It would be a good thing to buy books if one could also buy the time to

read them; but one usually confuses the purchase of books with the

acquisition of their contents. To desire that a man should retain

everything he has ever read, is the same as wishing him to retain in his

stomach all that he has ever eaten. He has been bodily nourished on what

he has eaten, and mentally on what he has read, and through them become

what he is. As the body assimilates what is homogeneous to it, so will a

man _retain_ what _interests_ him; in other words, what coincides with

his system of thought or suits his ends. Every one has aims, but very

few have anything approaching a system of thought. This is why such

people do not take an objective interest in anything, and why they learn

nothing from what they read: they remember nothing about it.

_Repetitio est mater studiorum_. Any kind of important book should

immediately be read twice, partly because one grasps the matter in its

entirety the second time, and only really understands the beginning when

the end is known; and partly because in reading it the second time one's

temper and mood are different, so that one gets another impression; it

may be that one sees the matter in another light.

Works are the quintessence of a mind, and are therefore always of by far

greater value than conversation, even if it be the conversation of the

greatest mind. In every essential a man's works surpass his conversation

and leave it far behind. Even the writings of an ordinary man may be

instructive, worth reading, and entertaining, for the simple reason that

they are the quintessence of that man's mind--that is to say, the

writings are the result and fruit of his whole thought and study; while

we should be dissatisfied with his conversation. Accordingly, it is

possible to read books written by people whose conversation would give

us no satisfaction; so that the mind will only by degrees attain high

culture by finding entertainment almost entirely in books, and not in

men.

There is nothing that so greatly recreates the mind as the works of the

old classic writers. Directly one has been taken up, even if it is only

for half-an-hour, one feels as quickly refreshed, relieved, purified,

elevated, and strengthened as if one had refreshed oneself at a mountain

stream. Is this due to the perfections of the old languages, or to the

greatness of the minds whose works have remained unharmed and untouched

for centuries? Perhaps to both combined. This I know, directly we stop

learning the old languages (as is at present threatening) a new class of

literature will spring up, consisting of writing that is more barbaric,

stupid, and worthless than has ever yet existed; that, in particular,

the German language, which possesses some of the beauties of the old

languages, will be systematically spoilt and stripped by these worthless

contemporary scribblers, until, little by little, it becomes

impoverished, crippled, and reduced to a miserable jargon.

Half a century is always a considerable time in the history of the

universe, for the matter which forms it is always shifting; something is

always taking place. But the same length of time in literature often

goes for nothing, because nothing has happened; unskilful attempts don't

count; so that we are exactly where we were fifty years previously.

To illustrate this: imagine the progress of knowledge among mankind in

the form of a planet's course. The false paths the human race soon

follows after any important progress has been made represent the

epicycles in the Ptolemaic system; after passing through any one of them

the planet is just where it was before it entered it. The great minds,

however, which really bring the race further on its course, do not

accompany it on the epicycles which it makes every time. This explains

why posthumous fame is got at the expense of contemporary fame, and

_vice versâ_. We have an instance of such an epicycle in the philosophy

of Fichte and Schelling, crowned by Hegel's caricature of it. This

epicycle issued from the limit to which philosophy had been finally

brought by Kant, where I myself took it up again later to carry it

further. In the interim the false philosophers I have mentioned, and

some others, passed through their epicycle, which has just been

terminated; hence the people who accompanied them are conscious of being

exactly at the point from which they started.

This condition of things shows why the scientific, literary, and

artistic spirit of the age is declared bankrupt about every thirty

years. During that period the errors have increased to such an extent

that they fall under the weight of their absurdity; while at the same

time the opposition to them has become stronger. At this point there is

a crash, which is followed by an error in the opposite direction. To

show the course that is taken in its periodical return would be the true

practical subject of the history of literature; little notice is taken

of it, however. Moreover, through the comparative shortness of such

periods, the data of remote times are with difficulty collected; hence

the matter can be most conveniently observed in one's own age. An

example of this taken from physical science is found in Werter's

Neptunian geology. But let me keep to the example already quoted above,

for it is nearest to us. In German philosophy Kant's brilliant period

was immediately followed by another period, which aimed at being

imposing rather than convincing. Instead of being solid and clear, it

aimed at being brilliant and hyperbolical, and, in particular,

unintelligible; instead of seeking truth, it intrigued. Under these

circumstances philosophy could make no progress. Ultimately the whole

school and its method became bankrupt. For the audacious, sophisticated

nonsense on the one hand, and the unconscionable praise on the other of

Hegel and his fellows, as well as the apparent object of the whole

affair, rose to such a pitch that in the end the charlatanry of the

thing was obvious to everybody; and when, in consequence of certain

revelations, the protection that had been given it by the upper classes

was withdrawn, it was talked about by everybody. This most miserable of

all the philosophies that have ever existed dragged down with it into

the abyss of discredit the systems of Fichte and Schelling, which had

preceded it. So that the absolute philosophical futility of the first

half of the century following upon Kant in Germany is obvious; and yet

the Germans boast of their gift for philosophy compared with foreigners,

especially since an English writer, with malicious irony, called them _a

nation of thinkers_.

Those who want an example of the general scheme of epicycles taken from

the history of art need only look at the School of Sculpture which

flourished in the last century under Bernini, and especially at its

further cultivation in France. This school represented commonplace

nature instead of antique beauty, and the manners of a French minuet

instead of antique simplicity and grace. It became bankrupt when, under

Winckelmann's direction, a return was made to the antique school.

Another example is supplied in the painting belonging to the first

quarter of this century. Art was regarded merely as a means and

instrument of mediaeval religious feeling, and consequently

ecclesiastical subjects alone were chosen for its themes. These,

however, were treated by painters who were wanting in earnestness of

faith, and in their delusion they took for examples Francesco Francia,

Pietro Perugino, Angelico da Fiesole, and others like them, even holding

them in greater esteem than the truly great masters who followed. In

view of this error, and because in poetry an analogous effort had at the

same time met with favour, Goethe wrote his parable _Pfaffenspiel_. This

school, reputedly capricious, became bankrupt, and was followed by a

return to nature, which made itself known in _genre_ pictures and scenes

of life of every description, even though it strayed sometimes into

vulgarity.

It is the same with the progress of the human mind in the _history of

literature_, which is for the most part like the catalogue of a cabinet

of deformities; the spirit in which they keep the longest is pigskin. We

do not need to look there for the few who have been born shapely; they

are still alive, and we come across them in every part of the world,

like immortals whose youth is ever fresh. They alone form what I have

distinguished as _real_ literature, the history of which, although poor

in persons, we learn from our youth up out of the mouths of educated

people, and not first of all from compilations. As a specific against

the present prevailing monomania for reading literary histories, so that

one may be able to chatter about everything without really knowing

anything, let me refer you to a passage from Lichtenberg which is well

worth reading (vol. ii. p. 302 of the old edition).

But I wish some one would attempt a _tragical history of literature_,

showing how the greatest writers and artists have been treated during

their lives by the various nations which have produced them and whose

proudest possessions they are. It would show us the endless fight which

the good and genuine works of all periods and countries have had to

carry on against the perverse and bad. It would depict the martyrdom of

almost all those who truly enlightened humanity, of almost all the great

masters in every kind of art; it would show us how they, with few

exceptions, were tormented without recognition, without any to share

their misery, without followers; how they existed in poverty and misery

whilst fame, honour, and riches fell to the lot of the worthless; it

would reveal that what happened to them happened to Esau, who, while

hunting the deer for his father, was robbed of the blessing by Jacob

disguised in his brother's coat; and how through it all the love of

their subject kept them up, until at last the trying fight of such a

teacher of the human race is ended, the immortal laurel offered to him,

and the time come when it can be said of him

"Der schwere Panzer wird zum Flügelkleide

Kurz ist der Schmerz, unendlich ist die Freude."

THE EMPTINESS OF EXISTENCE.

This emptiness finds its expression in the whole form of existence, in

the infiniteness of Time and Space as opposed to the finiteness of the

individual in both; in the flitting present as the only manner of real

existence; in the dependence and relativity of all things; in constantly

Becoming without Being; in continually wishing without being satisfied;

in an incessant thwarting of one's efforts, which go to make up life,

until victory is won. _Time_, and the _transitoriness_ of all things,

are merely the form under which the will to live, which as the

thing-in-itself is imperishable, has revealed to Time the futility of

its efforts. Time is that by which at every moment all things become as

nothing in our hands, and thereby lose all their true value.

* * * * *

What _has been_ exists no more; and exists just as little as that which

has _never_ been. But everything that exists _has been_ in the next

moment. Hence something belonging to the present, however unimportant it

may be, is superior to something important belonging to the past; this

is because the former is a _reality_ and related to the latter as

something is to nothing.

A man to his astonishment all at once becomes conscious of existing

after having been in a state of non-existence for many thousands of

years, when, presently again, he returns to a state of non-existence for

an equally long time. This cannot possibly be true, says the heart; and

even the crude mind, after giving the matter its consideration, must

have some sort of presentiment of the ideality of time. This ideality of

time, together with that of space, is the key to every true system of

metaphysics, because it finds room for quite another order of things

than is to be found in nature. This is why Kant is so great.

Of every event in our life it is only for a moment that we can say that

it _is_; after that we must say for ever that it _was_. Every evening

makes us poorer by a day. It would probably make us angry to see this

short space of time slipping away, if we were not secretly conscious in

the furthest depths of our being that the spring of eternity belongs to

us, and that in it we are always able to have life renewed.

Reflections of the nature of those above may, indeed, establish the

belief that to enjoy the present, and to make this the purpose of one's

life, is the greatest _wisdom_; since it is the present alone that is

real, everything else being only the play of thought. But such a purpose

might just as well be called the greatest _folly_, for that which in the

next moment exists no more, and vanishes as completely as a dream, can

never be worth a serious effort.

* * * * *

Our existence is based solely on the ever-fleeting present. Essentially,

therefore, it has to take the form of continual motion without there

ever being any possibility of our finding the rest after which we are

always striving. It is the same as a man running downhill, who falls if

he tries to stop, and it is only by his continuing to run on that he

keeps on his legs; it is like a pole balanced on one's finger-tips, or

like a planet that would fall into its sun as soon as it stopped

hurrying onwards. Hence unrest is the type of existence.

In a world like this, where there is no kind of stability, no

possibility of anything lasting, but where everything is thrown into a

restless whirlpool of change, where everything hurries on, flies, and is

maintained in the balance by a continual advancing and moving, it is

impossible to imagine happiness. It cannot dwell where, as Plato says,

_continual Becoming and never Being_ is all that takes place. First of

all, no man is happy; he strives his whole life long after imaginary

happiness, which he seldom attains, and if he does, then it is only to

be disillusioned; and as a rule he is shipwrecked in the end and enters

the harbour dismasted. Then it is all the same whether he has been happy

or unhappy in a life which was made up of a merely ever-changing present

and is now at an end.

Meanwhile it surprises one to find, both in the world of human beings

and in that of animals, that this great, manifold, and restless motion

is sustained and kept going by the medium of two simple impulses--hunger

and the instinct of sex, helped perhaps a little by boredom--and that

these have the power to form the _primum mobile_ of so complex a

machinery, setting in motion the variegated show!

Looking at the matter a little closer, we see at the very outset that

the existence of inorganic matter is being constantly attacked by

chemical forces which eventually annihilates it. While organic existence

is only made possible by continual change of matter, to keep up a

perpetual supply of which it must consequently have help from without.

Therefore organic life is like balancing a pole on one's hand; it must

be kept in continual motion, and have a constant supply of matter of

which it is continually and endlessly in need. Nevertheless it is only

by means of this organic life that consciousness is possible.

Accordingly this is a _finite existence_, and its antithesis would be an

_infinite_, neither exposed to any attack from without nor in want of

help from without, and hence ἀεί ὡσαύτως ὄν, in eternal rest; οὔτε

γιγνόμενον, οὔτε ἀπολλύμενον, without change, without time, and without

diversity; the negative knowledge of which is the fundamental note of

Plato's philosophy. The denial of the will to live reveals the way to

such a state as this.

* * * * *

The scenes of our life are like pictures in rough mosaic, which have no

effect at close quarters, but must be looked at from a distance in order

to discern their beauty. So that to obtain something we have desired is

to find out that it is worthless; we are always living in expectation of

better things, while, at the same time, we often repent and long for

things that belong to the past. We accept the present as something that

is only temporary, and regard it only as a means to accomplish our aim.

So that most people will find if they look back when their life is at an

end, that they have lived their lifelong _ad interim_, and they will be

surprised to find that something they allowed to pass by unnoticed and

unenjoyed was just their life--that is to say, it was the very thing in

the expectation of which they lived. And so it may be said of man in

general that, befooled by hope, he dances into the arms of death.

Then again, there is the insatiability of each individual will; every

time it is satisfied a new wish is engendered, and there is no end to

its eternally insatiable desires.

This is because the Will, taken in itself, is the lord of worlds; since

everything belongs to it, it is not satisfied with a portion of

anything, but only with the whole, which, however, is endless. Meanwhile

it must excite our pity when we consider how extremely little this lord

of the world receives, when it makes its appearance as an individual;

for the most part only just enough to maintain the body. This is why man

is so very unhappy.

In the present age, which is intellectually impotent and remarkable for

its veneration of what is bad in every form--a condition of things which

is quite in keeping with the coined word "Jetztzeit" (present time), as

pretentious as it is cacophonic--the pantheists make bold to say that

life is, as they call it, "an end-in itself." If our existence in this

world were an end-in-itself, it would be the most absurd end that was

ever determined; even we ourselves or any one else might have imagined

it.

Life presents itself next as a task, the task, that is, of subsisting

_de gagner sa vie_. If this is solved, then that which has been won

becomes a burden, and involves the second task of its being got rid of

in order to ward off boredom, which, like a bird of prey, is ready to

fall upon any life that is secure from want.

So that the first task is to win something, and the second, after the

something has been won, to forget about it, otherwise it becomes a

burden.

That human life must be a kind of mistake is sufficiently clear from the

fact that man is a compound of needs, which are difficult to satisfy;

moreover, if they are satisfied, all he is granted is a state of

painlessness, in which he can only give himself up to boredom. This is a

precise proof that existence in itself has no value, since boredom is

merely the feeling of the emptiness of life. If, for instance, life, the

longing for which constitutes our very being, had in itself any positive

and real value, boredom could not exist; mere existence in itself would

supply us with everything, and therefore satisfy us. But our existence

would not be a joyous thing unless we were striving after something;

distance and obstacles to be overcome then represent our aim as

something that would satisfy us--an illusion which vanishes when our aim

has been attained; or when we are engaged in something that is of a

purely intellectual nature, when, in reality, we have retired from the

world, so that we may observe it from the outside, like spectators at a

theatre. Even sensual pleasure itself is nothing but a continual

striving, which ceases directly its aim is attained. As soon as we are

not engaged in one of these two ways, but thrown back on existence

itself, we are convinced of the emptiness and worthlessness of it; and

this it is we call boredom. That innate and ineradicable craving for

what is out of the common proves how glad we are to have the natural and

tedious course of things interrupted. Even the pomp and splendour of the

rich in their stately castles is at bottom nothing but a futile attempt

to escape the very essence of existence, _misery_.

* * * * *

That the most perfect manifestation of the _will to live_, which

presents itself in the extremely subtle and complicated machinery of the

human organism, must fall to dust and finally deliver up its whole being

to dissolution, is the naïve way in which Nature, invariably true and

genuine, declares the whole striving of the will in its very essence to

be of no avail. If it were of any value in itself, something

unconditioned, its end would not be non-existence. This is the dominant

note of Goethe's beautiful song:

"Hoch auf dem alten Thurme steht

Des Helden edler Geist."

That man is nothing but a phenomenon, that he is

not-the-thing-in-itself--I mean that he is not ὄντως ὄν--is proved by

the fact that _death is a necessity_.

And how different the beginning of our life is to the end! The former is

made up of deluded hopes, sensual enjoyment, while the latter is pursued

by bodily decay and the odour of death.

The road dividing the two, as far as our well-being and enjoyment of

life are concerned, is downhill; the dreaminess of childhood, the

joyousness of youth, the troubles of middle age, the infirmity and

frequent misery of old age, the agonies of our last illness, and finally

the struggle with death--do all these not make one feel that existence

is nothing but a mistake, the consequences of which are becoming

gradually more and more obvious?

It would be wisest to regard life as a _desengaño_, a delusion; that

everything is intended to be so is sufficiently clear.

Our life is of a microscopical nature; it is an indivisible point which,

drawn out by the powerful lenses of Time and Space, becomes considerably

magnified.

Time is an element in our brain which by the means of duration gives a

semblance of reality to the _absolutely empty existence_ of things and

ourselves.

How foolish it is for a man to regret and deplore his having made no use

of past opportunities, which might have secured him this or that

happiness or enjoyment! What is there left of them now? Only the ghost

of a remembrance! And it is the same with everything that really falls

to our lot. So that the _form of time_ itself, and how much is reckoned

on it, is a definite way of proving to us the vanity of all earthly

enjoyment.

Our existence, as well as that of all animals, is not one that lasts, it

is only temporary, merely an _existentia fluxa_, which may be compared

to a water-mill in that it is constantly changing.

It is true that the _form_ of the body lasts for a time, but only on

condition that the matter is constantly changing, that the old matter is

thrown off and new added. And it is the chief work of all living

creatures to secure a constant supply of suitable matter. At the same

time, they are conscious that their existence is so fashioned as to last

only for a certain time, as has been said. This is why they attempt,

when they are taking leave of life, to hand it over to some one else who

will take their place. This attempt takes the form of the sexual

instinct in self-consciousness, and in the consciousness of other things

presents itself objectively--that is, in the form of genital instinct.

This instinct may be compared to the threading of a string of pearls;

one individual succeeding another as rapidly as the pearls on the

thread. If we, in imagination, hasten on this succession, we shall see

that the matter is constantly changing in the whole row just as it is

changing in each pearl, while it retains the same form: we will then

realise that we have only a quasi-existence. That it is only Ideas which

exist, and the shadow-like nature of the thing corresponding to them, is

the basis of Plato's teachings.

That we are nothing but _phenomena_ as opposed to the thing-in-itself is

confirmed, exemplified, and made clear by the fact that the _conditio

sine qua non_ of our existence is a continual flowing off and flowing to

of matter which, as nourishment, is a constant need. So that we resemble

such phenomena as smoke, fire, or a jet of water, all of which die out

or stop directly there is no supply of matter. It may be said then that

the _will to live_ presents itself in the form of _pure phenomena_ which

end _in nothing_. This nothingness, however, together with the

phenomena, remain within the boundary of the _will to live_ and are

based on it. I admit that this is somewhat obscure.

If we try to get a general view of humanity at a glance, we shall see

everywhere a constant fighting and mighty struggling for life and

existence; that mental and bodily strength is taxed to the utmost, and

opposed by threatening and actual dangers and woes of every kind.

And if we consider the price that is paid for all this, existence, and

life itself, it will be found that there has been an interval when

existence was free from pain, an interval, however, which was

immediately followed by boredom, and which in its turn was quickly

terminated by fresh cravings.

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