THE PROPOSALS
One spring day an automobile containing four men and two women drove up
and stopped before the Rainbow lodge.
The half dozen guests must have been expected, because within a few
moments after they were ushered into the big living-room of the lodge,
which had altered but little in character in many years, Jacqueline
Kent, who had been Jacqueline Ralston in the old days, came downstairs
to greet her visitors.
The call could not have been merely a social one, else Jack would
scarcely have appeared so pale and preoccupied and so unlike her usual
radiant and vital self.
Slowly she had descended the stairs, and entering her own living-room
had shaken hands with four of the six persons whom she knew and had then
been introduced to the other two. Afterwards she sat down in a chair and
listened quietly, rarely doing more than introduce a sentence now and
then.
At the close of nearly an hour, when the visitors, declining to remain
for dinner, had risen to say farewell, Jack also stood up, facing them.
She stood with the mantel and the bookshelves forming her background.
Upon the mantel were several of the possessions she had treasured in her
childhood, Indian bowls of strange shape and antiquity, her father's
pistol, the first nugget of gold she and Frank Kent, who was afterwards
to be her husband, had discovered in the Rainbow mine. In the old
bookshelves were the self-same books she and Olive and Jean and Frieda
had read and studied in their girlhood, studied far too little until the
coming of Ruth to act as their governess.
Outside the big living-room windows Jack could see the long double row
of tall cottonwood trees now grown through the years to mammoth
proportions and away and beyond the purple fields of the blossoming
alfalfa and the newly sprouting tender green spears of grain, all her
own beloved and familiar background.
"I am sure you realize I appreciate the honor you have done me," she
said finally, speaking in hesitating fashion. "Yet I do not believe I
dare give you my answer this afternoon. You have been kind enough to say
that I may have two more days for considering your proposal, and within
that time I shall of course let you hear. You are sure you cannot stay
longer, not even for tea?"
Ten minutes later, on the porch of the lodge Jack stood alone, watching
the automobile containing her six callers roll down the avenue between
the cottonwood trees and pass out the gate which separated the lodge
grounds from the rest of the Rainbow ranch.
For a short time Jack continued her watch, glancing first in one
direction and then in another as if expecting some one else to approach
with an evident wish to see her.
The afternoon was in early May. The air blowing from the snow-capped
hills closer to the western horizon brought with it the fragrances of
damp wooded places, mingled with the wealth of prairie flowers over
which it had more lately passed.
Jacqueline Ralston Kent threw back her shoulders, lifted her head and
inhaled a deep breath.
"I wonder why Jim, Jean, Frieda and Olive do not come to find out what
decision I have reached," she remarked aloud. "This must be some
prearranged plan that I am to be left alone for a time. And yet it is
unlike my younger sister, Frieda, not to continue to express her opinion
and insist I agree with it whether or not it happens to be my own.
Perhaps being left alone may be more effective than the usual family
opposition toward bringing me around to their way of thinking. Yet the
family is divided in their viewpoint, and so whatever I may do I must
please some of them and displease others. If I am to be left alone I
think I'll go for a ride. I wish Jimmie were here to go with me; I
intend to talk my problem over with Jimmie--this and every problem we
ever have to face. But of course with Jim looking after the branding of
the new calves this afternoon what chance have I of Jimmie's being
anywhere near?"
Not long after, with her costume changed to her riding-habit, Jack went
back to the stable of the lodge and finding no one there, saddled her
own mare, a present from Jim Colter several years before, and rode off.
Before leaving, she explained to the old half-Indian woman who looked
after her small household that she would not return until dinner time.
If she were late Jimmie was to eat his dinner and not wait for her.
It was true that Jacqueline Kent felt she was facing this afternoon one
of the greatest decisions of her life, almost as important a decision as
her marriage. Perhaps in some persons' eyes a more important decision,
since it was more unusual than marriage in the lives of most women.
It was so strange and so unexpected that at present Jack herself was
scarcely able to accept the momentous fact. Yet here it was before her
staring her in the face, awaiting her judgment and shutting out the dim
spring loveliness of the sky and plains.
"Should she or should she not? Would she or would she not?" The refrain
had a stupid sound in Jack's ears. She caught herself wondering which
was grammatical and then concluded that both expressions were right in
her case, since both her future and her will were involved in her
present conclusion.
Who would have believed that upon her return to Wyoming, her simple
desire to become an American citizen again and later her interest in
the prosperity and happiness of her state could involve her in such a
situation? Within the last hour, was it really possible that she,
Jacqueline Ralston Kent, one of the four original "Ranch Girls of the
Rainbow Lodge," had been asked to accept the nomination for the United
States Congress and become among the first women representatives in the
country?
Jack bit her lips, put her hand to her face to feel the sudden flush
which had suffused it at the thought of her own unfitness for so great a
responsibility.
Then she gave her horse its head and started upon a swift canter; for a
little while she must put away the question which so troubled her.
Appreciating her own lack of knowledge and of training for the task
ahead, why not decline at once and for all time ever to consider it? Yet
on the other hand, had she the right to evade so wonderful an
opportunity? She was young and could learn a good deal of what she
should know in order to meet such a responsibility. Moreover, she did
have the interest of her state at heart and some of her friends and
acquaintances must have believed in her, else the nomination would never
have been offered her. Besides, if she were honest, frank, and
open-minded, would it not be a wonderful experience? Jack was only
lately a girl, and in her heart of hearts felt it would actually be
great fun to be among the early vanguard of the women who were to hold
important political offices in the United States.
"Yet of course, even if I conclude to accept the nomination, I won't
unless Jim Colter finally gives his consent. I refuse to be regulated by
Frieda. Besides, why worry? After all, there is not one chance in a
hundred that I shall ever be elected!"
Lightly Jack touched her horse with her riding whip; she had believed an
ordinary gait would suffice to distract her thoughts for a little time,
but evidently this was not sufficient. Her horse was moving quickly and
evenly over the smooth road and still her thoughts had continued
unchanged. He must break into a run--a run so swift and headlong, as if
in a race for a goal, that all her thought should be centered upon his
control. She needed to feel the strong rush of the wind in her ears, the
splendid sensation of being a part of the movement which she so enjoyed.
She had promised not to ride outside of the Rainbow ranch alone, an
absurd promise which several of the cowboys had suggested, and which Jim
Colter had insisted upon. She had made enemies within the last year by
the outspoken position she had taken upon a number of questions. At
present there were rumors that if she accepted the nomination to
Congress she would be forced to regret it. Yet these rumors appeared to
Jack as nothing save stupid gossip and sensationalism and not to be
regarded.
However, boring as it might be upon occasions like this afternoon, when
she would like to have gotten as far away from the Rainbow ranch as her
horse could take her within a two hours' ride, nevertheless she intended
keeping her promise.
The outermost borders of the Rainbow ranch were enclosed by a high
paling fence to prevent the escape of the cattle.
When she had ridden a little more than an hour Jack arrived at one of
the borders of the ranch, in the same vicinity where at one time there
had been a serious dispute with a neighbor over the boundary line. This
was near the end of the Rainbow creek, at one time considered chiefly
valuable for the watering of the stock and afterwards found to contain
valuable gold deposits.
Those had been strenuous and fighting days at the Rainbow ranch. First
there was the effort to make a living for the family and then to achieve
a certain amount of education for the four Ranch girls. Afterwards had
come the adjustment of their legal rights to the ranch, in the days when
the possibility that gold might be discovered made the possession too
valuable to pass to four obscure young girls. How the manager of their
ranch, a fellow named Jim Colter, who so far as the neighbors knew at
that time had sprung from nowhere, had fought and won their battles for
them!
Well, those old days had passed and this afternoon Jack concluded that
no such perilous times could ever return, whether or not she chose to be
among the pioneers and enter the political arena.
By this time she had ceased her rapid gait and had come to the bridle
path which led along the far side of Rainbow creek. The path ascended
among high rocks and crags, almost the only hilly portion of the entire
ranch. At the top there was an especially fine view.
At present Jack rode slowly, allowing her horse opportunity to rest now
and then after his swift run.
[Illustration: JACK REINED IN HER HORSE AND SAT STILL SILHOUETTED
AGAINST THE SKY]
Jack herself felt in better spirits, more exhilarated. Not having fully
reached a decision, nevertheless she had managed for a brief time to
banish the question to her subconscious mind, hoping it was still
wrestling with the problem and might later help her with its solution.
She glanced among the rocks and crags, remembering how she and the other
Ranch girls had played hide and seek among them as children. Long before
when Wyoming was largely inhabited by Indian tribes the Indians had
lived among these rocks sheltered from their enemies. Indian treasures
had been discovered buried under the earth or fallen between crevices of
stone.
Reaching a level space of ground, Jack reined in her horse and sat
still, silhouetted against the sky. Behind her the sun was setting in
purple and gold clouds. Below she caught a glimpse of another figure on
horseback approaching in her direction. Putting her hand to her lips
Jack called "Hello." She was under the impression that the rider was
either Jim Colter or one of the Rainbow ranch cowboys, and they were all
her friends. As it was growing late it might be pleasant to have an
escort home.
A lifting of a hat and a wave of a hand returning her greeting, Jack
uttered a little exclamation of surprise.
She waited until Peter Stevens had climbed up the bridle path and was
beside her.
"I have come to ask you, Jack, if there is any possibility of your
accepting the offer which was made you to-day? Please understand that it
is no secret. There has been talk of your nomination for Congress for a
good many months, not weeks. I presume you realize that if you accept
you will be my opponent? I also am to run for the same office, unless
you would like me to withdraw. I am willing if you wish to have me do
so. Yet I would give up a good many more important things in my life if
I could persuade you to refuse this nomination. I know you think I am
old-fashioned, narrow, dogmatic, yet with all my heart and all my
intelligence I oppose the thought of our American women holding public
office. And you of all women, Jack! Why, with all the experience of life
you think you have had, you are little more than a girl. It must be
impossible for you to realize the jealousies, the calumnies and feuds
that will be aroused by your action. In this past year I have seen you
fairly often; never so frequently as I desired, yet you must have
learned to know whether you like or dislike me. Won't you be my wife,
Jack, and go with me to Washington in that capacity and not as my
political adversary? I would do a great deal to prevent your making such
a mistake."
More surprised than she cared to show, Jack shook her head, her face
slowly flushing.
"I am sure you are very kind, Peter, and I do appreciate the honor you
have done me, because I do realize how great a sacrifice you are making.
Yet perhaps you need not have been put to such a test, for although I
cannot accept your offer, perhaps I shall not accept the other offer
either. I know my own limitations for such a distinguished office as
well as even you can know them. However, I make no promise. Will you
ride back to the lodge to dinner with me?"
Peter Stevens shook his head and an hour after Jack arrived at the
Rainbow lodge alone.
CHAPTER XI
A DECISION
Jack, however, did not reach a decision that night, although many hours
she lay awake continuing to revolve the subject in her mind.
The next day the opposition she again encountered was even keener than
any that had gone before.
Not long after breakfast Frieda made the first family appearance,
bringing her little girl with her.
Seeing her sister approach, Jack, who had stepped out of doors for a
moment for a breath of fresh air, feeling more fatigued than she
scarcely ever recalled being at this hour of the morning, gave a quickly
suppressed sigh and then held out her arms to Peace.
Thoroughly she and Frieda had gone over this question of her possible
nomination when the matter simply had been under discussion. Frieda had
then aired her views as fully as it seemed possible that any expression
of opinion could be aired. Not for a single instant was Jack even to
allow her mind to rest upon the idea. "A woman politician in the
family!" Personally Frieda felt and announced that she could not endure
the disgrace.
From the first had she not warned her sister that public speech making
would lead to something more disastrous?
Now as Jack greeted her sister she was painfully aware that Frieda's
face wore the familiar expression it was wont to wear when she had
appointed herself both judge and jury in a case and allowed no counsel
for the defendant.
Pretending to ignore the expression, nevertheless, Jack felt a little
ominous sinking of the heart. She was not prepared to allow Frieda to
make this decision for her, and had so informed her, as gently and
firmly as possible, in their previous talks together upon the self-same
topic.
And Jack did not wish to be drawn into any further argument this
morning, and certainly not with her sister. All her life she had hated
argument more than any one of the four Ranch girls, and in the old days
used often to run away for a ride or a long walk, leaving the matter to
be settled by the other three, who discussed the point to exhaustion.
"Glad to see you, Frieda dear, it is nice to see you so early in the
morning and with the baby, especially when I am tired, which does not
happen often to me. Will you come indoors or shall we walk about among
your old violet beds? They are blooming in special abundance. Perhaps it
may amuse Peace to gather some and take them home to the big house. I
always feel as if I were selfish having so much more enjoyment from your
flower beds than the rest of the family. Remember, Frieda dear, when you
planned to be a florist and to rescue the family by selling violets? It
was sweet of you."
"I'll stay outdoors and Peace can gather the violets if she wishes, but
I did not come down to the lodge at this hour to discuss violets. I
never do anything early in the morning, as you know, unless it seems to
me excessively important. I know those people appeared here yesterday
afternoon, Jacqueline Ralston Kent, to offer you the nomination for
Congress; they want you to become a Congressman, or Congresswoman. Who
ever heard of such a foolish title? Now I wish to know precisely what
answer you gave them. I would have walked down to the lodge last night
with Henry, except that both Henry and Jim Colter insisted I should
leave you alone and give you time to think the matter over for yourself
before I spoke to you again."
"But you haven't anything _different_ to say, have you, Frieda, so why
let us talk of it at all?"
"To that I will agree only upon _one_ condition, Jacqueline Kent. You
must promise me to refuse this nomination once and for all time and
never so long as you live have anything to do with politics either in
this country or in England."
"That is rather a tall order, don't you think, Frieda?" Jack answered,
purposely looking in another direction rather than toward her sister's
face.
Frieda always would appear to her a grown up and glorified baby, so
long, when they were little girls together, had she looked upon Frieda
almost more as a mother than as an older sister.
"Yet unless you do promise, Jack, it can never be the same between us
again. So please listen carefully before you reply.
"I know at other times I have objected to small things that you wished
to do and sometimes you went ahead and did them without regard to my
feelings or my judgment and I never said anything much afterwards even
if they did not turn out successfully. But this is a _big_ thing and a
_different_ thing, and if you act against my wish I told Henry last
night I should never really forgive you, even if for the sake of
appearances we pretended that things were the same. I have been much
embarrassed recently at your becoming a prominent person in the
neighborhood; of course I wished you to be prominent socially and to
become a leader, like Mrs. Senator Marshall. She would then be obliged
to take second place, in spite of her husband's distinguished position.
But the idea that you, my sister, could actually become interested in
politics!" Frieda pronounced the word as if it were a deadly poison.
"Why, it simply never dawned upon me, not for the longest time! When we
went about to parties together after you had been in Wyoming a year I
began to hear people say laughingly that Wyoming needed a young and
charming woman to represent her in political life so that she should not
fall behind the other states. So why were you not the person, as Lady
Astor was in England? The cases were a little alike, you had married an
Englishman and had the title of Lady Kent, but after your husband's
death had preferred to return to your own country, renounce your title
and resume your American citizenship. You had gone through all the
necessary legal formalities to attain that end, you were clever and
good-looking and your actions had proved you were a thoroughly patriotic
American. The fact that you said you did not belong to any party was
perhaps best of all, as women needed to be independent in politics. They
were the new voters and should not be slaves to parties as so many
American men were.
"This is as nearly as I can remember what was said about you, Jack.
There were other things, not so flattering, but I presume most persons
would not like to mention them before me. However, I paid little
attention at first, as I thought it was all just talk, because most
people have so little to talk about really. Even when you began making
speeches about the things you wish to have accomplished in the state of
Wyoming (as if your opinion was of any value), why, I did not trouble
specially! It all seemed so absurd! Indeed, when you spoke to me a few
days ago of what might occur and declared that the nomination for the
Congress of the United States might actually be given to you, though I
said everything against it I could at the time, I did not really believe
it. Then yesterday afternoon actually it happened! But perhaps you
refused to consider the suggestion, Jack. Indeed, I feel sure after what
I have said to you and knowing Jim Colter's attitude, even if he has
said but little, you must have refused. If so, I am sorry to have tired
you by talking so much; I am sure I hate talking at any length unless I
feel it my duty."
"And you do feel it your duty this time, don't you, Frieda?" Jack
answered, slipping her arm through her younger sister's.
"Still, having done your duty, don't you think that after all I may be
allowed to use my own judgment in this decision? Suppose I happen to
think that life just now is offering me a great and surprising
opportunity! It is surprising for me to have been chosen for this
distinction; I feel this as keenly as any one of my family or friends,
knowing my deficiencies, can feel it! Now don't you think it's unfair to
threaten me, Frieda, to threaten in the one way which you know hurts
most, the loss of any part of your affection, if I cannot make up my
mind to do what you think best for me, not what I may think best for
myself? I have never in all our lives, Frieda, suggested that any act of
yours could possibly make me care for you less."
Frieda's voice wavered a little.
"Yes, I know, Jack, but then I would never do anything so rash and so
foolish as what you contemplate. To see your name in the newspapers, to
know that people are everywhere discussing your private affairs, making
up disagreeable stories about you if they wish, for you know you are
unconventional, Jack, and sometimes do give people opportunities to
misjudge you, well, I simply can't bear it. So come on, baby, let us go
back home, I see we are in the way here. I apologize, Jack, for wasting
your time and mine. I had some socks of Henry's I wished to darn, and I
should have been much better employed, as I see you already have reached
your decision. Well, Jack, I am sure something very unfortunate will
come of any such decision; when you become a public character you will
certainly never be the same person to me."
Frieda had slipped her hand inside her little girl's and was about to
move away when Jack's arms went round her and her gray eyes, filled with
tears, gazed into Frieda's implacable blue ones.
"Frieda, in spite of all your sweetness, don't you realize that you are
rather hard sometimes? I wonder if life will ever teach you to be
different?"
Frieda's eyes wavered an instant.
"I see nothing to be gained by discussing my weaknesses of character. So
long as I satisfy my husband and child I can manage without your good
opinion, especially now I know that my interest and my wishes have not
the slightest effect upon you." Frieda walked resolutely away.
Several minutes after her departure Jack continued standing in the same
spot. Frieda had opened her eyes. She had been thinking that she was
still uncertain of her decision and now knew that unconsciously her mind
was made up. She intended to accept the nomination which had been
offered her and to do everything in her power honestly to win the
election.
Returning to Wyoming where she had lived as a child and young girl, she
had confided to Jim Colter that she must look for some new and
absorbing task to fill her life now that her married life was over. What
this interest would be she had not then conceived. What it might be in
the future was still uncertain. Yet the next step lay straight ahead.
Never in all their lives had she and Frieda had so serious a difference
of opinion, and Frieda's words and manner had hurt more than anything
that had happened since her return to the security of her former home.
She could only hope that Frieda would relent, that Professor Russell
would use his influence in her favor. Nevertheless, although frequently
led by Frieda in small matters, on this occasion she had not been in the
slightest degree affected. This was a big decision which she faced, a
decision in which Frieda had but scant right to interfere. Of course she
must allow for prejudice, certain suggestions which her sister had put
forward had made her wince more than she cared to show. But over and
against the small things was there not the one big opportunity that she
might serve both her country and other women if she did not fail too
completely in the work which might or might not lie ahead?
Then in a boyish fashion wiping the tears from her eyes with the back of
her hand, Jack laughed. "Oh, Frieda will probably forgive me if I make a
success, never if I am a failure! People forgive nearly everything to
success."
"Jimmie," she called a little later, running around the side of the
lodge where her small son was engaged in playing with a magnificent St.
Bernard dog which had been a recent gift from Jim Colter, "won't you go
up into the woods behind the Rainbow creek with me and spend the day? We
will take our lunch and I'll take my rifle. I don't believe there are
many animals left in our woods these days, but there used to be years
ago and at least we can play at being pioneers."
But Jack and Jimmie were not to escape so easily.
Opening the gate which led from the front yard half an hour later, they
came face to face with Jean Merritt and Olive MacDonnell.
"Trying to run away into your beloved outdoors in the usual fashion,
Jack?" Olive said, smiling. "Well, you may go after a while, but Jean
and I wish to talk to you first."
"Please don't," Jack murmured, slipping a hand into the hand of the two
other original Rainbow ranch girls. "Frieda has already reduced me to
tears by overmuch conversation this morning. One could scarcely describe
the conversation as argument, as I was allowed to say nothing. Oh, I
know, Olive, that you and Jean will not be so obdurate as Frieda and
will allow me a point of view on the subject, but just the same, spare
me, because I have made up my mind, provided Jim Colter does not
positively refuse his consent. I shall not go against Jim's command,
although I may against his wish. Otherwise I mean to accept the
nomination, poor, uneducated, inefficient, stupid female person that I
am and ever must remain."
"Jack, you have _one_ member of your family who will stand by you
whatever comes, as you have stood by me in the past year," Jean Merritt
announced. "I have not said a great deal while the rest of the family
has been doing so much talking and yet I believe I am glad of your
decision. I know one is prejudiced against the idea, not so much of
women in politics as of a young woman like you, Jack, who is so
beautiful and charming and sincere and one who happens to be so near
one's own affections. I suppose disagreeable things will be said of you,
yet I know of few women so brave and so straightforward, or better able
to bear calumny. And I don't see why people think that marriage always
protects a woman from unhappiness; it has not protected me."
Jean rarely spoke of her own sorrow and only in moments of the deepest
emotion, so that Olive and Jack both flinched at the close of her little
speech, and temporarily at least Jack's problem took second place.
In more than a year, since Ralph Merritt's departure to act as mining
engineer in a gold mine in New Mexico, no human being who had ever known
him before had laid eyes upon him. In all the time since, no word had
arrived of his mysterious disappearance from the mine, and no word had
ever been received from him addressed either to Jean or to any one of
his family or friends. Utterly and completely he had vanished. Months
had been spent by Professor Russell in investigating his whereabouts,
every clue had been followed, yet from the moment Ralph was known to
have gone into his own tent to lie down until the present, no other
news of him had been unearthed.
"I still have faith that things will adjust themselves for you some day,
Jean, I don't know exactly why. I appreciate I have no possible evidence
to support the idea, but I have always believed and do still believe
that Ralph will come back some day and be able to explain the mystery of
his disappearance."
Jack gave Jean's hand a tight squeeze.
"Jean, it does help a lot to have you say you will stand by me. I may be
brave to-day, but to-morrow I shall probably turn coward. Olive, what
about you and Bryan?"
Olive let go her friend's hand and did not answer for a moment. She was
always quieter and more reserved in her manner than the other Rainbow
ranch girls.
"Bryan and I talked over your possible decision until after midnight,
Jack. Bryan argued you would accept, I argued you would not. Bryan seems
to have known you best. He says you are made of the right material for
what you are to undertake. Yet he dreads it all for you as much as I do,
the fatigue, the misunderstanding. It seems impossible to me, Jack, as
you must appreciate, and yet you and I are wholly unlike. But I believe
you are the most courageous woman I have ever known, just as you were
the most courageous girl. One thing Bryan wanted me to say both for him
and for me. He believes you will not care for the notoriety, not even
for the fame, if it should come to you, but only for the opportunity.
And he and I both want you to understand that we will do _everything_ in
our power to help you, whatever course you may pursue. You see, dear,
Bryan insists I feel toward you like the old axiom, 'My country, right
or wrong, but still my country.' However, I told him the old axiom was
not only stupid but wrong. One's country must be right, and so must your
choice be."
"Hero worship, or rather heroine worship," Jean remonstrated. "Olive had
that same absurd attitude toward you as a girl, didn't she, Jack? So
small wonder you think you are a sufficiently important person to be
nominated for the Congress of the United States! But don't let us keep
you any longer from your beloved woods. Jimmie evidently does not know
the poem about the small boy: 'Who was never bad, but always good, who
never wriggled, but always stood.' So good-by and a happy day."
"You'll tell Jim to come in to speak to me before he goes to bed," Jack
called back over her shoulder, as she and Jimmie started off together.
"I must send word in the morning what my decision is and so I must see
Jim first."
After a day in the woods Jack was undressing for bed, having decided
that it was too late to expect Jim Colter, so she must try to get hold
of him before he left home next morning, when she heard a familiar
whistle.
"I'll be down in a minute, Jim," she called, thrusting her head out the
open window. "Will you come in? The door is open."
"No, I'll wait out here," came the answer back. "Don't dress, I shall
only stay a moment. Some business detained me."
A little later, with her hair in two gold braids and holding a violet
dressing gown close about her, Jack faced the real test of the long day.
"May I, or may I not, Jim?" she demanded.
Jim Colter shook his head.
"You are a full grown woman, Jacqueline Kent, not a child, not even a
very young girl. Not that I remember having reached decisions for you
even in those days."
"Which means I was always obstinate, Jim."
"Always a bit obstinate, Jack."
"But I am not obstinate to-night, Jim Colter, and I won't if you say
no."
Jim shook his iron-gray head.
"I shall not say no, Jack; you must decide as you think best."
"And if I go wrong you'll help me meet the consequences, even though you
would rather I chose the other way?"
"So help me, yes, Jack Kent."
"All right, Jim, unless you forbid me, I have decided. If I am elected,
and in ninety-nine chances in a hundred I won't be, do you suppose I
will have to spend the greater part of my time away from the old
ranch?"
CHAPTER XIII
THE CAMPAIGN
A few weeks later, had Jacqueline Kent been altogether outspoken, there
were many hours when she would have confessed her regret at not having
obeyed her sister Frieda's command. One could hardly describe Frieda's
attitude otherwise.
Certainly Jack had not been able to imagine the degree of excitement and
controversy aroused by the simple fact that a comparatively unknown
young woman had been nominated for membership in the Congress of the
United States. If it were in her power and the power of the men and
women voters supporting her she intended to be elected. Nevertheless,
Jack had not understood either the amount or the character of work that
would be required of her personally to accomplish this result.
In the past electioneering had appeared as a fairly amusing pastime.
Living in England, she had often seen Englishwomen engaged in it. They
had not at that time been electioneering for themselves, but for their
husbands or brothers, fathers or friends. Their method had been to drive
about from one village to another talking to the village people and
asking their support, or else stopping to argue or plead with the
passers-by along the country roads. At big political meetings, which men
and women attended together, speeches were made and questions put to the
speakers. In the past Jack had frequently accompanied her husband to
these gatherings, where she had been greatly entertained. Then she had
been a spectator with no personal role to fill. Now the situation was
wholly changed.
A curious fact, but in the United States, supposedly less conservative a
country than England, the nomination of a woman for a high public office
was creating a greater storm of protest and of indignation than had been
aroused in England by the same act. True, Jack was not the first woman
chosen for this same office in a western state. But the fact that the
number should increase, many persons in Wyoming declared to be alarming.
Now when Jack went to political gatherings, she found herself not only a
center of attention and of controversy, but more often than not was
compelled to make a speech. Never regarding herself as a good speaker,
and always frightened, she never learned to enjoy the opportunity.
Moreover, as Frieda had warned her and as she had not fully appreciated,
there was hardly an issue of the daily papers in which some information
or misinformation concerning her personal history did not appear.
At first Jack refused to allow her photograph to be reproduced,
insisting that people might wish to know what she thought and why she
thought it, but certainly could have no interest in her appearance. Yet
this was so absurd a position, as her friends and acquaintances agreed,
that Jack was obliged to surrender. Afterwards she was forced to see
photographs of herself, or at least what claimed to be photographs, in
papers and magazines throughout the entire country, so that if ever she
had possessed any personal vanity Jack considered that it would have
been hopelessly lost. Now and then she used to carry the newspapers
containing her pictures to members of her family, asking them if it were
really true that she looked as the pictures indicated? Sometimes the
family cruelly said the likeness was perfect and at others they were as
annoyed as Jack herself.
But she really did not enjoy the political meetings as she had expected,
or the notoriety, or the personal enmity oftentimes directed toward her.
Since the afternoon of her meeting with Peter Stevens by the Rainbow
creek he had declined to do more than bow to her in public. The reason
Jack did not fully comprehend. She had not intended to be frivolous or
ungrateful concerning his proposal. She had not believed for a moment
that he really cared for her. Peter was a confirmed old bachelor and
always freely expressed himself as disapproving of her from the
afternoon of their first re-meeting after many years. At the time she
had been engaged in an escapade which had annoyed Peter Stevens almost
as much as her present one.
Peter had not resigned as her political opponent. The only remark he had
made to Jack which was at all friendly was to say to her one day when
they were passing each other on the street in Laramie, that the greatest
kindness he could pay her was to defeat her in the present election.
Yet notwithstanding all the worry and the work, Jack did not agree with
him. She did not intend to be defeated. She meant to win, else why the
struggle and the fatigue and, more often than she confessed, the
heartache?
Frieda had never forgiven her. This Jack had not at first believed
possible, yet as the days passed Frieda did not relent. Instead she
appeared more annoyed and more unyielding, continuing to insist Jack was
disgracing not alone herself but her family by running for a political
office as if she were a man.
In fact, had it not been for her little girl, Jack feared that Frieda
would have declined speaking to her. But Peace continued to adore her
and Frieda would do nothing to frighten or grieve the child. The year or
more spent at the ranch for the sake of the little girl's health had not
been successful. Peace seemed to grow more ethereal, more fairylike with
each passing day. She was like a spring flower, so fragile and delicate
one feared the first harsh wind would destroy her. Yet if she were at
all seriously ill, it was Jack she wanted, Jack who seemed able to give
a part of her vitality to the child, when Frieda was oftentimes too
frightened to be helpful.
Therefore during the spring and summer of Jack's political campaign, if
Frieda was not entirely estranged from her sister, it was only because
Peace was occasionally ill and needed her.
Moreover, Jack had to endure Jim Colter's regret. Little as Jack had
known what experiences she would be forced to pass through in a
political campaign, Jim apparently had known even less. Now, although he
was not given to looking backward when no good could come of it, more
than once he had been driven to confess to Jack that he wished to heaven
he had opposed her acceptance of the political nomination with every bit
of influence he possessed.
Jack could see that it was agony to Jim to hear her name and character
discussed as it had to be discussed were she to win enough popularity to
elect her to office.
Not that he talked to her upon the subject during the few evenings when
they were at home and saw each other a short time alone.
"You need a rest from the plagued thing, Jack, and so do I. To think
that I actually agreed to allow one of my little Rainbow ranch girls to
enter a campaign for office in Washington, D. C!" If Jim Colter had
been speaking of a much worse place his tone could not have been
drearier.
However, what worried Jack even more was that Jim insisted upon
accompanying her wherever and whenever she was forced to attend any kind
of political meeting. For this purpose he was neglecting his own work on
the two ranches, and growing older and more haggard, chiefly, Jack
thought, through boredom and the effort to hold his temper.
He did not always manage to keep his temper, however; on several
occasions, although Jim never reported the fact, he came to blows over
remarks he overheard. When Jack asked questions he simply declined to
answer, and as Jim Colter was the one person in the world of whom
Jacqueline Kent was afraid, she did not dare press the matter.
Naturally Jack made enemies, as every human being does who enters
political life, and she was unusually frank and outspoken with regard
both to her principles and ideas. But there was one enemy she made whom
both she and Jim Colter especially disliked and distrusted. He was a
young man who had been employed as a private secretary by Senator
Marshall and was helping to manage Peter Stevens' election to Congress.
Senator Marshall had made a friendly call upon Jacqueline Kent at the
time of her nomination, protesting in a fatherly fashion against her
permitting herself to be put up as a candidate.
Afterwards he declared he had the right to oppose her election in favor
of Peter Stevens. This right Jack never disputed. Mrs. Marshall led the
opposition against Jacqueline Kent among the conservative women in
Wyoming.
In fact, among her own family and her more intimate friends and
acquaintances Jack possessed only three staunch and always enthusiastic
supporters, her own small son, Jimmie Kent, who accompanied her to most
of the day-time political meetings, Billy Preston, the young Kentucky
mountaineer who after soldiering in France had decided to try his fate
as a cowboy in Wyoming, and John Marshall, Senator Marshall's son.
Billy Preston assured Jack that he was making it his business to see
that every cowboy in Wyoming voted for her. John Marshall declared that
he proposed showing his father who had the greater influence in the
state. He protested that his father had lost all chivalry by assisting a
man when a woman was his opponent. If he would not descend to the
tactics employed by Alec Robertson, his father's secretary and Peter
Stevens' campaign manager, nevertheless, he was backing Mrs. Kent to win
against all odds.
"The boy is falling in love with Jacqueline Kent, I am afraid, my dear,
as he has never showed the slightest interest in politics in his entire
life until recently," Senator Marshall confided to his wife toward the
latter part of the summer.
"Nonsense, Mrs. Kent is older than John, and is not an especially
attractive woman!"
And although Senator Marshall did not agree with his wife, he pretended
to accept her opinion.
CHAPTER XIV
IN THE THICK OF THE FIGHT
"But I do think it would be wiser of you not to be present, not this
afternoon. I could take a message saying you were not well."
Jack laughed.
"Yet the fact is I am perfectly well, John Marshall, and besides I am
not a coward, or at least if I am a coward there are other things of
which I am more afraid."
Jacqueline Kent and her neighbor, John Marshall, were having an early
luncheon on the front porch of the Rainbow Lodge upon a fairly warm day.
Jack, however, appeared to be dressed for a journey. She was wearing a
seal brown tailored suit and a light chiffon blouse. Her hat and gloves
were lying on the railing of the veranda.
"Besides," she added lightly, "I do not believe anything uncomfortable
will happen. The story has been spread abroad merely because I am a
woman and am supposed to be easily frightened."
As luncheon was over, with a little nod for permission, John Marshall
arose and began walking up and down the porch.
"You may be right, of course, and yet I confess I feel nervous. It is
nonsensical that so much excitement has been aroused by this campaign,
makes one think perhaps we are less civilized than we thought we were! I
myself believe there won't be any actual rumpus. But I would not be
surprised if a few ruffians, hired for the occasion, do try to interrupt
your speech by making a lot of noise. I must say I am surprised that
Peter Stevens allows such tactics to be employed against an opponent,
especially a girl who had been his friend."
Jack shook her head.
"Peter Stevens says that the kindest thing he can do for me is to defeat
me, and sometimes I think perhaps he is right. So from that viewpoint he
does not consider it makes any difference what methods he uses. However,
I am not so sure Peter himself knows everything that is going on. He may
or he may not. He does not come to the meetings of my supporters and
friends and I suppose his manager, Mr. Robertson, does not tell him
everything that takes place. But please do not confide to any member of
my family, if you should see one of them before we leave, what you have
just told to me. You probably won't see any one. They are too worn out
and bored to pay attention these days to my goings out or my comings in.
My sister scarcely speaks to me and the remainder of the family are busy
with their own affairs. Fortunately for me, Mr. Colter is away for
several days on business. But to show you I really don't think there is
going to be any disturbance this afternoon, I am going to take Jimmie
along with me to the meeting as usual. Poor Jimmie, he is dreadfully
tired hearing me talk, and yet seems to have an instinctive feeling that
he has to stay by and look after me. You have pretty much the same
feeling, haven't you, and I want you to know I am extremely grateful,"
Jack added. "I'll go now and find Jimmie, as we ought to start in a few
moments if we are to be on time."
"Very well," John Marshall returned. "But if you don't mind I'll ride
down to the ranch house first. I want to speak to Billy Preston. He
telephoned I would find him at about lunch time."
Jack frowned for an instant and then nodded agreement.
She guessed that her two young men friends were to discuss the self-same
news that John Marshall had just repeated to her. It seemed unnecessary,
still she did not feel that she had the right to object.
The word John Marshall had brought was that an effort was to be made to
break up the meeting at which she was to speak during the afternoon. The
meeting was to occur in a fairly large sized village not far away in
which she was supposed to have but few friends. The village was one of
the manufacturing towns in the state, and her friends were among the
ranchmen.
But Jack honestly did not believe any serious outbreak would occur. She
was not always foolhardy, although this was occasionally one of her
weaknesses of character; she simply thought this afternoon that an
effort was being made to frighten her away. Afterwards it would be easy
to say that a woman candidate to an important political office who could
be so easily frightened should hardly be entrusted with the service of
the state.
Within half an hour, John Marshall having returned, he and Jack and
Jimmie and the chauffeur were motoring toward the desired destination.
"Billy Preston will be at the meeting with a few of the cowboys from the
Rainbow ranch and from a few of the other ranches in this neighborhood,
so if there _is_ trouble there will be some people on _our_ side," John
Marshall insisted with boyish satisfaction when the car had taken them
several miles from the lodge.
"What?"
Jack clutched her companion's sleeve for an instant, her voice and
manner for the first time revealing alarm. "You don't mean you and Billy
Preston have actually made arrangements for a difficulty. I did not
think there could be one simply because an effort might be made to make
me stop talking. I can do that readily enough and I intend to stop if
any trouble begins. Now I think I had better give up after all and go
back home. John, you were foolish."
"You can't go back now, it is too late," the young man argued. "The
crowd will already have started to the meeting and if you don't turn up
and they are disappointed it may lose you heaps of votes. And it is
going to be pretty close if you do win. Everybody says it depends upon
your personality and good sense and your magnetism. You have got to win
people over and to make them forget the prejudice against you. You have
got to show them that you have been studying this whole question of
government and really know a thing or two. Funny to be calling yourself
an 'Independent' and belonging to no old-time political party. I don't
know whether the idea is a good one or a bad one. But don't be worried
about Billy Preston and his little party. There won't be more than a
dozen in all and Billy has promised they won't make as much noise as a
whisper if things go well and the game is a straight one."
Shaking her head, Jack glanced nervously at Jimmie.
"But suppose they don't go well? I shan't even begin to make a speech,
John Marshall, until you promise me on your word of honor that you will
see Billy Preston and tell him from me that he and my other friends are
to say nothing and do nothing, whatever takes place. If there is any
difficulty Jimmie and I will quietly come out and climb into our car and
start back to the ranch. And if my speech is no better than they usually
are, I cannot feel that the audience will be deeply disappointed."
"Very well, I promise," the young man answered.
The frame building where she was to speak, a rough one-story shack,
sometimes employed for revivals, was larger than any hall in which
Jacqueline Kent had ever attempted talking before.
As she stepped up on the platform she found that her audience was also
larger than the ones to which she had tried to grow accustomed in these
last few months.
But the people were quietly seated and there appeared no unusual
excitement or confusion.
Gratefully Jack observed that the larger number were women. The men were
at the back toward the rear of the hall.
There were to be no other speakers during the afternoon, so as soon as
she had been introduced Jack began her speech.
From the beginning she was fearful that she was going to interest this
audience even less than she believed she interested most audiences. And
in her heart of hearts Jack was always puzzled why anyone should be
influenced by what she had to say.
[Illustration: NOT A BOUQUET OF FLOWERS, BUT OF UGLY, EVIL-SMELLING
WEEDS AND TIED WITH A RAG INSTEAD OF A RIBBON]
Her causes were to increase the size and number of the ranches in
Wyoming, increase the number of the livestock, and bring the
producers of food and the consumers closer together. She frankly stated
at all times that she was not interested in politics. She simply wanted
the chance to make human beings happier by giving them the kind of
government they desired and ought to have.
"I am afraid you will have some difficulty in hearing me," Jack stated,
"but that need not trouble you as much as it does me, because after all
you will not have lost a great deal. There are a good many reasons why
it is harder for a woman to be a candidate for an office than a man, and
I suppose having to make speeches is one of the hardest."
"Louder!" some one shouted at the back of the building.
Jack tried again.
"Louder!" the voice repeated. "How do you think you are going to make
yourself heard in Washington if you can't be heard here?"
The joke was at her expense and Jack laughed good-naturedly.
"Ain't going to make any difference, she ain't never going to get
there," another man shouted.
"Perhaps not, but I am going _to try_," Jack answered, still with entire
good nature.
But she flinched unconsciously at this instant and stepped backward. A
large bouquet had been thrown directly at her, not a bouquet of flowers,
but of ugly, evil-smelling weeds and tied with a rag instead of a
ribbon.
As it fell several feet away from her, Jack soon continued her speech as
if she had not noticed what had occurred.
"Shame! Put him out!" some one interrupted.
"Please don't. It is not important," Jack replied.
Yet if her manner failed to reveal the fact, she was nervous. By turning
her head she could see Jimmie seated upon the platform beside the
principal of the public school, who had just introduced her to the
audience.
Jimmie had jumped up indignantly when the bunch of weeds fell beside
her, but had been persuaded to sit down again.
The persons in the rear of the building were undoubtedly becoming
noisier.
Jack flushed so hotly that the tears came into her eyes and her cheeks
were flaming.
Never had she been treated with anything like this discourtesy before.
Evidently she was not to be allowed to make a speech, scarcely to begin
one.
Swiftly Jack thought of Jim Colter, of his anger and disgust should he
behold her in such a plight. She had not expected this nor anything like
it.
There was scuffling now in the rear of the building, as well as shouting
among her audience.
Jack suffered a feminine desire to weep over the unkindness and the
humiliation of her present situation, yet she was not in the least
afraid. At no time in her life was Jack ever a physical coward.
The uproar continued, growing greater. Women were crying out in terror.
Yet Jack Kent stood her ground. Quietly, as if nothing were happening
and in spite of her humiliation, knowing that no one could hear, she
went on with her speech. Jimmie had come and was now standing beside
her, holding tightly to her hand.
"It's a shame! She is so young and pretty and is not half the coward any
man is who doesn't give her a fair show!" a woman shouted in a voice
which chanced to be heard.
The next moment Jack felt a hand placed on her elbow.
"Please come away. It is as I feared; they don't mean to hear you,"
John Marshall urged.
Jack shook her head.
"No, I'll stay till I finish."
It was an autumn afternoon and unexpectedly a storm had broken. Outside
were flashes of lightning and the rain beating against the small
windows. In the building some one suddenly switched off the electric
lights, and before they were switched on again there was an uproar that
was deafening.
"For Jimmie's sake you must get away," John Marshall insisted.
"Very well, for Jimmie's sake I do give up," Jack returned, "but for
goodness' sake don't think either of us is afraid."
Drawing back from her companions Jack again went to the edge of the
platform.
"You won't listen to me this afternoon, and I don't want to make anybody
uncomfortable or frightened by going on with my speech in the midst of
so much noise, nevertheless I am coming back some other afternoon to try
again, so good-by to my friends, and I trust my enemies may have better
manners next time."
There was a little burst of applause from the spectators who could hear,
and immediately after Jack, Jimmie and John Marshall slipped away.
The car was waiting at the back of the building with the starter already
in action. Before Jack was able to realize exactly what was taking place
she was several miles on the journey home toward the Rainbow ranch.
"Do you suppose things quieted down as soon as I disappeared?" Jack
inquired. "You were right, I should not have gone. I wish I were not one
of the most hard-headed people in the world. After all, I don't suppose
women do belong in political life. I hope there may not be any serious
trouble over me."
"But you were awfully game, Mrs. Kent," John Marshall replied, "and I'm
not so sure women don't belong in politics to keep things like this
afternoon's proceedings from happening."
It was not six o'clock when Jack and her companions arrived safely at
the Rainbow lodge. John Marshall had too much good sense to come in, in
answer to Jack's invitation.
Personally, as soon as she got indoors Jack felt she never had been so
tired in her life.
After undressing and putting on a house dress she lay down in the
hammock and remained there, eating her dinner on a small table with
Jimmie seated beside her. When Jimmie had gone to bed, still she did not
stir.
At about eight o'clock, however, she arose and picked up a white crepe
shawl, winding it about her, as it was growing cooler. She intended
walking over to the big house before she finally went to bed.
No member of her family had been near her all day and it was strange
that she had seen and heard nothing of Olive or Jean.
Frieda never came down to the Rainbow lodge any more unless she were
obliged to come.
Yet the family must know of her intended speech that afternoon, although
they discussed her affairs as little as possible. At least she could
hope they would never hear of the scene that afternoon in which she had
been obliged to appear as a central figure. Especially she hoped Jim
Colter would never hear.
In fact, Jack wanted to see her family before trying to sleep that
night. She believed she was still both too excited and too tired to
sleep for several hours. Moreover, she wanted to find out if Jim had
returned home and if not when he might be expected.
She must see Billy Preston the first thing in the morning and beg him to
use his influence with the other cowboys never to mention to Jim what
had occurred during the afternoon.
CHAPTER XV
CONSEQUENCES
Jack found the veranda of the big house deserted, which was most unusual
at this hour of the evening.
Only a dim light was burning in the drawing-room. But the front door was
open and she walked in without knocking or calling.
Undoubtedly there was a subdued atmosphere about the place. Not yet
half-past eight, so surely not all the family could be in bed. At this
hour one could at least count upon finding the two oldest of the four
new Rainbow ranch girls, Lina and Jeannette. Lina was extremely studious
and given to doing a great deal of reading at odd hours. She bore no
resemblance to the oldest of the four original Ranch girls, but was like
her mother.
Ordinarily one could find her in the library at this time, when she
could count upon being fairly undisturbed.
Jack went from the drawing-room to the library on the left side of the
house. If not Lina, Professor Russell might be discovered there. He and
Jim Colter's oldest daughter had developed a shy friendship from the
fact that they often remained together in the big room reading for hours
without speaking or disturbing each other.
But to-night there was not even a dim light in the library.
At the foot of the stairs Jack waited, puzzled and frowning for an
instant. Then she called softly, "Jean, Jean, what has become of
everybody? Certainly you cannot all be asleep!"
As no answer followed, Jack started up the stairs. After having gone a
few steps she called a second time.
Instead of Jean, however, Frieda appeared.
"Please don't make any noise," she admonished, "Peace is ill."
Jack ran up swiftly to where her sister was standing.
"How long has she been ill and why haven't you let me know?"
With a slight gesture of nervous irritability the younger of the two
sisters drew away.
"Since yesterday, but not seriously so until to-day."
"Then why didn't you let me hear this morning? No member of my family
has been near me all day. Do the others know?"
Frieda nodded.
"Yes, but I thought it best not to disturb _you_ with the news. You are
fond of Peace, I suppose, even if you do prefer a public career to the
affection of your family. I knew, of course, that you were going
somewhere this afternoon to address an audience and I thought you would
wish not to have anything interfere even mentally with your speech."
"I see," Jack answered, with her usual gentleness and good temper. She
was wounded, but Frieda's attitude toward her had been like this for
some time, and to-night, when she appreciated that her sister was
especially troubled, was scarcely the moment to refer to their
differences. "Of course I should have preferred to know. Is Peace very
ill?"
Frieda shook her head.
"No, not at present, but I am uneasy and we have sent for a nurse."
"Won't you let some of the other little girls come down to the lodge and
stay with me?"
A second time Frieda shook her head.
"No, they have gone to Olive. Jean has gone with them. You know Olive
and Captain MacDonnell have an extra sleeping tent and I thought it best
you should not be annoyed by them either."
This time Jack was unable wholly to restrain herself.
"Why should I have been annoyed, Frieda? I am not so impossible a
person, am I? And the work I have been trying to do lately, even if you
do disapprove of it, has not turned me into an ogre. But I won't worry
you to-night, although I do believe, Frieda, you really intend to be
unkind. Has Jim come back? I have not seen him for several days and if
he is at home and not busy I thought perhaps he would walk back to the
lodge with me."
Never in her life from the time she was a small girl had Frieda accepted
reproof in an humble spirit, except under a few and very exceptional
circumstances. The truth was that she had been spoiled all her days,
first because she was the youngest of the four Rainbow ranch girls, her
mother having died when she was little more than a baby, and later by
her husband, who was a good deal her senior.
Now in spite of her sister's long self-restraint, Frieda showed
resentment.
"It is your own fault and your own choice, Jack, that you no longer seem
one of us as you did in the past. You can't have everything, you know,
be a public character and a----"
"And a human being? I think you are mistaken, dear. I am very far from
being a 'public character' as you express it, and I don't like the
expression. Yet it seems to me that the celebrated women I have read
about or known have been rather more human than most people, and not in
the least anxious to be discarded by their families because they have
found other things to occupy them outside of domestic life. I'll see you
in the morning. Is Jim in his room, or has he gone with Jean and the
little girls?"
Frieda frowned.
"Jim has not come back and that is another thing that is worrying us,
although not a great deal. He wrote to say that he would return home
this afternoon before dinner and we waited dinner for him an hour. But
no word and no Jim. I suppose it is foolish to be uneasy, but Jim so
rarely breaks his word even in the smallest matters, and he might have
telephoned. It would not be pleasant to have Jim disappear as Ralph
Merritt has, would it? It is funny, but now we are grown up, we seem to
depend upon Jim as our guardian as much as we ever did. I don't see how
we could get on without him."
Frieda ended her remarks without any special significance; nevertheless,
her last few words continued to repeat themselves in Jacqueline Kent's
mind during her walk back to the lodge.
The storm of the afternoon had passed over and it was turning a good
deal colder. Jack was not ordinarily impressionable and yet it seemed to
her that to-night the sky possessed a peculiar hard brilliance, as if
the mood of the outside world and the persons she loved were both harsh
and unsympathetic.
Even Jean and Olive had not been near her in twenty-four hours, and if
they should pretend they were trying to spare her, she knew that in
former times they would not have wished to keep her shut out either from
their happiness or sorrow.
Jim Colter would be different. Never at any moment in her life could
Jack recall that he had been either harsh or unsympathetic, although
stern he might be and had been when he thought it necessary. How
infinitely kind he had been concerning this latest adventure of hers,
regardless of his own disapproval.
About her difficulty of the afternoon he must never hear if she could
keep the news from him. Yet of course if he had to know, Jack felt she
would prefer to describe the situation herself, making as light of it as
possible. All of her family and friends would be angry should they learn
of it, even if some of them believed she deserved what she had received.
But Jim would take the matter far more to heart.
How stupid of Frieda to talk of their ever having to get on without Jim
Colter's guardianship! In any case it could not mean so much to Frieda,
who had her devoted if eccentric husband always at her service. Besides,
Frieda and Jim had never been devoted friends. Jim had cared for Frieda,
of course, as her guardian and for Jean and Olive, but the other Rainbow
ranch girls had never shared his interests and tastes as she had done.
Jack drew her shawl more closely about her and started to run toward
home. She was feeling uncommonly forlorn and depressed. Yet surely the
day had been a sufficiently trying one to depress almost any human
being!
The following morning Jacqueline was in the act of dressing when she
heard Jean's voice calling her from below.
"Jack, hurry, will you, and come up to the big house. Peace is ever so
much worse and the news has just reached us that Jim was hurt yesterday
afternoon. No one understands exactly what has happened. Billy Preston
telephoned, saying he was with Jim and would remain with him. We are not
to go to him for the present. I answered the telephone myself and tried
my best to find out how badly Jim was hurt. Billy says he was not run
over and had not had a fall, only there had been some kind of an
accident. He would not say what kind and I guessed by his voice that he
was not telling all the truth."
"I'll be with you in half a moment if you'll wait for me, Jean,"
responded Jack.
A little later she joined Jean. "I wonder if you can tell me the name of
the town where Jim was hurt yesterday?" she asked. "Surely Billy
Preston told you as much as that! I must go to him of course."
The name of the town was what she had expected to be told. It was the
village where she had attempted making a speech the afternoon before and
been interrupted. Jim must have known of her plans and also learned of
what might take place. How like him to have gone quietly to her
protection without letting her hear of his presence! Yet in what way had
he been hurt and how serious was his injury? Whatever other consequences
she might hope to escape, for Jim's hurt she was entirely responsible.
Whatever Frieda might say of her selfish interest in her own future, of
her desire for a career outside her own home and family, she would never
be able to deny that Jim Colter had suffered because of her.
"Will you see that a car is ready for me immediately, please, Jean. I
won't come back to the lodge. Jim will want me if anyone and I have the
first right to go to him, because I am responsible."
Jean was scarcely listening.
"You won't be able to leave just now, Jack. After all Frieda's
antagonism toward you she has been begging to have you come to her
since dawn. You seem to be the only person she wants."
Jean nodded.
"There is only one hope. The doctor means to try a transfusion of blood.
I don't know from whom. We have all offered."
"Oh, Jean," Jack's voice shook, "I am the one person who will be best. I
am stronger than any one else and Peace has always responded to my
vitality. Yet if I am chosen I can't go to Jim."
"The choice is pretty hard, Jack. If you can not go Olive and Captain
MacDonnell and I will. And some one will come back with the news as soon
as possible. Yet you may not be the one."
However, as Jean Merritt looked at her cousin she had little doubt. In
spite of the fatigue and chagrin of the day before, even of her anxious
night, Jack walked with the swinging grace of perfect health and poise.
At this moment of dreadful double anxiety, harder upon her than any one
save Frieda, she was for the time when the need was greatest, perfectly
self-controlled. No one had ever seen Jack break down until the moment
for action had passed.
"It is because I have been so unkind to you, Jack darling, _this_ is my
punishment," Frieda confessed brokenly, meeting her sister outside
Peace's door. "But I have wanted to make up more times than you can
dream, only I am so dreadfully spoiled and do so hate to give in, and I
have despised your running for a public office chiefly I suppose because
I realized it would separate us. Peace won't know you."
Two hours later Frieda and Jack were in Frieda's bedroom, Jack undressed
and in a loose white wrapper, her hair braided in two heavy braids.
"Now you must not be a goose, Frieda, dear," she expostulated. "I am not
in the least danger from the blood transfusion, as the doctor has just
told you. I may be laid up for a little while afterwards, perhaps not
long. And there are many chances that Peace will get better at once. You
know how glad I am of the opportunity to help. What is the use of being
a healthy person if one cannot be useful."
"But, Jack, you may be more exhausted than you dream. You may be forced
to give up your political work for several weeks. And Henry said only
yesterday that these were the most important weeks of all, if you are
to be elected. At the very last people will probably have made up their
minds one way or the other."
"Oh, well, perhaps the question of my election is not so important to me
as you may think, Frieda. In any case it does not count the tiniest
little bit in comparison with either you or Peace, now that you actually
need me. When I accepted the nomination for Congress I did not know that
anybody needed me especially except Jimmie. I thought perhaps I was
freer than most women."
Jack was talking to distract Frieda, who had not been told of Jim
Colter's injury and so did not realize the extent of the sacrifice her
sister was making.
CHAPTER XVI
THE ELECTION
"When do you think we will hear, Jack?"
"Toward late evening, Jim. At least I was told that at about eight
o'clock a fairly good guess could be made. But suppose we don't talk of
it. Let me read to you."
Jim Colter, who was lying on a couch in a large sunny, empty room moved
a little impatiently.
"If you lose the election, Jack, it will be because of the demands we
have all made upon you in these last weeks. You had nothing much to go
upon but your personality, your chance of pleasing people and convincing
them of your sincerity, and here you have been shut up at the Rainbow
ranch for weeks. It has not been in the least necessary for you to take
care of me, any one of the girls could have looked after me equally
well. You are not a born nurse, Jack, as the saying goes. So when you
recovered and I was safe at home you should have gone on with your
election campaign."
"Really, Jim, 'ingratitude, more fierce than traitors' arms, quite
vanquished him,' or her, in this case. If I'm not a 'born nurse' you
don't dare say that of late I have not become a cultivated one.
Moreover, if the other girls could have taken equally good care of you,
please remember that they have been doing their share, they and every
member of this household! Do you suppose a man can continue in perfect
health for as many years as you have and then in case of illness not
require a regiment of nurses to look after him? But confess, if I am not
a good nurse, you can growl more successfully at me than at any one
else."
"Am I growling, Jack? Perhaps I do pretty often, but at present it is
because I regret so deeply that you have to devote yourself first to
Frieda and Peace and afterwards to me, when you have needed all your
time and energy for your political work. If you are defeated I shall
always feel responsible."
"Vain of you, don't you think?" Jack answered. "Besides, Jim Colter, you
are well enough now for us to talk of something that I have been
thinking of for a long time. Never have you confessed to me or to any
one else, so far as I know, how in the world you happened to be so
seriously hurt. In the first place, what brought you to town on that
especial afternoon when you were supposed to be miles away attending to
some business connected with the ranch? Then arriving there, how did you
manage to get into the midst of a rough-and-tumble fight? Billy Preston
did tell me this much. But I presume you must have ordered him to keep
quiet, else he would not have been so non-committal."
Jim Colter stared at the opposite wall rather than toward the figure of
the girl sitting near him, or through either of the two large windows
with wide outlooks over the Rainbow ranch. It was mid-afternoon of an
early autumn day with a faint haze in the air, unusual in the prairie
country.
"I don't believe I feel equal to talking, Jack, not just at present, or
for any length of time," he answered a trifle uneasily. "Perhaps I'd
better try to sleep."
"Very well," Jacqueline Kent agreed, smiling and at the same time with a
serious expression in her eyes. "But, Jim, when you wake you might as
well decide to tell me the truth. Don't you suppose I have guessed the
greater part of it?"
There was a silence for some time in the big room, Jim Colter closing
his eyes, Jack staring out the window at the familiar scenes she loved.
By and by, when he did not believe she was aware of what he was doing,
Jim opened his eyes and stared at his companion's profile.
Jack looked more fatigued than he often remembered to have seen her; she
had less color, less her old suggestion of vitality. There were circles
under her eyes, little hollows in her cheeks. Yet she did not look ill
and one could scarcely marvel at the change in her after the past trying
months, first the strain of her effort at electioneering on her own
behalf, and more recently the tax which he and Frieda's little girl had
put upon her.
If she were elected to Congress would she ever be the old-time Jack
again? Jim Colter had to suppress a sigh of dissatisfaction over the
thought, which may have sounded more like a groan. To think of Jack with
her youth and charm shut up within the Legislative halls in Washington
was not only an absurdity, but something far worse! Well, of course if
caught by a wave of enthusiasm and desire for change, Jack should be
elected to the United States Congress he must arrange to spend part of
the year with her. The two older of the new little Ranch girls must go
to school and Jean Merritt would look after the others. The Rainbow
ranch and his own adjoining ranch would have to be turned over to one of
his assistants, since Jack would need him more than any other person or
any other thing.
Then Jim Colter closed his eyes. Would she actually need him more, or
was it because he cared more for her need than for any possible human
demand that could be made upon him? Always he had been tremendously fond
of Jack, unhesitatingly more fond of her than of the other three Ranch
girls in her gallant but wilful girlhood. Now, since his own loss and
hers, and since Jack's return to the Rainbow ranch, surely there was no
point in denying to himself that the affection which held him to her was
stronger than ever, stronger than any other emotion in his life.
"Jim, you are not asleep, you are only pretending," Jack said suddenly.
"Now tell me, didn't you go over to the village on the day you were
hurt because you heard I was to make a speech and there might be
trouble? And didn't you arrive so late you felt it best not to tell me
to go home, because I had already started to speak? And after the rumpus
began and Jimmie and I were safely on the way home didn't you try to
find out who was responsible for the discourtesy to me? Afterwards what
happened, Jim?
"Jack, I suppose I forgot a good many things I should have remembered,
first and foremost that I did not wish you made conspicuous and that I
was older than I used to be, and that I ought by this time to have
learned to control my temper."
"Yes, but Billy Preston declares that when he arrived you seemed to have
half a dozen persons against you and that you were managing pretty well.
It was disgraceful of you, Jim; you who have been preaching for as many
years as I can remember that there was to be no fighting on the Rainbow
ranch for any cause whatsoever and that no excuse would be accepted by
you as a justifiable one. What influence do you suppose your sermons
will now have among the cowboys? As for making me conspicuous, it seems
rather a funny thing that neither you nor I recognized that running for
a public office is apt to make one conspicuous. One can hardly vote for
a person one has never heard of."
Jim sighed.
"Yes, you are right, Jack, but it is too late now to discuss this side
of the situation. If you are elected it won't be any better; sure to be
worse, in fact. I suppose you realize that if you live in Washington the
greater part of the year, you'll have to bear with my society most of
the time."
Jacqueline Kent bit her lip for an instant and then shook her head.
"Good of you to suggest it, Jim, but out of the question of course.
Jimmie and I'll have to manage somehow, trusting members of the family
will visit us now and then to see how we are getting on. But as for you,
you are too much needed here at the ranch, besides having to look after
the new little ranch girls. I could never accept the sacrifice."
"Yes? But I don't see how you are going to prevent it, Jack," Jim
answered abruptly and in a tone Jack had never contradicted in her life.
Always Jim Colter had been the one person whose will was stronger than
her own, even in the important matters in which she always felt she had
the better right to judge.
"Oh, well, we won't quarrel on the subject yet, Jim, because of course
there are ninety-nine chances to one that I won't be elected. I must go
now and dress for dinner. Here comes Professor Russell to sit with you.
I'll come back later if I hear the returns to-night."
A little after eight o'clock on this same evening, a group of Jacqueline
Kent's friends, her own family, and Jacqueline herself, were standing
talking together in the drawing-room of the big house; occasionally one
or two of them disappeared to come back with the latest news of the
election returns.
Earlier in the afternoon the reports from the neighborhood districts had
given a majority to the feminine candidate. Later, when the counting
began to take place in the cities, there appeared a change in the
results, with Peter Stevens leading. Then Jacqueline Kent's victory
seemed assured by a sudden spurt in the figures giving her an important
lead throughout the western portion of the state.
"Do you think we will know to-night without doubt?" Frieda Russell
inquired of John Marshall, who had driven over and had dinner with his
friends at the Rainbow ranch.
"One cannot be positive in any election until the next day, Mrs.
Russell," he assured Frieda, "but I think between ten o'clock and
midnight we can be pretty positive, at least that is the view my father
takes, and he has been in politics nearly as long as I can remember. He
told me to tell 'Jack' as he calls her, that he congratulates her
whatever occurs, whether she is defeated or elected."
"Well, I don't know what to hope," Frieda murmured. "For months I have
been praying Jack would _not_ win, and now to-night I feel I may hate it
if she is not elected. You know I shall also feel responsible in a way
since so many of Jack's friends insist that her taking no part in the
campaign during the last weeks has made such a difference."
"Oh, that could not be helped! And sometimes I think, though I have done
my best to help Mrs. Kent win, that she is too young and that an older
and perhaps a different kind of woman might be more suitable. See, even
after all she has been through, she looks like a young girl to-night. I
don't believe she cares very much."
Frieda glanced toward her sister, who was standing before the
drawing-room fire laughing and talking to several friends and appearing
less perturbed than she herself felt.
Jack was paler than usual and there were circles under her eyes which
Frieda knew were uncommon, notwithstanding her eyes and lips were both
smiling. She wore a white serge dress trimmed with silver braid, her
hair was slightly parted on one side and coiled low on her neck.
"One cannot always tell how Jack feels, she is braver than most persons.
Frankly, I don't know any more than you do how much she is interested in
winning. I do think she scarcely realized what it meant when she was
originally nominated. It isn't like Jack to turn back once she has
started, although I believe she did find the publicity harder to bear
than she anticipated. You see, an older person, or one who had had more
experience in political life, would have understood, but Jack has lived
in England for the past years. On her return home it appeared a
wonderful experience to play some part in American politics, as the
women are beginning to do in England. I don't think Jack realized she
might not be fitted for a political career when other people began
urging her forward."
John Marshall laughed.
"No, I don't feel she is unsuited to a great career, but it was of her
personally I was thinking. If you'll excuse me for a few moments I will
go to the telephone again. It is growing late and my father has promised
to telephone me from headquarters at a little before ten o'clock. Even
if he has been working for Peter Stevens because he wants a man to be
elected rather than a woman, we can count on his figures being
accurate."
John Marshall disappeared. A quarter of an hour passed and he did not
return. In the meantime three or four other persons went away to join
him.
The clock on the mantel was striking half-past ten when Jack herself
heard the noise of a horse galloping toward the house. It was she who
walked quietly to an already open window and stretched forth her hand to
receive the telegram.
"This telegram comes from Cheyenne, I suppose it will be official and we
shall know the best or the worst," she announced. Then opening it she
read aloud:
"Victory conceded to Peter Stevens. Better luck next time."
Afterwards, in the brief silence which followed, Frieda Russell burst
into tears.
"But, Frieda," Jack expostulated, slipping an arm about her sister and
smiling as she faced the group of people gazing directly at her, "I
thought you wanted me to be defeated. You have never wished for anything
else." She turned to the others. "I can only say that I am deeply
grateful for everybody's kindness, yet the voters of Wyoming probably
have acted wisely. All women may not need longer preparation before
holding public office, but I am afraid I do. Now if you will pardon me,
I confess I am tired and would like to say good-night."
Running swiftly upstairs, Jacqueline Kent paused for an instant outside
her former guardian's door. She had been staying in the big house during
his illness.
"Is that you, Jack?" a voice asked instantly. "Well, what is the news?"
"I was defeated, Jim. Peter Stevens is the next Congressman from
Wyoming."
"Well, Jack, I'd hate to tell you how glad I am. Are you very deeply
disappointed?"
"No, Jim, I am not. I believe I feel relieved. But please don't tell
other people. Good-night."
CHAPTER XVII
THE HEART'S DESIRE
"Mrs. Kent, there is some one down at the ranch house inquiring either
for you or for Jim Colter. He will not give his name. Since you do not
wish Mr. Colter to be disturbed I thought it best to bring the message
to you. The man looks as if he had been ill for some time and his
clothes are pretty shabby, but otherwise he seems all right."
The man who was speaking was one of the new ranchmen on the Rainbow
ranch whom Jacqueline Kent had lately employed.
As Jim Colter had not recovered from his injury so rapidly as might have
been expected, Jack had taken upon herself the entire management of the
Rainbow ranch and was assisting with the management of the adjoining
place, which belonged to Jim Colter.
"Yes, thank you, I am glad you came to me; I'll ride down to the ranch
house as soon as I can get away. I have some things that must be
attended to first. You'll see that the man is properly cared for until
I can get there."
"Yes."
Smiling after he had turned his back, the ranchman rode away.
It suddenly had struck him that Mrs. Kent looked absurdly young for the
responsibilities of her present position, but that they did not seem to
trouble her in the least, in fact she appeared to enjoy them. Moreover,
she was extremely popular with all he employees on the place, who would
do a good deal to win her thanks.
This morning Jack's costume was an extremely businesslike one, a dark
brown corduroy riding habit with a short skirt and trousers and a fairly
long coat. It was a cold morning in early December. She had not yet put
on her hat and gloves, as she was waiting to consult with a neighboring
ranchman in regard to the purchase of a thousand head of cattle.
Jimmie had gone off to school an hour earlier with the four little new
ranch girls and Jean's two daughters. These daily excursions to school
were an annoyance to Jimmie and he would have preferred to have walked
or ridden his pony instead of being driven in the family motor car with
so many girls. However, as the school was five or six miles from the
Rainbow ranch, this appeared one of the crosses he was forced to endure.
Half an hour later, following a talk with her neighbor, Jacqueline Kent
was on her way to the ranch house.
A busy day lay ahead of her. First of all she had agreed to buy the
cattle for the Rainbow ranch at the price offered, subject to Jim
Colter's approval. But as Jim rarely interfered with her recent control
of the ranch she did not expect him to object to her latest venture. In
the afternoon, escorted by Billy Preston, whom she had promoted to being
one of her chief assistants, she intended riding over to look at the
cattle. In the meantime, beside her housekeeping, which was already
finished for the day, she had to look at some fencing that needed
repairing, consult with a veterinary surgeon concerning an injury to one
of the finest mares on the ranch, and hear reports from several ranchmen
who had charge of details of the work upon the place.
Nevertheless, Jack felt extremely fit and not in the least perturbed by
the number of her duties, as this was the character of outdoor life she
had always loved and been trained to since her childhood.
The question of the man who was waiting to see her at the ranch house
did not particularly absorb her attention. Frequently of late men had
wished to see her either to ask for employment on the Rainbow ranch or
to discuss projects for new agricultural schemes to raise grains in
greater abundance by a more scientific development of the soil.
Moreover, there were always persons who insisted that the Rainbow gold
mine could be made to yield a fresh output of gold by the application of
new methods in mining. But at least Jack had nothing to do with the
Rainbow mine, always referring any such enthusiasts to her scientific
brother-in-law, Professor Russell, now that Jim Colter was taking a
temporary rest from the affairs of the place, the first he had ever
taken for as long as Jack had known him.
Billy Preston was standing on the front porch of the ranch house in
spite of the coldness of the day and as Jack rode up he came forward to
help her dismount.
"The fellow waiting to see you is rather a queer looking beggar, so I
thought I'd hang round till you'd had a talk with him," Billy grinned
boyishly. "We don't want another of the Rainbow ranch managers knocked
out in a fight at present."
"But I was knocked out in a fight, a big one, Billy Preston, by failing
to be elected, and you have all been awfully good not to reproach me
after taking such a lot of trouble in my behalf."
"Oh, but we cowboys are glad you lost, though as long as we thought you
wanted to win the boys on the Rainbow ranch and a good many other
ranches were for you to the last man. No one of us really liked the idea
of your either being elected or being licked. But now it can't be
helped, it's kind of pleasanter to think of you just trying to run the
old ranch."
"Trying, Billy? But I thought I _was_ running it," Jack returned,
"although I suppose you realize the men are still doing the work and
trying to humor me at the same time. Well, it is kind of you and it is
fun. Now show me my man and stand outside, Billy, to see nothing
happens. But please remember you are an assistant ranch manager these
days and hide that dreadful Kentucky mountain pistol."
Inside the ranch house living-room, a crude enough place but bright and
comfortable, there was a fire burning in the fireplace and a man sitting
slumped before it in such a position that Jack upon entering the room
could not see his face.
He heard her, however, and got up and stumbled forward with both hands
outstretched.
"Ralph Merritt, but we thought you were lost forever, thought you
were--" Jack hesitated and stopped an instant. "Why, we have sought for
you all over the United States in every possible place and in every
possible fashion! But you have been ill. Do sit down, you can't know how
glad I am to see you. Don't try to talk to me, let us go first to Jean.
It is cruel to keep her in ignorance another moment."
Ralph Merritt shook his head.
"No, Jack, I want to talk to _you_ first. I am glad it is you rather
than Jim Colter. Then you can tell me what I should do next. I have been
ill and in a strange way and so perhaps I need advice more than one
usually does. I will sit down, if you don't mind and you'll be seated."
It was one of Jacqueline Kent's good qualities that she did not talk
when talking was unnecessary.
Now she dropped into the nearest chair, opened her coat and took off her
hat and gloves.
"Try and tell me from the beginning if you can remember, Ralph. We have
heard nothing of you or from you since the news that you appeared to
have been slightly hurt at the mine in New Mexico and then disappeared."
Ralph Merritt nodded.
"I will try to tell as much as I can remember although it is remarkably
little. I remember the fall at the mine and also that I did not seem to
have been much hurt, only bruised and shaken up a bit and that my head
ached a good deal from a blow I had received. I recall going into my own
tent a little after dusk and lying down because my head ached. Then, you
may not believe me, yet the truth is, I know of nothing else that has
taken place in my life for over a year, nothing until a few months ago."
"Yes, go on," Jack answered. "The blow on your head occasioned a loss of
memory?"
"A complete loss of memory. How I ever got my living in the meantime,
whether I worked or whether I was cared for through other people's
kindness I am not sure, except that I did work on a farm for a time and
probably worked on others. I know this from some one who befriended me
and partly guessed what my trouble was. Through this friend I was taken
to a hospital and an operation performed and my memory partially
restored. I now remember perfectly everything that took place before my
injury, but nothing in the interval between then and now."
"But that is not important, Ralph dear; perhaps it is better not to be
able to recall what must have been days of suffering. The wonderful
thing is now that you are alive and at home again, and with Jean and the
little girls well and waiting for you."
Ralph Merritt shook his head.
"I am afraid returning in the plight I am in at present will not be a
pleasant surprise for Jean. Remember I told you, Jack, that I would not
come back until I had earned money enough to make Jean happier. I told
her the same story. And I haven't the money, in fact I haven't even the
chance of making it until I am stronger. So I want you to tell Jean for
me that I am alive and care for her and the little girls as much as I
ever did, and have not yet given up hope of accomplishing what she has a
right to expect of me. Then if you'll tell me about the family I'll be
off again. I'll write Jean, but I thought it might be best that you
speak to her and explain what has occurred first."
"I will do no such thing, Ralph Merritt," Jack returned more sharply
than she was in the habit of speaking. "You'll see and talk to Jean
yourself in a quarter of an hour. Don't you think Jean has had a long
enough period of agony and suspense? The desire of her heart is to know
you are alive. She asks for nothing else, has asked for nothing else all
along. I do wish men were not so stupid. You always believe the wrong
things girls and women say. Jean did care for wealth and position, most
people do, but that is no reason to think that she did not always care
more for you than anything or anybody else. I'll ride up to the big
house this instant and try to prepare Jean a little for seeing you. But
right away you are to follow me. If you are strong enough to ride
horseback Billy Preston will saddle a horse and ride up with you."
Jack was already up and half way to the door.
"Don't be long. Jean already has been waiting a long time, and I shall
tell her nothing except that you are here."
"All right, Jack," Ralph Merritt answered and squared his shoulders,
appearing fifty per cent more like his former self than before Jack had
spoken.
At eight o'clock that night Jacqueline Kent was walking up and down the
front porch of the Rainbow lodge alone. There was a light snow falling
outside and she had slipped on a fur coat, but her head was uncovered.
At a little distance away she heard a familiar whistle.
"Do hurry, Jim, I can't wait any longer," she called out. "You promised
to come over immediately after dinner."
"Yes, and I'm here," Jim returned, "dinner has not been over ten minutes
at the big house, and please remember I am a semi-invalid and cannot
walk with white hot speed. I can only report, 'all is well.' Jean and
Ralph both appear extraordinarily happy and Ralph Merritt does not look
so ill, not half so badly off as I do. I won't have the honor of being
the family invalid taken from me. He and Jean expressed themselves as
being disappointed at your not coming up to dinner, but I told them you
wanted them to have the dinner to themselves, which they managed to have
along with Professor Russell and Frieda and six small girls clamoring
for attention beside your humble servant. You might have asked me to
dine with you."
"Why, I never thought of it, but then you would have if you had wished
to anyhow. Besides, you should of course have been at home to welcome
Ralph. I trust you told him right away that we were going to start work
on the old Rainbow mine so Ralph can stay here at home and have
something to do at the same time. I have decided on this; there must be
gold enough in the old mine to pay expenses and to give Ralph a good
salary, and otherwise it does not matter. Oh, Jim, please do come in out
of the snow. I want to tell you also that I am going to buy a thousand
new head of cattle for the Rainbow ranch. It is all right, isn't it?"
"It is _not_, Jack. Rainbow ranch has all the cattle it can take care of
at present. We have stocked up as far as we ought to go unless we can
buy more land for grazing and raising grain, and I don't see any
prospect of that in this immediate neighborhood."
"But I have almost made a bargain for the cattle, Jim."
"How far has the bargain gone?"
"Oh, the agreement was not positive until I had consulted with you, but
I thought I was being allowed to run the Rainbow ranch. Of course if you
interfere with what I think best, why it is not managing the ranch at
all."
"But I never agreed to allow you to run the ranch into debt, Jack, and
that is _what would_ happen if you have to pay for feed for a thousand
new head of cattle this winter."
In silence the man and girl continued to walk up and down the porch of
the Rainbow lodge.
"Want me to give up trying to manage the ranch, Jim? Now you are better,
I suppose I am only a nuisance."
"I want you to keep on if the work interests you and if you are willing
to listen to my advice now and then. You have some ideas for running
things that are considerably better than mine, but I have had a good
deal longer experience."
"All right, Jim, I am sorry," and Jack slipped her hand through her
companion's arm. "Good gracious, what a hard-headed person I am and
always have been, Jim Colter. I wonder if that is why life seems to find
it necessary to give me so many knocks?"
"Has it given you more than most people, Jack? Are you more disappointed
over that wretched election than you have been willing to confess? If
you like, go ahead and buy your cattle then. I only don't want you to
lose money, because the ranch belongs to you girls and I suppose I
always shall feel more or less responsible. If it were mine----"
"I have no desire to lose the family money," said Jack, "and I am
properly penitent. I even no longer _desire_ one thousand new cattle
purchased for the Rainbow ranch."
"But what do you desire then, Jacqueline Kent? Suppose just for an
experiment you tell me your greatest desire. We were speaking on the
subject at dinner to-night. Jean of course felt that she had received
hers in Ralph's return. Frieda announced that she was in a fair way to
be fully satisfied now Peace was growing strong and well and Professor
Russell had succeeded in his latest scientific experiment, and also I am
obliged to state that Frieda added the negative fact that she was
particularly pleased that you had failed in your recent political
enterprise."
Jack laughed. "How exactly like Frieda! It is the things she has that
she is grateful for and the mistakes I am not permitted to make because
of her excellent advice. But don't worry over me, Jim, at present my
greatest desire is to walk up and down the lodge porch with you and see
the sky and the prairie beneath the stars and feel the damp sweetness of
the wind with the little eddies of snow. What is your heart's desire,
Jim Colter?"
"To be always with you, Jack, I suppose," Jim Colter answered as
unexpectedly to himself as to the girl beside him. His voice did not
hold the light raillery of hers. "Queer ambition, isn't it, for a man
old enough to be your father, who has been your father after a poor
fashion! I don't know, Jack, I have not meant to tell you this, but I
always have told you pretty much everything that was in my mind, and
after I say this I want you to forget it. I care for you differently
from the old days, Jack. Of course I appreciate the differences between
us more than any living human being can appreciate them, the distance
from the earth to the stars is small in comparison. And I want you to
care for me always, Jack, in the old friendly, daughterly fashion."
"But I don't feel like a daughter to you, Jim, and never have, certainly
not as a little girl, so why should I begin now? I simply like you
better than any one else in the world except Jimmie, now you have made
me think of it, and we understand each other better. I suppose I would
have taken this for granted if you had not spoken. What do you suppose
we ought to do about it, Jim?"
"Nothing, Jack."
"But suppose I should want to do something? And suppose what I wanted to
do should become my heart's desire? Would you withhold it from me, Jim?"
"Yes, if I thought it would do you harm."
"But suppose it would not do me harm, but bring me great happiness, what
then?"
Jim Colter made no reply.
Jack smiled.
"Ah, Jim, you never can make me believe that you will refuse to travel
with me to the Land of the Heart's Desire, since it is a journey one can
rarely take alone."
* * * * *
THE "RANCH GIRLS" SERIES
BY MARGARET VANDERCOOK
THE RANCH GIRLS AT RAINBOW LODGE
THE RANCH GIRLS' POT OF GOLD
THE RANCH GIRLS AT BOARDING SCHOOL
THE RANCH GIRLS IN EUROPE
THE RANCH GIRLS AT HOME AGAIN
THE RANCH GIRLS AND THEIR GREAT ADVENTURE
THE RANCH GIRLS AND THEIR HEART'S DESIRE