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The Greenland sickness took mainly the same course, varying with the

patient's personal quality. It began with a high fever, intense

surface irritation; there ensued violent rheumatic pains, mental

alienation, delirium, madness and death. It was characteristic, as has

been said, that the sufferer turned from his kind, and turned markedly

from whom he knew best.

Thorstan made his preparations carefully, and instructed Gudrid. As a

wife who may be allowed a last word with her husband condemned to die,

she took and gave her kisses. The time was too great for tears, the

heart too faint for strong embraces. All she could do she did. She

would obey him, she would not show herself; but she would be always at

hand. She sat mostly at the head of his bed in the wall, hidden by a

curtain, but ready to fetch and carry; to bring him food which Thorstan

Black could give him; hot stones for his feet, hot rags to ease the

pain in his limbs. He hardly opened his eyes, hardly ever groaned; but

when the fever ran high he talked incessantly, in fierce and rapid

whispers--and she heard told over again the week of rapture and dream

under the snow in the empty ship. She suffered greatly under this

affliction, both by the memories it evoked and the knowledge that such

things could never be again. Her modesty might have been offended; but

Thorstan Black was very kind to her. He used to go gently away when

the sufferer began to speak, and would contrive his returns so as not

to intrude on any privacy. Her heart was full of gratitude to the

black-bearded giant, so huge and so gentle.

The fever seemed to eat Thorstan up; he became so thin that his cheeks

sank away into hollows, and his bones stuck out so sharply that the

skin cracked. Gudrid began to have horror of him. She thought that

her lover was dead, and that this was some terrible mock-image of him

sent there to haunt her. She seemed to become younger as he grew more

like an old man. She was afraid to be left alone with him. Love had

been frightened out of her, and even pity scarce dared to be there.

She could not believe that this was the man who had so keenly loved and

worshipped her body, and by his music had uplifted her soul. She had

seen Thore die and had been compassionate to the end. She remembered

how she had kissed him in the very article of death, and shuddered as

she thought of kissing this living corpse. Her eyes besought Thorstan

Black not to leave her, and he rarely did--for by this time her

husband's weakness was such that, whatever he may have said in his

fever, he could hardly be heard.

Towards the end--as Thorstan Black knew it must be--he persuaded Gudrid

to lie down at night while he kept watch by the bed. And so she did.

The poor girl was worn out, and went to sleep almost at once.

About midnight she was awakened. Thorstan Black stood by the bed with

a taper. She gaped at him, cold to the bones.

"Come, my dear," he said. "He is asking for you." She said nothing.

Then in the silence she heard her husband's voice, calling "Gudrid,

Gudrid, Gudrid." She fell trembling, and knew not what she said.

Thorstan Black put his cloak over her, and helped her out of bed. Her

knees shook. "Is he dead? Is he dead? Oh, don't leave me. I'm

frightened--he looks so strange--don't leave me, Thorstan."

"No, my dear, I won't leave you," he said, and put his arm round her,

for she seemed about to fall. "Come," he said, "I'll take you, and

stay by you."

She mastered her fear. "Yes," she said, "I must go. Oh, but you are

so good to me."

"Don't go if you are afraid," said Thorstan. "He may be dead by now."

"No, no," she said, "not yet. I must hear what he says, for it may be

he knows what the course of my life must be. If God will help me, I

will go. But you will come too--you promised."

Thorstan thereupon lifted her up in his arms, and carried her into the

room where Thorstan Ericsson lay. He went to the side of the bed and

sat down, holding Gudrid on his knee. So they waited fearfully for the

dead man to speak.

Thorstan Ericsson sat up in his bed; his eyes were so deep in his head

that nothing showed of them but dark caves. His mouth was open, as if

his jaw had dropped. But no sound came from him.

Then Thorstan Black said: "My namesake, you called to Gudrid, and I

have her here beside you. What do you desire of her?"

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