CHAPTER XVII

IN WHICH HARRY REVISITS ROCKVILLE, AND MEETS WITH A SERIOUS LOSS

The next evening Harry was conscious of having gained a little in the

ability to discharge his novel duties. Either the partners and the

clerks had become tired of swearing and laughing at him, or he had

made a decided improvement, for less fault was found with him, and

his position was much more satisfactory. With a light heart he put up

the shutters; for though he was very much fatigued, the prestige of

future success was so cheering that he scarcely heeded his weary,

aching limbs.

Every day was an improvement on the preceding day, and before the week

was out Harry found himself quite at home in his new occupation. He

was never a moment behind the time at which he was required to be at

the store in the morning. This promptness was specially noted by the

partners; for when they came to their business in the morning they

found the store well warmed, the floor nicely swept, and everything

put in order.

When he was sent out with bundles he did not stop to look at the

pictures in the shop windows, to play marbles or tell long stories to

other boys in the streets. If his employers had even been very

unreasonable, they could not have helped being pleased with the new

boy, and Wake confidentially assured Wade that they had got a

treasure.

Our hero was wholly devoted to his business. He intended to make a man

of himself, and he could only accomplish his purpose by constant

exertion, by constant study and constant "trying again." He was

obliged to keep a close watch over himself, for often he was tempted

to be idle and negligent, to be careless and indifferent.

After supper, on Thursday evening of his second week at Wake & Wade's,

he hastened to Major Phillips' stable to see John Lane, and obtain the

news from Rockville. His heart beat violently when he saw John's great

wagon, for he dreaded some fearful announcement from his sick friend.

He had not before been so deeply conscious of his indebtedness to the

little angel as now, when she lay upon the bed of pain, perhaps of

death. She had kindled in his soul a love for the good and the

beautiful. She had inspired him with a knowledge of the difference

between the right and the wrong. In a word, she was the guiding star

of his existence. Her approbation was the bright guerdon of fidelity

to truth and principle.

"How is Julia?" asked Harry, without giving John time to inquire why

he had left the stable.

"They think she is a little grain better."

"Then she is still living?" continued Harry, a great load of anxiety

removed from his soul.

"She is; but it is very doubtful how it will turn. I went in to see

her yesterday, and she spoke of you."

"Spoke of me?"

"She said she should like to see you."

"I should like to see her very much."

"Her father told me, if you was a mind to go up to Rockville, he would

pay your expenses."

"I don't mind the expenses. I will go, if I can get away."

"Her father feels very bad about it. Julia is an only child, and he

would do anything in the world to please her."

"I will go and see the gentlemen I work for, and if they will let me,

I will go with you to-morrow morning."

"Better take the stage; you will get there so much quicker."

"I will do so, then."

Harry returned home to ascertain of Edward where Mr. Wake lived, and

hastened to see him. That gentleman, however, coldly assured him if he

went to Rockville he must lose his place--they could not get along

without a boy. In vain Harry urged that he should be gone but two

days; the senior was inflexible.

"What shall I do?" said he to himself, when he got into the street

again. "Mr. Wake says she is no relation of mine, and he don't see why

I should go. Poor Julia! She may die, and I shall never see her again.

I must go."

It did not require a great deal of deliberation to convince himself

that it was his duty to visit the sick girl. She had been a true

friend to him, and he could afford to sacrifice his place to procure

her even a slight gratification. Affection and duty called him one

way, self-interest the other. If he did not go, he should regret it as

long as he lived. Perhaps Mr. Wake would take him again on his

return; if not, he could at least go to work in the stable again.

"Edward, I am going to Rockville to-morrow," he remarked to his

"chum," on his return to Mrs. Flint's.

"The old man agreed to it, then? I thought he wouldn't. He never will

let a fellow off even for a day."

"He did not; but I must go."

"Better not, then. He will discharge you, for he is a hard nut."

"I must go," repeated Harry, taking a candle, and going up to their

chamber.

"You have got more spunk than I gave you credit for; but you are sure

of losing your place," replied Edward, following him upstairs.

"I can't help it."

Harry opened a drawer in the old broken bureau in the room, and from

beneath his clothes took out the great pill box which served him for a

savings bank.

"You have got lots of money," remarked Edward, as he glanced at the

contents of the box.

"Not much; only twelve dollars," replied Harry, taking out three of

them to pay his expenses to Rockville.

"You won't leave that box there, will you, while you are gone?"

"Why not?"

"Somebody may steal it."

"I guess not. I can hide it, though, before I go."

"Better do so."

Harry took his money and went to a bookstore in Washington Street,

where he purchased an appropriate present for Julia, for which he gave

half a dollar. On his return, he wrote her name in it, with his own as

the giver. Then the safety of his money came up for consideration; and

this matter was settled by raising a loose board in the floor and

depositing the pill box in a secure place. He had scarcely done so

before Edward joined him.

Our hero did not sleep much that night. He was not altogether

satisfied with the step he was about to take. It was not doing right

by his employers; but he compromised the matter in part by engaging

Edward, "for a consideration," to make the fires and sweep out the

next morning.

At noon, on the following day, he reached Rockville, and hastened to

the house of Mr. Bryant.

"How is she?" he asked, breathless with interest, of the girl who

answered his knock.

"She is better to-day. Are you the boy from Boston?"

"Yes. Do they think she will get well?"

"The doctor has more hope of her."

"I am very glad to hear it."

Harry was conducted into the house, and Mr. Bryant was informed of his

presence.

"I am glad you have come, Harry. Julia is much better to-day," said

her father, taking him by the hand. "She has frequently spoken of you

during her illness, and feels a very strong interest in your welfare."

"She was very good to me. I don't know what would have become of me if

she had not been a friend to me."

"That is the secret of her interest in you. We love those best whom we

serve most. She is asleep now; but you shall see her as soon as she

wakes. In the meantime you had better have your dinner."

Mr. Bryant looked very pale, and his eyes were reddened with weeping.

Harry saw how much he had suffered during the last fortnight; but it

seemed natural to him that he should suffer terribly at the thought of

losing one so beautiful and precious as the little angel.

He dined alone with Mr. Bryant, for Mrs. Bryant could not leave the

couch of the little sufferer. The fond father could speak of nothing

but Julia, and more than once the tears flooded his eyes, as he told

Harry how meek and patient she had been through the fever, how loving

she was, and how resigned even to leave her parents, and go to the

heavenly Parent, to dwell with Him forever.

Harry wept, too; and after dinner he almost feared to enter the

chamber, and behold the wreck which disease had made of this bright

and beautiful form. Removing the wrapper from the book he had

brought--a volume of sweet poems, entitled "Angel Songs"--he followed

Mr. Bryant into the sick girl's chamber.

"Ah, Harry, I am delighted to see you!" exclaimed she, in a whisper,

for her diseased throat rendered articulation difficult and painful.

"I am sorry to see you so sick, Julia," replied Harry, taking the

wasted hand she extended to him.

"I am better, Harry. I feel as though I should get well now."

"I hope you will."

"You don't know how much I have thought of you while I lay here; how I

wished you were my brother, and could come in every day and see me,"

she continued, with a faint smile.

"I wish I could."

"Now tell me how you get along in Boston."

"Very well; but your father says I must not talk much with you now. I

have brought you a little book," and he placed it in her hand.

"How good you are, Harry! 'Angel Songs.' How pretty! Now, Harry, you

must read me one of the angel songs."

"I will; but I can't read very well," said he, as he opened the

volume.

But he did read exceedingly well. The piece he selected was a very

pretty and a very touching little song; and Harry's feelings were so

deeply moved by the pathetic sentiments of the poem and their

adaptation to the circumstances of the case, that he was quite

eloquent.

When he had finished, Mrs. Bryant interfered to prevent further

conversation; and Julia, though she had a great deal to say to her

young friend, cheerfully yielded to her mother's wishes, and Harry

reluctantly left the room.

Towards night he was permitted to see her again, when he read several

of the angel songs to her, and gave her a brief account of the events

of his residence in Boston. She was pleased with his earnestness, and

smiled approvingly upon him for the moral triumphs he had achieved.

The reward of all his struggles with trial and temptation was lavishly

bestowed in her commendation, and if fidelity had not been its own

reward, he could have accepted her approval as abundant compensation

for all he had endured. There was no silly sentiment in Harry's

composition; he had read no novels, seen no plays, knew nothing of

romance even "in real life." The homage he yielded to the fair and

loving girl was an unaffected reverence for simple purity and

goodness; that which the True Heart and the True Life never fail to

call forth whenever they exert their power.

On the following morning, Julia's condition was very much improved,

and the physician spoke confidently of a favorable issue. Harry was

permitted to spend an hour by her bedside, inhaling the pure spirit

that pervaded the soul of the sick one. She was so much better that

her father proposed to visit the city, to attend to some urgent

business, which had been long deferred by her illness; and an

opportunity was thus afforded for Harry to return.

Mr. Bryant drove furiously in his haste, changing horses twice on the

journey, so that they reached the city at one o'clock. On their

arrival, Harry's attention naturally turned to the reception he

expected to receive from his employers. He had not spoken of his

relations with them at Rockville, preferring not to pain them, on the

one hand, and not to take too much credit to himself for his devotion

to Julia, on the other. After the horse was disposed of at Major

Phillips's stable, Mr. Bryant walked down town with Harry; and when

they reached the store of Wake & Wade, he entered with him.

"What have you come back for?" asked the senior partner, rather

coldly, when he saw the delinquent. "We don't want you."

Harry was confused at this reception, though it was not unexpected.

"I didn't know but that you might be willing to take me again."

"No, we don't want you. Ah, Mr. Bryant! Happy to see you," continued

Mr. Wake, recognizing Harry's friend.

"Did I understand you aright? Did you say that you did not want my

young friend, here?" replied Mr. Bryant, taking the offered hand of

Mr. Wake.

"I did say so," said the senior. "I was not aware that he was your

friend, though," and he proceeded to inform Mr. Bryant that Harry had

left them against their wish.

"A few words with you, if you please."

Mr. Wake conducted him to the private office, where they remained for

half an hour.

"It is all right, Harry," continued Mr. Wake, on their return. "I did

not understand the matter."

"Thank you, sir!" ejaculated our hero, rejoiced to find his place was

still secure. "I would not have gone if I could possibly have helped

it."

"You did right, my boy, and I honor you for your courage and

constancy."

Mr. Bryant bade him an affectionate adieu, promising to write to him

often until Julia recovered, and then departed.

With a grateful heart Harry immediately resumed his duties, and the

partners were probably as glad to retain him as he was to remain.

At night, when he went to his chamber, he raised the loose board to

get the pill box, containing his savings, in order to return the money

he had not expended. To his consternation, he discovered that it was

gone!

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