Major Shackleton admitted the Surgeon's accuracy. "Well, what then?"

"Well, I go back to what I said before Knightley appeared. A man has

lost so many hours. The question, what he did during those hours, is

one that may well appal any one. Lieutenant Scrope doubted whether

that question would trouble a man, and needed an instance. I believe

here is the instance. I believe Knightley is afraid to ask any

questions, and I believe his reason to be fear of how he lived during

those lost hours."

There was a pause. No one was prepared to deny, however much he might

doubt, what Wyley said.

Wyley continued:

"At some point of time before this duel Knightley's recollections

break off. At what precise point we are not aware, nor is it of any

great importance. The sure thing is he does not know of the dispute

between Lieutenant Scrope and himself, and it is of more importance

for us to consider whether he cannot after all be kept from knowing.

Could he not be sent home to England? Mrs. Knightley, I take it, is no

longer in Tangier?"

Major Shackleton stood up, took Wyley by the arm and led him out on to

the balcony. The town beneath them had gone to sleep; the streets were

quiet; the white roofs of the houses in the star-shine descended to

the water's edge like flights of marble steps; only here and there did

a light burn. To one of the lights close by the city wall the Major

directed Wyley's attention. The house in which it burned lay so nearly

beneath them that they could command a corner of the square open

_patio_ in the middle of it; and the light shone in a window set in

that corner and giving on to the _patio_.

"You see that house?" said the Major.

"Yes," said Wyley. "It is Scrope's. I have seen him enter and come

out."

"No doubt," said the Major; "but it is Knightley's house."

"Knightley's! Then the light burning in the window is--"

The Major nodded. "She is still in Tangier. And never a care for him

has troubled her for two years, not so much as would bring a pucker to

her pretty forehead--all my arrears of pay to a guinea-piece."

Wyley leaned across the rail of the balcony, watching the light, and

as he watched he was aware that his feelings and his thoughts changed.

The interest which he had felt in Scrope died clean away, or rather

was transferred to Knightley; and with this new interest there sprang

up a new sympathy, a new pity. The change was entirely due to that one

yellow light burning in the window and the homely suggestions which it

provoked. It brought before him very clearly the bitter contrast: so

that light had burned any night these last two years, and Scrope had

gone in and out at his will, while up in the barbarous inlands of

Morocco the husband had had his daily portion of the bastinado and

the whip. It was her fault, too, and she made her profit of it. Wyley

became sensible of an overwhelming irony in the disposition of the

world.

"You spoke a true word to-night, Major," he said bitterly. "That light

down there might turn any man to a moralist, and send him preaching in

the market-places."

"Well," returned the Major, as though he must make what defence he

could for Scrope, "the story is not the politest in the world. But,

then, you know Tangier--it is only a tiny outpost on the edges of the

world where we starve behind broken walls forgotten of our friends. We

have the Moors ever swarming at our gates and the wolf ever snarling

at our heels, and so the niceties of conduct are lost. We have so

little time wherein to live, and that little time is filled with the

noise of battle. Passion has its way with us in the end, and honour

comes to mean no more than bravery and a gallant death."

He remained a few moments silent, and then disconnectedly he told

Wyley the rest of the story.

"It was only three years ago that Knightley came to Tangier. He should

never have brought his wife with him. Scrope and Knightley became

friends. All Tangier knew the truth pretty soon, and laughed at

Knightley's ignorance.... I remember the night of January 6th very

well. I was Captain of the Guard that night too. A spy brought in news

that we might expect a night attack. I sent Knightley with the news to

Lord Inchiquin. On the way back he stepped into his own house. It was

late at night. Mrs. Knightley was singing some foolish song to Scrope.

The two men came down into the street and fought then and there. The

quarter was aroused, the combatants arrested and brought to me....

There are two faults which our necessities here compel us to punish

beyond their proper gravity: duelling, for we cannot afford to lose

officers that way; and brawling in the streets at night, because the

Moors lie _perdus_ under our walls; ready to take occasion as it

comes. Of Scrope's punishment you have heard. Knightley I released for

that night. He was on guard--I could not spare him. We were attacked

in the morning, and repulsed the attack. We followed up our success by

a sortie in which Knightley fell."

Wyley began again to wonder at what particular point in this story

Knightley's recollection broke off; and, further, what particular fear

it was that kept him from all questions even concerning his wife.

Knightley's voice was heard behind them, and they turned back into the

room. The Ensign had shaved his matted beard and combed out his hair,

which now curled and shone graciously about his head and shoulders;

his face, too, for all that it was wasted, had taken almost a boyish

zest, and his figure, revealed in the graceful dress of his regiment,

showed youth in every movement. He was plainly by some years a younger

man than Scrope.

He saluted the Major, and Wyley noticed that with his uniform he

seemed to have drawn on something of a soldierly confidence.

"There's your supper, lad," said Shackleton, pointing to a few poor

herrings and a crust of bread which an orderly had spread upon the

table. "It is scanty."

"I like it the better," said Knightley with a laugh; "for so I am

assured I am at home, in Tangier. There is no beef, I suppose?"

"Not so much as a hoof."

"No butter?"

"Not enough to cover a sixpence."

"There is cheese, however." He lifted up a scrap upon a fork.

"There will be none to-morrow."

"And as for pay?" he asked slyly.

"Two years and a half in arrears."

Knightley laughed again.

"Moreover," added Shackleton, "out of our nothing we may presently

have to feed the fleet. It is indeed the pleasantest joke imaginable."

"In a week, no doubt," rejoined Knightley, "I shall be less sensible

of its humour. But to-night--well, I am home in Tangier, and that

contents me. Nothing has changed." At that he stopped suddenly.

"Nothing has changed?" This time the phrase was put as a question, and

with the halting timidity which he had shown before. No one answered

the question. "No, nothing has changed," he said a third time, and

again his eyes began to travel wistfully from face to face.

Tessin abruptly turned his back; Shackleton blinked his eyes at the

ceiling with altogether too profound an unconcern; Scrope reached out

for the wine, and spilt it as he filled his glass; Wyley busily drew

diagrams with a wet finger on the table.

All these details Knightley remarked. He laid down his fork, he rested

his elbow on the table, his forehead upon his hand. Then absently he

began to hum over to himself a tune. The rhythm of it was somehow

familiar to the Surgeon's ears. Where had he heard it before? Then

with a start he remembered. It was this very rhythm, that very tune,

which Scrope's fingers had beaten out on the table when he first

saw Knightley. And as he had absently drummed it then, so Knightley

absently hummed it now.

Surely, then, the tune had some part in the relations of the two

men--perhaps a part in this story. "A foolish song." The words flashed

into Wyley's mind.

"She was singing a foolish song." What if the tune was the tune of

that song? But then--Wyley's argument came to a sudden conclusion. For

if the tune _was_ the tune of that song, why, then Knightley must know

the truth, since he remembered that song. Was Scrope right after all?

Was Knightley playing with him? Wyley glanced at Knightley in the

keenest excitement. He wanted words fitted to that tune, and in a

little the words came--first one or two fitted here and there to a

note, and murmured unconsciously, then an entire phrase which filled

out a bar, finally this verse in its proper sequence:

"No, no, fair heretick, it needs must be

But an ill love in me,

And worse for thee;

For were it in my power

To love thee now this hour

More than I did the last,

'Twould then so fall

I might not love at all.

Love that can flow...."

And then the song broke off, and silence followed. Wyley looked again

at Knightley, but the latter had not changed his position. He still

sat with his face shaded by his hand.

The Surgeon was startled by a light touch on the arm. He turned with

almost a jump, and he saw Scrope bending across the table towards him,

his eyes ablaze with an excitement no less keen than his own.

"He knows, he knows!" whispered Scrope. "It was that song she was

singing; at that word 'flow' he pushed open the door of the room."

Knightley raised his head and drew his hand across his forehead,

as though Scrope's whisper had aroused him. Scrope seated himself

hurriedly.

"Nothing has changed, eh?" Knightley asked, like a man fresh from his

sleep. Then he stood, and quietly, slowly, walked round the table

until he stood directly behind Scrope's chair. Scrope's face hardened;

he laid the palms of his hands upon the edge of the table ready to

spring up; he looked across to Wyley with the expectation of death in

his eyes.

One of the officers shuffled his feet. Tessin said "Hush!" Knightley

took a step forward and dropped a hand on Scrope's shoulder, very

lightly; but none the less Scrope started and turned white as though

he had been stabbed.

"Harry," said the Ensign, "my--my wife is still in Tangier?"

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