THE LIFE OF AN AUTHORESS.

Of all the sorrows in which the female character may participate,

there are few more affecting than those of an authoress;--often

insulated and unprotected in society--with all the sensibility of the

sex, encountering miseries which break the spirits of men; with the

repugnance arising from that delicacy which trembles when it quits its

retirement.

My acquaintance with an unfortunate lady of the name of ELIZA RYVES,

was casual and interrupted; yet I witnessed the bitterness of "hope

deferred, which maketh the heart sick." She sunk, by the slow wastings

of grief, into a grave which probably does not record the name of its

martyr of literature.

She was descended from a family of distinction in Ireland; but as she

expressed it, "she had been deprived of her birthright by the

chicanery of law." In her former hours of tranquillity she had

published some elegant odes, had written a tragedy and comedies--all

which remained in MS. In her distress she looked up to her pen as a

source of existence; and an elegant genius and a woman of polished

manners commenced the life of a female trader in literature.

Conceive the repulses of a modest and delicate woman in her attempts

to appreciate the value of a manuscript with its purchaser. She has

frequently returned from the booksellers to her dreadful solitude to

hasten to her bed--in all the bodily pains of misery, she has sought

in uneasy slumbers a temporary forgetfulness of griefs which were to

recur on the morrow. Elegant literature is always of doubtful

acceptance with the public, and Eliza Ryves came at length to try the

most masculine exertions of the pen. She wrote for one newspaper much

political matter; but the proprietor was too great a politician for

the writer of politics, for he only praised the labour he never paid;

much poetry for another, in which, being one of the correspondents of

Della Crusca, in payment of her verses she got nothing but verses; the

most astonishing exertion for a female pen was the entire composition

of the historical and political portion of some Annual Register. So

little profitable were all these laborious and original efforts, that

every day did not bring its "daily bread." Yet even in her poverty her

native benevolence could make her generous; for she has deprived

herself of her meal to provide with one an unhappy family dwelling

under the same roof.

Advised to adopt the mode of translation, and being ignorant of the

French language, she retired to an obscure lodging at Islington, which

she never quitted till she had produced a good version of Rousseau's

"Social Compact," Raynal's "Letter to the National Assembly," and

finally translated De la Croix's "Review of the Constitutions of the

principal States in Europe," in two large volumes with intelligent

notes. All these works, so much at variance with her taste, left her

with her health much broken, and a mind which might be said to have

nearly survived the body.

Yet even at a moment so unfavourable, her ardent spirit engaged in a

translation of Froissart. At the British Museum I have seen her

conning over the magnificent and voluminous MS. of the old chronicler,

and by its side Lord Berners' version, printed in the reign of Henry

VIII. It was evident that his lordship was employed as a spy on

Froissart, to inform her of what was going forward in the French camp;

and she soon perceived, for her taste was delicate, that it required

an ancient lord and knight, with all his antiquity of phrase, to break

a lance with the still more ancient chivalric Frenchman. The familiar

elegance of modern style failed to preserve the picturesque touches

and the _naive_ graces of the chronicler, who wrote as the mailed

knight combated--roughly or gracefully, as suited the tilt or the

field. She vailed to Lord Berners; while she felt it was here

necessary to understand old French, and then to write it in old

English.[76] During these profitless labours hope seemed to be

whispering in her lonely study. Her comedies had been in possession of

the managers of the theatres during several years. They had too much

merit to be rejected, perhaps too little to be acted. Year passed over

year, and the last still repeated the treacherous promise of its

brother. The mysterious arts of procrastination are by no one so well

systematised as by the theatrical manager, nor its secret sorrows so

deeply felt as by the dramatist. One of her comedies, _The Debt of

Honour_, had been warmly approved at both theatres--where probably a

copy of it may still be found. To the honour of one of the managers,

he presented her with a hundred pounds on his acceptance of it. Could

she avoid then flattering herself with an annual harvest?

But even this generous gift, which involved in it such golden

promises, could not for ten years preserve its delusion. "I feel,"

said Eliza Ryves, "the necessity of some powerful patronage, to bring

my comedies forward to the world with _eclat_, and secure them an

admiration which, should it even be deserved, is seldom bestowed,

unless some leading judge of literary merit gives the sanction of his

applause; and then the world will chime in with his opinion, without

taking the trouble to inform themselves whether it be founded in

justice or partiality." She never suspected that her comedies were not

comic!--but who dare hold an argument with an ingenious mind, when it

reasons from a right principle, with a wrong application to itself? It

is true that a writer's connexions have often done a great deal for a

small author, and enabled some favourites of literary fashion to enjoy

a usurped reputation; but it is not so evident that Eliza Ryves was a

comic writer, although, doubtless, she appeared another Menander to

herself. And thus an author dies in a delusion of self-flattery!

The character of Eliza Ryves was rather tender and melancholy, than

brilliant and gay; and like the bruised perfume--breathing sweetness

when broken into pieces. She traced her sorrows in a work of fancy,

where her feelings were at least as active as her imagination. It is a

small volume, entitled "The Hermit of Snowden." Albert, opulent and

fashionable, feels a passion for Lavinia, and meets the kindest

return; but, having imbibed an ill opinion of women from his

licentious connexions, he conceived they were slaves of passion, or of

avarice. He wrongs the generous nature of Lavinia, by suspecting her

of mercenary views; hence arise the perplexities of the hearts of

both. Albert affects to be ruined, and spreads the report of an

advantageous match. Lavinia feels all the delicacy of her situation;

she loves, but "she never told her love." She seeks for her existence

in her literary labours, and perishes in want.

In the character of Lavinia, our authoress, with all the melancholy

sagacity of genius, foresaw and has described her own death!--the

dreadful solitude to which she was latterly condemned, when in the

last stage of her poverty; her frugal mode of life; her acute

sensibility; her defrauded hopes; and her exalted fortitude. She has

here formed a register of all that occurred in her solitary existence.

I will give one scene--to me it is pathetic--for it is like a scene at

which I was present:--

"Lavinia's lodgings were about two miles from town, in an obscure

situation. I was showed up to a mean apartment, where Lavinia was

sitting at work, and in a dress which indicated the greatest economy.

I inquired what success she had met with in her dramatic pursuits. She

waved her head, and, with a melancholy smile, replied, 'that her

hopes of ever bringing any piece on the stage were now entirely over;

for she found that more interest was necessary for the purpose than

she could command, and that she had for that reason laid aside her

comedy for ever!' While she was talking, came in a favourite dog of

Lavinia's, which I had used to caress. The creature sprang to my arms,

and I received him with my usual fondness. Lavinia endeavoured to

conceal a tear which trickled down her cheek. Afterwards she said,

'Now that I live entirely alone, I show Juno more attention than I had

used to do formerly. _The heart wants something to be kind to_; and it

consoles us for the loss of society, to see even an animal derive

happiness from the endearments we bestow upon it.'"

Such was Eliza Ryves! not beautiful nor interesting in her person, but

with a mind of fortitude, susceptible of all the delicacy of feminine

softness, and virtuous amid her despair.[77]

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