We always used grandmother's stocking--because it was the biggest one
in the family, much larger than mother's, and somehow it seemed able to
stretch more than hers. There was so much room in the foot, too--a
chance for all sorts of packages.
There was a carpet-covered couch against the flowered wall in one
corner of the parlor. Between the foot of it and the chimney, was the
door into our bedroom. I always hung my stocking at the side of the
door nearest the couch, on the theory, well-defined in my mind with
each recurring Christmas, that if by any chance Santa Claus brought me
more than he could get into the stocking, he could pile the overflow on
the couch. And he always did!
It may seem strange that a lad who seldom heard even the third
getting-up call in the morning should have awakened without any calling
once a year--or that his red-night-gowned figure should have leaped
from the depths of his feather bed--or that he should have crept
breathless and fearful to the door where the stocking hung.
Notwithstanding the ripe experience of years past, when each Christmas
found the generous stocking stuffed with good things, there was always
the chance that Santa Claus might have forgotten, this year--or that he
might have miscalculated his supply and not have enough to go
'round--or that he had not been correctly informed as to just what you
wanted--or that some accident, might have befallen his
reindeer-and-sleigh to detain him until the grey dawn of Christmas
morning stopped his work and sent him scurrying back to his toy kingdom
to await another Yule-tide.
And so, in the fearful silence and darkness of that early hour, with
stilled breath and heart beating so loudly you thought it would awaken
everyone in the house, You softly opened the door--poked your arm
through--felt around where the stocking ought to be, but with a great
sinking in your heart when you didn't find it the first time--and
finally your chubby fist clutched the misshapen, lumpy, bulging fabric
that proclaimed a generous Santa Claus.
Yes, it was there!
That was enough for the moment. A hurried climb back into the warm
bed--and then interminable years of waiting until your attuned ear
caught the first sounds of grandmother's dressing in her nearby
bedroom, and the first gleam of winter daylight permitted you to see
the wondrous stocking and the array of packages on the sofa. It was
beyond human strength to refrain from just one look. But alas! The
sight of a dapple-grey rocking-horse with silken mane and flowing tail
was too much, and the next moment you were in the room with your arms
around his arched neck, while peals of unrestrained joy brought the
whole family to the scene. Then it was that mother gathered you into
her lap, and wrapped her skirt about your bare legs, and held your
trembling form tight in her arms until you promised to get dressed if
they would open just one package--the big one on the end of the sofa.
After that there was always "just one more, please!" and by that time
the base burner was warming up and you were on the floor in the middle
of the discarded wrapping-paper, uncovering each wonderous package down
to the very last--the very, very last--in the very toe of the
stocking--the big round one that you were sure was a real league ball
but proved to be nothing but an orange! ...
No Santa Claus? Huh! ...
If there isn't any Santa Claus, what does he put all the sample toys in
the stores for every Christmas so boys and girls can see what they
want? If he doesn't fill the stockings, who does, I'd like to know.
Some folks say that father and mother do it--but s'posin, they do, it's
only to help Santa Claus sometimes when he's late or overworked, or
something like that.
The Spirit of Christmas is Santa Claus--else how could he get around to
everybody in the whole world at exactly the same time of the night?
There is a new high-power motor in my garage. It came to me
yesterday--Christmas. It is very beautiful, and it cost a great deal of
money, a very great deal. If we were in the Little Old Town it would
take us all out to Aunt Em's farm in ten minutes. (It always took her
an hour to drive in with the old spotted white mare.)
I am quite happy to have this wonderful new horse of today, and there
is some warmth inside of me as I walk around it in the garage while
Henry, its keeper, flicks with his chamois every last vestige of dust
from its shiny sides.
And yet ... how gladly would I give it up if only I could have been in
my feather bed last night--if I could have awakened at daybreak and
crept softly, red-flanneled and barefooted, to the parlor door--if I
could have groped for grandmother's stocking and felt its lumpy shape
respond to my eager touch--and if I could have known the thrill of that
dapple-grey rocking-horse when I flung my arms around its neck and
buried my face in its silken mane!