A CHAMBERMAID'S DIARY

I

_September 14._

To-day, September 14, at three o'clock in the afternoon, in mild, gray,

and rainy weather, I have entered upon my new place. It is the twelfth

in two years. Of course I say nothing of the places which I held in

previous years. It would be impossible for me to count them. Ah! I can

boast of having seen interiors and faces, and dirty souls. And the

end is not yet. Judging from the really extraordinary and dizzy way

in which I have rolled, here and there, successively, from houses to

employment-bureaus, and from employment-bureaus to houses, from the

Bois de Boulogne to the Bastille, from the Observatory to Montmartre,

from the Ternes to the Gobelins, everywhere, without ever succeeding in

establishing myself anywhere, the masters in these days must be hard to

please. It is incredible.

The affair was arranged through an advertisement in the "Figaro," and

without any interview with Madame. We wrote letters to each other,

that is all; a risky method, often resulting in surprises on both

sides. Madame's letters are well written, it is true. But they reveal

a meddlesome and fastidious character. Ah! the explanations and the

commentaries that she insisted upon, the whys and the becauses. I do

not know whether Madame is stingy; at any rate she is hardly ruining

herself with her letter-paper. It is bought at the Louvre. I am not

rich, but I have more elegance than that. I write on paper perfumed _à

la peau d'Espagne_, beautiful paper, some of it pink, some light blue,

which I have collected from my former mistresses. Some of it even bears

a countess's coronet engraved upon it. That must have been a crusher

for her.

Well, at last, here I am in Normandy, at Mesnil-Roy. Madame's estate,

which is not far from the country, is called the Priory. This is almost

all that I know of the spot where henceforth I am to live.

I am not without anxiety, or without regret, at having come, in

consequence of a moment's rashness, to bury myself in the depths of the

country. What I have seen of it frightens me a little, and I ask myself

what further is going to happen to me here. Doubtless nothing good,

and the usual worries. To worry is the clearest of our privileges. For

every one who succeeds,--that is, for every one who marries a worthy

young fellow or forms an alliance with an old man,--how many of us are

destined to ill-luck, swept away in the great whirlwind of poverty?

After all, I had no choice, and this is better than nothing.

This is not the first time that I have had a place in the country.

Four years ago I had one. Oh! not for long, and in really exceptional

circumstances. I remember this adventure as if it had occurred

yesterday. Although the details are slightly indecorous, and even

horrible, I wish to relate it. Moreover, I charitably warn my readers

that it is my intention, in writing this diary, to keep nothing back,

in relation either to myself or to others. On the contrary, I intend

to put into it all the frankness that is in me, and, when necessary,

all the brutality that is in life. It is not my fault if the souls from

which we tear the veils, and which then appear in all their nakedness,

exhale so strong an odor of rottenness.

Well, here it is.

I was engaged in an employment-bureau, by a sort of fat governess, to

be a chambermaid in the house of a certain M. Rabour, in Touraine. The

conditions accepted, it was agreed that I should take the train on such

a day, at such an hour, for such a station; which was done, according

to the programme.

As soon as I had given up my ticket at the exit, I found, outside, a

sort of coachman with a rubicund and churlish face, who asked me:

"Are you M. Rabour's new chambermaid?"

"Yes."

"Have you a trunk?"

"Yes, I have a trunk."

"Give me your baggage ticket, and wait for me here."

He made his way to the platform. The employees hastened about him. They

called him "Monsieur Louis" in a tone of friendly respect. Louis looked

for my trunk in the pile of baggage, and had it placed in an English

cart that stood near the exit.

"Well, will you get in?"

I took my seat beside him, and we started. The coachman looked at me

out of the corner of his eye. I examined him similarly. I saw at once

that I had to do with a countryman, an unpolished peasant, an untrained

domestic who had never served in grand establishments. That annoyed me.

For my part, I like handsome liveries. I dote on nothing so much as on

white leather knee-breeches tightly fitting nervous thighs. And how

lacking in elegance he was, this Louis, without driving-gloves, with

a full suit of grayish-blue drugget that was too big for him, and a

flat cap of glazed leather, ornamented with a double row of gold lace.

No, indeed, they are slow in this region. And, with all, a scowling,

brutal air, but not a bad fellow at bottom. I know these types. At

first they assume a knowing air with the new people, and later a more

friendly footing is arrived at. Often more friendly than one would like.

We sat a long time without saying a word. He assumed the manners of

a grand coachman, holding the reins high and swinging his whip with

rounded gestures. Oh! how ridiculous he was! For my part, with much

dignity I surveyed the landscape, which had no special feature; simply

fields, trees, and houses, just as everywhere else. He brought his

horse down to a walk in order to ascend a hill, and then, suddenly,

with a quizzing smile, he asked:

"I suppose that at least you have brought a good supply of shoes?"

"Undoubtedly," said I, astonished at this question, which rhymed with

nothing, and still more at the singular tone in which he put it to me.

"Why do you ask me that? It is a rather stupid question, don't you

know, my old man?"

He nudged me slightly with his elbow, and, gliding over me a strange

look whose two-fold expression of keen irony and, indeed, of jovial

obscenity was unintelligible to me, he said, with a chuckle:

"Oh! yes, pretend that you know nothing. You are a good one, you

are,--a jolly good one!"

Then he clacked his tongue, and the horse resumed its rapid gait.

I was puzzled. What could be the meaning of this? Perhaps nothing at

all. I concluded that the good man was a little silly, that he did not

know how to talk with women, and that he had been able to think of no

other way to start a conversation which, however, I did not see fit to

continue.

M. Rabour's estate was sufficiently large and beautiful. A pretty

house, painted light green, and surrounded by broad lawns adorned with

flowers and by a pine forest which gave forth an odor of turpentine.

I adore the country, but, oddly enough, it makes me sad and sleepy. I

was utterly stupid when I entered the vestibule where the governess was

awaiting me,--she who had engaged me at the Paris employment-bureau,

God knows after how many indiscreet questions as to my private habits

and tastes, which ought to have made me distrustful. But in vain does

one see and endure things stronger and stronger; they never teach you

anything. The governess had not pleased me at the employment-bureau;

here she instantly disgusted me. She seemed to me to have the air

of an old procuress. She was a fat woman, and short, with puffed-up

yellowish flesh, hair brushed flat and turning gray, huge and rolling

breasts, and soft, damp hands as transparent as gelatine. Her grey eyes

indicated wickedness, a cold, calculating, vicious wickedness. The

tranquil and cruel way in which she looked at you, searching soul and

flesh, was almost enough to make you blush.

She escorted me into a little reception-room, and at once left me,

saying that she was going to notify Monsieur, that Monsieur wished to

see me before I should begin my service.

"For Monsieur has not seen you," she added. "I have taken you, it is

true, but then it is necessary that you please Monsieur."

I inspected the room. It was extremely clean and orderly. The brasses,

the furniture, the floor, the doors, thoroughly polished, waxed,

varnished, shone like mirrors. No clap-trap, no heavy hangings, no

embroidered stuffs, such as are seen in certain Paris houses; but

serious comfort, an air of rich decency, of substantial country life,

regular and calm. But my! how tiresome it must be to live here!

Monsieur entered. Oh! the queer man, and how he amused me! Fancy a

little old man, looking as if he had just stepped out of a band-box,

freshly shaven, and as pink as a doll. Very erect, very sprightly,

very inviting, in fact, he hopped about, in walking, like a little

grasshopper in the fields. He saluted me, and then asked, with infinite

politeness:

"What is your name, my child?"

"Célestine, Monsieur."

"Célestine!" he exclaimed. "Célestine? The devil! It is a pretty

name,--that I do not deny,--but too long, my child, much too long. I

will call you Marie, if you are willing. That is a very nice name, too,

and it is short. And besides, I have called all my chambermaids Marie.

It is a habit which it would distress me to abandon. I would rather

abandon the person."

They all have this queer mania of never calling you by your real name.

I was not too much astonished, having already borne all the names of

all the saints in the calendar. He persisted:

"So it will not displease you if I call you Marie? That is agreed, is

it?"

"Why, certainly, Monsieur."

"A pretty girl; good character; very well, very well."

He had said all this to me in a sprightly and extremely respectful way,

and without staring at me, without seeming to undress me with his eyes,

after the fashion of men generally. Scarcely had he looked at me. From

the moment that he entered the room, his eyes had remained obstinately

fixed upon my shoes.

"You have others?" he asked, after a short silence, during which it

seemed to me that his eyes became strangely brilliant.

"Other names, Monsieur?"

"No, my child, other shoes."

And with a slender tongue he licked his lips, after the manner of cats.

I did not answer at once. This word shoes, reminding me of the

coachman's salacious joke, had astounded me. Then that had a meaning?

On a more pressing interrogation I finally answered, but in a voice

somewhat hoarse and thick, as if I were, confessing a sin of gallantry:

"Yes, Monsieur, I have others."

"Glazed?"

"Yes, Monsieur."

"Highly, highly glazed?"

"Why, yes, Monsieur."

"Good, good! And of yellow leather?"

"I have none of that kind, Monsieur."

"You will have to have some; I will give you some."

"Thank you, Monsieur."

"Good, good! Be still!"

I was frightened, for dull gleams had just passed over his eyes, and

drops of sweat were rolling down his forehead. Thinking that he was

about to faint, I was on the point of shouting, of calling for help.

But the crisis quieted down, and, after a few minutes, he continued in

a calmer voice, though a little saliva still foamed at the corner of

his lips.

"It is nothing. It is over. Understand me, my child. I am a little

of a maniac. At my age that is allowed, is it not? For instance, I do

not think it proper that a woman should black her own shoes, much less

mine. I have a great respect for women, Marie, and cannot endure that.

So I will black your shoes, your little shoes, your dear little shoes.

I will take care of them. Listen to me. Every evening, before going to

bed, you will carry your shoes into my room; you will place them near

the bed, on a little table, and every morning, on coming to open my

windows, you will take them away again."

And, as I manifested a prodigious astonishment, he added:

"Oh! now, it is nothing enormous that I ask of you; it is a very

natural thing, after all. And if you are very nice...."

Quickly he took from his pocket two louis, which he handed to me.

"If you are very nice, very obedient, I will often make you little

presents. The governess will pay you your wages every month. But

between ourselves, Marie, I shall often make you little presents. And

what is it that I ask of you? Come, now, it is not extraordinary. Is

it, then, indeed, so extraordinary?"

Monsieur was getting excited again. As he spoke his eyelids rapidly

rose and fell, like leaves in a tempest.

"Why do you say nothing, Marie? Say something. Why do you not

walk? Walk a little, that I may see them move, that I may see them

live,--your little shoes."

He knelt down, kissed my shoes, kneaded them with his feverish and

caressing fingers, unlaced them. And, while kissing, kneading, and

caressing them, he said, in a supplicating voice, in the voice of a

weeping child:

"Oh! Marie, Marie, your little shoes; give them to me directly,

directly, directly. I want them directly. Give them to me."

I was powerless. Astonishment had paralyzed me. I did not know whether

I was really living or dreaming. Of Monsieur's eyes I saw nothing but

two little white globes streaked with red. And his mouth was all daubed

with a sort of soapy foam.

At last he took my shoes away and shut himself up with them in his room

for two hours.

"Monsieur is much pleased with you," said the governess to me, in

showing me over the house. "Try to continue to please him. The place is

a good one."

Four days later, in the morning, on going at the usual hour to open the

windows, I came near fainting with horror in the chamber. Monsieur was

dead. Stretched on his back in the middle of the bed, he lay with all

the rigidity of a corpse. He had not struggled. The bed-clothing was

not disarranged. There was not the slightest trace of shock, of agony,

of clinched hands striving to strangle Death. And I should have thought

him asleep, if his face had not been violet, frightfully violet, the

sinister violet of the egg-plant. And,--terrifying spectacle, which,

still more than this face, caused me to quake with fear,--Monsieur

held, pressed between his teeth, one of my shoes, so firmly pressed

between his teeth that, after useless and horrible efforts, I was

obliged to cut the leather with a razor, in order to tear it from him.

I am no saint; I have known many men, and I know, by experience, all

the madness, all the vileness, of which they are capable. But a man

like Monsieur? Oh! indeed, is it not ridiculous all the same that such

types exist? And where do they go in search of all their conceits,

when it is so simple and so good to love each other prettily, as other

people do?

I do not think that anything of that kind will happen to me here. Here,

evidently, they are of another sort. But is it better? Is it worse? As

to that, I know nothing.

There is one thing that torments me. I ought, perhaps, to have

finished, once for all, with all these dirty places, and squarely taken

the step from domesticity into gallantry, like so many others that I

have known, and who--I say it without pride--had fewer "advantages"

than I. Though I am not what is called pretty, I am better; without

conceit I may say that I have an atmosphere, a style, which many

society women and many women of the _demi-monde_ have often envied me.

A little tall, perhaps, but supple, slender, and well-formed, with very

beautiful blonde hair, very beautiful deep-blue eyes, an audacious

mouth, and, finally, an original manner and a turn of mind, very lively

and languishing at once, that pleases men. I might have succeeded.

But, in addition to the fact that, by my own fault, I have missed some

astonishing opportunities, which probably will never come to me again,

I have been afraid. I have been afraid, for one never knows where that

will lead you. I have rubbed against so many miseries in that sphere of

life; I have received so many distressing confidences. And those tragic

calvaries from the Depot to the Hospital, which one does not always

escape! And, for a background to the picture, the hell of Saint-Lazare!

Such things cause one to reflect and shudder. Who knows, too, whether

I should have had, as woman, the same success that I have had as

chambermaid? The particular charm which we exercise over men does not

lie solely in ourselves, however pretty we may be. It depends largely,

as I have had occasion to know, on our environment, on the luxury and

vice of our surroundings, on our mistresses themselves and on the

desire which they excite. In loving us, it is a little of them and much

of their mystery that men love in us.

But there is something else. In spite of my dissolute life, I have

luckily preserved, in the depths of my being, a very sincere religious

feeling, which saves me from definitive falls and holds me back at

the edge of the worst abysses. Ah! if there were no religion; if, on

evenings of gloom and moral distress, there were no prayer in the

churches; if it were not for the Holy Virgin, and Saint Anthony of

Padua, and all the rest of the outfit,--we should be much more unhappy,

that is sure. And what would become of us, and how far we should go,

the devil only knows!

Finally,--and this is more serious,--I have not the least defence

against men. I should be the constant victim of my disinterestedness

and their pleasure. I am too amorous,--yes, I am too much in love with

love, to draw any profit whatever out of love. It is stronger than I; I

cannot ask money of one who gives me happiness and sets ajar for me the

radiant gates of Ecstasy.

So here I am, then, at the Priory, awaiting what? Indeed, I do not

know. The wisest way would be not to think about it, and trust

everything to luck. Perhaps it is thus that things go best. Provided

that to-morrow, and pursued even here by that pitiless mischance which

never leaves me, I am not forced once more to quit my place. That

would annoy me. For some time I have had pains in my loins, a feeling

of weariness in my whole body; my stomach is becoming impaired, my

memory is weakening; I am growing more irritable and nervous. Just now,

when looking in the glass, I discovered that my face had a really tired

look, and that my complexion--that amber complexion of which I was so

proud--had taken on an almost ashen hue. Can I be growing old already?

I do not wish to grow old yet. In Paris it is difficult to take care of

one's self. There is no time for anything. Life there is too feverish,

too tumultuous; one comes continually in contact with too many people,

too many things, too many pleasures, too much of the unexpected. But

you have to go on, just the same. Here it is calm. And what silence!

The air that one breathes must be healthy and good. Ah! if, at the risk

of being bored, I could but rest a little.

In the first place, I have no confidence. Certainly Madame is nice

enough with me. She has seen fit to pay me some compliments on my

appearance, and to congratulate herself on the reports that she has

received concerning me. Oh! her head, if she knew that these reports

are false, or at least that they were given simply to oblige! What

especially astonishes her is my elegance. And then, as a rule, they

are nice the first day, these camels. While all is new, all is

beautiful. That is a well-known song. Yes, and the next day the air

changes into another one equally well known. Especially as Madame has

very cold, hard eyes, which do not please me,--the eyes of a miser,

full of keen suspicion and spying inquiry. Nor do I like her dry and

too thin lips, which seem to be covered with a whitish crust, or her

curt, cutting speech, which turns an amiable word almost into an

insult or a humiliation. When, in questioning me concerning this or

that, concerning my aptitudes and my past, she looked at me with that

tranquil and sly impudence of an old customs official which they all

have, I said to myself:

"There is no mistake about it. Here is another one who is bound to put

everything under lock and key, to count every evening her grapes and

her lumps of sugar, and to put marks on the bottles. Oh! yes, indeed,

we change and change, but we find always the same thing."

Nevertheless, it will be necessary to see, and not rely on this first

impression. Among so many mouths that have spoken to me, among so many

looks that have searched my soul, I shall find perhaps, some day,--who

knows?--a friendly mouth, a sympathetic look. It costs me nothing to

hope.

As soon as I had arrived, still under the deadening influence of four

hours in a third-class railway carriage, and before any one in the

kitchen had even thought of offering me a slice of bread, Madame took

me over the house, from cellar to garret, in order to immediately

familiarize me with my duties. Oh! she does not waste her time, or

mine. How big this house is! And how many things and corners it

contains! Oh! no, thank you, to keep it in order as it should be, four

servants would not suffice. Besides the ground floor, which in itself

is very important,--for there are two little pavilions, in the form

of a terrace, which constitute additions and continuations,--it has

two stories, in which I shall have to be forever going up and down,

since Madame, who stays in a little room near the dining-room, has had

the ingenious idea of placing the linen-room, where I am to work, at

the top of the house, by the side of our chambers. And cupboards, and

bureaus, and drawers, and store-rooms, and litters of all sorts,--if

you like these things, there are plenty of them. Never shall I find

myself in all this.

At every minute, in showing me something, Madame said to me:

"You will have to be careful about this, my girl. This is very pretty,

my girl. This is very rare, my girl. This is very expensive, my girl."

She could not, then, call me by my name, instead of saying all the

time, "My girl," this, "My girl," that, in that tone of wounding

domination which discourages the best wills and straightway puts such

a distance, so much hatred, between our mistresses and us? Do I call

her "little mother"? And then Madame has always on her lips the words

"very expensive." It is provoking. Everything that belongs to her, even

paltry articles that cost four sous, are "very expensive." One has no

idea where the vanity of the mistress of a house can hide itself. It is

really pitiful. In explaining to me the working of an oil lamp, which

in no way differed from all other lamps, she said to me:

"My girl, you know that this lamp is very expensive, and that it can be

repaired only in England. Take care of it, as if it were the apple of

your eye."

Oh! the cheek that they have, and the fuss that they make about

nothing! And when I think that it is all done just to humiliate you, to

astonish you!

And the house is not so much after all. There is really no reason to

be so proud of it. The exterior, to be sure, with the great clusters

of trees that sumptuously frame it and the gardens that descend to the

river in gentle slopes, ornamented with broad rectangular lawns, gives

an impression of some importance. But within it is sad, old, rickety,

and has a musty smell. I do not understand how they can live in it.

Nothing but rats' nests, break-neck wooden stairways, whose warped

steps tremble and creak beneath your feet; low and dark passage-ways,

whose floors, instead of being covered with soft carpets, consist of

badly-laid tiles, of a faded red color, and glazed, glazed, slippery,

slippery. The too thin partitions, made of too dry planks, make the

chambers as sonorous as the inside of a violin. Oh! it is all hollow

and provincial. It surely is not furnished in the Paris fashion. In

all the rooms old mahogany, old worm-eaten stuffs, old worn-out faded

rugs, and arm-chairs and sofas, ridiculously stiff, without springs,

worm-eaten, and rickety. How they must grind one's shoulders! Really,

I, who am so fond of light-colored hangings, broad elastic divans,

where one can stretch voluptuously on heaps of cushions, and all these

pretty modern furnishings, so luxurious, so rich, and so gay,--I feel

utterly saddened by the gloomy sadness of these. And I am afraid that

I shall never get accustomed to such an absence of comfort, to such a

lack of elegance, to so much old dust and so many dead forms.

Nor is Madame dressed in Parisian fashion. She is lacking in style,

and is unacquainted with the great dressmakers. She is somewhat of a

fright, as they say. Although she shows a certain pretension in her

costumes, she is at least ten years behind the fashion. And what a

fashion! Still, she would not be bad-looking, if she chose not to be;

at least, she would not be too bad-looking. Her worst fault is that

she awakens in you no sympathy,--that she is a woman in nothing. But

she has regular features, pretty hair naturally blonde, and a beautiful

skin; in fact, she has too much color, as if she were suffering from

some internal malady. I know this type of woman, and I am not to be

deceived by the brilliancy of their complexion. They are pink on

the surface, yes, but within they are rotten. They cannot stand up

straight, they cannot walk, they cannot live, except by the aid of

girdles, trusses, pessaries, and a whole collection of secret horrors

and complex mechanisms. Which does not prevent them from making a show

in society. Yes, indeed, they are coquettish, if you please; they flirt

in the corners, they exhibit their painted flesh, they ogle, they

wiggle; and yet they are fit for nothing but preservation in alcohol.

Oh! misfortune! One has but little satisfaction with them, I assure

you, and it is not always agreeable to be in their service.

I do not know whether it is from temperament or from organic

indisposition, but, judging from the expression of Madame's face, her

severe gestures, and the stiff bending of her body, she cares nothing

at all for love. She has the sharpness and sourness of an old maid,

and her whole person seems dried up and mummified,--a rare thing with

blondes. Not such women as Madame does beautiful music, like that of

"Faust",--oh! that "Faust"!--cause to fall with languor and swoon

voluptuously in the arms of a handsome man. Oh, no indeed! She does

not belong to that class of very ugly women into whose faces the ardor

of sex sometimes puts so much of radiant life, so much of seductive

beauty. After all, though, one cannot trust too securely in airs like

those of Madame. I have known women of the most severe and crabbed

type, who drove away all thought of desire and love, and who yet were

famous rovers.

Although Madame forces herself to be amiable, she surely is not up to

date, like some that I have seen. I believe her to be very wicked, very

spying, very fault-finding,--a dirty character and a wicked heart. She

must be continually at people's heels, pestering them in all ways.

"Do you know how to do this?" and "Do you know how to do that?" or

again: "Are you in the habit of breaking things? Are you careful? Have

you a good memory? Are you orderly?" There is no end to it. And also:

"Are you clean? I am very particular about cleanliness; I pass over

many things, but I insist upon cleanliness." Does she take me for a

farm girl, a peasant, a country servant? Cleanliness? Oh! I know that

chestnut. They all say that. And often, when one goes to the bottom

of things, when one turns up their skirts and examines their linen,

how filthy they are! Sometimes it is disgusting enough to turn one's

stomach.

Consequently I distrust Madame's cleanliness. When she showed me her

dressing-room, I did not notice any bath, or any of the things that

are necessary to a woman who takes proper care of herself. And what a

scant supply she has of _bibelots_, bottles, and all those private and

perfumed articles with which I am so fond of messing! I long, for the

sake of amusement, to see Madame naked. She must be a pretty sight.

In the evening, as I was setting the table, Monsieur entered the

dining-room. He had just returned from a hunt. He is a very tall man,

with broad shoulders, a heavy black moustache, and a dull complexion.

His manners are a little heavy and awkward, but he seems good-natured.

Evidently he is not a man of genius, like M. Jules Lemaître, whom

I have so often served in the Rue Christophe-Colomb, or a man of

elegance, like M. de Janzé. Ah, M. de Janzé! There was a man for

you! Yet he is sympathetic. His thick and curly hair, his bull neck,

his calves that look like a wrestler's, his thick, intensely red,

and smiling lips, testify to his strength and good humor. He is not

indifferent. That I saw directly from his mobile, sniffing, sensual

nose, and from his extremely brilliant eyes, which are at once gentle

and fun-loving. Never, I think, have I met a human being with such

eyebrows, thick to the point of obscenity, and with so hairy hands.

Like most men of little intelligence and great muscular development, he

is very timid.

He surveyed me with a very queer air, an air in which there was

kindness, surprise, and satisfaction,--something also of salaciousness,

but without impudence, something of an undressing look, but without

brutality. It is evident that Monsieur is not accustomed to such

chambermaids as I, that I astonish him, and that I have made a

great impression on him at the start. He said to me, with a little

embarrassment:

"Ah! Ah! So you are the new chambermaid?"

I bent forward, slightly lowered my eyes, and then, modest and mutinous

at once, I answered simply, in my gentlest voice:

"Why, yes, Monsieur."

Then he stammered:

"So you have come? That's very good, that's very good."

He would have liked to say something further,--was trying, indeed, to

think of something to say,--but, being neither eloquent or at his ease,

he did not find anything. I was greatly amused at his embarrassment.

But, after a short silence, he asked:

"You come from Paris, like that?"

"Yes, Monsieur."

"That's very good, that's very good."

And growing bolder:

"What is your name?"

"Célestine, Monsieur."

He rubbed his hands,--a mannerism of his,--and went on:

"Célestine. Ah! Ah! that's very good. Not a common name; in fact, a

pretty name. Provided Madame does not oblige you to change it. She has

that mania."

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