XI

_November 10._

Now all talk of the little Claire has ceased. As was expected, the case

has been abandoned. So Joseph and the forest of Raillon will keep their

secret forever. Of that poor little human creature no more will be said

henceforth than of the body of a blackbird that dies in the woods, in

a thicket. The father continues to break stone on the highway, as if

nothing had happened, and the town, stirred and roused for a moment

by this crime, resumes its usual aspect,--an aspect still more dismal

because of the winter. The very bitter cold keeps people shut up in

their houses. One can scarcely get a glimpse of their pale and sleepy

faces behind the frosty windows, and in the streets one seldom meets

anybody except ragged vagabonds and shivering dogs.

To-day Madame sent me on an errand to the butcher's shop, and I took

the dogs with me. While I was there, an old woman timidly entered the

shop, and asked for meat,--"a little meat to make a little soup for my

sick boy." The butcher selected, from the _débris_ piled up in a large

copper pan, a dirty bit, half bone, half fat, and, after carefully

weighing it, announced:

"Fifteen sous."

"Fifteen sous!" exclaimed the old woman; "but that is impossible! And

how do you expect me to make soup out of that?"

"As you like," said the butcher, throwing the piece back into the pan.

"Only, you know, I am going to send you your bill to-day. If it is not

paid by to-morrow, then the process-server!"

"Give it to me," said the old woman, then, with resignation.

When she had gone, the butcher explained to me:

"Nevertheless, if we did not have the poor to buy the inferior parts,

we really should not make enough out of an animal. But these wretches

are getting to be very exacting nowadays."

And, cutting off two long slices of good red meat, he threw them to the

dogs.

The dogs of the rich,--indeed! they are not poor.

At the Priory events succeed one another. From the tragic they pass

to the comical, for one cannot always shudder. Tired of the captain's

mischief-making, and acting on Madame's advice, Monsieur has at last

brought suit before a justice of the peace. He claims damages and

interest for the breaking of his bell-glasses and his frames, and for

the devastation of the garden. It seems that the meeting of the two

enemies in the office of the justice was really something epic. They

blackguarded one another like rag-pickers. Of course, the captain

denies, with many oaths, that he has ever thrown stones or anything

else into Lanlaire's garden; it is Lanlaire who throws stones into his.

"Have you witnesses? Where are your witnesses? Dare to produce

witnesses," screams the captain.

"Witnesses?" rejoins Monsieur; "there are the stones, and all the dirty

things with which you have been continually covering my land. There are

the old hats, and the old slippers, that I pick up every day, and that

everybody recognizes as having belonged to you."

"You lie."

"You are a scoundrel, a drunken rake."

But, it being impossible for Monsieur to bring admissible and

conclusive testimony, the justice of the peace, who, moreover, is the

captain's friend, invites Monsieur to withdraw his complaint.

"And for that matter, permit me to say to you," concluded the

magistrate, "it is highly improbable, it is quite inadmissible, that a

valiant soldier, an intrepid officer, who has won all his stripes on

fields of battle, amuses himself in throwing stones and old hats upon

your land, like a small boy."

"Egad!" vociferates the captain, "this man is an infamous Dreyfusard.

He insults the army."

"I?"

"Yes, you! What you are trying to do, you dirty Jew, is to disgrace the

army. Long live the army!"

They came near taking each other by the hair, and the justice had

much difficulty in separating them. Since then Monsieur has stationed

permanently in the garden two invisible witnesses, behind a sort of

board shelter, in which are pierced, at the height of a man, four round

holes, for the eyes. But the captain, being warned, is lying low, and

Monsieur is out the cost of his watchers.

I have seen the captain two or three times, over the hedge. In spite of

the frost, he stays in his garden all day long, working furiously at

all sorts of things. For the moment he is putting oil-paper caps on his

rose-bushes. He tells me of his misfortunes. Rose is suffering from an

attack of influenza, and then--with her asthma!... Bourbaki is dead.

He died of a congestion of the lungs, from drinking too much cognac.

Really, the captain has no luck. And surely that bandit of a Lanlaire

has cast a spell over him. He wishes to get the upper hand of him, to

rid the country of him, and he submits to me an astonishing plan of

campaign.

"Here is what you ought to do, Mademoiselle Célestine. You ought to

lodge with the prosecuting attorney at Louviers a complaint against

Lanlaire for outrages on morals and an assault on modesty. Ah! that's

an idea!"

"But, captain, Monsieur has never outraged my morals or assaulted my

modesty."

"Well, what difference does that make?"

"I cannot."

"What! you cannot? But there is nothing simpler. Lodge your complaint,

and summon Rose and me. We will come to declare, to certify in a court

of justice, that we have seen everything, everything, everything. A

soldier's word amounts to something, especially just now, thunder of

God! And remember that, after that, it will be easy to rake up the case

of little Claire, and involve Lanlaire in it. Ah! that's an idea! Think

it over, Mademoiselle Célestine; think it over."

Ah! I have many things, much too many things, to think over just now.

Joseph is pressing me for a decision; the matter cannot be postponed.

He has heard from Cherbourg that the little café is to be sold next

week. But I am anxious, troubled. I want to, and I don't want to. One

day the idea pleases me, and the next it doesn't. I really believe that

I am afraid that Joseph wants to drag me into terrible things. I cannot

come to a decision. He is not brutal in his method of persuasion;

he advances arguments, and tempts me with promises of liberty, of

handsome costumes, of secure, happy, triumphant life.

"But I must buy the little café," he says to me. "I cannot let such an

opportunity go by. And if the Revolution comes? Think of it, Célestine;

that means fortune right away. And who knows? The Revolution--ah! bear

that in mind--is the best thing possible for the cafés."

"Buy it, at any rate. If it is not I, it will be somebody else."

"No, no, it must be you. Nobody else will do. I am crazy over you. But

you distrust me."

"No, Joseph, I assure you."

"Yes, yes; you have bad ideas about me."

I do not know, no, really, I do not know, where, at that moment, I

found the courage to ask him:

"Well, Joseph, tell me that it was you who outraged the little Claire

in the woods."

Joseph received the shock with extraordinary tranquillity. He simply

shrugged his shoulders, swayed back and forth a few seconds, and then,

giving a hitch to his pantaloons, which had slipped a little, he

answered, simply:

"You see? Did I not tell you so? I know your thoughts; I know

everything that goes on in your mind."

His voice was softer, but his look had become so terrifying that it was

impossible for me to articulate a word.

"It is not a question of the little Claire; it is a question of you."

He took me in his arms, as he did the other evening.

"Will you come with me to the little café?"

Shuddering and trembling, I found strength to answer:

"I am afraid; I am afraid of you, Joseph. Why am I afraid of you?"

He held me cradled in his arms. And, disdaining to justify himself,

happy perhaps at increasing my terrors, he said to me, in a paternal

tone:

"Well, well, since that is the case, I will talk with you again about

it to-morrow."

A Rouen newspaper is circulating in town, in which there is an article

that is creating a scandal among the pious. It is a true story, very

droll, and somewhat _risqué_, which happened lately at Port-Lançon,

a pretty place situated three leagues from here. And it gains in

piquancy from the fact that everybody knows the personages. Here again

is something for people to talk about, for a few days. The newspaper

was brought to Marianne yesterday, and at night, after dinner, I read

the famous article aloud. At the first phrases Joseph rose, with much

dignity, very severe and even a little angry. He declared that he does

not like dirty stories, and that he cannot sit and listen to attacks on

religion.

"You are not behaving well in reading that, Célestine; you are not

behaving well."

And he went off to bed.

To-day, November 10, it took us all day to clean the silver service.

That is an event in the house,--a traditional epoch, like the

preserve-canning season. The Lanlaires possess a magnificent silver

service, containing old pieces, rare and very beautiful. It comes

from Madame's father, who took it, some say on deposit, others say as

security for money lent to a neighboring member of the nobility. Young

people for military service were not all that this blusterer bought.

Everything was fish that came to his net, and one swindle more or less

made no difference to him. If the grocer is to be believed, the story

of this silver service is one of the most doubtful, or one of the

clearest, as you choose to look at it. It is said that Madame's father

got his money back, and then, thanks to some circumstance the nature

of which I do not know, succeeded in keeping the silver service in the

bargain. An astonishing piece of sharp practice!

Of course, the Lanlaires never use it. It remains locked up at the back

of a closet in the servants' hall, in three great boxes lined with red

velvet and fastened to the wall by solid iron clamps. Every year, on

the tenth of November, it is taken from the boxes, and cleaned under

Madame's supervision. And it is never seen again until the following

year. Oh! Madame's eyes in presence of her silver service,--her

silver service in our hands! Never have I seen in a woman's eyes such

aggressive cupidity.

Are they not curious,--these people who hide everything, who bury their

silver, their jewels, all their wealth, all their happiness, and who,

being able to live in luxury and joy, persist in living a life of ennui

bordering on deprivation?

The work done, the silver service locked up for a year in its boxes,

and Madame having gone away after satisfying herself that none of it

has stuck to our fingers, Joseph said to me, with a queer air:

"That is a very beautiful silver service, you know, Célestine.

Especially 'the cruet of Louis XVI.' Ah! _sacristi!_ and how heavy it

is! The whole business is worth perhaps twenty-five thousand francs,

Célestine; perhaps more. One does not know what it is worth."

And, looking at me steadily and heavily, piercing the very depths of my

soul, he asked:

"Will you come with me to the little café?"

What relation can there be between Madame's silver service and the

little café at Cherbourg? Really, I don't know why, but Joseph's

slightest words make me tremble.

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