The Youthful Heart
To both Helen and her father, tarrying at Desert Valley Ranch, the
long, still, hot days were fraught with much new interest. Life was
new and golden, viewed from this fresh viewpoint. Helen had come
hitherward from her city haunts with trepidation; even Longstreet,
serenely optimistic regarding the ultimate crown of success to his
labour, was genuinely delighted. The days passed all too swiftly.
As can in no way be held reprehensible in one of her age and maidenly
beauty and charm, Helen's interest had to do primarily with men, two
men. They, quite as should be in this land of novelty, were unlike the
men she had known. With each passing hour Helen came to see this more
clearly. She was a bright young woman, alert and with at least a
modicum of scientific mental attitude inherited from the machinery of
her father's brain. Like any other healthy young animal, she wanted to
know whys and wherefores and the like.
The evening of their first day, alone in her room for an hour before
bed, she settled for herself the first difference between these men of
the desert fringes and the men she had known at home. To begin with,
she reviewed in mind her old acquaintances: there were a half-dozen
professors, instructors, assistants who called infrequently on her
father and whom she had come to know with a degree of familiarity. The
youngest of them had been twenty years older than Helen, and, whereas
her father was always an old dear, sometimes a hopeless and helpless
old dear, they were simply old fogies. They constituted, however, an
important department in her male friends; the rest were as easily
catalogued. They were the young college men--men in name only, boys in
actuality. They were of her own age or two or four years older or a
year younger. They danced and made mysterious references to the beer
they had wickedly drunk; they motored in their fathers' cars and played
tennis in their fathers' flannels when they fitted; no doubt they were
men in the making, but to judge them as men already was like looking
prematurely into the oven to see how the bread was doing; they were
still under-baked. So far they were playing with the game of life;
life, herself, had not yet taken them seriously, had not reached out
the iron hand that eventually would seize them by the back of the neck,
the slack of the trousers, and pitch them out into the open arena.
Helen was considerably pleased with the result of her meditations: her
father's academic friends had held back behind college walls and thus
had never come out into the scrimmage that makes men; her own young
friends had not yet reached the time when they would buckle on their
armour and mount and talk lance in hand. Alan Howard and John Carr
were men who for a number of years had done man's work out in the open,
no doubt giving and receiving doughty blows. She considered Carr: he
had taken a monster outfit like Desert Valley and had made it over, in
his own image, like a god working. There were thousands of acres, she
had no idea how many. There were cattle and horses and mules; again
she thought of them only vaguely as countless. There were many men
obeying his orders, taking his daily wage. Carr had mastered a big job
and the job had made a masterly man of him. Then had come Alan Howard
with vision and determination and courage. He had expended almost his
last cent for a first payment upon the huge property; he was risking
all that he had gathered of the world's goods, he was out in the open
waging his battle like a young king claiming his heritage. Helen
clothed the act in the purple and gold of romance and thrilled at her
own picture.
'After all,' she discovered, 'there _are_ different kinds of men and I
never knew men like these two.'
Then, when she thought of Yellow Barbee, she sniffed. Barbee was about
her own age; she considered him a mere child and transparent.
She had said good night to her father, but now suddenly in a mood for
conversation went out into the hall and tiptoed to his door. When
there came no response to her gentle tapping she opened the door and
discovered only darkness and emptiness. She was mildly surprised;
distinctly she had heard him go into his room and close his door and
she had not heard him go out again.
There are men who, though they may live to be a hundred years old, keep
always the fresh heart of twenty. James Edward Longstreet was one of
them. He was a man of considerable erudition; he had always supposed
that the choice had lain entirely with him. He had always been amply
content with his existence, had genially considered that the whole of
the bright stream of life, gently deflected, had flowed through his
college halls and under his calm eyes. Now his youthful soul was in a
delightful turmoil; adventures had come to him, more adventures were
coming. Men like Barbee had given him the staunch hand of friendship;
they had welcomed him as an equal. And something until now untouched,
unguessed, that had lived on in his boy's heart, stirred and awoke and
thrilled. To-night, with a vague sense of guilt which made the
escapade but the more electric, while his daughter had imagined that he
was getting himself sedately into his long-tailed, sedate nightgown, he
was beaming warmly upon the highly entertained group of ranch hands
down in the men's bunk-house, whither, by the way, he had been led by
Barbee.
There comes now and then to such an isolation as Desert Valley a boon
from the gods in the guise of a tenderfoot. But never tenderfoot,
agreed the oldest Mexican with the youngest Texan, like this one. They
sat lined in back-tilted chairs about the four walls and studied him
with eyes that were at all times appreciative, often downright grave.
His ignorance was astounding, his hunger for information amazing. He
was a man from Mars who knew all that was to be known in his own world
but brought into this strange planet a frank and burning curiosity.
Barbee's chaps delighted him; a hair rope awoke in his soul an
avaricious hunger for a hair rope of his own; commonplace ranch
matters, like branding and marking and breeding and weaning and
breaking, evoked countless eager questions. For so academic a man, the
strange thing about him was his attitude toward these day labourers; he
looked upon them as brothers; not only that, but as older brothers. He
forgot his own wisdom in his thirst to partake of theirs. He gave the
full of his admiration to a man whom he had seen that day cast a wide
loop of rope about the horns of a running steer.
He was making discoveries hand over fist; perhaps therein lay a
sufficient reason why the man of science in him was fascinated. True,
those discoveries which he made were new only to him; yet one might say
the same of America and Columbus. For one thing, it dawned on him that
here was a new and excellent technical vocabulary; he stored away in
his brain strange words as a squirrel sticks nuts and acorns into a
hole. Hondo, tapaderos, bad hombre, tecolote, bronco, maverick,
side-winder--rapaciously he seized upon them as bits of the argot of
fairyland. He watched the expert roll the brown tube of a cigarette
and yearned for the skill; he observed tricks in riding, and there was
within him the compelling urge to ride like that; not a trifle escaped
his shark-eyes, be it the way the men combed their hair, mounted their
horses, or dragged their spurs. To-night and with unhidden elation he
accepted Barbee's invitation to 'set in and roll the bones' with them.
'Roll the bones!' When some day he went back home, the owner of the
'greatest little mine this side of the Rockies,' he'd work that off on
his old chum, Professor Anstruther. He drew up his chair to the table,
piled a jumble of coins in front of him and took into his hands the
enticing cubes.
He did not think of it as gambling; he had never gambled, had never
wanted to. But he was all alive to join in the amusements of his new
friends, to be like them. After all, he was putting up as sorts of
markers a few five and ten-cent pieces with an occasional quarter or
half-dollar, and to him money had never had much significance. The
game was the thing and he found in it from the first a keen
mathematical interest. There were five dice; each dice with its six
surfaces had six different numbers. While he beamed into the veiled
eyes of the old Mexican he was figuring upon the various combinations
possible and the likelihood, the theory of chances, of a six or an ace
upon the second throw. From the jump the game fascinated him; it is to
be questioned, however, if ever before a man knew just the sort of
fascination which enthralled him. No matter who won or lost, when the
rolling cubes behaved in conformity with the mathematical laws, he
fairly sparkled. And in the end he lost only six or seven dollars and
did not in the least realize that he had lost a cent. When at last he
left to go to bed, all of the eyes in the room followed him. They were
puzzled eyes.
'The old boy's all right,' said one man. It was Tod Barstow, an old
hand. And he added, nodding, 'He's a damn good loser.'
Barbee chuckled and pocketed his small winnings.
'That's what I'm playing him for, Toddy,' he admitted with his cheerful
grin.
In the end the Longstreets went from Desert Valley straight on to the
nearest town, that of Big Run, only a dozen miles still east of the
ranch. The suggestion came from Longstreet himself, who had had a
picturesque account of the settlement from Barbee.
'I estimate,' the professor announced at breakfast, 'that we shall be
the matter of two or three months at Last Ridge. What comforts we have
there will be the results of our own efforts. Now, though we have
brought with us certain of the absolute necessities, there is much in
the way of provision and sundries that we should have. Mr. Howard has
been so very considerate as to offer us a wagon and horses and even a
driver. I think, my dear, that we would do well to drive into Big Run,
which I understand is a progressive community with an excellent store.
We can get what we require there and the next day return to the Last
Ridge.'
Only approval greeted his words. Howard, it appeared, had business in
Big Run and would make the trip with them; Carr judged that it was time
for him to be clearing out, and his way led through Big Run. So they
hurried through breakfast and started.
Tod Barstow handled the reins of the four mules; beside him on the
high, rocking seat, sat Longstreet. During his sojourn on the ranch he
had acquired a big bright-red bandana handkerchief which now was
knotted loosely about his sun-reddened throat; the former crease in his
big hat had given place to a tall peak: he wore a pair of leather
wrist-cuffs which he had purchased from Barbee. Barstow grunted and
turned the grunt into a shrill yell directed at his mules; they knew
his voice and jammed their necks deep into their collars, taking the
road at a run. Longstreet, taken unawares, bounced and came
dangerously near toppling off the seat. Then with both hands he clung
to the iron guard-rod at the back of the seat and took his joy out of a
new mode of travel.
Helen had elected to go on horseback. Howard had brought out for her a
pretty little mare, coal-black and slender-limbed, but sufficiently
gentle. Barbee, who had been watching, suddenly set his toe in his own
stirrup and went up into the saddle, racing on to overtake and pass the
wagon. Howard and Carr glanced swiftly at each other; then their eyes
went to the girl. Howard helped her to mount and reined in at her
right, Carr dropped into place at her left, and so, the three abreast,
they followed Barbee.
They rode slowly, and now Howard, now Carr, told her of the points of
interest along the trail. When they crossed the lower end of the
valley and came to the top of the gentle slope extending along its
eastern edge, Helen made a discovery. All these latter days she had
thought of the desert as behind her, lying all to the westward. Now
she understood how the ranch was aptly named Desert Valley; it was a
freak, an oasis, a fertile valley with desert lands to east as well as
west, and to north and south. When they had ridden down the far slope
of the hills they were once more upon the edges of the solitudes of
sand-sweep and sand-ridge and cactus and mesquite and utter drought.
Every step their horses took carried them further into a land of arid
menace; at the end of the first hour it was difficult to imagine green
water-fields only a handful of miles away.
'It's just the water that makes the difference,' Howard told her.
'Isn't it, John?' Carr nodded. 'If a man could get water to put on
this land that is burning our horses' fetlocks off right now, he'd have
all the crops and stock range he wanted. Why, the bigger part of
Desert Valley was like this before John took hold of it; he developed
the water, and I've gone on with his work, and look what we've got now!'
'That makes your ranch all the more wonderful!' cried Helen.
Howard's eyes glowed; she noted that they always did when he spoke thus
of Desert Valley or when she bespoke her hearty approval of his choice.
Something prompted her to turn swiftly to Carr; his head was down; he
was frowning at the horn of his saddle; Helen, not devoid of either
intuition or tact, changed the conversation. But not before she noted
that Howard, too, had looked toward his friend.
Big Run huddled among tall cottonwoods in a shallow hollow. It was
blessed with several clear, pure springs, its only blessing. It was
self-sufficient, impudent. About it on all sides was the sweep of grey
desert; in the shade of its cottonwoods, along its thicket of willows,
was a modicum of greenness and coolness; its ugly houses like toads
squatting in the shade had an air of jeering at the wastes of sand and
scrub. The place was old in years and iniquity. The amazing thing
connected with it was that its water could remain pure; one would have
thought that through the years even the deathless springs would have
been contaminated. Long ago it had been a Hopi camp; in their tongue
it was called the 'Half-Way between Here and There.' Later a handful
of treacherous devils from below the border had swooped down into the
cottonwood hollow. They had dissipated the Indian group, for the sake
of robbery and murder. They had squatted by the water-holes,
prototypes of the crooked buildings which now recalled them; they had
builded the town by the simple device of driving Indian labourers to
the task. White men subsequently had come, men of the restless foot,
lone prospectors, cattlemen. They had lodged briefly at the hotel
which necessity had called into being, had played cards in the adobe of
'Tonio Moraga, had quarrelled with the surly southerners, had now and
then shot their way out into the clear starlit night or had known the
cruel bite of steel, and in any case had left Big Run as they had found
it--a town oddly American in nothing whatever save its name, which had
come whence and how no man knew.
First into town that morning rode Yellow Barbee; with no urge to linger
and a definite destination ahead, he always rode hard, his hat far
back, his blue eyes shining. He sent his lean roan on the run down the
crooked street among the crooked houses; he scattered a handful of
dirty ducks flopping and scuttling out of his way; he drew after him a
noisy barking of dogs, startled out of their sleep in the shade; he
brought his horse up with a sharp jerk of the reins before the
blue-and-white sign of the saloon; he was half out of the saddle when a
glimpse of something down the street altered his intention in a flash;
he wheeled his horse, and, with one stirrup flying wildly, his big hat
in his hand, his eyes on fire, he went racing back down the street and
again stopped with a jerk. This time the sign before him spelled
hotel. Leaving his horse to pant and fight flies, Yellow Barbee strode
in at the open door.
Next came in due time Tod Barstow and the mule team and Longstreet.
They clattered along in clouds of high-puffed dust, harness jingling.
Barstow swung his leaders skilfully and narrowly around the broken
corners of old adobes and slammed on his brake before the store, that
is to say, half-way between saloon and hotel. He climbed down,
Longstreet after him.
Finally came the loiterers, Helen and Carr and Howard. They noted
Barbee's roan at its hitching-rail; further they glimpsed through a
thirsty-looking dusty vine--that which Barbee had glimpsed before them.
Some one wearing cool, laundered white was out upon the side porch;
Barbee's voice, young and eager, low yet vibrant, bespoke Barbee's
proximity to the Someone.
'The widow.' said Carr. He looked at Howard. 'I'll bet you a hat it's
Mrs. Murray, Al.'
It was vaguely impressed upon Helen that a significance less casual
than the light words themselves lay in Carr's remark. She, too, looked
at Howard. There was a frown in his eyes. Slowly, as his look met
hers, a flush spread in his cheeks. Carr saw it and laughed amusedly.
'Look out, Al,' he chuckled. 'She'll get you yet.'
Now Howard laughed with him and the flush subsided.
'John thinks he's a great little josher, Miss Helen,' he said lightly.
'No doubt you'll meet Mrs. Murray at lunch; you just watch the way she
looks at John Carr!--there's the professor waiting for us. John, I'll
lay you a bet of another hat!'
'Well?' asked Carr.
'I'll bet you Jim Courtot has turned up again.'
But Longstreet had sighted them and was out in the road calling to
them, and Carr made no answer.