And she leaves our curiosity hanging on this "but."

"What then? what then?" they cry from all sides, with outstretched

necks and open mouths.

"But ... I should not be astonished ... if it were...."

We are breathless.

"Monsieur Lanlaire. There, that is what I think, if you want to know,"

she concludes, with an expression of base and atrocious ferocity.

Several protest; others reserve judgment. I declare that Monsieur

Lanlaire is incapable of such a crime, and I cry:

"He, Lord Jesus? Oh, the poor man! He would be too much afraid."

But Rose, with still more hatred, insists:

"Incapable? Ta, ta, ta! And the little Jézureau? And Valentin's little

girl? And the little Dougère? Do you remember them? Incapable?"

"It is not the same thing; it is not the same thing."

In their hatred of Monsieur they do not, like Rose, go so far as

to make a formal charge of murder. That he outrages little girls

who consent to be outraged,--yes, that is possible. That he kills

them,--that is scarcely credible. But Rose stormily insists. She froths

at the mouth; she pounds the table with her soft, fat hands; she cries,

with excited gestures:

"Do I not tell you yes? I am sure of it."

Mme. Gouin, who has been listening in a dreamy fashion, finally

declares, in her meaningless voice:

"Oh! indeed, young women, in these matters one can never tell. As for

the little Jézureau, it was a famous bit of luck, I assure you, that he

did not kill her."

In spite of the authority of the grocer, in spite of the obstinacy of

Rose, who will not consent to change the subject, they pass in review,

one after another, all the people in the neighborhood who could have

done the deed. They find heaps of them,--all those whom they detest,

all those of whom they have any jealousy, against whom they have any

spite. Finally the pale little woman with the rat-like nose remarks:

"You know that last week there were two capuchins begging around here,

who did not present a very inviting appearance, with their dirty

beards. May it not have been they?"

A cry of indignation arises:

"Worthy and pious monks? The good God's holy souls! It is abominable!"

And, as we take our departure, after laying everybody under suspicion,

Rose, bent on establishing her theory, repeats:

"Do I not tell you that it is he? It is he, be sure!"

Before re-entering the house, I stop a moment in the harness-room,

where Joseph is polishing his harnesses. Above a dresser, on which

bottles of varnish and boxes of blacking are symmetrically arranged,

I see flaming on the pine wainscoting the portrait of Drumont. To give

him greater majesty, undoubtedly, Joseph has recently adorned him

with a crown of laurel. Opposite, the portrait of the pope is almost

entirely hidden by a horse-blanket hung upon a nail. Anti-Jewish

pamphlets and patriotic songs are piled up on a shelf, and in a corner

Joseph's club stands lonely among the brooms.

Suddenly I say to Joseph, solely from a motive of curiosity:

"Do you know, Joseph, that the little Claire has been found in the

woods, murdered and outraged?"

At first Joseph cannot suppress a movement of surprise,--is it really

surprise? Rapid and furtive as this movement was, it seems to me that,

at the sound of the little Claire's name, a sort of strange shock,

something like a shudder, passed through him. He recovers very quickly.

"Yes," he says, in a firm voice, "I know it. I was told so in the

neighborhood this morning."

Now he is indifferent and placid. He rubs his harnesses methodically

with a thick, black cloth. I admire the muscular development of his

bare arms, the harmonious and powerful suppleness of his biceps,

the whiteness of his skin. I cannot see his eyes under the lowered

lids,--his eyes so obstinately fixed upon his work. But I see his

mouth, his large mouth, his enormous jaw, the jaw of a cruel and

sensual beast. And I feel a sort of light tremor at my heart. I ask him

further:

"Do they know who did it?"

Joseph shrugs his shoulders. Half jesting, half serious, he answers:

"Some vagabonds, undoubtedly; some dirty sheenies."

Then, after a short silence:

"Puuutt! you will see that they will not pinch them. The magistrates

are all sold."

He hangs up the finished harnesses, and, pointing to Drumont's

portrait, in its laurel halo, he adds:

"If we only had him? Oh, misfortune!"

I know not why I left him with a singular feeling of uneasiness in my

soul.

At any rate, this story is going to give us something to talk about,

something to divert us a little.

Sometimes, when Madame is out, and I cannot stand the ennui, I go to

the iron fence by the roadside, where Mlle. Rose comes to meet me.

Always on the watch, nothing that goes on in our place escapes her.

She sees all who come in and go out. She is redder, fatter, flabbier

than ever. Her lips hang more than they did, and she is more and more

haunted by obscene ideas. Every time that we meet, her first look is at

my person, and her first words, uttered in her thick voice, are:

"Remember my advice. As soon as you notice anything, go straight to

Mme. Gouin; straight."

It is a veritable obsession, a mania. A little annoyed, I reply:

"But why do you expect me to notice anything? I know nobody here."

"Ah!" she exclaims, "a misfortune comes so quickly! A moment of

forgetfulness,--it is very natural,--and there you are! Sometimes one

does not know how it happens. I have seen some who were as sure as

you are, and then it happened all the same. But with Mme. Gouin one

can rest easy. So expert a woman is a real blessing to a town. Why,

formerly, my dear little one, you saw nothing but children around

here. The town was poisoned with children. An abomination! They

swarmed in the streets, like chickens in a hen-yard. They bawled on

the door-steps, and made a terrible hullaballoo. One saw nothing else.

Well, I don't know whether you have noticed it, but to-day there are no

more to be seen, almost none at all."

With a more slimy smile, she continues:

"Not that the girls amuse themselves any less. Oh! heavens, no! On

the contrary. You never go out in the evening; but, if you were to

take a walk at nine o'clock under the chestnut trees, you would see.

Everywhere couples on the benches, kissing and caressing. It is a very

pretty spectacle. Oh! to me, you know, love is so pretty. I perfectly

understand that one cannot live without love. Yes, but it is very

annoying also to have a lot of children tagging at one's heels. Well,

they have none now; they have no more. And it is to Mme. Gouin that

they owe that. Just a disagreeable moment to pass through; after all,

it is not like having to swallow the sea. In your place I would not

hesitate. A pretty girl like you, so distinguished, and who must have

so good a figure,--a child would be a murder."

"Reassure yourself. I have no desire to have one."

"Yes, I know; nobody has any desire to have one. Only ... But, tell me,

has Monsieur never made advances to you?"

"Why, no."

"That is astonishing, for he has a great reputation for that. Not even

that morning in the garden?"

"I assure you."

Mam'zelle Rose shakes her head.

"You are unwilling to say anything. You distrust me. Well, that is your

business. Only, we know what we know."

Peasants pass in the road, and salute Mam'zelle Rose, with respect.

"How do you do, Mam'zelle Rose? And the captain,--is he well?"

"Very well, thank you. He is drawing some wine just now."

_Bourgeois_ pass in the road, and salute Mam'zelle Rose with respect.

"How do you do, Mam'zelle Rose? And the captain?"

"Always vigorous, thank you; you are very good."

The priest passes in the road, with a slow step, wagging his head. At

the sight of Rose, he bows, smiles, closes his breviary, and stops.

"Ah! it is you, my dear child? And the captain?"

"Thank you, Father, things are going very nicely. The captain is busy

in the cellar."

"So much the better, so much the better! I hope that he has planted

some beautiful flowers, and that next year, on Corpus Christi day, we

shall have again a superb street altar."

"You may be sure of it, Father."

"All my friendships to the captain, my child."

"And the same to you, Father."

And, as he goes away, his breviary again open:

"_Au revoir! au revoir!_ All that a parish needs is parishioners like

you."

And I go back, a little sad, a little discouraged, a little hateful,

leaving this abominable Rose to enjoy her triumph, saluted by all,

respected by all, fat, happy, hideously happy. Soon, I am sure, the

priest will place her in a niche in his church, between two candles,

with a nimbus of gold about her, like a saint.

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