CHAPTER XI. THE RECONCILIATION.

|THE day after a great festivity in a great house is generally a dull

one. It begins late; for both servants and guests are wearied, and

there is nothing about it which is not inferior to other days except

the luncheon, which in the way of “sweets,” at all events, is always

exceptionally good. Sir Richard, however, who went through life as

nearly as could be to an automaton, was up at his usual time; and

descending to the empty breakfast-room, beheld, seated in an arm-chair

which he had wheeled to the window, a little wizzened old man, in

brightest Hessian boots, drab breeches, and a cut-away coat with

flap-pockets of the fashion of half a century ago.

“Dr Haldane!” exclaimed the young man in extreme amazement. “God bless

my soul _and_ body!”

“I hope he will, sir,” rejoined the visitor drily, extending three

fingers somewhat stiffly.

“No, sir; surely your whole hand!” cried the baronet warmly. “Your face

is the pleasantest sight--save that of my dear mother's--that I could

hope to set eyes on in Mirk Abbey; and I am not going to be fobbed off

with such a salutation as that.”

“You get nothing more from me, Richard, unless the business I have come

about--very much against the grain, I can tell you--gets satisfactorily

accomplished.”

“Does it relate to my dear mother, sir?”

“Of course it does, young man. What else, do you think, would have had

power to break my resolution--to bring me hither--to this room, in which

I have not set foot these twenty years, and where I last sat, side by

side--with---- But what is that to you? I suppose a man is not very

likely to be moved by the memories of a dead father, who pays no respect

to the feelings of his living mother.”

“I am not aware, Dr Haldane,” began Sir Richard with some

haughtiness----

“I know _that_, sir,” broke in the other impetuously. “You are so

wrapped up in selfishness--you and that scampish brother of yours--that

neither of you have any thought except for your own miserable quarrels.

You were not aware, I dare say, that their constant repetition is

driving your mother into her grave, as they have already driven her from

her once happy home; and it is because you don't know it--because you

won't see it--that I am come hither, once for all, to inform you of the

fact. But perhaps such a little matter has no interest in your eyes: in

which case, I assure you, since it is entirely for her sake, and not at

all for yours, that I have come, I shall be exceedingly glad to go away

again.”

“Have you any message to deliver, Dr Haldane,” asked the baronet with an

angry flush, “direct from my mother, or are you merely stating your own

doubtless valuable, but quite unasked-for opinions?”

“I have a message from her to deliver to you, and to the rest of you,

young man; and if you think it worth while to send for your brother and

sister, you had better do so.”

The young man rang the bell, and gave the necessary orders. Dr Haldane

took up a book of family prayers that lay beside him, and grunted

cynically as he read Sir Richard's name on the title-page. “What a work

for a fellow like this to write his name in, who drives his mother out

of her own house!” muttered he, and then affected to be immersed in the

contents. The baronet did not reply, but occupied himself in opening his

letters, one of which was from Madame de Castellan. That lady expressed

herself as “desolated” at the news of her old friend's departure from

the Abbey, the cause of which she was dying to hear. “If, however,” ran

the postscript, “the absence of my Lady was for any reason likely to

continue, might not Mary Forest be despatched, at all events in

the meantime, to Belcomb, where Madame was absolutely without any

waiting-maid at all--with the exception of old Rachel--until another

could be procured from France, to supply the place of wicked Annette,

departed almost without a word of warning.”

“Cunning old wretch!” murmured Sir Richard, crumpling up the pale thin

paper with its scratchy foreign caligraphy, and throwing it into the

grate. “She thinks of nothing but herself.”

“How odd!” exclaimed the little doctor bitterly. “The lady's case must

be quite unique.”

Not a word more was spoken by either until Letty entered, a little pale,

but looking exquisitely lovely.

“Dear Dr Haldane, who would have thought of seeing you _here?_ How

pleased I am!”

The doctor rose with alacrity from his seat, and kissed her

affectionately upon the forehead.

“I am sure,” said she with earnest gravity, “that you have brought us

news of dearest mamma.”

“So _you_ have thought of her, have you, little one?” answered he

fondly. (Letty was about three inches taller than the doctor.) “I

fancied she would have been no longer missed. Everybody was so happy

here yesterday, I am told; and everything went on so well without her.”

“It did not, indeed,” returned Letty indignantly. “Nothing seemed to go

right in her absence, notwithstanding all I could do; and as for being

happy, I can answer for myself and my brothers, that not five minutes

elapsed all day without our thinking of her, and grieving for her loss.

And oh, dear Dr Haldane, do you know why she has left us in this sad

manner, and when we shall see her back again?”

“I have her own explanation of why she has left Mirk Abbey,” replied the

doctor; “but as for her return, that will depend upon yourselves--I mean

upon Sir Richard and Captain Lisgard. For _you_, Letty, she bids me

say have been at all times what a loving child should be to a

parent.--Master Walter, your servant, sir.--No; I will not shake hands

with a man who ruins his mother by gambling debts, and breaks her heart

with hatred of his own brother.”

“That is not true, at least I do hope, Walter?” said Sir Richard

quickly.

“No; false, upon my honour,” returned the captain. “My mother never told

you to say that, sir.”

“Not quite that--no, she did not,” admitted the little old man,

whose eyes had begun to lose their hard and inexorable expression,

notwithstanding his harsh words, from the moment that Walter entered the

room. It was so difficult even for a social philosopher to be severe and

stern with that young man. “Yet I am bound to say, Walter, that it is

you who have been most to blame with respect to that good mother,

who only lives but for her children, and whose very love for them has

compelled her to withdraw herself from beneath this roof. I will not now

dwell upon your clandestine marriage; I leave yourself to imagine how

the want of trust in your best friend as well as parent evinced in that

hasty step must have wounded her loving heart. Nor do I wish--that is

to say, your mother herself requests me not to bear hardly upon you

with respect to your gambling debts. You know the full extent of them

perhaps--yes, I was afraid of that--better than she does even yet;

but she has paid enough of them already to seriously embarrass her own

affairs.”

“I have made a solemn promise never to bet or gamble more, Dr Haldane,”

said the captain hoarsely.

“I am glad of it, Walter; but what I was about to say was, that in this

case, as well as in that of your marriage, it was not so much the error

itself, as the want of frankness evidenced by your concealment of the

matter. To be ashamed of having done wrong, is a proper feeling enough;

but if it be not accompanied by the acknowledgment of the offence, it

only shews one to be a coward, not a penitent. However, bad as your

conduct has been in these two particulars, your mother would doubtless

have done her best to forget, as she hastened in both instances to

forgive it. But what she could _not_ forget, since it happened every day

and every hour, were the quarrels between yourself and your brother.”

Here the doctor turned sharply round on the young baronet, who had been

hitherto listening, not, perhaps, without complacency, to the catalogue

of his brother's misdeeds.--“I think, from what I have seen myself,

Richard, that it is _you_ who are most in fault here. It is no use your

looking proud and cold on me. I never cared three brass farthings for

such airs, though they now and then misbecame even your poor father,

who was worth a dozen of you. But this ridiculous assumption of

superiority--founded upon mere accident of birth--naturally offends a

high-spirited young man like Walter, who, if he was in your place, would

certainly not make himself _odious_ in that way, however he might fail

in other matters belonging to your position, which suffers nothing,

I readily allow, in your able hands. That you have the administrative

faculty in a high degree, sir, I concede; but this is not Russia, and if

it were, you are not the Czar.”

“No man in Mirk ever called me a tyrant, Dr Haldane.”

“Perhaps no man ever dared, sir; but _I_ dare to say that a son whose

conduct is such that his mother can no longer bear to witness it, is

something worse than a tyrant. And be sure that if you continue so to

behave, you will never see her face under this roof again.”

“My God, but this is very horrible!” cried Sir Richard, striking his

forehead. “I had no idea--I never dreamed that matters were coming to

any such pass as this.--Walter--brother, did it seem to you that we were

so very like to Cain and Abel?”

The two young men embraced, perhaps for the first time in their lives.

“Oh, when you tell her what you have seen, sir, do you think my mother

will come back?” cried Richard, with the tears in his fine eyes.

“I cannot say that; I am sure, however, that she will be greatly

comforted. May I tell her that this is not a mere impulse of the moment,

but that you are resolved from this time forth to be brothers indeed?”

“I will do my very best, Walter.”

“And I mine, Richard,” answered the other. “Don't reproach yourself like

that”--for the vast frame of his elder brother shook with sobs--“it is

much more my fault than yours: and you have been very good to me

about my debts; kinder than most fellows in your position would have

been--yes, you have, Dick; yes, you have. How very, very long it is

since I have called you Dick; not since we were at school together! You

used to call me Watty, then, you know.”

“Yes, Watty; yes. I had almost forgotten it. Let us go to our mother

at once, lad--as we used to do when we made up our quarrels in the old

times--and ask her to come back again, and take her place here, where we

all miss her so much.--Where is she, Dr Haldane?”

“I don't know--that is, I may not tell, my boy,” returned the old

gentleman hesitatingly, who, with Letty's hand fast clasped in his, was

staring out of window as hard as he could, but his eyes were very dim.

“Have you nothing more to tell us, sir?” asked Sir Richard humbly.

“Well, no, boys. The letter”----

“The letter!” ejaculated Letty; “I remember now that dear mamma told me

herself that when this very thing should come to pass--although I little

knew at the time to what she was alluding--we should find a letter in

her desk.”

“It is not there now: she put it into my hands, and I--I tore it up,”

observed the doctor. “I have told you faithfully all that it contained,

with one exception. I do not choose to speak of that, dear Letty, and I

have your mother's permission not to do so.”

“Let me speak of it, then,” said Sir Richard, stealing his arm round his

sister's waist, and kissing her very tenderly. “The message the doctor

will not give respects yourself, dear, and his son Arthur. My foolish

pride”----

“Pride, indeed!” broke in the little old man impetuously; “your

confounded impertinence, I call it.”

“Very well, doctor,” continued the baronet smiling; “let it be so, if

you will. I had the audacity to suppose, Letty, that Mr Arthur Haldane

was not good enough for you.”

“Nor is he,” contested the little doctor with irritation. “Nobody's good

enough for Letty Lisgard. But he is as good as can be found in England,

that I will say, though the young man is my own son. And if he does not

make you a pattern husband, I'll cut him off with a shilling.”

“I shall be glad to give you away to such an honest fellow, Letty,” said

the baronet warmly; “so let that matter be considered settled.”

It was very pleasant to see the blushing girl hiding her tearful face in

the old man's arms. “O mamma, mamma,” murmured she, “how happy I should

be if you were but with us!”

“Well, well, that will be soon, I hope, my dear,” said the doctor,

patting her silken head. “I will do all I can on my part to persuade

her: I am sure I shall make her happy with this news.”

“Yes; but in the meantime,” said Letty, “how terrible it must be for

her to be all alone. If you know where she is, can you not at least send

Forest to be with her?”

“No, no; but, by the by, I have forgotten to do your mother's bidding

with respect to that very person. She expressly desired that until

her own return to Mirk, Mary may be sent to Belcomb, where Madame de

Castellan is just now in saddest need of her.”

“Ay, she writes to me that she has lost her French maid,” said Sir

Richard, picking up the crumpled note: “in that case, Mary had better go

off at once.”

“There is worse trouble at Belcomb than that,” remarked the doctor

gravely. “That poor fellow Derrick, who, I hear, made so much

disturbance at the _fête_ yesterday, has met with a sad accident.”

“Why, the man was put in the Cage quite safe,” said Sir Richard.

“Yes; but unfortunately for himself, he was let out again, and starting

in the dark over Mirkland Hill, whole drunk, and half mad, the poor

wretch wandered into the mill-yard.”

“Through that gap in the wall!” exclaimed the baronet with excitement.

“Didn't I say the very last time we went by, that some accident would

happen there, through that man Hathaway's neglect?”

“Well, it has happened now, with a vengeance,” pursued the doctor drily.

“I was sent for this morning at two o'clock, to Belcomb, where this poor

fellow had been carried, because it was a better place for him to lie in

than the mill. Hathaway had been working overtime, it seems; the sails

were going till near midnight, and the story is that this poor fellow

strayed beneath them, and was absolutely taken up and carried round;

but, at all events, he lies there, very ill--dying, I think--with

concussion of the brain, and Heaven knows what beside. I dare not-move

him even to examine his ribs.”

“Good God! what can we do for him?” exclaimed Sir Richard. “Is there

nothing we can send?”

“He has everything he requires, or that he ever will have need of, poor

fellow, in this world. But old Rachel is not a good hand at nursing,

while Madame de Castellan, although good-natured enough--for a

Frenchwoman--is quite incapable of such a task; so you couldn't do

better than send Mary, as Madame has requested, though little knowing

how much she would have need of her: her assistance will be invaluable,

and indeed some sort of help must be had at once. I am going over there

myself immediately, and will take her in my gig, if you can spare her,

Miss Letty, and will tell her to get ready.”

“By all means,” cried Letty, hastily leaving the room upon that errand.

“Of course, all notion of prosecuting this poor fellow is now put out of

the question, whatever happens,” observed the doctor.

“Quite so--quite so,” answered the baronet eagerly. “Poor drunken

wretch; I am sure I'm very sorry. And I tell you what, Dr Haldane, if

this man dies, there should be some sort of deodand laid upon that Mill.

Hathaway ought to be punished for wilful neglect.”

“That won't bring the poor man to life again, though,” observed the

doctor.

“No, of course not; though, if one may be allowed to say so, he really

led such a sad life, by all accounts, it seems almost as well that he

should end it. It would be a happy release, I mean, if he was to die,

poor fellow; don't you think so?”

“Yes, I do. It would be better for himself, and better for others,”

returned the doctor very gravely.

“Just so,” said Sir Richard; “better for all concerned. Poor man!”

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