"Come now, Guildea," he retorted, "what did you expect me to think? I

saw no indication of hysteria in you. I never have. One would suppose

you the last man likely to have such a malady. But which is more

natural--for me to believe in your hysteria or in the truth of such a

story as you told me?"

"You have me there. No, I mustn't complain. Well, there's no hysteria

about me now, at any rate."

"And no stranger in your house, I hope."

Father Murchison spoke the last words with earnest gravity, dropping the

half-bantering tone--which they had both assumed.

"You take the matter very seriously, I believe," said Guildea, also

speaking more gravely.

"How else can I take it? You wouldn't have me laugh at it when you tell

it me seriously?"

"No. If we find my visitor still in the house, I may even call upon you

to exorcise it. But first I must do one thing."

"And that is?"

"Prove to you, as well as to myself, that it is still there."

"That might be difficult," said the Father, considerably surprised by

Guildea's matter-of-fact tone.

"I don't know. If it has remained in my house I think I can find a

means. And I shall not be at all surprised if it is still there--despite

the Westgate air."

In saying the last words the Professor relapsed into his former tone of

dry chaff. The Father could not quite make up his mind whether Guildea

was feeling unusually grave or unusually gay. As the two men drew near

to Hyde Park Place their conversation died away and they walked forward

silently in the gathering darkness.

"Here we are!" said Guildea at last.

He thrust his key into the door, opened it and let Father Murchison into

the passage, following him closely and banging the door.

"Here we are!" he repeated in a louder voice.

The electric light was turned on in anticipation of his arrival. He

stood still and looked round.

"We'll have some tea at once," he said. "Ah, Pitting!"

The pale butler, who had heard the door bang, moved gently forward from

the top of the stairs that led to the kitchen, greeted his master

respectfully, took his coat and Father Murchison's cloak, and hung them

on two pegs against the wall.

"All's right, Pitting? All's as usual?" said Guildea.

"Quite so, sir."

"Bring us up some tea to the library."

"Yes, sir."

Pitting retreated. Guildea waited till he had disappeared, then opened

the dining-room door, put his head into the room and kept it there for a

moment, standing perfectly still. Presently he drew back into the

passage, shut the door, and said,

"Let's go upstairs."

Father Murchison looked at him enquiringly, but made no remark. They

ascended the stairs and came into the library. Guildea glanced rather

sharply round. A fire was burning on the hearth. The blue curtains were

drawn. The bright gleam of the strong electric light fell on the long

rows of books, on the writing table,--very orderly in consequence of

Guildea's holiday--and on the uncovered cage of the parrot. Guildea went

up to the cage. Napoleon was sitting humped up on his perch with his

feathers ruffled. His long toes, which looked as if they were covered

with crocodile skin, clung to the bar. His round and blinking eyes were

filmy, like old eyes. Guildea stared at the bird very hard, and then

clucked with his tongue against his teeth. Napoleon shook himself,

lifted one foot, extended his toes, sidled along the perch to the bars

nearest to the Professor and thrust his head against them. Guildea

scratched it with his forefinger two or three times, still gazing

attentively at the parrot; then he returned to the fire just as Pitting

entered with the tea-tray.

Father Murchison was already sitting in an armchair on one side of the

fire. Guildea took another chair and began to pour out tea, as Pitting

left the room closing the door gently behind him. The Father sipped his

tea, found it hot and set the cup down on a little table at his side.

"You're fond of that parrot, aren't you?" he asked his friend.

"Not particularly. It's interesting to study sometimes. The parrot mind

and nature are peculiar."

"How long have you had him?"

"About four years. I nearly got rid of him just before I made your

acquaintance. I'm very glad now I kept him."

"Are you? Why is that?"

"I shall probably tell you in a day or two."

The Father took his cup again. He did not press Guildea for an immediate

explanation, but when they had both finished their tea he said:

"Well, has the sea-air had the desired effect?"

"No," said Guildea.

The Father brushed some crumbs from the front of his cassock and sat up

higher in his chair.

"Your visitor is still here?" he asked, and his blue eyes became almost

ungentle and piercing as he gazed at his friend.

"Yes," answered Guildea, calmly.

"How do you know it, when did you know it--when you looked into the

dining-room just now?"

"No. Not until I came into this room. It welcomed me here."

"Welcomed you! In what way?"

"Simply by being here, by making me feel that it is here, as I might

feel that a man was if I came into the room when it was dark."

He spoke quietly, with perfect composure in his usual dry manner.

"Very well," the Father said, "I shall not try to contend against your

sensation, or to explain it away. Naturally, I am in amazement."

"So am I. Never has anything in my life surprised me so much. Murchison,

of course I cannot expect you to believe more than that I honestly

suppose--imagine, if you like--that there is some intruder here, of what

kind I am totally unaware. I cannot expect you to believe that there

really is anything. If you were in my place, I in yours, I should

certainly consider you the victim of some nervous delusion. I could not

do otherwise. But--wait. Don't condemn me as a hysteria patient, or as a

madman, for two or three days. I feel convinced that--unless I am indeed

unwell, a mental invalid, which I don't think is possible--I shall be

able very shortly to give you some proof that there is a newcomer in my

house."

"You don't tell me what kind of proof?"

"Not yet. Things must go a little farther first. But, perhaps even

to-morrow I may be able to explain myself more fully. In the meanwhile,

I'll say this, that if, eventually, I can't bring any kind of proof that

I'm not dreaming I'll let you take me to any doctor you like, and I'll

resolutely try to adopt your present view--that I'm suffering from an

absurd delusion. That is your view of course?"

Father Murchison was silent for a moment. Then he said, rather

doubtfully:

"It ought to be."

"But isn't it?" asked Guildea, surprised.

"Well, you know, your manner is enormously convincing. Still, of course,

I doubt. How can I do otherwise? The whole thing must be fancy."

The Father spoke as if he were trying to recoil from a mental position

he was being forced to take up.

"It must be fancy," he repeated.

"I'll convince you by more than my manner, or I'll not try to convince

you at all," said Guildea.

When they parted that evening, he said,

"I'll write to you in a day or two probably. I think the proof I am

going to give you has been accumulating during my absence. But I shall

soon know."

Father Murchison was extremely puzzled as he sat on the top of the

omnibus going homeward.

IV.

In two days' time he received a note from Guildea asking him to call, if

possible, the same evening. This he was unable to do as he had an

engagement to fulfil at some East End gathering. The following day was

Sunday. He wrote saying he would come on the Monday, and got a wire

shortly afterwards: "Yes, Monday come to dinner seven-thirty Guildea."

At half-past seven he stood on the doorstep of Number 100.

Pitting let him in.

"Is the Professor quite well, Pitting?" the Father enquired as he took

off his cloak.

"I believe so, sir. He has not made any complaint," the butler formally

replied. "Will you come upstairs, sir?"

Guildea met them at the door of the library. He was very pale and

sombre, and shook hands carelessly with his friend.

"Give us dinner," he said to Pitting.

As the butler retired, Guildea shut the door rather cautiously. Father

Murchison had never before seen him look so disturbed.

"You're worried, Guildea," the Father said. "Seriously worried."

"Yes, I am. This business is beginning to tell on me a good deal."

"Your belief in the presence of something here continues then?"

"Oh, dear, yes. There's no sort of doubt about the matter. The night I

went across the road into the Park something got into the house, though

what the devil it is I can't yet find out. But now, before we go down to

dinner, I'll just tell you something about that proof I promised you.

You remember?"

"Naturally."

"Can't you imagine what it might be."

Father Murchison moved his head to express a negative reply.

"Look about the room," said Guildea. "What do you see?"

The Father glanced round the room, slowly and carefully.

"Nothing unusual. You do not mean to tell me there is any appearance

of----"

"Oh, no, no, there's no conventional, white-robed, cloud-like figure.

Bless my soul, no! I haven't fallen so low as that."

He spoke with considerable irritation.

"Look again."

Father Murchison looked at him, turned in the direction of his fixed

eyes and saw the grey parrot clambering in its cage, slowly and

persistently.

"What?" he said, quickly. "Will the proof come from there?"

The Professor nodded.

"I believe so," he said. "Now let's go down to dinner. I want some food

badly."

They descended to the dining-room. While they ate and Pitting waited

upon them, the Professor talked about birds, their habits, their

curiosities, their fears and their powers of imitation. He had evidently

studied this subject with the thoroughness that was characteristic of

him in all that he did.

"Parrots," he said presently, "are extraordinarily observant. It is a

pity that their means of reproducing what they see are so limited. If it

were not so, I have little doubt that their echo of gesture would be as

remarkable as their echo of voice often is."

"But hands are missing."

"Yes. They do many things with their heads, however. I once knew an old

woman near Goring on the Thames. She was afflicted with the palsy. She

held her head perpetually sideways and it trembled, moving from right to

left. Her sailor son brought her home a parrot from one of his voyages.

It used to reproduce the old woman's palsied movement of the head

exactly. Those grey parrots are always on the watch."

Guildea said the last sentence slowly and deliberately, glancing sharply

over his wine at Father Murchison, and, when he had spoken it, a sudden

light of comprehension dawned in the Priest's mind. He opened his lips

to make a swift remark. Guildea turned his bright eyes towards Pitting,

who at the moment was tenderly bearing a cheese meringue from the lift

that connected the dining-room with the lower regions. The Father closed

his lips again. But presently, when the butler had placed some apples on

the table, had meticulously arranged the decanters, brushed away the

crumbs and evaporated, he said, quickly,

"I begin to understand. You think Napoleon is aware of the intruder?"

"I know it. He has been watching my visitant ever since the night of

that visitant's arrival."

Another flash of light came to the Priest.

"That was why you covered him with green baize one evening?"

"Exactly. An act of cowardice. His behaviour was beginning to grate upon

my nerves."

Guildea pursed up his thin lips and drew his brows down, giving to his

face a look of sudden pain.

"But now I intend to follow his investigations," he added, straightening

his features. "The week I wasted at Westgate was not wasted by him in

London, I can assure you. Have an apple."

"No, thank you; no, thank you."

The Father repeated the words without knowing that he did so. Guildea

pushed away his glass.

"Let us come upstairs, then."

"No, thank you," reiterated the Father.

"Eh?"

"What am I saying?" exclaimed the Father, getting up. "I was thinking

over this extraordinary affair."

"Ah, you're beginning to forget the hysteria theory?"

They walked out into the passage.

"Well, you are so very practical about the whole matter."

"Why not? Here's something very strange and abnormal come into my life.

What should I do but investigate it closely and calmly?"

"What, indeed?"

The Father began to feel rather bewildered, under a sort of compulsion

which seemed laid upon him to give earnest attention to a matter that

ought to strike him--so he felt--as entirely absurd. When they came into

the library his eyes immediately turned, with profound curiosity,

towards the parrot's cage. A slight smile curled the Professor's lips.

He recognised the effect he was producing upon his friend. The Father

saw the smile.

"Oh, I'm not won over yet," he said in answer to it.

"I know. Perhaps you may be before the evening is over. Here comes the

coffee. After we have drunk it we'll proceed to our experiment. Leave

the coffee, Pitting, and don't disturb us again."

"No, sir."

"I won't have it black to-night," said the Father, "plenty of milk,

please. I don't want my nerves played upon."

"Suppose we don't take coffee at all?" said Guildea. "If we do you may

trot out the theory that we are not in a perfectly normal condition. I

know you, Murchison, devout Priest and devout sceptic."

The Father laughed and pushed away his cup.

"Very well, then. No coffee."

"One cigarette, and then to business."

The grey blue smoke curled up.

"What are we going to do?" said the Father.

He was sitting bolt upright as if ready for action. Indeed there was no

suggestion of repose in the attitudes of either of the men.

"Hide ourselves, and watch Napoleon. By the way--that reminds me."

He got up, went to a corner of the room, picked up a piece of green

baize and threw it over the cage.

"I'll pull that off when we are hidden."

"And tell me first if you have had any manifestation of this supposed

presence during the last few days?"

"Merely an increasingly intense sensation of something here, perpetually

watching me, perpetually attending to all my doings."

"Do you feel that it follows you about?"

"Not always. It was in this room when you arrived. It is here now--I

feel. But, in going down to dinner, we seemed to get away from it. The

conclusion is that it remained here. Don't let us talk about it just

now."

They spoke of other things till their cigarettes were finished. Then, as

they threw away the smouldering ends, Guildea said,

"Now, Murchison, for the sake of this experiment, I suggest that we

should conceal ourselves behind the curtains on either side of the cage,

so that the bird's attention may not be drawn towards us and so

distracted from that which we want to know more about. I will pull away

the green baize when we are hidden. Keep perfectly still, watch the

bird's proceedings, and tell me afterwards how you feel about them, how

you explain them. Tread softly."

The Father obeyed, and they stole towards the curtains that fell before

the two windows. The Father concealed himself behind those on the left

of the cage, the Professor behind those on the right. The latter, as

soon as they were hidden, stretched out his arm, drew the baize down

from the cage, and let it fall on the floor.

The parrot, which had evidently fallen asleep in the warm darkness,

moved on its perch as the light shone upon it, ruffled the feathers

round its throat, and lifted first one foot and then the other. It

turned its head round on its supple, and apparently elastic, neck, and,

diving its beak into the down upon its back, made some searching

investigations with, as it seemed, a satisfactory result, for it soon

lifted its head again, glanced around its cage, and began to address

itself to a nut which had been fixed between the bars for its

refreshment. With its curved beak it felt and tapped the nut, at first

gently, then with severity. Finally it plucked the nut from the bars,

seized it with its rough, grey toes, and, holding it down firmly on the

perch, cracked it and pecked out its contents, scattering some on the

floor of the cage and letting the fractured shell fall into the china

bath that was fixed against the bars. This accomplished, the bird paused

meditatively, extended one leg backwards, and went through an elaborate

process of wing-stretching that made it look as if it were lopsided and

deformed. With its head reversed, it again applied itself to a subtle

and exhaustive search among the feathers of its wing. This time its

investigation seemed interminable, and Father Murchison had time to

realise the absurdity of the whole position, and to wonder why he had

lent himself to it. Yet he did not find his sense of humour laughing at

it. On the contrary, he was smitten by a sudden gust of horror. When he

was talking to his friend and watching him, the Professor's manner,

generally so calm, even so prosaic, vouched for the truth of his story

and the well-adjusted balance of his mind. But when he was hidden this

was not so. And Father Murchison, standing behind his curtain, with his

eyes upon the unconcerned Napoleon, began to whisper to himself the

word--madness, with a quickening sensation of pity and of dread.

The parrot sharply contracted one wing, ruffled the feathers around its

throat again, then extended its other leg backwards, and proceeded to

the cleaning of its other wing. In the still room the dry sound of the

feathers being spread was distinctly audible. Father Murchison saw the

blue curtains behind which Guildea stood tremble slightly, as if a

breath of wind had come through the window they shrouded. The clock in

the far room chimed, and a coal dropped into the grate, making a noise

like dead leaves stirring abruptly on hard ground. And again a gust of

pity and of dread swept over the Father. It seemed to him that he had

behaved very foolishly, if not wrongly, in encouraging what must surely

be the strange dementia of his friend. He ought to have declined to lend

himself to a proceeding that, ludicrous, even childish in itself, might

well be dangerous in the encouragement it gave to a diseased

expectation. Napoleon's protruding leg, extended wing and twisted neck,

his busy and unconscious devotion to the arrangement of his person, his

evident sensation of complete loneliness, most comfortable solitude,

brought home with vehemence to the Father the undignified buffoonery of

his conduct; the more piteous buffoonery of his friend. He seized the

curtains with his hands and was about to thrust them aside and issue

forth when an abrupt movement of the parrot stopped him. The bird, as

if sharply attracted by something, paused in its pecking, and, with its

head still bent backward and twisted sideways on its neck, seemed to

listen intently. Its round eye looked glistening and strained like the

eye of a disturbed pigeon. Contracting its wing, it lifted its head and

sat for a moment erect on its perch, shifting its feet mechanically up

and down, as if a dawning excitement produced in it an uncontrollable

desire of movement. Then it thrust its head forward in the direction of

the further room and remained perfectly still. Its attitude so strongly

suggested the concentration of its attention on something immediately

before it that Father Murchison instinctively stared about the room,

half expecting to see Pitting advance softly, having entered through the

hidden door. He did not come, and there was no sound in the chamber.

Nevertheless, the parrot was obviously getting excited and increasingly

attentive. It bent its head lower and lower, stretching out its neck

until, almost falling from the perch, it half extended its wings,

raising them slightly from its back, as if about to take flight, and

fluttering them rapidly up and down. It continued this fluttering

movement for what seemed to the Father an immense time. At length,

raising its wings as far as possible, it dropped them slowly and

deliberately down to its back, caught hold of the edge of its bath with

its beak, hoisted itself on to the floor of the cage, waddled to the

bars, thrust its head against them, and stood quite still in the exact

attitude it always assumed when its head was being scratched by the

Professor. So complete was the suggestion of this delight conveyed by

the bird that Father Murchison felt as if he saw a white finger gently

pushed among the soft feathers of its head, and he was seized by a most

strong conviction that something, unseen by him but seen and welcomed by

Napoleon, stood immediately before the cage.

The parrot presently withdrew its head, as if the coaxing finger had

been lifted from it, and its pronounced air of acute physical enjoyment

faded into one of marked attention and alert curiosity. Pulling itself

up by the bars it climbed again upon its perch, sidled to the left side

of the cage, and began apparently to watch something with profound

interest. It bowed its head oddly, paused for a moment, then bowed its

head again. Father Murchison found himself conceiving--from this

elaborate movement of the head--a distinct idea of a personality. The

bird's proceedings suggested extreme sentimentality combined with that

sort of weak determination which is often the most persistent. Such weak

determination is a very common attribute of persons who are partially

idiotic. Father Murchison was moved to think of these poor creatures who

will often, so strangely and unreasonably, attach themselves with

persistence to those who love them least. Like many priests, he had had

some experience of them, for the amorous idiot is peculiarly sensitive

to the attraction of preachers. This bowing movement of the parrot

recalled to his memory a terrible, pale woman who for a time haunted all

churches in which he ministered, who was perpetually endeavouring to

catch his eye, and who always bent her head with an obsequious and

cunningly conscious smile when she did so. The parrot went on bowing,

making a short pause between each genuflection, as if it waited for a

signal to be given that called into play its imitative faculty.

"Yes, yes, it's imitating an idiot," Father Murchison caught himself

saying as he watched.

And he looked again about the room, but saw nothing; except the

furniture, the dancing fire, and the serried ranks of the books.

Presently the parrot ceased from bowing, and assumed the concentrated

and stretched attitude of one listening very keenly. He opened his beak,

showing his black tongue, shut it, then opened it again. The Father

thought he was going to speak, but he remained silent, although it was

obvious that he was trying to bring out something. He bowed again two or

three times, paused, and then, again opening his beak, made some remark.

The Father could not distinguish any words, but the voice was sickly and

disagreeable, a cooing and, at the same time, querulous voice, like a

woman's, he thought. And he put his ear nearer to the curtain, listening

with almost feverish attention. The bowing was resumed, but this time

Napoleon added to it a sidling movement, affectionate and affected,

like the movement of a silly and eager thing, nestling up to someone, or

giving someone a gentle and furtive nudge. Again the Father thought of

that terrible, pale woman who had haunted churches. Several times he had

come upon her waiting for him after evening services. Once she had hung

her head smiling, had lolled out her tongue and pushed against him

sideways in the dark. He remembered how his flesh had shrunk from the

poor thing, the sick loathing of her that he could not banish by

remembering that her mind was all astray. The parrot paused, listened,

opened his beak, and again said something in the same dove-like, amorous

voice, full of sickly suggestion and yet hard, even dangerous, in its

intonation. A loathsome voice, the Father thought it. But this time,

although he heard the voice more distinctly than before, he could not

make up his mind whether it was like a woman's voice or a man's--or

perhaps a child's. It seemed to be a human voice, and yet oddly sexless.

In order to resolve his doubt he withdrew into the darkness of the

curtains, ceased to watch Napoleon and simply listened with keen

attention, striving to forget that he was listening to a bird, and to

imagine that he was overhearing a human being in conversation. After two

or three minutes' silence the voice spoke again, and at some length,

apparently repeating several times an affectionate series of

ejaculations with a cooing emphasis that was unutterably mawkish and

offensive. The sickliness of the voice, its falling intonations and its

strange indelicacy, combined with a die-away softness and meretricious

refinement, made the Father's flesh creep. Yet he could not distinguish

any words, nor could he decide on the voice's sex or age. One thing

alone he was certain of as he stood still in the darkness,--that such a

sound could only proceed from something peculiarly loathsome, could only

express a personality unendurably abominable to him, if not to

everybody. The voice presently failed, in a sort of husky gasp, and

there was a prolonged silence. It was broken by the Professor, who

suddenly pulled away the curtains that hid the Father and said to him:

"Come out now, and look."

The Father came into the light, blinking, glanced towards the cage, and

saw Napoleon poised motionless on one foot with his head under his wing.

He appeared to be asleep. The Professor was pale, and his mobile lips

were drawn into an expression of supreme disgust.

"Faugh!" he said.

He walked to the windows of the further room, pulled aside the curtains

and pushed the glass up, letting in the air. The bare trees were visible

in the grey gloom outside. Guildea leaned out for a minute drawing the

night air into his lungs. Presently he turned round to the Father, and

exclaimed abruptly,

"Pestilent! Isn't it?"

"Yes--most pestilent."

"Ever hear anything like it?"

"Not exactly."

"Nor I. It gives me nausea, Murchison, absolute physical nausea."

He closed the window and walked uneasily about the room.

"What d'you make of it?" he asked, over his shoulder.

"How d'you mean exactly?"

"Is it man's, woman's, or child's voice?"

"I can't tell, I can't make up my mind."

"Nor I."

"Have you heard it often?"

"Yes, since I returned from Westgate. There are never any words that I

can distinguish. What a voice!"

He spat into the fire.

"Forgive me," he said, throwing himself down in a chair. "It turns my

stomach--literally."

"And mine," said the Father, truly.

"The worst of it is," continued Guildea, with a high, nervous accent,

"that there's no brain with it, none at all--only the cunning of

idiotcy."

The Father started at this exact expression of his own conviction by

another.

"Why d'you start like that?" asked Guildea, with a quick suspicion which

showed the unnatural condition of his nerves.

"Well, the very same idea had occurred to me."

"What?"

"That I was listening to the voice of something idiotic."

"Ah! That's the devil of it, you know, to a man like me. I could fight

against brain--but this!"

He sprang up again, poked the fire violently, then stood on the

hearthrug with his back to it, and his hands thrust into the high

pockets of his trousers.

"That's the voice of the thing that's got into my house," he said.

"Pleasant, isn't it?"

And now there was really horror in his eyes, and in his voice.

"I must get it out," he exclaimed. "I must get it out. But how?"

He tugged at his short black beard with a quivering hand.

"How?" he continued. "For what is it? Where is it?"

"You feel it's here--now?"

"Undoubtedly. But I couldn't tell you in what part of the room."

He stared about, glancing rapidly at everything.

"Then you consider yourself haunted?" said Father Murchison.

He, too, was much moved and disturbed, although he was not conscious of

the presence of anything near them in the room.

"I have never believed in any nonsense of that kind, as you know,"

Guildea answered. "I simply state a fact which I cannot understand, and

which is beginning to be very painful to me. There is something here.

But whereas most so-called hauntings have been described to me as

inimical, what I am conscious of is that I am admired, loved, desired.

This is distinctly horrible to me, Murchison, distinctly horrible."

Father Murchison suddenly remembered the first evening he had spent with

Guildea, and the latter's expression almost of disgust, at the idea of

receiving warm affection from anyone. In the light of that long ago

conversation the present event seemed supremely strange, and almost like

a punishment for an offence committed by the Professor against humanity.

But, looking up at his friend's twitching face, the Father resolved not

to be caught in the net of his hideous belief.

"There can be nothing here," he said. "It's impossible."

"What does that bird imitate, then?"

"The voice of someone who has been here."

"Within the last week then. For it never spoke like that before, and

mind, I noticed that it was watching and striving to imitate something

before I went away, since the night that I went into the Park, only

since then."

"Somebody with a voice like that must have been here while you were

away," Father Murchison repeated, with a gentle obstinacy.

"I'll soon find out."

Guildea pressed the bell. Pitting stole in almost immediately.

"Pitting," said the Professor, speaking in a high, sharp voice, "did

anyone come into this room during my absence at the sea?"

"Certainly not, sir, except the maids--and me, sir."

"Not a soul? You are certain?"

"Perfectly certain, sir."

The cold voice of the butler sounded surprised, almost resentful. The

Professor flung out his hand towards the cage.

"Has the bird been here the whole time?"

"Yes, sir."

"He was not moved, taken elsewhere, even for a moment?"

Pitting's pale face began to look almost expressive, and his lips were

pursed.

"Certainly not, sir."

"Thank you. That will do."

The butler retired, moving with a sort of ostentatious rectitude. When

he had reached the door, and was just going out, his master called,

"Wait a minute, Pitting."

The butler paused. Guildea bit his lips, tugged at his beard uneasily

two or three times, and then said,

"Have you noticed--er--the parrot talking lately in a--a very peculiar,

very disagreeable voice?"

"Yes, sir--a soft voice like, sir."

"Ha! Since when?"

"Since you went away, sir. He's always at it."

"Exactly. Well, and what did you think of it?"

"Beg pardon, sir?"

"What do you think about his talking in this voice?"

"Oh, that it's only his play, sir."

"I see. That's all, Pitting."

The butler disappeared and closed the door noiselessly behind him.

Guildea turned his eyes on his friend.

"There, you see!" he ejaculated.

"It's certainly very odd," said the Father. "Very odd indeed. You are

certain you have no maid who talks at all like that?"

"My dear Murchison! Would you keep a servant with such a voice about you

for two days?"

"No."

"My housemaid has been with me for five years, my cook for seven. You've

heard Pitting speak. The three of them make up my entire household. A

parrot never speaks in a voice it has not heard. Where has it heard that

voice?"

"But we hear nothing?"

"No. Nor do we see anything. But it does. It feels something too. Didn't

you observe it presenting its head to be scratched?"

"Certainly it seemed to be doing so."

"It was doing so."

Father Murchison said nothing. He was full of increasing discomfort that

almost amounted to apprehension.

"Are you convinced?" said Guildea, rather irritably.

"No. The whole matter is very strange. But till I hear, see, or feel--as

you do--the presence of something, I cannot believe."

"You mean that you will not?"

"Perhaps. Well, it is time I went."

Guildea did not try to detain him, but said, as he let him out,

"Do me a favour, come again to-morrow night."

The Father had an engagement. He hesitated, looked into the Professor's

face and said,

"I will. At nine I'll be with you. Good-night."

When he was on the pavement he felt relieved. He turned round, saw

Guildea stepping into his passage, and shivered.

V.

Father Murchison walked all the way home to Bird Street that night. He

required exercise after the strange and disagreeable evening he had

spent, an evening upon which he looked back already as a man looks back

upon a nightmare. In his ears, as he walked, sounded the gentle and

intolerable voice. Even the memory of it caused him physical discomfort.

He tried to put it from him, and to consider the whole matter calmly.

The Professor had offered his proof that there was some strange

presence in his house. Could any reasonable man accept such proof?

Father Murchison told himself that no reasonable man could accept it.

The parrot's proceedings were, no doubt, extraordinary. The bird had

succeeded in producing an extraordinary illusion of an invisible

presence in the room. But that there really was such a presence the

Father insisted on denying to himself. The devoutly religious, those who

believe implicitly in the miracles recorded in the Bible, and who

regulate their lives by the messages they suppose themselves to receive

directly from the Great Ruler of a hidden World, are seldom inclined to

accept any notion of supernatural intrusion into the affairs of daily

life. They put it from them with anxious determination. They regard it

fixedly as hocus-pocus, childish if not wicked.

Father Murchison inclined to the normal view of the devoted churchman.

He was determined to incline to it. He could not--so he now told

himself--accept the idea that his friend was being supernaturally

punished for his lack of humanity, his deficiency in affection, by being

obliged to endure the love of some horrible thing, which could not be

seen, heard, or handled. Nevertheless, retribution did certainly seem to

wait upon Guildea's condition. That which he had unnaturally dreaded and

shrunk from in his thought he seemed to be now forced unnaturally to

suffer. The Father prayed for his friend that night before the little,

humble altar in the barely-furnished, cell-like chamber where he slept.

On the following evening, when he called in Hyde Park Place, the door

was opened by the housemaid, and Father Murchison mounted the stairs,

wondering what had become of Pitting. He was met at the library door by

Guildea and was painfully struck by the alteration in his appearance.

His face was ashen in hue, and there were lines beneath his eyes. The

eyes themselves looked excited and horribly forlorn. His hair and dress

were disordered and his lips twitched continually, as if he were shaken

by some acute nervous apprehension.

"What has become of Pitting?" asked the Father, grasping Guildea's hot

and feverish hand.

"He has left my service."

"Left your service!" exclaimed the Father in utter amazement.

"Yes, this afternoon."

"May one ask why?"

"I'm going to tell you. It's all part and parcel of this--this most

odious business. You remember once discussing the relations men ought to

have with their servants?"

"Ah!" cried the Father, with a flash of inspiration. "The crisis has

occurred?"

"Exactly," said the Professor, with a bitter smile. "The crisis has

occurred. I called upon Pitting to be a man and a brother. He responded

by declining the invitation. I upbraided him. He gave me warning. I

paid him his wages and told him he could go at once. And he has gone.

What are you looking at me like that for?"

"I didn't know," said Father Murchison, hastily dropping his eyes, and

looking away. "Why," he added. "Napoleon is gone too."

"I sold him to-day to one of those shops in Shaftesbury Avenue."

"Why?"

"He sickened me with his abominable imitation of--his intercourse

with--well, you know what he was at last night. Besides, I have no

further need of his proof to tell me I am not dreaming. And, being

convinced as I now am, that all I have thought to have happened has

actually happened, I care very little about convincing others. Forgive

me for saying so, Murchison, but I am now certain that my anxiety to

make you believe in the presence of something here really arose from

some faint doubt on that subject--within myself. All doubt has now

vanished."

"Tell me why."

"I will."

Both men were standing by the fire. They continued to stand while

Guildea went on,

"Last night I felt it."

"What?" cried the Father.

"I say that last night, as I was going upstairs to bed, I felt something

accompanying me and nestling up against me."

"How horrible!" exclaimed the Father, involuntarily.

Guildea smiled drearily.

"I will not deny the horror of it. I cannot, since I was compelled to

call on Pitting for assistance."

"But--tell me--what was it, at least what did it seem to be?"

"It seemed to be a human being. It seemed, I say; and what I mean

exactly is that the effect upon me was rather that of human contact than

of anything else. But I could see nothing, hear nothing. Only, three

times, I felt this gentle, but determined, push against me, as if to

coax me and to attract my attention. The first time it happened I was on

the landing outside this room, with my foot on the first stair. I will

confess to you, Murchison, that I bounded upstairs like one pursued.

That is the shameful truth. Just as I was about to enter my bedroom,

however, I felt the thing entering with me, and, as I have said,

squeezing, with loathsome, sickening tenderness, against my side.

Then----"

He paused, turned towards the fire and leaned his head on his arm. The

Father was greatly moved by the strange helplessness and despair of the

attitude. He laid his hand affectionately on Guildea's shoulder.

"Then?"

Guildea lifted his head. He looked painfully abashed.

"Then, Murchison, I am ashamed to say I broke down, suddenly,

unaccountably, in a way I should have thought wholly impossible to me. I

struck out with my hands to thrust the thing away. It pressed more

closely to me. The pressure, the contact became unbearable to me. I

shouted out for Pitting. I--I believe I must have cried--'Help.'"

"He came, of course?"

"Yes, with his usual soft, unemotional quiet. His calm--its opposition

to my excitement of disgust and horror--must, I suppose, have irritated

me. I was not myself, no, no!"

He stopped abruptly. Then--

"But I need hardly tell you that," he added, with most piteous irony.

"And what did you say to Pitting?"

"I said that he should have been quicker. He begged my pardon. His cold

voice really maddened me, and I burst out into some foolish,

contemptible diatribe, called him a machine, taunted him, then--as I

felt that loathsome thing nestling once more to me,--begged him to

assist me, to stay with me, not to leave me alone--I meant in the

company of my tormentor. Whether he was frightened, or whether he was

angry at my unjust and violent manner and speech a moment before, I

don't know. In any case he answered that he was engaged as a butler, and

not to sit up all night with people. I suspect he thought I had taken

too much to drink. No doubt that was it. I believe I swore at him as a

coward--I! This morning he said he wished to leave my service. I gave

him a month's wages, a good character as a butler, and sent him off at

once."

"But the night? How did you pass it?"

"I sat up all night."

"Where? In your bedroom?"

"Yes--with the door open--to let it go."

"You felt that it stayed?"

"It never left me for a moment, but it did not touch me again. When it

was light I took a bath, lay down for a little while, but did not close

my eyes. After breakfast I had the explanation with Pitting and paid

him. Then I came up here. My nerves were in a very shattered condition.

Well, I sat down, tried to write, to think. But the silence was broken

in the most abominable manner."

"How?"

"By the murmur of that appalling voice, that voice of a love-sick idiot,

sickly but determined. Ugh!"

He shuddered in every limb. Then he pulled himself together, assumed,

with a self-conscious effort, his most determined, most aggressive,

manner, and added:

"I couldn't stand that. I had come to the end of my tether; so I sprang

up, ordered a cab to be called, seized the cage and drove with it to a

bird shop in Shaftesbury Avenue. There I sold the parrot for a trifle. I

think, Murchison, that I must have been nearly mad then, for, as I came

out of the wretched shop, and stood for an instant on the pavement among

the cages of rabbits, guinea-pigs, and puppy dogs, I laughed aloud. I

felt as if a load was lifted from my shoulders, as if in selling that

voice I had sold the cursed thing that torments me. But when I got back

to the house it was here. It's here now. I suppose it will always be

here."

He shuffled his feet on the rug in front of the fire.

"What on earth am I to do?" he said. "I'm ashamed of myself, Murchison,

but--but I suppose there are things in the world that certain men simply

can't endure. Well, I can't endure this, and there's an end of the

matter."

He ceased. The Father was silent. In presence of this extraordinary

distress he did not know what to say. He recognised the uselessness of

attempting to comfort Guildea, and he sat with his eyes turned, almost

moodily, to the ground. And while he sat there he tried to give himself

to the influences within the room, to feel all that was within it. He

even, half-unconsciously, tried to force his imagination to play tricks

with him. But he remained totally unaware of any third person with them.

At length he said,

"Guildea, I cannot pretend to doubt the reality of your misery here. You

must go away, and at once. When is your Paris lecture?"

"Next week. In nine days from now."

"Go to Paris to-morrow then, you say you have never had any

consciousness that this--this thing pursued you beyond your own front

door!"

"Never--hitherto."

"Go to-morrow morning. Stay away till after your lecture. And then let

us see if the affair is at an end. Hope, my dear friend, hope."

He had stood up. Now he clasped the Professor's hand.

"See all your friends in Paris. Seek distractions. I would ask you also

to seek--other help."

He said the last words with a gentle, earnest gravity and simplicity

that touched Guildea, who returned his handclasp almost warmly.

"I'll go," he said. "I'll catch the ten o'clock train, and to-night I'll

sleep at an hotel, at the Grosvenor--that's close to the station. It

will be more convenient for the train."

As Father Murchison went home that night he kept thinking of that

sentence: "It will be more convenient for the train." The weakness in

Guildea that had prompted its utterance appalled him.

VI.

No letter came to Father Murchison from the Professor during the next

few days, and this silence reassured him, for it seemed to betoken that

all was well. The day of the lecture dawned, and passed. On the

following morning, the Father eagerly opened the Times, and scanned its

pages to see if there were any report of the great meeting of scientific

men which Guildea had addressed. He glanced up and down the columns with

anxious eyes, then suddenly his hands stiffened as they held the sheets.

He had come upon the following paragraph:

"We regret to announce that Professor Frederic Guildea was suddenly

seized with severe illness yesterday evening while addressing a

scientific meeting in Paris. It was observed that he looked very

pale and nervous when he rose to his feet. Nevertheless, he spoke in

French fluently for about a quarter of an hour. Then he appeared to

become uneasy. He faltered and glanced about like a man

apprehensive, or in severe distress. He even stopped once or twice,

and seemed unable to go on, to remember what he wished to say. But,

pulling himself together with an obvious effort, he continued to

address the audience. Suddenly, however, he paused again, edged

furtively along the platform, as if pursued by something which he

feared, struck out with his hands, uttered a loud, harsh cry and

fainted. The sensation in the hall was indescribable. People rose

from their seats. Women screamed, and, for a moment, there was a

veritable panic. It is feared that the Professor's mind must have

temporarily given way owing to overwork. We understand that he will

return to England as soon as possible, and we sincerely hope that

necessary rest and quiet will soon have the desired effect, and that

he will be completely restored to health and enabled to prosecute

further the investigations which have already so benefited the

world."

The Father dropped the paper, hurried out into Bird Street, sent a wire

of enquiry to Paris, and received the same day the following reply:

"Returning to-morrow. Please call evening. Guildea." On that evening the

Father called in Hyde Park Place, was at once admitted, and found

Guildea sitting by the fire in the library, ghastly pale, with a heavy

rug over his knees. He looked like a man emaciated by a long and severe

illness, and in his wide open eyes there was an expression of fixed

horror. The Father started at the sight of him, and could scarcely

refrain from crying out. He was beginning to express his sympathy when

Guildea stopped him with a trembling gesture.

"I know all that," Guildea said, "I know. This Paris affair----" He

faltered and stopped.

"You ought never to have gone," said the Father. "I was wrong. I ought

not to have advised your going. You were not fit."

"I was perfectly fit," he answered, with the irritability of sickness.

"But I was--I was accompanied by that abominable thing."

He glanced hastily round him, shifted his chair and pulled the rug

higher over his knees. The Father wondered why he was thus wrapped up.

For the fire was bright and red and the night was not very cold.

"I was accompanied to Paris," he continued, pressing his upper teeth

upon his lower lip.

He paused again, obviously striving to control himself. But the effort

was vain. There was no resistance in the man. He writhed in his chair

and suddenly burst forth in a tone of hopeless lamentation.

"Murchison, this being, thing--whatever it is--no longer leaves me even

for a moment. It will not stay here unless I am here, for it loves me,

persistently, idiotically. It accompanied me to Paris, stayed with me

there, pursued me to the lecture hall, pressed against me, caressed me

while I was speaking. It has returned with me here. It is here now,"--he

uttered a sharp cry,--"now, as I sit here with you. It is nestling up to

me, fawning upon me, touching my hands. Man, man, can't you feel that it

is here?"

"No," the Father answered truly.

"I try to protect myself from its loathsome contact," Guildea continued,

with fierce excitement, clutching the thick rug with both hands. "But

nothing is of any avail against it. Nothing. What is it? What can it be?

Why should it have come to me that night?"

"Perhaps as a punishment," said the Father, with a quick softness.

"For what?"

"You hated affection. You put human feelings aside with contempt. You

had, you desired to have, no love for anyone. Nor did you desire to

receive any love from anything. Perhaps this is a punishment."

Guildea stared into his face.

"D'you believe that?" he cried.

"I don't know," said the Father. "But it may be so. Try to endure it,

even to welcome it. Possibly then the persecution will cease."

"I know it means me no harm," Guildea exclaimed, "it seeks me out of

affection. It was led to me by some amazing attraction which I exercise

over it ignorantly. I know that. But to a man of my nature that is the

ghastly part of the matter. If it would hate me, I could bear it. If it

would attack me, if it would try to do me some dreadful harm, I should

become a man again. I should be braced to fight against it. But this

gentleness, this abominable solicitude, this brainless worship of an

idiot, persistent, sickly, horribly physical, I cannot endure. What does

it want of me? What would it demand of me? It nestles to me. It leans

against me. I feel its touch, like the touch of a feather, trembling

about my heart, as if it sought to number my pulsations, to find out the

inmost secrets of my impulses and desires. No privacy is left to me." He

sprang up excitedly. "I cannot withdraw," he cried, "I cannot be alone,

untouched, unworshipped, unwatched for even one-half second. Murchison,

I am dying of this, I am dying."

He sank down again in his chair, staring apprehensively on all sides,

with the passion of some blind man, deluded in the belief that by his

furious and continued effort he will attain sight. The Father knew well

that he sought to pierce the veil of the invisible, and have knowledge

of the thing that loved him.

"Guildea," the Father said, with insistent earnestness, "try to endure

this--do more--try to give this thing what it seeks."

"But it seeks my love."

"Learn to give it your love and it may go, having received what it came

for."

"T'sh! You talk as a priest. Suffer your persecutors. Do good to them

that despitefully use you. You talk as a priest."

"As a friend I spoke naturally, indeed, right out of my heart. The idea

suddenly came to me that all this,--truth or seeming, it doesn't matter

which,--may be some strange form of lesson. I have had lessons--painful

ones. I shall have many more. If you could welcome----"

"I can't! I can't!" Guildea cried fiercely. "Hatred! I can give it

that,--always that, nothing but that--hatred, hatred."

He raised his voice, glared into the emptiness of the room, and

repeated, "Hatred!"

As he spoke the waxen pallor of his cheeks increased, until he looked

like a corpse with living eyes. The Father feared that he was going to

collapse and faint, but suddenly he raised himself upon his chair and

said, in a high and keen voice, full of suppressed excitement:

"Murchison, Murchison!"

"Yes. What is it?"

An amazing ecstasy shone in Guildea's eyes.

"It wants to leave me," he cried. "It wants to go! Don't lose a moment!

Let it out! The window--the window!"

The Father, wondering, went to the near window, drew aside the curtains

and pushed it open. The branches of the trees in the garden creaked

drily in the light wind. Guildea leaned forward on the arms of his

chair. There was silence for a moment. Then Guildea, speaking in a rapid

whisper, said,

"No, no. Open this door--open the hall door. I feel--I feel that it will

return the way it came. Make haste--ah, go!"

The Father obeyed--to soothe him, hurried to the door and opened it

wide. Then he glanced back at Guildea. He was standing up, bent forward.

His eyes were glaring with eager expectation, and, as the Father turned,

he made a furious gesture towards the passage with his thin hands.

The Father hastened out and down the stairs. As he descended in the

twilight he fancied he heard a slight cry from the room behind him, but

he did not pause. He flung the hall door open, standing back against the

wall. After waiting a moment--to satisfy Guildea, he was about to close

the door again, and had his hand on it, when he was attracted

irresistibly to look forth towards the park. The night was lit by a

young moon, and, gazing through the railings, his eyes fell upon a bench

beyond them.

Upon this bench something was sitting, huddled together very strangely.

The Father remembered instantly Guildea's description of that former

night, that night of Advent, and a sensation of horror-stricken

curiosity stole through him.

Was there then really something that had indeed come to the Professor?

And had it finished its work, fulfilled its desire and gone back to its

former existence?

The Father hesitated a moment in the doorway. Then he stepped out

resolutely and crossed the road, keeping his eyes fixed upon this black

or dark object that leaned so strangely upon the bench. He could not

tell yet what it was like, but he fancied it was unlike anything with

which his eyes were acquainted. He reached the opposite path, and was

about to pass through the gate in the railings, when his arm was

brusquely grasped. He started, turned round, and saw a policeman eyeing

him suspiciously.

"What are you up to?" said the policeman.

The Father was suddenly aware that he had no hat upon his head, and that

his appearance, as he stole forward in his cassock, with his eyes

intently fixed upon the bench in the Park, was probably unusual enough

to excite suspicion.

"It's all right, policeman," he answered, quickly, thrusting some money

into the constable's hand.

Then, breaking from him, the Father hurried towards the bench, bitterly

vexed at the interruption. When he reached it nothing was there.

Guildea's experience had been almost exactly repeated and, filled with

unreasonable disappointment, the Father returned to the house, entered

it, shut the door and hastened up the narrow stairway into the library.

On the hearthrug, close to the fire, he found Guildea lying with his

head lolled against the armchair from which he had recently risen. There

was a shocking expression of terror on his convulsed face. On examining

him the Father found that he was dead.

The doctor, who was called in, said that the cause of death was failure

of the heart.

When Father Murchison was told this, he murmured:

"Failure of the heart! It was that then!"

He turned to the doctor and said:

"Could it have been prevented?"

The doctor drew on his gloves and answered:

"Possibly, if it had been taken in time. Weakness of the heart requires

a great deal of care. The Professor was too much absorbed in his work.

He should have lived very differently."

The Father nodded.

"Yes, yes," he said, sadly.

THE LADY AND THE BEGGAR.

THE LADY AND THE BEGGAR.

Nothing in life is more rare than the conversion of a person who is

"close" about money into one generous, open-handed and lavish. The

sparrow will sooner become the peacock than the miser the spendthrift.

And if this is so, if such a transformation seldom occurs in life, it is

even more unusual for a man or woman to leave behind in dying a

manifesto which contradicts in set terms the obvious and universally

recognised tendency of their whole existence. Naturally, therefore, the

provisions of Mrs. Errington's will surprised the world. Old gentlemen

in Clubs stared upon the number of the Illustrated London News which

announced the disposal of her money as they might have stared upon the

head of Medusa. The fidgety seemed turned to stone as they read. The

thoughtless gaped. As for the thoughtful, this will drove them to deep

meditation, and set them walking in a maze of surmises, from which they

found no outlet. One or two, religiously inclined, recalled that saying

concerning the rich individual and the passage of a camel through a

needle's eye. Possibly it had come home to Mrs. Errington upon her

death-bed. Possibly, as her end drew near she had perceived herself

tower to camel size, the entrance to Paradise shrink to the

circumference which refuses to receive a thread manipulated by an

unsteady hand. Yes, yes; they began to expand in unctuous conjecture

that merged into deliberate assertion, when some one remarked that Mrs.

Errington had died in exactly three minutes of the rupture of a

blood-vessel on the brain. So this comfortable theory was exploded. And

no other seemed tenable. No other explained the fact that this wealthy

woman, notorious during her life for her miserly disposition, her

neglect of charity, her curious hatred of the poor and complete

emancipation from the tender shackles of philanthropy, bequeathed at

death the greater part of her fortune to the destitute of London, and to

the honest beggars whom fate persistently castigates, whom even Labour

declines to accept as toilers at the meanest wage.

Only Horace Errington, the dead woman's sole child, and Captain

Hindford, of the Life Guards, exactly knew the truth of the matter. And

this truth was so strange, and must have seemed so definite a lie to the

majority of mankind, that it was never given to the world. Not even the

rescued poor who found themselves received into the Errington Home as

into some heaven with four beautiful walls, knew why there had sprung up

such a home and why they were in it. The whole affair was discussed

ardently at the time, argued about, contested, and dropped. Mystery

veiled it. Like many things that happen, it remained an inexplicable

enigma to the world. And finally, the world forgot it. But Horace

Errington remembered it, more especially when he heard light-hearted

people merrily laughing at certain strange shadows of things unseen

which will, at times, intrude into the most frivolous societies, turning

the meditative to thoughts deep as dark and silent-flowing rivers, the

careless to frisky sneers and the gibes which fly forth in flocks from

the dense undergrowths of ignorance.

The Erringtons were magnets, and irresistibly attracted gold instead of

steel. Mr. Errington died comparatively young, overwhelmed by the

benefits showered upon him by Fortune, which continued to dog

persistently the steps of his widow, whom he left with one child,

Horace. This boy was destined by his father's will to be a millionaire,

and had no need of any money from his mother, so that, eventually, Mrs.

Errington did him no wrong by the bequest which so troubled the curious.

She was a brilliant and an attractive woman, sparkling as a diamond, and

apparently as hard. That she loved Horace there was no doubt, and he had

adored her. Yet he could not influence her as most only sons can

influence their mothers. She was liberally gifted with powers of

resistance, and in all directions opposed impenetrable barriers to the

mental or spiritual assaults of those with whom she came in contact. It

seemed impossible for Mrs. Errington to receive, like a waxen tablet, a

definite impression. She was so completely herself that she walked the

world as one clad in armour which turned aside all weapons. This might

have been partly the reason why men found her so attractive, partly,

also, the reason why Horace considered her, even while he was not yet

acquainted with trousers, as so very wonderful among women.

Among many indifferences, Mrs. Errington included a definite

indifference to the sufferings of those less fortunate than herself.

Legacies came to her as often as mendicants to Victor Hugo's Bishop of

D----. She received them with a quiet greediness so prettily concealed

at first that nobody called it vulgar. As time went on this greediness

grew to gluttony. Mrs. Errington began to feel that fatal influence

which came upon the man who built walls with his gold, and each day

longed to see the walls rise higher round him. A passion for mere

possession seized her and dominated her. Even, she permitted the world,

always curiously nosing, like a dog, in people's gutters, to become

aware of this passion. This beautifully dressed, gay and clever woman

was known to be an eager miser by her acquaintance first, and last by

her own son Horace. It is true that she spent money on the so-called

"good things" of life, gave admirable dinners, and would as soon have

gone without clothes as without her opera-box. But she practised an

intense economy in many secret and some public ways, and, more

especially, she was completely deaf to those appeals of suffering, and

sometimes of charlatanry, which besiege our ears in London, so full of

wily outcasts and of those who are terribly in need. Mrs. Errington's

name figured in no charitable lists. She seldom even gave her patronage

to a bazaar, and, above all things, she positively abhorred the beggars

who make the streets and parks their hunting-grounds, who hover before

doorsteps, and grow up from the ground, like mustard-seeds, when a

luggage-laden cab stops or a carriage unblessed with a groom pauses

before a shop.

Horace knew this hatred very well, so well that, although his nature was

as lavish as his mother's was mean, he seldom sought to rouse any pity

in her pitiless heart, or to strike the rock from which experience had

taught him that no water would gush out. Every habit of conduct, is,

however, broken through now and then, when the moment is exceptional and

the soul is deeply stirred. And this reticent mood of the boy when with

his mother one day received a shock which drove him into a contest with

her, and moved him to strive against the obedience which his love for

her habitually imposed upon him.

It was spring-time. Horace, now sixteen, and long established at Eton,

was at home for the Easter vacation, which he was spending with Mrs.

Errington, not at their country place, but in her town house in Park

Lane. One morning, when the City was smiling with sunshine, and was so

full of the breath of the sweet season that in quiet corners it seemed

in some strange and indefinite way almost Countrified, Horace went into

Mrs. Errington's boudoir and begged her to come out for a walk in the

Park, where he had already been bicycling before breakfast. When there

was no question of money she was always ready to accede to any request

of the boy's, and she got up at once from her writing-table--she was

just sending a short note of refusal to subscribe to some charity

pressed upon her attention by a hopeful clergyman--and went to her room

to put on her hat. Five minutes later she and Horace set forth.

Weather may have a softening or a hardening influence on the average

person. On Mrs. Errington it had neither. She felt much the same

essentially in a thunderstorm or in midsummer moonlight, on a black,

frost-bound winter's day, or on such a perfect and tender spring morning

as that on which she now passed through the park-gate with her son. She

never drew weather into her soul, but calmly recognised it as a fact

suitable for illustration on the first page of the Daily Graphic. Now

she walked gaily into the Row with Horace, looking about her for

acquaintances. She found some, and would not have been sorry to linger

with them. But Horace wanted her to go further afield, and accordingly

they soon moved on towards the Serpentine. It was when they were just in

sight of the water that they met Captain Hindford, already alluded to as

a man who had eventually more knowledge than other people of the events

which led to the drawing-up of Mrs. Errington's strange will. He was one

of the many men who admired Mrs. Errington while wondering at her narrow

and excommunicative disposition. And he stopped to speak to her with the

eager readiness which is so flattering to a woman. The spring, so much

discussed, was lightly discussed again, and, by some inadvertence, no

doubt, Captain Hindford, who was almost as genial as if he had lived in

the days of Dickens, was led to exclaim--

"By Jove, Mrs. Errington, this first sunshine's as seductive as a pretty

child--makes one ready to do anything! Why, I saw an old

crossing-sweeper just now sweeping nothing at all--for it's as dry as a

bone, you see--and I had to fork out a sixpence; encouraged useless

industry just because of the change in the weather, 'pon my word, eh?"

Mrs. Errington's lips tightened ever so little.

"A great mistake, Captain Hindford," she said drily.

Horace looked at his mother with a sort of bright, boyish curiosity.

Although he knew so well what her nature was like, it did not cease to

surprise him.

"You think so?" said the Captain. "Well, perhaps, you're right; I don't

know. Daresay I've been a fool. Still, you know a fool in sunshine is

better than a wise man in a fog; 'pon my word, yes, eh?"

Mrs. Errington did not verbally agree, and they parted after the Captain

had accepted an invitation to dine quietly in Park Lane that evening.

"Devilish odd woman, devilish odd!" was Hindford's comment. And he

watched the mother's and son's retreating figures with a certain

astonishment.

"Wonder what the boy thinks of her?" he muttered. "Jove, if there isn't

a beggar going after them! She'll soon settle him!"

And he remained standing to watch the encounter. From where he stood he

had seen the beggar, who had been half-sitting, half-lying, on a bench

facing the water, glance up at Mrs. Errington and her son as they

passed, partially raise himself up, gaze after them, and finally rise to

his feet and follow their footsteps. Hindford could only see the man's

back. It was long, slightly bending, and apparently youngish. A thin but

scrupulously neat coat of some poor shiny and black material covered it,

and hung from the man's shoulders loosely, forming two folds which were

almost like two gently rounded hills with a shallow valley running

between them up to the blades of the shoulders. Certainly the coat

didn't fit very well. The Captain watched, expecting to see this beggar

address an appeal to Mrs. Errington or Horace. But apparently the man

was nervous or half-hearted, for he followed them slowly, without

catching them up, until the trio vanished from view on the bank of the

Serpentine.

When this disappearance took place the Captain was conscious of an

absurd feeling of disappointment. He could not understand why he felt

any anxiety to see Mrs. Errington refuse a beggar alms. Yet he would

gladly have followed, like a spy, to behold a commonplace and dingy

event. Despite the apparent reluctance of the beggar to ply his trade,

Hindford felt convinced that presently the man would approach Mrs.

Errington and be promptly sent about his business. Her negative would,

no doubt, be eager enough even upon this exquisite and charitable

morning. Wishing devoutly that, being a gentleman, he had not to conform

to an unwritten code of manners, Hindford walked away. And, as he

walked, he saw continually the back of the beggar with that black coat

of the two hills and the valley between the shoulder-blades.

Meanwhile, Mrs. Errington and Horace, quite unaware that they were being

followed, pursued their way. There were a few boats out on the water,

occupied by inexpert oarsmen whose frantic efforts to seem natural and

serene in this to them new and complicated art drew the undivided

attention of the boy, a celebrated "wet Bob." Mrs. Errington was

thinking about her latest investments and watching the golden walls grow

higher about her. Mother and son were engrossed, and did not hear a low

voice say, "I beg your pardon!" until it had uttered the words more than

once. Then Horace looked round. He saw a tall and very pale young man,

neatly though poorly dressed in dark trousers and a thin loose black

coat that might have been made of alpaca, and fitted badly. This man's

face was gaunt and meagre, the features were pointed, the mouth was

piteous. His eyes blazed with some terrible emotion, it seemed, and when

Horace looked round a sudden patch of scarlet burned on his white and

bony cheeks. Horace's attention was pinned by his appearance, which was

at the same time dull and piercing, as the human aspect becomes in the

tremendous moment of an existence. This man's soul seemed silently

screaming out in his glance, his posture, his chalk-white cheeks starred

with scarlet spots, his long-fingered hands drooping down in the shadow

of his ill-fitting coat, which fluttered in the breeze. Horace turned,

looked, and stood still. The man also stood still. Mrs. Errington looked

sharply round.

"What is it, Horace?" she said.

She glanced at the man, and her lips tightened.

"Come along, Horace," she said. "Come!"

But Horace, who seemed fascinated by the spectre that had claimed their

attention, still hesitated, and the man, noticing this, half held out

one hand and murmured in a husky voice--

"I am starving."

With the words, the scarlet spots in his cheeks deepened to a fiercer

hue, and he hung his head like one abruptly overwhelmed with shame.

"For God's sake give me something!" he muttered. "I've--I've never done

this before."

Horace's hand went to his waistcoat pocket, but before he could take out

a coin Mrs. Errington had decisively intervened.

"Horace, I forbid you," she said.

"Mater!"

"Understand--I forbid you."

She took his arm and they walked on, leaving the man standing by the

water-side. He did not follow them or repeat his dismal statement, only

let his head drop forward on his bosom, while his fingers twisted

themselves convulsively together.

Meanwhile a hot argument was proceeding between Mrs. Errington and

Horace. For once it seemed that the boy was inclined to defy his mother.

"Let me give him something--only a few coppers," he said.

"No; beggars ought not to be encouraged."

"That chap isn't a regular beggar. I'll wager anything it's true. He is

starving."

"Nonsense! They always say so."

"Mater--stop! I must----"

Horace paused resolutely and looked round. In the distance the man could

still be seen standing where they had left him, his head drooped, his

narrow shoulders hunched slightly forward.

"Let me run back," the boy went on; "I won't be a minute."

But Mrs. Errington's curious parsimony was roused now to full activity.

"I will not allow it," she said; "the man is probably a thief and a

drunkard. Hyde Park swarms with bad characters."

"Bad character or not, he's starving. Anyone can see that."

"Then let him starve. It's his own fault. Let him starve! Nobody need

unless they have committed some folly, or, worse, some crime. There's

bread enough for all who deserve to live. I have no sympathy with all

this preposterous pauperising which goes by the name of charity. It's a

fad, a fashion--nothing more."

She forced her son to walk on. As they went he cast a last glance back

at the beggar.

"Mater, you're cruel!" he said, moved by a strength of emotion that was

unusual in him--"hard and cruel!"

Mrs. Errington made no reply. She had gained her point, and cared for

little else.

"You'll repent this some day," Horace continued.

He was in a passion, and scarcely knew what he was saying. Strings

seemed drawn tightly round his heart, and angry tears rose to his eyes.

"You'll repent it, I bet!" he added.

Then he relapsed into silence, feeling that if he spoke again he would

lose all the self-control that a boy of sixteen thinks so much of.

All that day Horace thought incessantly of the beggar, and felt an

increasing sense of anger against his mother. He found himself looking

furtively at her, as one looks at a stranger, and thinking her face hard

and pitiless. She seemed to him as someone whom he had never really

known till now, as some one whom, now that he knew her, he feared. Why

his mind dwelt so perpetually upon a casual beggar he couldn't

understand. But so it was. He saw perpetually the man's white face,

fierce and ashamed eyes, the gesture at once hungry and abashed with

which he asked for charity. All day the vision haunted the boy in the

sunshine.

Mrs. Errington, on her part, calmly ignored the incident of the morning

and appeared not to notice any change in her son's demeanour. In the

evening Captain Hindford came to dine. He was struck by Horace's

glumness, and in his frank way openly chaffed the boy about it.

"What's up with this young scoundrel?" he said to Mrs. Errington.

Horace grew very red.

"Horace is not very well to-day," said his mother.

"Mater, that's not true--I'm all right."

"I think it more charitable to suppose you seedy," she replied.

"Charitable!" Horace cried. "Well, Mater, what on earth do you know

about charity?"

Captain Hindford began to look embarrassed, and endeavoured to change

the subject, but Horace suddenly burst out into the story of the

beggar.

"It was just after you left us," he said to the Captain.

"I saw the fellow following you," the Captain said. Then he turned to

Mrs. Errington. "These chaps are the plague of the Park," he added.

"Exactly. That is what I tell Horace."

"I don't care!" the boy said stoutly. "He _was_ starving, and we were

brutes not to give him something. The Mater'll be sorry for it some day.

I know it. I can feel it."

Captain Hindford began to talk about French plays rather hastily.

When Mrs. Errington went up to the drawing-room, Horace suddenly said to

the Captain--

"I say, Hindford, do me a good turn to-night, will you?"

"Well, old chap, what is it, eh?"

"When you say 'good-night,' don't really go."

The Captain looked astonished.

"But----" he began.

"Wait outside a second for me. When the Mater's gone to bed I want you

to come into the Park with me."

"The Park? What for?"

"To find that beggar chap. I bet he's there. Lots of his sort sleep

there, you know. I want to give him something. And--somehow--I'd like

you to come with me. Besides, it doesn't do to go looking for anyone in

the Park alone at night."

"That's true," the Captain said. "All right, Errington; I'll come."

And, after bidding Mrs. Errington good-night, he lingered in Park Lane

till he was joined by Horace. They turned at once into the Park and

began to make their way in the direction of the Serpentine. It was a

soft night, full of the fine and minute rain that belongs especially to

spring weather. The clocks of the town had struck eleven, and most of

the legitimate sweethearts who make the Park their lover's walk had gone

home, leaving this realm of lawns and trees and waters to the

night-birds, the pickpockets, the soldiers, and the unhealthily curious

persons over whom it exercises such a continual and gloomy fascination.

Hindford and Horace could have seen many piteous sights had they cared

to as they walked down the long path by the Row. The boy peered at each

seat as they passed, and once or twice hesitated by some thin and tragic

figure, stretched in uneasy slumber or bowed in staring reverie face to

face with the rainy night. But from each in turn he drew back,

occasionally followed by a muttered oath or a sharp ejaculation.

"I bet he'll be somewhere by the Serpentine," the boy said to Hindford.

And they walked on till at length they reached the black sheet of water

closely muffled in the night.

"We met him somewhere just here," Horace said.

"I know," Hindford rejoined. "He got up from this seat. But he may be a

dozen miles off by now."

"No," Horace said, with a curious pertinacity; "I'm sure he's about here

still. He looked like a man with no home. Ugh! how dreary it is! Come

along, Hindford."

The good-natured Captain obeyed, and they went on by the cheerless

water, which was only partially revealed in the blackness. Suddenly they

both stopped.

"What's that?" Horace exclaimed.

A shrill whistle, followed by shouts, came to them, apparently from the

water. Then there was an answering whistle from somewhere in the Park.

"It's the police," said Hindford. "There's something up."

They hurried on, and in a moment saw what looked like a great black

shadow, rising out of the water, lifting in his arms another shadow,

which drooped and hung down with the little waves curling round it. As

they drew close they saw that the first shadow was a policeman, up to

his waist in the water, and the second shadow was a man whom he held in

his arms, as he waded with difficulty to the shore.

"Lend a hand, mates," he shouted as he saw them.

Just then a light shone out over the black lake from the bull's-eye of a

second policeman who had hurried up in answer to his comrade's whistle.

Between them they quickly got the man on shore, and laid him down on the

path on his back. The bull's-eye lantern, turned full on him, lit up a

face that seemed all bony structure, staring eyes, a mouth out of which

the water dripped. He had no coat on and his thin arms were like those

of a skeleton.

"Dead as a door-nail," said the first policeman. "A case of suicide."

"God! Hindford, it's he! It's the chap who asked me for money this

morning!" whispered Horace. "Is he really dead?"

The Captain, who had been examining the body and feeling the heart,

nodded. Horace gazed upon the white face with a sort of awful curiosity.

He had never before looked at a corpse.

"Look here, Errington," Hindford said to the boy that night as he parted

from him in Park Lane, "don't tell your mother anything of this."

"But--but, Hindford----"

"Come, now, you take my advice. Keep a quiet tongue in your head."

"But perhaps it was her fault; it was--if we'd given the poor chap

something he'd----"

"Probably. That's just the reason I don't want you to tell Mrs.

Errington anything of it. Come, promise me on your honour."

"All right, Hindford, I'll promise. How horrible it's all been!"

"Don't think about it, lad. Good-night."

Horace trembled as he stole up the black staircase to bed. He meant to

keep his promise, of course, but he wondered whether the Mater would

have owned that she was in the wrong that morning if she had heard his

dreary tale of the beggar's death in the night.

The next day it was Mrs. Errington who asked Horace to go out walking.

She looked rather pale and fatigued at breakfast, but declared her

intention of taking a constitutional.

"Come with me, Horace," she said.

"Very well," he answered, with a curious and almost shy boyish coldness.

"Not into the Park, Mater," he said, as they were starting.

"Why not? We always walk there. Where else should we go?"

"Anywhere--shopping--Regent Street."

"No, Horace, I've got a headache to-day. I want a quiet place."

He didn't say more. They set out, and Mrs. Errington took the precise

route they had followed the day before. She glanced rather sharply about

her as they walked. Presently they reached the seat on which the beggar

had been sitting just before he got up to follow them. Mrs. Errington

paused beside it.

"I'm tired. Let us sit down here," she said.

"No, Mater, not here."

"Really, Horace," Mrs. Errington said, "you are in an extraordinary mood

to-day. You have no regard for me. What is the matter with you?"

And she sat down on the seat. Horace remained standing.

"I shan't sit here," he said obstinately.

"Very well," Mrs. Errington replied.

She really began to look ill, but Horace was too much preoccupied with

his own feelings to notice it. There was something abominable to him in

his mother sitting calmly down to rest in the very place occupied a few

hours ago by the wretched creature who had, so Horace believed, been

driven to death by her refusal of charity. He felt sick with horror in

that neighbourhood, and he moved away, and stood staring across the

Serpentine. Presently Mrs. Errington called to him in a faint voice----

"Horace, come and give me your hand."

He turned, noticed her extreme pallor, and ran up.

"What's the row? Are you ill, Mater?"

"No. Help me up." He put out his hand. She got up slowly.

"We'll go home," he said. "You look awfully seedy."

"No; let us walk on."

In spite of his remonstrances she insisted on walking up and down at the

edge of the Serpentine for quite an hour. She appeared to be on the

look-out for somebody. Over and over again they passed the spot where

the beggar had drowned himself. Their feet trod over the ground on

which his dead body had been laid. Each time they reached it Horace felt

himself grow cold. Death is so terrible to the young. At last Mrs.

Errington stopped.

"I can't walk much more," she said.

"Then do let's go home now," Horace said.

She stood looking round her, searching the Park with her eyes.

"I suppose we must," she said slowly. Then she added, "We can come here

again to-morrow."

Horace was puzzled.

"What for? Why should we?" he asked.

But his mother made no reply, and they walked home.

Next day she insisted on going again to the same place, and again she

was obviously on the look-out. Horace grew more and more puzzled by her

demeanour. And when the third day came, and once more Mrs. Errington

called him to set forth to the Serpentine, he said to her, with a boy's

bluntness----

"D'you want to meet someone there?"

Mrs. Errington looked at him strangely.

"Yes," she said, after a minute's silence.

"Why, who is it?"

"That beggar I wouldn't let you give money to."

Horace turned scarlet with the shock of surprise and the

knowledge--which he absurdly felt as guilty knowledge--that the man was

dead, perhaps even buried by now.

"Oh, nonsense, Mater!" he began, stammering. "He won't come there again.

Besides, you never give to beggars."

"I mean to give this man something."

Horace was more and more surprised.

"Why?" he exclaimed. "Why now? You wouldn't when I wanted you to, and

now--now it's too late. What do you wish to give to him for now?"

But all she would say was, "I feel that I should like to, that--that his

perhaps really was a deserving case. Come, Horace, let us go and try to

find him."

And the boy, bound by his word to Captain Hindford, was forced to go out

in search of a dead man. He felt the horror of this quest. To-day Mrs.

Errington carried her purse in her hand, and looked eagerly out for the

beggar. Once she fancied she saw him in the distance.

"There he is!" she cried to Horace. "Run and fetch him."

The boy turned pale, and stared.

"Where, Mater?"

"Among those trees."

"It can't be! Nonsense!"

"No," she said; "you are right. I made a mistake. It's only somebody

like him. Why, Horace, what's the matter?"

"Nothing," he answered.

But he was shaking. The business was too ghastly. He felt he couldn't

stand it much longer, and he resolved to go to Captain Hindford and

persuade the Captain to absolve him from his promise. In the afternoon

of the same day, accordingly, he went off to Knightsbridge. He rang, and

was told that Captain Hindford had gone to Paris and was afterwards

going for a tour on the Continent. His heart sank at the news. Was he to

go on day after day searching with his mother for this corpse, which was

rotting in the grave? He asked for Hindford's address. It was Poste

Restante, Monte Carlo. But the servant added that letters sent there

might have to wait for two or three days, as his master's immediate

plans were unsettled. Horace, however, went to the nearest

telegraph-office and wired to Hindford--

"Let me off promise; urgent.--HORACE ERRINGTON."

Then, having done all he could, he went back to Park Lane. He found his

mother in a curiously restless state, and directly he came in she began

to talk about the beggar.

"I must and will find that man," she said.

"Mater, why?"

"Because I shall never be well till I do," she said. "I don't know what

it is, but I cannot be still by day, and I cannot rest by night, for

thinking of him. Why did I not let you give him something?"

"Mater, I wish to God you had!" the boy said solemnly.

Mrs. Errington did not seem to notice his unusual manner. She was

self-engrossed.

"However, we shall see him again, no doubt," she went on. "And then I

shall give him something handsome. I know he needs it."

Horace went hastily out of the room. He longed for a wire from Captain

Hindford. Next day he "shammed ill," as he called it to himself, so as

to get out of going into the Park. So Mrs. Errington went off by herself

in a condition of almost feverish anticipation.

"I know I shall see him to-day," she said, as she left Horace.

She returned at lunch-time, and came up at once to his room.

"I have seen him," she said.

Horace sat up, staring at her in blank amazement.

"What, Mater? What d'you say?"

"I have seen him."

"No?"

"Yes. I went to the place where he asked you for money, and walked up

and down for ages. But he wasn't there. At last I gave it up and crossed

the bridge. I took it into my head to come home on the other side of the

water. Well, when I was half-way along it, I looked across, and there I

saw him."

"Rot, Mater!"

"He was standing alone by the water, staring straight across at me, just

as if he saw me and was trying to attract my attention."

"No, no!"

"Horace, don't be silly! Why do you contradict me? He looked just the

same as when we saw him first, only he had no coat on."

Horace gave a sort of gasp.

"I suppose his poverty had compelled him to pawn it," Mrs. Errington

continued. "Don't you think so, Horace? People can pawn clothes, can't

they?"

The boy nodded. His eyes were fixed on her.

"I looked across at him," Mrs. Errington continued, "and made a sign to

him to come round to meet me by the other end, near the Row. I held up

my purse so that he might understand me."

"What did he do?"

"He turned away and hurried off among the trees."

"Ah!"

"Do you know, Horace," Mrs. Errington continued rather excitedly, "I

think if you had beckoned to him he would have come. He's afraid of me,

perhaps, because--because I wouldn't let you give to him. To-morrow you

must come out with me. Till I've relieved that man's wants I shall have

no peace."

She hastened out of the room, apparently in a quiver of unusual

agitation. Horace sat petrified. If only Hindford would telegraph! That

cursed promise!

On the following day it rained. Nevertheless, Mrs. Errington almost

violently insisted upon Horace accompanying her to search for the

beggar.

"We shall go to the far side of the water," she said. "I believe when we

go to the other side he sees us coming and avoids us. But if we can

catch sight of him, as I did yesterday, you can beckon to him, and I am

certain when he sees you he will come."

Horace said nothing. He felt cold about the heart, not so much with fear

as with awe and wonder. They went to the far bank, and almost directly

Mrs. Errington cried out----

"There he is, and without his coat again! How wet he must be getting!"

Horace looked across the dull water, through the driving rain. He saw no

one on the opposite bank.

"He sees us," Mrs. Errington added. "Horace, you beckon to him. Here,

take my purse. Hold it up, and then point to him to come round and meet

us."

Mechanically the boy obeyed.

"Ah, I knew it! This time he is coming," said Mrs. Errington.

"He is coming, Mater?"

"Yes; come along."

She hurried towards the end of the Serpentine. Horace walked by her

side, staring in horror through the rain.

"Poor man!" Mrs. Errington said presently. "How ghastly he looks!"

"Mater--I say----"

"Well?"

"Is he near?"

"Near?"

Mrs. Errington stopped in amazement.

"Why, what do you mean, Horace?"

"What I say. Is he near now?"

"Near? He's just coming up."

Suddenly the boy fainted.

When he came to he was lying in the shelter of the Rescue Society.

"Ah, Horace," his mother said, "you ought to have stayed in bed another

day."

"Yes, Mater."

"You frightened that poor man. He made off when you fainted."

That evening Horace received a telegram from Monte Carlo----

"Very well but better say nothing.--HINDFORD."

He read it, laid it down, and told Mrs. Errington the truth.

* * * * *

As already stated, she died very suddenly not long afterwards, leaving

behind her the will which so astonished London.

* * * * *

Transcriber's note:

Minor typographical errors have been corrected without note.

Inconsistent American spelling variations, being few in number and

most likely introduced in the 1971 reprint, have been amended to

British forms. Hyphenation has been standardised.

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