XVIII

Claude's bedroom faced the east. The next morning, when he looked

out of his windows, only the tops of the cedars in the front yard

were visible. Hurriedly putting on his clothes he ran to the west

window at the end of the hall; Lovely Creek, and the deep ravine

in which it flowed, had disappeared as if they had never been.

The rough pasture was like a smooth field, except for humps and

mounds like haycocks, where the snow had drifted over a post or a

bush.

At the kitchen stairs Mahailey met him in gleeful excitement.

"Lord 'a' mercy, Mr. Claude, I can't git the storm door open.

We're snowed in fas'." She looked like a tramp woman, in a jacket

patched with many colours, her head tied up in an old black

"fascinator," with ravelled yarn hanging down over her face like

wild locks of hair. She kept this costume for calamitous

occasions; appeared in it when the water-pipes were frozen and

burst, or when spring storms flooded the coops and drowned her

young chickens.

The storm door opened outward. Claude put his shoulder to it and

pushed it a little way. Then, with Mahailey's fireshovel he

dislodged enough snow to enable him to force back the door. Dan

came tramping in his stocking-feet across the kitchen to his

boots, which were still drying behind the stove. "She's sure a

bad one, Claude," he remarked, blinking.

"Yes. I guess we won't try to go out till after breakfast. We'll

have to dig our way to the barn, and I never thought to bring the

shovels up last night."

"Th' ole snow shovels is in the cellar. I'll git 'em."

"Not now, Mahailey. Give us our breakfast before you do anything

else."

Mrs. Wheeler came down, pinning on her little shawl, her

shoulders more bent than usual. "Claude," she said fearfully,

"the cedars in the front yard are all but covered. Do you suppose

our cattle could be buried?"

He laughed. "No, Mother. The cattle have been moving around all

night, I expect."

When the two men started out with the wooden snow shovels, Mrs.

Wheeler and Mahailey stood in the doorway, watching them. For a

short distance from the house the path they dug was like a

tunnel, and the white walls on either side were higher than their

heads. On the breast of the hill the snow was not so deep, and

they made better headway. They had to fight through a second

heavy drift before they reached the barn, where they went in and

warmed themselves among the horses and cows. Dan was for getting

next a warm cow and beginning to milk.

"Not yet," said Claude. "I want to have a look at the hogs before

we do anything here."

The hog-house was built down in a draw behind the barn. When

Claude reached the edge of the gully, blown almost bare, he could

look about him. The draw was full of snow, smooth... except in

the middle, where there was a rumpled depression, resembling a

great heap of tumbled bed-linen.

Dan gasped. "God a' mighty, Claude, the roof's fell in! Them

hogs'll be smothered."

"They will if we don't get at them pretty quick. Run to the house

and tell Mother. Mahailey will have to milk this morning, and get

back here as fast as you can."

The roof was a flat thatch, and the weight of the snow had been

too much for it. Claude wondered if he should have put on a new

thatch that fall; but the old one wasn't leaky, and had seemed

strong enough.

When Dan got back they took turns, one going ahead and throwing

out as much snow as he could, the other handling the snow that

fell back. After an hour or so of this work, Dan leaned on his

shovel.

"We'll never do it, Claude. Two men couldn't throw all that snow

out in a week. I'm about all in."

"Well, you can go back to the house and sit by the fire," Claude

called fiercely. He had taken off his coat and was working in his

shirt and sweater. The sweat was rolling from his face, his back

and arms ached, and his hands, which he couldn't keep dry, were

blistered. There were thirty-seven hogs in the hog-house.

Dan sat down in the hole. "Maybe if I could git a drink of water,

I could hold on a-ways," he said dejectedly.

It was past noon when they got into the shed; a cloud of steam

rose, and they heard grunts. They found the pigs all lying in a

heap at one end, and pulled the top ones off alive and squealing.

Twelve hogs, at the bottom of the pile, had been suffocated. They

lay there wet and black in the snow, their bodies warm and

smoking, but they were dead; there was no mistaking that.

Mrs. Wheeler, in her husband's rubber boots and an old overcoat,

came down with Mahailey to view the scene of disaster.

"You ought to git right at them hawgs an' butcher 'em today,"

Mahailey called down to the men. She was standing on the edge of

the draw, in her patched jacket and ravelled hood. Claude, down

in the hole, brushed the sleeve of his sweater across his

streaming face. "Butcher them?" he cried indignantly. "I wouldn't

butcher them if I never saw meat again."

"You ain't a-goin' to let all that good hawg-meat go to wase, air

you, Mr. Claude?" Mahailey pleaded. "They didn't have no sickness

nor nuthin'. Only you'll have to git right at 'em, or the meat

won't be healthy."

"It wouldn't be healthy for me, anyhow. I don't know what I will

do with them, but I'm mighty sure I won't butcher them."

"Don't bother him, Mahailey," Mrs. Wheeler cautioned her. "He's

tired, and he has to fix some place for the live hogs."

"I know he is, mam, but I could easy cut up one of them hawgs

myself. I butchered my own little pig onct, in Virginia. I could

save the hams, anyways, and the spare-ribs. We ain't had no

spare-ribs for ever so long."

What with the ache in his back and his chagrin at losing the

pigs, Claude was feeling desperate. "Mother," he shouted, "if you

don't take Mahailey into the house, I'll go crazy!"

That evening Mrs. Wheeler asked him how much the twelve hogs

would have been worth in money. He looked a little startled.

"Oh, I don't know exactly; three hundred dollars, anyway."

"Would it really be as much as that? I don't see how we could

have prevented it, do you?" Her face looked troubled.

Claude went to bed immediately after supper, but he had no sooner

stretched his aching body between the sheets than he began to

feel wakeful. He was humiliated at losing the pigs, because they

had been left in his charge; but for the loss in money, about

which even his mother was grieved, he didn't seem to care. He

wondered whether all that winter he hadn't been working himself

up into a childish contempt for money-values.

When Ralph was home at Christmas time, he wore on his little

finger a heavy gold ring, with a diamond as big as a pea,

surrounded by showy grooves in the metal. He admitted to Claude

that he had won it in a poker game. Ralph's hands were never free

from automobile grease--they were the red, stumpy kind that

couldn't be kept clean. Claude remembered him milking in the barn

by lantern light, his jewel throwing off jabbing sparkles of

colour, and his fingers looking very much like the teats of the

cow. That picture rose before him now, as a symbol of what

successful farming led to.

The farmer raised and took to market things with an intrinsic

value; wheat and corn as good as could be grown anywhere in the

world, hogs and cattle that were the best of their kind. In

return he got manufactured articles of poor quality; showy

furniture that went to pieces, carpets and draperies that faded,

clothes that made a handsome man look like a clown. Most of his

money was paid out for machinery,--and that, too, went to pieces.

A steam thrasher didn't last long; a horse outlived three

automobiles.

Claude felt sure that when he was a little boy and all the

neighbours were poor, they and their houses and farms had more

individuality. The farmers took time then to plant fine

cottonwood groves on their places, and to set osage orange hedges

along the borders of their fields. Now these trees were all being

cut down and grubbed up. Just why, nobody knew; they impoverished

the land... they made the snow drift... nobody had them any

more. With prosperity came a kind of callousness; everybody

wanted to destroy the old things they used to take pride in. The

orchards, which had been nursed and tended so carefully twenty

years ago, were now left to die of neglect. It was less trouble

to run into town in an automobile and buy fruit than it was to

raise it.

The people themselves had changed. He could remember when all the

farmers in this community were friendly toward each other; now

they were continually having lawsuits. Their sons were either

stingy and grasping, or extravagant and lazy, and they were

always stirring up trouble. Evidently, it took more intelligence

to spend money than to make it.

When he pondered upon this conclusion, Claude thought of the

Erlichs. Julius could go abroad and study for his doctor's

degree, and live on less than Ralph wasted every year. Ralph

would never have a profession or a trade, would never do or make

anything the world needed.

Nor did Claude find his own outlook much better. He was

twenty-one years old, and he had no skill, no training,--no

ability that would ever take him among the kind of people he

admired. He was a clumsy, awkward farmer boy, and even Mrs.

Erlich seemed to think the farm the best place for him. Probably

it was; but all the same he didn't find this kind of life worth

the trouble of getting up every morning. He could not see the use

of working for money, when money brought nothing one wanted. Mrs.

Erlich said it brought security. Sometimes he thought this

security was what was the matter with everybody; that only

perfect safety was required to kill all the best qualities in

people and develop the mean ones.

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