the gentle, almost wistful

attitudes of body in which he sometimes surprised her. When he

came in from work and found her sitting on the porch, leaning

against a pillar, her hands clasped about her knees, her head

drooping a little, he could scarcely believe in the rigidity

which met him at every turn. Was there something repellent in

him? Was it, after all, his fault?

Enid was rather more indulgent with his father than with any one

else, he noticed. Mr. Wheeler stopped to see her almost every

day, and even took her driving in his old buckboard. Bayliss came

out from town to spend the evening occasionally. Enid's

vegetarian suppers suited him, and as she worked with him in the

Prohibition campaign, they always had business to discuss.

Bayliss had a social as well as a hygienic prejudice against

alcohol, and he hated it less for the harm it did than for the

pleasure it gave. Claude consistently refused to take any part in

the activities of the Anti-Saloon League, or to distribute what

Bayliss and Enid called "our literature."

In the farming towns the term "literature" was applied only to a

special kind of printed matter; there was Prohibition literature,

Sex-Hygiene literature, and, during a scourge of cattle disease,

there was Hoof-and-Mouth literature. This special application of

the word didn't bother Claude, but his mother, being an

old-fashioned school-teacher, complained about it.

Enid did not understand her husband's indifference to a burning

question, and could only attribute it to the influence of Ernest

Havel. She sometimes asked Claude to go with her to one of her

committee meetings. If it was a Sunday, he said he was tired and

wanted to read the paper. If it was a week-day, he had something

to do at the barn, or meant to clear out the timber claim. He

did, indeed, saw off a few dead limbs, and cut down a tree the

lightning had blasted. Further than that he wouldn't have let

anybody clear the timber lot; he would have died defending it.

The timber claim was his refuge. In the open, grassy spots, shut

in by the bushy walls of yellowing ash trees, he felt unmarried

and free; free to smoke as much as he liked, and to read and

dream. Some of his dreams would have frozen his young wife's

blood with horror--and some would have melted his mother's heart

with pity. To lie in the hot sun and look up at the stainless

blue of the autumn sky, to hear the dry rustle of the leaves as

they fell, and the sound of the bold squirrels leaping from

branch to branch; to lie thus and let his imagination play with

life--that was the best he could do. His thoughts, he told

himself, were his own. He was no longer a boy. He went off into

the timber claim to meet a young man more experienced and

interesting than himself, who had not tied himself up with

compromises.

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