I smiled and answered, “They are many moons’ travel from here.”

“Oh!” he exclaimed. “How did you happen to come?”

“To follow after those gone before.”

“I see,” he said. “Relatives, I suppose? Hope you found them well?”

“No,” I replied, carrying on the humor, “dying.”

He jingled his coins, and asked, “Anything to be done for them?”

“Nothing.”

“What’s the complaint?”

“Civilization in the abstract, repeating rifles and rapid-firing guns

in the concrete.”

“Eh!” he ejaculated.

Then the lowest and sweetest of voices said, “Won’t you tell us what

you mean?”

Was it my irritation that the man before me, rather than the

subtler-passioned people I knew so well, was the dominant type of the

moment, or was it the sympathy your voice stirred within me, which made

me speak? In a moment I was sketching broadly the inhumanity of this

thing we call Christian civilization, which, more grasping than the

Inquisition, has overrun the world, tearing the lands from their

owners, and, not content with this spoliation, demands of its victims

that they shall give up the customs of many centuries’ evolution, and

conform to habits, governments, and religions which their very

instincts make impossible; and because they cannot change, but break

out, these believers in the golden rule shoot them down. I protested at

the mockery of calling civilized a world held at peace by constant

slaughter, or of styling the national Jack Ketches of humanity

Christian nations! I protested against the right of one man to hold

another barbaric because he will not welcome his master, greet with joy

the bands of steel we call railroads, and crush his nature within the

walls of vast factories, to make himself the threefold slave of

society, government, and employer. And finally, I gloried in the fact

that though the white races had found a weapon against the black and

yellow ones which enabled them to overrun and subjugate, yet nature had

provided nature’s people with the defense of climate,—a death-line to

the whites; and behind that line the colored races are unconquerable in

the sense of conquest being extinction. I knew the other side, that

altruistic tenet of political economy defined in brief as “the greatest

good of the greatest number,” and in my mind held the even balance of

the historian between the two; but to this utilitarian, modern,

self-satisfied American I had to urge the rights of races thousands of

years our senior, and far in advance of us in the knowledge and

amenities that make life worth the most.

You both were silent till I ended; but I had best left unspoken what

your companion could not understand, for when I finished he inquired,

“What mountains did you say you came from?” And when I told him, he

added laughingly, “You must have some pretty good stump speaking in

your elections.”

“We are very grateful for your explanation,” you thanked me gently.

“Never been in America?” he surmised; and except for you I should have

told him that I was his countryman, it would have been so adequate a

retort to his inference. But your voice and manner had made me so

ashamed of my earlier mood that I merely answered, “Yes.”

“Humph!” he grunted in surprise; and as if to prove his incorrigibility

he continued, “Thought your ideas were too back-number for that.”

I could not help laughing, and the moment my laugh became articulate

yours too overflowed your lips, as a spring breaks past its edges and

falls rippling over pebbles.

That laugh, so well remembered, revealed your presence to me. My heart

beat quickly and my head whirled dizzily, and in my bewilderment I took

a step backward, quite forgetting the embrasure, till a stone gave way

and I felt that I was falling. Then my consciousness went from me, and

when thought came surging backward I lay a moment quiet, thinking it

must have been a dream.

“He’s coming round all right,” I heard, and at the sound I opened my

eyes. You were leaning over me with the moonlight shining on your face,

and I caught my breath, you were so beautiful.

“You’ve given us a scare,” continued the man, on whose knee my head was

resting. “You want to keep your wits about you better. Pretty poor

business tumbling off walls, but that’s what comes of having ruins. You

won’t be quite so cocky in the future about your run-out races.”

I felt his laughter justified, but hardly heeded it, my thoughts were

so engaged. You were wetting my forehead with brandy, and I lay there

too happy to speak.

“Now let me raise you a bit higher,” the man offered kindly, “so you

can get your addled senses back.” He lifted me, and I groaned at the

sudden terrible pain that shot up my leg.

“Hello!” he cried, laying me gently down. “Something wrong, after all?

What is it?”

“My leg,” I moaned.

“Here, Maizie, hold his head, while I appoint an investigating

committee,” he ordered, and in another moment I felt your arms about

me, and in my joy at your touch I almost forgot my torture.

“Well, you’ve broken one of your walking-sticks,” the man informed me,

after a gentler touching of it than I thought possible to his nature.

“Now, Maizie, if you’ll sit and hold his head, I’ll get a litter. You

won’t mind staying here alone, will you?”

“It is my wish,” you acceded calmly.

“O. K.,” he said, rising, and even in his kindness he could not help

but seize the opportunity to glorify his country. “If this had happened

in New York, Mr. Altai, we’d have had an ambulance here five minutes

ago! Civilization isn’t all bad, I tell you, as you’d find out if you’d

give it a chance.”

The moment he was gone I tried to speak, and murmured “Maizie;” but you

let me get no further, saying “Hush,” and putting your hand softly over

my lips. I suppose you thought me merely repeating the name he had

called you, while I loved your touch too deeply to resist the hand I

longed to kiss. Now I am glad I did not speak, for if I had it would

have robbed me of my last sweet moment with you.

Long before I thought it possible, and far too soon, indeed, despite my

suffering, we heard men approaching. When the torch-bearers came

climbing over the rocks, my first desire was to see how much of your

beauty was owing to the moonlight, and my heart leaped with exultation

to find that you were beautiful even in the livid glare of the torches.

“Now, Mr. Altai,” your companion remarked, “where shall we take you?”

and I gave him the name of the hotel. A moment later, as they lifted

me, I again fainted, but not till I had kissed your hand. You snatched

it away, and did not hear my weakly whispered “Good-night, Maizie.”

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