XII

On the night before his wedding Claude went to bed early. He had

been dashing about with Ralph all day in the car, making final

preparations, and was worn out. He fell asleep almost at once.

The women of the household could not so easily forget the great

event of tomorrow. After the supper dishes were washed, Mahailey

clambered up to the attic to get the quilt she had so long been

saving for a wedding present for Claude. She took it out

of the chest, unfolded it, and counted the stars in the

pattern--counting was an accomplishment she was proud of--before

she wrapped it up. It was to go down to the mill house with the

other presents tomorrow. Mrs. Wheeler went to bed many times that

night. She kept thinking of things that ought to be looked after;

getting up and going to make sure that Claude's heavy underwear

had been put into his trunk, against the chance of cold in the

mountains; or creeping downstairs to see that the six roasted

chickens which were to help out at the wedding supper were

securely covered from the cats. As she went about these tasks,

she prayed constantly. She had not prayed so long and fervently

since the battle of the Marne.

Early the next morning Ralph loaded the big car with the presents

and baskets of food and ran down to the Royces'. Two motors from

town were already standing in the mill yard; they had brought a

company of girls who came with all the June roses in Frankfort to

trim the house for the wedding. When Ralph tooted his horn,

half-a-dozen of them ran out to greet him, reproaching him

because he had not brought his brother along. Ralph was

immediately pressed into service. He carried the step-ladder

wherever he was told, drove nails, and wound thorny sprays of

rambler roses around the pillars between the front and back

parlours, making the arch under which the ceremony was to take

place.

Gladys Farmer had not been able to leave her classes at the High

School to help in this friendly work, but at eleven o'clock a

livery automobile drove up, laden with white and pink peonies

from her front yard, and bringing a box of hothouse flowers she

had ordered for Enid from Hastings. The girls admired them, but

declared that Gladys was extravagant, as usual; the flowers from

her own yard would really have been enough. The car was driven by

a lank, ragged boy who worked about the town garage, and who was

called "Silent Irv," because nobody could ever get a word out of

him. He had almost no voice at all,--a thin little squeak in the

top of his throat, like the gasping whisper of a medium in her

trance state. When he came to the front door, both arms full of

peonies, he managed to wheeze out:

"These are from Miss Farmer. There are some more down there."

The girls went back to his car with him, and he took out a square

box, tied up with white ribbons and little silver bells,

containing the bridal bouquet.

"How did you happen to get these?" Ralph asked the thin boy. "I

was to go to town for them."

The messenger swallowed. "Miss Farmer told me if there were any

other flowers at the station marked for here, I should bring them

along."

"That was nice of her." Ralph thrust his hand into his trousers

pocket. "How much? I'll settle with you before I forget."

A pink flush swept over the boy's pale face,--a delicate face

under ragged hair, contracted by a kind of shrinking unhappiness.

His eyes were always half-closed, as if he did not want to see

the world around him, or to be seen by it. He went about like

somebody in a dream. "Miss Farmer," he whispered, "has paid me."

"Well, she thinks of everything!" exclaimed one of the girls.

"You used to go to school to Gladys, didn't you, Irv?"

"Yes, mam." He got into his car without opening the door,

slipping like an eel round the steering-rod, and drove off.

The girls followed Ralph up the gravel walk toward the house. One

whispered to the others: "Do you suppose Gladys will come out

tonight with Bayliss Wheeler? I always thought she had a pretty

warm spot in her heart for Claude, myself."

Some one changed the subject. "I can't get over hearing Irv talk

so much. Gladys must have put a spell on him."

"She was always kind to him in school," said the girl who had

questioned the silent boy. "She said he was good in his studies,

but he was so frightened he could never recite. She let him write

out the answers at his desk."

Ralph stayed for lunch, playing about with the girls until his

mother telephoned for him. "Now I'll have to go home and look

after my brother, or he'll turn up tonight in a striped shirt."

"Give him our love," the girls called after him, "and tell him

not to be late."

As he drove toward the farm, Ralph met Dan, taking Claude's trunk

into town. He slowed his car. "Any message?" he called.

Dan grinned. "Naw. I left him doin' as well as could be

expected."

Mrs. Wheeler met Ralph on the stairs. "He's up in his room. He

complains his new shoes are too tight. I think it's nervousness.

Perhaps he'll let you shave him; I'm sure he'll cut himself. And

I wish the barber hadn't cut his hair so short, Ralph. I hate

this new fashion of shearing men behind the ears. The back of his

neck is the ugliest part of a man." She spoke with such

resentment that Ralph broke into a laugh.

"Why, Mother, I thought all men looked alike to you! Anyhow,

Claude's no beauty."

"When will you want your bath? I'll have to manage so that

everybody won't be calling for hot water at once." She turned to

Mr. Wheeler who sat writing a check at the secretary. "Father,

could you take your bath now, and be out of the way?"

"Bath?" Mr. Wheeler shouted, "I don't want any bath! I'm not

going to be married tonight. I guess we don't have to boil the

whole house for Enid."

Ralph snickered and shot upstairs. He found Claude sitting on the

bed, with one shoe off and one shoe on. A pile of socks lay

scattered on the rug. A suitcase stood open on one chair and a

black travelling bag on another.

"Are you sure they're too small?" Ralph asked.

"About four sizes."

"Well, why didn't you get them big enough?"

"I did. That shark in Hastings worked off another pair on me when

I wasn't looking. That's all right," snatching away the shoe his

brother had picked up to examine. "I don't care, so long as I can

stand in them. You'd better go telephone the depot and ask if

the train's on time."

"They won't know yet. It's seven hours till it's due."

"Then telephone later. But find out, somehow. I don't want to

stand around that station, waiting for the train."

Ralph whistled. Clearly, his young man was going to be hard to

manage. He proposed a bath as a soothing measure. No, Claude had

had his bath. Had he, then, packed his suitcase?

"How the devil can I pack it when I don't know what I'm going to

put on?"

"You'll put on one shirt and one pair of socks. I'm going to get

some of this stuff out of the way for you." Ralph caught up a

handful of socks and fell to sorting them. Several had bright red

spots on the toe. He began to laugh.

"I know why your shoe hurts, you've cut your foot!"

Claude sprang up as if a hornet had stung him. "Will you get out

of here," he shouted, "and let me alone?"

Ralph vanished. He told his mother he would dress at once, as

they might have to use force with Claude at the last moment. The

wedding ceremony was to be at eight, supper was to follow, and

Claude and Enid were to leave Frankfort at 10:25, on the Denver

express. At six o'clock, when Ralph knocked at his brother's

door, he found him shaved and brushed, and dressed, except for

his coat. His tucked shirt was not rumpled, and his tie was

properly knotted. Whatever pain they concealed, his patent

leather shoes were smooth and glistening and resolutely pointed.

"Are you packed?" Ralph asked in astonishment.

"Nearly. I wish you'd go over things and make them look a little

neater, if you can. I'd hate to have a girl see the inside of

that suitcase, the way it is. Where shall I put my cigars?

They'll make everything smell, wherever I put them. All my

clothes seem to smell of cooking, or starch, or something. I

don't know what Mahailey does to them," he ended bitterly.

Ralph looked outraged. "Well, of all ingratitude! Mahailey's been

ironing your damned old shirts for a week!"

"Yes, yes, I know. Don't rattle me. I forgot to put any

handkerchiefs in my trunk, so you'll have to get the whole bunch

in somewhere."

Mr. Wheeler appeared in the doorway, his Sunday black trousers

gallowsed up high over a white shirt, wafting a rich odor of

bayrum from his tumbled hair. He held a thin folded paper

delicately between his thick fingers.

"Where is your bill-book, son?"

Claude caught up his discarded trousers and extracted a square of

leather from the pocket. His father took it and placed the bit of

paper inside with the bank notes. "You may want to pick up some

trifle your wife fancies," he said. "Have you got your railroad

tickets in here? Here is your trunk check Dan brought back. Don't

forget, I've put it in with your tickets and marked it C. W., so

you'll know which is your check and which is Enid's."

"Yes, sir. Thank you, sir."

Claude had already drawn from the bank all the money he would

need. This additional bank check was Mr. Wheeler's admission that

he was sorry for some sarcastic remarks he had made a few days

ago, when he discovered that Claude had reserved a stateroom on

the Denver express. Claude had answered curtly that when Enid and

her mother went to Michigan they always had a stateroom, and he

wasn't going to ask her to travel less comfortably with him.

At seven o'clock the Wheeler family set out in the two cars that

stood waiting by the windmill. Mr. Wheeler drove the big

Cadillac, and Ralph took Mahailey and Dan in the Ford. When they

reached the mill house the outer yard was already black with

motors, and the porch and parlours were full of people talking

and moving about.

Claude went directly upstairs. Ralph began to seat the guests,

arranging the folding chairs in such a way as to leave a passage

from the foot of the stairs to the floral arch he had constructed

that morning. The preacher had his Bible in his hand and was

standing under the light, hunting for his chapter. Enid would

have preferred to have Mr. Weldon come down from Lincoln to marry

her, but that would have wounded Mr. Snowberry deeply. After all,

he was her minister, though he was not eloquent and persuasive

like Arthur Weldon. He had fewer English words at his command

than most human beings, and even those did not come to him

readily. In his pulpit he sought for them and struggled with them

until drops of perspiration rolled from his forehead and fell

upon his coarse, matted brown beard. But he believed what he

said, and language was so little an accomplishment with him that

he was not tempted to say more than he believed. He had been a

drummer boy in the Civil War, on the losing side, and he was a

simple, courageous man.

Ralph was to be both usher and best man. Gladys Farmer could not

be one of the bridesmaids because she was to play the wedding

march. At eight o'clock Enid and Claude came downstairs together,

conducted by Ralph and followed by four girls dressed in white,

like the bride. They took their places under the arch before the

preacher. He began with the chapter from Genesis about the

creation of man, and Adam's rib, reading in a laboured manner, as

if he did not quite know why he had selected that passage and was

looking for something he did not find. His nose-glasses kept

falling off and dropping upon the open book. Throughout this

prolonged fumbling Enid stood calm, looking at him respectfully,

very pretty in her short veil. Claude was so pale that he looked

unnatural,--nobody had ever seen him like that before. His face,

between his very black clothes and his smooth, sandy hair, was

white and severe, and he uttered his responses in a hollow voice.

Mahailey, at the back of the room, in a black hat with green

gooseberries on it, was standing, in order to miss nothing. She

watched Mr. Snowberry as if she hoped to catch some visible sign

of the miracle he was performing. She always wondered just what

it was the preacher did to make the wrongest thing in the world

the rightest thing in the world.

When it was over, Enid went upstairs to put on her travelling

dress, and Ralph and Gladys began seating the guests for supper.

Just twenty minutes later Enid came down and took her place

beside Claude at the head of the long table. The company rose and

drank the bride's health in grape-juice punch. Mr. Royce,

however, while the guests were being seated, had taken Mr.

Wheeler down to the fruit cellar, where the two old friends drank

off a glass of well-seasoned Kentucky whiskey, and shook hands.

When they came back to the table, looking younger than when they

withdrew, the preacher smelled the tang of spirits and felt

slighted. He looked disconsolately into his ruddy goblet and

thought about the marriage at Cana. He tried to apply his Bible

literally to life and, though he didn't dare breathe it aloud in

these days, he could never see why he was better than his Lord.

Ralph, as master of ceremonies, kept his head and forgot nothing.

When it was time to start, he tapped Claude on the shoulder,

cutting his father short in one of his best stories. Contrary to

custom, the bridal couple were to go to the station

unaccompanied, and they vanished from the head of the table with

only a nod and a smile to the guests. Ralph hurried them into the

light car, where he had already stowed Enid's hand luggage. Only

wizened little Mrs. Royce slipped out from the kitchen to bid

them good-bye.

That evening some bad boys had come out from town and strewn the

road near the mill with dozens of broken glass bottles, after

which they hid in the wild plum bushes to wait for the fun.

Ralph's was the first car out, and though his lights glittered on

this bed of jagged glass, there was no time to stop; the road was

ditched on either side, so he had to drive straight ahead, and

got into Frankfort on flat tires. The express whistled just as he

pulled up at the station. He and Claude caught up the four pieces

of hand luggage and put them in the stateroom. Leaving Enid there

with the bags, the two boys went to the rear platform of the

observation car to talk until the last moment. Ralph checked off

on his fingers the list of things he had promised Claude to

attend to. Claude thanked him feelingly. He felt that without

Ralph he could never have got married at all. They had never been

such good friends as during the last fortnight.

The wheels began to turn. Ralph gripped Claude's hand, ran to the

front of the car and stepped off. As Claude passed him, he stood

waving his handkerchief,--a rather funny figure under the station

lights, in his black clothes and his stiff straw hat, his short

legs well apart, wearing his incurably jaunty air.

The train glided quietly out through the summer darkness, along

the timbered river valley. Claude was alone on the back platform,

smoking a nervous cigar. As they passed the deep cut where Lovely

Creek flowed into the river, he saw the lights of the mill house

flash for a moment in the distance. The night air was still;

heavy with the smell of sweet clover that grew high along the

tracks, and of wild grapevines wet with dew. The conductor came

to ask for the tickets, saying with a wise smile that he had been

hunting for him, as he didn't like to trouble the lady.

After he was gone, Claude looked at his watch, threw away the end

of his cigar, and went back through the Pullman cars. The

passengers had gone to bed; the overhead lights were always

turned low when the train left Frankfort. He made his way through

the aisles of swaying green curtains, and tapped at the door of

his state room. It opened a little way, and Enid stood there in a

white silk dressing-gown with many ruffles, her hair in two

smooth braids over her shoulders.

"Claude," she said in a low voice, "would you mind getting a

berth somewhere out in the car tonight? The porter says they are

not all taken. I'm not feeling very well. I think the dressing on

the chicken salad must have been too rich."

He answered mechanically. "Yes, certainly. Can't I get you

something?"

"No, thank you. Sleep will do me more good than anything else.

Good-night."

She closed the door, and he heard the lock slip. He stood looking

at the highly polished wood of the panel for a moment, then

turned irresolutely and went back along the slightly swaying

aisle of green curtains. In the observation car he stretched

himself out upon two wicker chairs and lit another cigar. At

twelve o'clock the porter came in.

"This car is closed for the night, sah. Is you the gen'leman from

the stateroom in fourteen? Do you want a lower?"

"No, thank you. Is there a smoking car?"

"They is the day-coach smokah, but it ain't likely very clean at

this time o' night."

"That's all right. It's forward?" Claude absently handed him a

coin, and the porter conducted him to a very dirty car where the

floor was littered with newspapers and cigar stumps, and the

leather cushions were grey with dust. A few desperate looking men

lay about with their shoes off and their suspenders hanging down

their backs. The sight of them reminded Claude that his left foot

was very sore, and that his shoes must have been hurting him for

some time. He pulled them off, and thrust his feet, in their silk

socks, on the opposite seat.

On that long, dirty, uncomfortable ride Claude felt many things,

but the paramount feeling was homesickness. His hurt was of a

kind that made him turn with a sort of aching cowardice to the

old, familiar things that were as sure as the sunrise. If only

the sagebrush plain, over which the stars were shining, could

suddenly break up and resolve itself into the windings of Lovely

Creek, with his father's house on the hill, dark and silent in

the summer night! When he closed his eyes he could see the light

in his mother's window; and, lower down, the glow of Mahailey's

lamp, where she sat nodding and mending his old shirts. Human

love was a wonderful thing, he told himself, and it was most

wonderful where it had least to gain.

By morning the storm of anger, disappointment, and humiliation

that was boiling in him when he first sat down in the observation

car, had died out. One thing lingered; the peculiarly casual,

indifferent, uninterested tone of his wife's voice when she sent

him away. It was the flat tone in which people make commonplace

remarks about common things.

Day broke with silvery brightness on the summer sage. The sky

grew pink, the sand grew gold. The dawn-wind brought through the

windows the acrid smell of the sagebrush: an odour that is

peculiarly stimulating in the early morning, when it always seems

to promise freedom... large spaces, new beginnings, better

days.

The train was due in Denver at eight o'clock. Exactly at seven

thirty Claude knocked at Enid's door,--this time firmly. She was

dressed, and greeted him with a fresh, smiling face, holding her

hat in her hand.

"Are you feeling better?" he asked.

"Oh, yes! I am perfectly all right this morning. I've put out all

your things for you, there on the seat."

He glanced at them. "Thank you. But I won't have time to change,

I'm afraid."

"Oh, won't you? I'm so sorry I forgot to give you your bag last

night. But you must put on another necktie, at least. You look

too much like a groom."

"Do I?" he asked, with a scarcely perceptible curl of his lip.

Everything he needed was neatly arranged on the plush seat;

shirt, collar, tie, brushes, even a handkerchief. Those in his

pockets were black from dusting off the cinders that blew in all

night, and he threw them down and took up the clean one. There

was a damp spot on it, and as he unfolded it he recognized the

scent of a cologne Enid often used. For some reason this

attention unmanned him. He felt the smart of tears in his eyes,

and to hide them bent over the metal basin and began to scrub his

face. Enid stood behind him, adjusting her hat in the mirror.

"How terribly smoky you are, Claude. I hope you don't smoke

before breakfast?"

"No. I was in the smoking car awhile. I suppose my clothes got

full of it."

"You are covered with dust and cinders, too!" She took the

clothes broom from the rack and began to brush him.

Claude caught her hand. "Don't, please!" he said sharply. "The

porter can do that for me."

Enid watched him furtively as he closed and strapped his

suitcase. She had often heard that men were cross before

breakfast.

"Sure you've forgotten nothing?" he asked before he closed her

bag.

"Yes. I never lose things on the train,--do you?"

"Sometimes," he replied guardedly, not looking up as he snapped

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