CHAPTER XVII.

ENTER MISS VARIAN.

The next day about noon Mr. Andrews, with Jay by the hand, walked up the

steps of the Varians' house. He had got a few hours of sleep after

daylight, and had just swallowed a cup of coffee and called it

breakfast, and now, looking haggard and weary, had, as was proper, come

over to see about Missy and her hysterics.

She too had just come down-stairs, and was sitting in a great chair by

the window in the parlor, with footstool under her feet and an afghan

spread over her. The day was cool and brilliant; all the fogs and clouds

of the night had been blown away by a strong north wind; the sun was

coming in at the window, and Missy was trying to get warm in it, for she

felt like Harry Gill in the story-book, as if she should never get warm

again. She was pale, and lay with her head back in the chair, looking a

disgust with life and its emotions. From this attitude she was roused by

the unexpected entrance of Jay and his father, whose approach she had

not heard. She changed color and tried to stand up, and then sat down

again.

"Don't get up," said Mr. Andrews, lifting Jay to kiss her. "There, Jay,

now you'd better go away. Find Goneril and play with the kittens a

little while, and then I'll take you home."

He opened the door for Jay, who was very willing to go, not feeling

quite at home with Missy yet, since the fainting-fit. He looked askance

at her as he went out of the door, as at one who had come back from the

dead.

"He wasn't worth all I went through for him yesterday," thought Missy.

And then she took it back, and thought, in an instant, he was worth a

great deal more--which was a way of hers.

Mr. Andrews sat down on the other side of the window, and said, with a

weary laugh, as he leaned back in his chair, "I'm glad it's to-day,

instead of yesterday."

"Ah!" said Missy, with a shiver.

"I don't know how much you've heard of our adventures--"

"I haven't heard anything. I have just come down-stairs, and last night

I wouldn't let them tell me. I only wish I could forget it all. I cannot

bear to think of it."

"I don't wonder. It was bad enough for us, who were doing something all

the time, but for you, who couldn't do anything but wait, it must have

been--well, there's no use going over it. We've got him, Miss Rothermel,

and that's enough to think about. Only let me tell you this, if it

hadn't been for you, we should not have him now."

"If it hadn't been for me, you wouldn't have lost him at all," said

Missy, bitterly.

"I don't understand--you mean the woman's hostility to you? I really

think that had very little to do with it. She is such an evil creature,

she would have done the same, or worse, without that for an excuse. You

may, rather than reproach yourself for that, congratulate yourself upon

having been the means of sending her away, before the child was totally

corrupted. When I think what danger he--they--were in from her, and how

little I suspected it, I am more than ever convinced that I am not fit

to have the care of him. Believe me, you did me, as well as the

children, an inestimable favor, when you advised me to send those

creatures away; and to you I owe a year of comfort and peace, and Jay

owes, I don't know what."

Missy flushed painfully, and her companion saw it, but he went on

ruthlessly, "You never will let me allude to this, Miss Rothermel; but I

want to say one thing about it, now we are on the subject, and then I

will promise not to trouble you again. You are so over-sensitive about

this matter you have made yourself uncomfortable, and--well--though it's

not of much importance--you've made me uncomfortable too. If you will

believe me when I say I shall always consider you did me the greatest

favor when you induced me to send those servants away, and if you will

bear in mind the benefit you did the children, you will surely be able

to be indifferent to the tattle of a set of people whose tongues are

always busy about their betters, in one way or another. If they were not

talking about this, they would be talking about something else; it was

only the accident of your hearing it that was unusual. I have no doubt

in our kitchens every day are said things that would enrage us, but

luckily we don't hear them. This has been such a barrier between us,

Miss Rothermel; won't you be good enough to make way with it to-day, and

promise not to think of it again? You have given me a new cause for

gratitude in what you did for Jay yesterday. Surely, after what we both

went through we can never be exactly like--like strangers--to each

other. I hope you'll let me come a little nearer to being a friend than

you've ever permitted me before, though if I recollect, you made a very

fair promise once about it."

"Why haven't I kept it? I can't remember having--"

"Having snubbed me badly since that night. No, I acknowledge that you

have kept your resolution pretty fairly. But then, you know, it was

impossible not to see it was an effort all the time. If you could forget

all this about the servants, and let us be the sort of friends we might

have been if Gabrielle had never meddled, you would lay me under another

obligation, and a more binding one than any of the others, great as they

have been."

Mr. Andrews was talking very earnestly, and in a manner unusual to him.

One could not help seeing that nothing short of the events of yesterday

could have made it possible for him to speak so. His heart had been

jarred open, as it were, by the great shock, and had not yet closed up

again. It wouldn't take many hours more to do it; Missy realized that

perhaps he wouldn't speak so again in his life; the moment was precious

to her, because, whether she liked him or not, there is a pleasure in

looking into reserved people's hearts; one knows it cannot happen every

day.

And that was the moment that Miss Varian chose for coming into the

parlor, with Goneril and Jay and the kittens. She had heard his voice,

and she naturally wished to hear all about the affair of the pursuit.

Goneril was nothing loth, and Jay was quite willing to go if the

kittens went, so here the party were. Missy involuntarily bit her lips.

Mr. Andrews' forehead contracted into a frown as he got up and spoke to

Miss Varian, who settled herself comfortably into a chair.

"Now," she said taking her fan from Goneril, and getting her footstool

into the right place, "now let us hear all about it."

Mr. Andrews, with a hopelessly shut-up look, said he didn't think there

was much to tell.

"Not much to tell!" she echoed. "Why, there's enough to fill a novel. I

never came so near to a romance in my life. I positively wouldn't have

missed yesterday for a thousand dollars. It gives one such emotions to

know so much is going on beside one, Mr. Andrews."

Mr. Andrews didn't deny her statement, nor a great many others that she

made, but he seemed to find it very difficult to satisfy her curiosity.

In fact, she got very little out without mining for it. She asked the

hour when they first sighted the barque, and she got it. Two o'clock.

Then the course they took, and the changes of the wind, and the

deviations that she made, and the reasons that they did not gain upon

her for an hour or more. All this might have been interesting to a

sea-faring mind, but not to Miss Varian's. She asked questions and got

answers, but she fretted and didn't seem to find herself much ahead.

Missy knew Mr. Andrews had come over to tell _her_ all about it--but not

Miss Varian. He really did not mean to be obstinate, but he couldn't

tell the story with the others present. Missy gathered a few bald facts,

to be filled out later from the narrative of others. She didn't feel a

consuming curiosity. Jay was here, the woman wasn't. That was enough

for the present. She felt a far greater interest in those few words Mr.

Andrews had been interrupted in saying. They went over and over in her

mind. She only half attended to Miss Varian's catechism.

"Well," cried Goneril, who was hopelessly jolted out of her place by the

events of yesterday, "well, one would think you'd had a child stolen

every other day this summer, by the way you take it. Captain Symonds,

over on the Neck, made twice the fuss about his calf, last autumn. I

don't believe yet he talks about much else."

Miss Varian gave her maid a sharp reprimand, and asked Mr. Andrews

another question in the same breath.

"How did the French woman act when the warrant was served on her?"

"Oh, well, just as any Frenchwoman would have acted under the

circumstances, I suppose. You know they're apt to make a scene whether

there's any excuse for it or not."

"But did she cry, or scold, or threaten, or swear, or coax, or what?"

"Why, a little of all, I think; a good deal of all, indeed, I might say.

She tired us out, I know."

"But did she seem frightened? How did she take it? What was the first

thing she said when she saw the officer?"

"Upon my word, I have forgotten what she said. I heard Jay's voice in

the cabin, and I was thinking more about him, I suppose."

"But what excuse did she make for herself? How did she put it?"

"Oh, a woman never has any trouble to find excuses. She seemed to have

plenty."

"But what possessed you to be so soft-hearted as to let her go?"

"What did I want of her? I was only too happy that she should go, the

further off the better."

"I must say I think you were ridiculously weak."

"That is just possible."

"And she, and the wretch she called her husband, all are on their way to

South America?"

"I hope so, I am sure."

"What did the captain say? How could he answer for stopping to take up

the party in the night? Did he pretend to be ignorant of what they were

about?"

"Yes, he assured us he was ignorant, and I should not wonder if he spoke

the truth--French truth, perhaps; but I don't believe he suspected more

than a little smuggling venture, or an un-actionable intrigue of some

kind. He knew the man somewhat, and made a bargain to lay outside the

harbor for a few hours, and pick them up if they came out before

daylight. The man told him it was his wife and child, who had been

detained in the country by the illness of the child, and that he would

pay him fifty dollars, besides the passage money, if he'd wait for them.

No doubt the captain suspected something, but, as I say, nothing so

serious as the job they'd undertaken."

"The wretch! He ought to have had his ship brought back to port, and

have been kept there for a month, at least, and lost his cargo, and been

put to no end of loss and law. You were ridiculously weak, Mr. Andrews,

to let him go, and worse than weak to let the woman go."

"Maybe so, Miss Varian, maybe so. It wouldn't be the first time, at any

rate."

"To think of that horrid creature going off and doing what she chooses!"

"I'd rather think of her in South than in North America. And as to doing

what she chooses--she'll do that, whichever continent she's on--for she

is a woman."

"You should have shut her up in prison, and made that captain suffer all

that the law could put upon him. You wouldn't appear against them

because you are too lazy, Mr. Andrews, and that is the English of it.

And so other people's children may be stolen, and other vessels go

prowling around our shores, and this sort of thing be done with perfect

impunity, Mr. Andrews, with perfect impunity."

"I am very sorry, Miss Varian, but I hope it won't be as bad as you

anticipate. There are not many women as wicked as Alphonsine, and I

don't think she will try it again."

"Try it again! Why, she will try something worse. She will never rest. I

shan't sleep easy in my bed. I do not think we are safe from her

attempts, any one of us."

Thereupon Goneril laughed, a most disrespectful laugh, though a

suppressed one, and her mistress, in a temper, ordered her out of the

parlor. She obeyed the order in the letter, but not in the spirit,

pausing to talk to Jay about the kittens, and then inviting him to the

piazza, where, the windows being open, she could hear the conversation

within as well as before. This episode broke the thread of Miss

Varian's catechism, and she forgot Alphonsine in her wrath against

Goneril. Meanwhile, a carriage drove up with visitors; Mr. Andrews

hurried to depart, Missy disappeared into the adjoining room, and Miss

Varian, being left to entertain them, soon forgot her maid's offenses.

Visitors were a balm for most wounds, with her.

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