CHAPTER XXVII

For a second everything swam before her eyes, and it seemed as though

she could not stand up. Maxwell put out his hand in alarm to steady

her.

“Hadn’t you better go into the house?” he asked anxiously. “You look

ill. Do you feel faint?”

“Oh, I’m all right,” she said almost impatiently. “I’m just worried.

Maybe there isn’t anything the matter, but—it looks very—queer. This

must be the note the boy brought.”

She began to read the note, which was written in a clear feminine

hand on fine note paper:

“DEAR CAREY, I came out here to see a Sunday-school scholar who is

sick, and I am in great trouble. Come to me quick! I’m out at Lamb’s

Tavern.

“GRACE.”

“I don’t understand it,” faltered Cornelia, looking up at Maxwell

helplessly. “She—this! It is signed ‘Grace,’ and looks as if Grace

Kendall wrote it. I am sure Carey thought so when he went. But—Grace

Kendall was at home only a few minutes ago. She called me up to ask

me to bring some music she had left here when I come to church. How

could she have got out there so soon?”

Maxwell took the note, and read it with a glance, then turned the

paper over, and felt its thickness.

“Curious they should have such stationery at Lamb’s Tavern. Who

brought it?”

“A boy. I’m not sure. He looked as if I had seen him before. He might

have, been—” she hesitated, and the color stole into her cheeks. The

trouble was deep in her eyes. “He might have been a boy who came here

on an errand once; I wasn’t certain. I only saw him from the window.”

“You knew him?”

“Why—I had just a suspicion that he might have been that Dodd girl’s

brother.” She lifted pained eyes to meet his.

“I see,” he said, his tone kindling with sympathy. “Has she

any—ah—_further_ reason for revenge than what I know?”

“Yes,” owned Cornelia. “She sent word to Carey to call her up, and

he didn’t do it. She had invited him to go on an automobile ride. He

didn’t go, and we were all away when they must have stopped for him.”

“I see. Will you call up Miss Kendall on some pretext or other, and

find out if she is at her home? Quickly, please.” His tone was grave

and kindly, but wholly businesslike and Cornelia, feeling that she

had found a strong helper, sped into the house on her trembling feet,

giving thanks that the telephone had just been put in last week.

Maxwell stood beside her as she called the number, silently waiting.

“Hello. Is that you, Grace? Was it ‘Oh, eyes that are weary’ that you

wanted me to bring? Thank you, yes; I thought so, but I wanted to

make sure; good-bye.”

Maxwell had not waited to hear more than that Miss Kendall was at

home. He strode out to his car; and, when Cornelia reached the door,

he had his hand on the starter.

“Oh, you mustn’t go alone!” she called. “Let me go with you.”

“Not this time,” he answered grimly. “You go on to church if I’m not

back.” He had not waited to finish; the car was moving; but a sturdy

flying figure shot out of the door behind Cornelia, over the hedge,

and caught on behind. Harry, with little to go by, had sensed what

was in the air, and meant to be in at the finish. No, of course not;

his adored Maxwell should not go alone to any place where Cornelia

said “No” in that tone. He would go along.

Louise, white-faced and quiet, with little hands clasped at her

throat, stood just behind her sister, watching the car shoot up the

hill and out of sight.

“Sister, you think—it’s _that girl_ again—don’t you?” she asked

softly, looking with awe at the white-faced girl.

“I’m afraid, Louie; I don’t know!” said Cornelia, turning with a

deep, anxious sigh and dropping into a chair.

“Yes, it must be,” said Louise. “And—that was that boy, wasn’t

it?—the same one she sent to say she was coming to the party. My!

That was poor! She wasn’t very bright to do that, Nellie.”

Cornelia did not answer. She had dropped her face into her hands, and

was trembling.

“Nellie, dear!” cried the little sister, kneeling before her and

gathering her sister’s head into her young arms. “You mustn’t feel

that way. God is taking care of us. He helped us before, you know.

And He’s sent Mr. Maxwell. He’s just like an angel, isn’t he? Don’t

you know that verse, ‘My God hath sent his angel, and hath shut the

lions’ mouths’. Mother used to read us that story so often when Harry

and I were going to sleep. Let’s just kneel down and pray; and pretty

soon Carey ’ll come back all right, I shouldn’t wonder. I know he

didn’t mean to be away. He promised Grace; and I kind of don’t think

he likes that other girl so awfully any more now, do you?”

“No, I think not; but, dear, I’m afraid this is a trick. I’m afraid

they mean to keep him away to pay him back.”

“Yes, I know,” said the wise little sister. “I read that note. You

dropped it out of your pocket. Grace Kendall never wrote that. It

isn’t her writing. She put her name in my birthday book, and she

doesn’t make her Gs like that. She makes ’em with a long curl to

the handle. They thought they were pretty smart; but Carey and Mr.

Maxwell ’ll beat them to it, I’m sure, for they’ve got our God on

their side. I’m glad Harry went too. Harry’s got a lot of sense; and,

if anything happens, Harry can run back and tell.”

“O darling!” Cornelia clung to the little girl.

“Well, it might—” said the child. “I’m glad father isn’t here. I hope

it’s all over before he gets back. Was he coming back before church?”

Cornelia shook her head.

“He’s going to stay with Mr. Baker while his wife goes to church.”

“Then let’s pray now, Nellie.”

They knelt together beside the big gray chair in the silence of the

twilight, hand in hand, and put up silent petitions; and then they

got up and went to the window.

The city had that gentle, haloed look of a chastened child in the

afterglow of the sunset; and soft violets and purples were twisting

in misty wreaths about the edges of the night. Bells were calling in

the distance. A far-away chime could just be heard in tender waves

that almost obliterated the melody. The Sabbath hush was in the sky,

broken now and again by harsh, rasping voices and laughter as a car

sped by on the way home from some pleasure trip. Something hallowed

seemed to linger above the little house, and all about was a sweet

quiet. The neighbors had for the moment hushed their chatter. Now

and again a far-distant twang of a cheap victrola broke out and died

away, and then the silence would close around them again. The two sat

waiting breathlessly on the pretty front porch that Carey had made,

for Carey to come home. But Carey did not come.

By and by the sound of singing young voices came distinctly to their

ears. It seemed to beat against their hearts and hurt them.

“Nellie, you’ll have to go pretty soon. It’ll be so hard to explain,

you know. And, besides, he might somehow be there. Carey wouldn’t

stop for a hat. I almost think he’s there myself.” Louise sounded

quite grown up.

“Of course, he might,” said Cornelia thoughtfully. “There’s always

a possibility that we have made a great deal more out of this than

the facts merited.” She shuddered. She had just drawn her mind back

from a fearful abyss of possibilities, and it was hard to get into

everyday untragic thought.

“I think we better go, Nellie,” said the little girl rising.

“Christian ’deavor ’ll be most out before we can get there now, and

she’ll think it queer if we don’t come, after she gave us both those

verses to read. You won’t like to tell her you were just sitting here

on the front porch, doing nothing, because you thought Carey had gone

to Lamb’s Tavern after her! I think we’d better go. We prayed, and we

better trust God and go.”

“Perhaps you’re right, dearie,” said Cornelia, rising reluctantly and

giving a wistful glance up the hill into the darkness.

They got ready hurriedly, put the key into its hiding-place, and

went. Cornelia wrote a little note, and as soon as they got there

sent it up with the music to Grace, who was at the piano. It said:

“DEAR GRACE, Carey was called away for a few minutes, and he must

have been detained longer than he expected. Don’t worry; I’m sure he

will do everything in his power to get back in time.”

Grace read the note, nodded brightly to the Copleys at the back of

the room, and seemed not at all concerned. Cornelia, glad of the

shelter of a secluded seat under the gallery, bent her head, and

prayed continually. Little Louise, bright-eyed, with glowing cheeks,

sat alertly up, and watched the door; but no Carey came.

They slipped out into the darkness after the meeting was out, and

walked around the corner where they could see their own house; but

it seemed silent and dark as they had left it, and they turned sadly

back and went into the church.

The choir had gathered when Cornelia got back, and she slipped into

the last vacant seat by the stairs, and was glad that it was almost

hidden from the view of the congregation. It seemed to her that the

anxiety of her heart must be written large across her face.

Louise, still as a mouse all by herself down in a back seat by the

door, watched—and prayed. No one came in at the two big doors that

she did not see. Maxwell and Harry had not come back yet. The cool

evening air came in at the open window, and blew the little feather

in the pretty hat Cornelia had made for her. She felt a strand of

her own hair moving against her cheek. There was honeysuckle outside

somewhere on somebody’s front porch across the street or in the

little park near by. The breath of it was very sweet, but Louise

thought she never as long as she lived, even if that were a great

many years, would smell the breath of honeysuckle without thinking of

this night. And yet the sounds outside were just like the sounds on

any other Sunday night; the music and the lights in the church were

the same; the people looked just as if nothing were the matter, and

Carey had not come! What a queer world it was, everything going on

just the same, even when one family was crushed to earth with fear!

Automobiles flew by the church; now and then one stopped. Louise

wished she were tall so she could look out and see whether they had

come. Her little heart was beating wildly; but there was a serene,

peaceful expression on her face. She had resolved to trust God, and

she knew He was going to do something about it somehow. But people

kept coming in at the door, and hope would dim again.

The service had begun, and in the silence of the opening prayer the

two sisters lifted their hearts in tragic petition. Their spirits

seemed to cling to each word and make it linger; their souls entered

into the song that followed, and sang as if their earnest singing

would hold off the moment for a little longer.

Cornelia was glad that her seat was so placed that she could not see

all the choir. She had given a swift survey as she sat down, and she

knew her brother was not there. Now she sat in heaviness of heart,

and tried to fathom it all!—tried to think what to do next, what to

tell her father, whether to tell her father at all; tried not to

think of the letter she would not write the next day to her mother;

tried just to hold her spirit steady, steady, trusting, not hoping,

but trusting, right through the prayer, the song, the Bible reading.

Now and again a frightful thought of danger shot through her heart,

and a wonder about Maxwell. Lamb’s Tavern—what kind of a place was

it? The very name “Tavern” sounded questionable. And Harry! He ought

not to have gone, of course, but she had not seen him in time to stop

him. Brave, dear Harry! A man already. And yet he knew he ought not

to go! But the man in him had to. She understood.

Suddenly she found a tear stealing slowly down her cheek, and she

sat up very straight, and casually slid a finger up to its source,

and stopped it. This must not happen again. No one must know her

trouble. How wonderful it was that she should have been able to get

this little sheltered spot, the only spot in the whole choir loft

that was absolutely out of sight, by the winding stairs down into the

choir room behind! She would not be seen until she had to stand up

with the rest of the choir to sing; and then she would step in behind

the rest, and be out of sight again. She wondered what Grace would do

about Carey’s solo, and decided that she had probably asked some one

else to take it. She cast a quick glance over the group of tenors,

but she did not know any of them well enough to be sure whether there

was a soloist present. She had been at only two rehearsals so far,

and was not acquainted with them all yet. She was not afraid that the

music would go wrong, for she had great faith that Grace at the organ

would easily be able to fill the vacancy in some way; she only felt

the deep mortification that Carey the first time he had been asked

to sing in this notably conspicuous way had failed her, and for such

a reason! It was terrible, and it was perplexing. It was not like

Carey to be fooled by a note. And didn’t Carey know that little Dodd

boy? If he had been going to the Dodd house at all, wouldn’t he know

the brother? Why didn’t he see through the trick? He was quick as a

flash. He was not dumb and slow like some people.

The contralto solo had begun. It was a sweet and tender thing, with

low, deep tones like a ’cello; but they beat upon the tired girl’s

heart, and threatened to break down her studied composure. A hymn

followed, and the reading of another Bible selection. “All we like

sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and

the Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.” She felt as if all

the iniquity of her brother Carey were laid upon her heart, and a dim

wonder came to her whether the Lord was bearing a like burden for

her. She had never felt much sense of personal sin herself before.

The thought lingered through the pain, and wound in and out through

her tired brain during the offertory and prayer that followed; and

at last came the anthem. The opening chords were sounding. The choir

was rising. She stumbled to her feet, and for the first time saw

the audience before her, this congregation that was to have heard

Carey sing his tenor solo. It was a goodly audience, for Mr. Kendall

touched the popular heart, and drew people out at night as well as

in the morning; and she felt anew the pang of disappointment. She

glanced swiftly over the lifted faces and saw little Louise, white

and shrinking, sitting by herself, and saw beyond her, at the open

door, two figures just entering, Maxwell and Harry, looking a trifle

white and hurried, and glancing anxiously around the audience. Then

she opened her mouth and tried to sing, to do her little part among

the sopranos in the chorus; but no sound seemed to come. All she

could think of now was, “Carey is not here!” beating over and over

like a refrain in her brain: “Carey has not come! Carey has not

come!”

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