CHAPTER VIII

AUTHORSHIP

Printers' ink stained my fingers in my boyhood; for, at the age of

fifteen, I ventured into a controversy on the slavery question, in the

columns of our county newspaper; and, in the same paper, published a

series of letters from Europe, in 1842. During my course of study in the

Princeton Theological Seminary, I was a contributor to several papers,

to _Godey's Magazine_ in Philadelphia, and to the "New Englander," a

literary and theological review published at New Haven. I wrote the

first article for the first number of the "Nassau Monthly," a Princeton

College publication, which still exists under another name. Up to the

year 1847 all my contributions had been to secular periodicals, but in

that year I ventured to send from Burlington, N.J., where I was then

preaching, a short article to the "New York Observer," signed by my

initials. This was followed by several others which, falling under the

eye of my beloved friend, the Rev. Dr. Cortland Van Rensellaer, led him

to say to me: "You are on the right track now; work on that as long as

you live," and I have obeyed his injunction. Within a year or two I

began to write for the "Presbyterian" at Philadelphia. Its proprietor

urged me to accept an editorial position, but I declined his proposal,

as I have declined several other requests to assume editorial positions

since. I would always rather write when I _choose_ than write when I

_must_, and I have never felt at liberty to hold any other position

while I was a pastor of a church. My contributions to the press never

hindered my work as a minister, for writing for the press promotes

perspicuity in preparing for the pulpit.

In the summer of 1853 I was called from the Third Presbyterian Church of

Trenton to the Market Street Reformed Church of New York City. As a

loyal Dutchman, I began to write at once for the "Christian

Intelligencer," and have continued in its clean hospitable columns to

this day. At the urgent request of Mr. Henry C. Bowen I began to write

for his "Independent," and sent to its columns over six hundred

articles; but of all my associate contributors in those days, not a

solitary one survives. In May, 1860, My first article appeared in the

_New York Evangelist_, and during these forty-two years I have tested

the patience of its readers by imposing on them more than eighteen

hundred of my lubrications. As I was preparing one of my earliest

articles, I happened to spy the blossoms of the catalpa tree before my

window, and for want of a title I headed it "_Under the Catalpa_." The

tree flourishes still, and bids fair to blossom after the hand that pens

these lines has turned to dust. I need not recapitulate the names of all

the many journals to which I have sent contributions,--many of which

have been republished in Great Britain, Australia and other parts of the

civilized world. I once gave to my friend, Mr. Arthur B. Cook, the

eminent stenographer, some statistics of the number of my articles, and

the various journals in which they had appeared in this and other

countries. He made an estimate of the extent of their publication, and

then said to me: "It would be within bounds to say that your four

thousand articles have been printed in at least two hundred millions of

copies." The production of these articles involved no small labor, but

has brought its own reward. To enter a multitude of homes week after

week; to converse with the inmates about many of the most vital

questions in morals and religion; to speak words of guidance to the

perplexed; of comfort to the troubled, and of exhortation to the saints

and to the sinful--all these involved a solemn responsibility. That this

life-work with the pen has not been without fruit I gratefully

acknowledge. When a group of railway employees, at a station in England,

gathered around me to tender their thanks for spiritual help afforded

them by my articles, I felt repaid for hours of extra labor spent in

preaching through the press.

My first attempt at book-making was during my ministry at Trenton, New

Jersey, when I published a small volume entitled "Stray Arrows." This

was followed at different times by several volumes of an experimental

and devotional character. In the spring of 1867 one of our beautiful

twin boys, at the age of four and a half years, was taken from us by a

very brief and violent attack of scarlet fever. We received a large

number of tender letters of condolence, which gave us so much comfort

that my wife suggested that they should be printed with the hope that

they might be equally comforting to other people in affliction. I

accordingly selected a number of them, added the simple story of our

precious child's short career, and handed the package to my beloved

friend and publisher, the late Mr. Peter Carter, with the request that

they be printed for private distribution. He urged, after reading them,

that I should allow him to publish them, which he did under the title of

"The Empty Crib, a Book of Consolation." That simple story of a sweet

child's life has travelled widely over the world and made our little

"Georgie" known in many a home. Mrs. Gladstone told me that when she and

her husband had read it, it recalled their own loss of a child under

similar circumstances. Dean Stanley read it aloud to Lady Augusta

Stanley in the Deanery of Westminster; and when I took him to our own

unrivalled Greenwood Cemetery he asked to be driven to the spot where

the dust of our dear boy is slumbering. Many thousands have visited that

grave and gazed with tender admiration on the exquisite marble medallion

of the childface,--by the sculptor, Charles Calverley,--which adorns the

monument.

Fourteen years afterwards, in the autumn of 1881, "the four corners of

my house were smitten" again with a heart-breaking bereavement in the

death, by typhoid fever, of our second daughter, Louise Ledyard Cuyler,

at the age of twenty-two, who possessed a most inexpressible beauty of

person and character. Her playful humor, her fascinating charm of

manner, and her many noble qualities drew to her the admiration of a

large circle of friends, as well as the pride of our parental hearts.

After her departure I wrote, through many tears, a small volume entitled

"_God's Light on Dark Clouds,"_ with the hope that it might bring some

rays of comfort into those homes that were shadowed in grief. Judging

from the numberless letters that have come to me I cannot but believe

that, of all the volumes which I have written, this one has been the

most honored of God as a message-bearer to that largest of all

households--the household of the sorrowing. Let me add that I have

published a single volume of sermons, entitled "The Eagle's Nest," and a

volume of foreign travel, "From the Nile to Norway"; but all the

remainder of my score of volumes have been of a practical and devotional

character. Of the twenty-two volumes that I have written, six have been

translated into Swedish, and two into the language of my Dutch

ancestors. Thanks be to God for the precious privilege of preaching His

glorious Gospel with the types that out-reach ten thousand tongues! And

thanks also to a number of friends, whose faces I never saw, but whose

kind words have cheered me through more than a half century of happy

labors. I cannot conclude this brief chapter without expressing my deep

obligations to that noble organization, the "American Tract Society,"

which has given a wide circulation to many of my books--including

"Heart-Life," "Newly Enlisted; or, Counsels to Young Converts"--and

"Beulah-Land," a volume of good cheer to aged pilgrims on their journey

heavenward.

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