III

The definite story ends in the warm light outside Lummidge's Private and

Family Hotel. One sees that bright solitude of the Leas stretching white

and blank--deserted as only a seaside front in the small hours can be

deserted--and all its electric light ablaze. And then the dark line of

the edge where the cliff drops down to the undercliff and sea. And

beyond, moonlit, the Channel and its incessant ships. Outside the front

of the hotel, which is one of a great array of pallid white facades,

stands this little black figure of a hall-porter, staring stupidly into

the warm and luminous mystery of the night that has swallowed Sea Lady

and Chatteris together. And he is the sole living thing in the picture.

There is a little shelter set in the brow of the Leas, wherein, during

the winter season, a string band plays. Close by there are steps that go

down precipitously to the lower road below. Down these it must have been

they went together, hastening downward out of this life of ours to

unknown and inconceivable things. So it is I seem to see them, and

surely though he was not in a laughing mood, there was now no doubt nor

resignation in his face. Assuredly now he had found himself, for a time

at least he was sure of himself, and that at least cannot be misery,

though it lead straight through a few swift strides to death.

They went down through the soft moonlight, tall and white and splendid,

interlocked, with his arms about her, his brow to her white shoulder and

her hair about his face. And she, I suppose, smiled above him and

caressed him and whispered to him. For a moment they must have glowed

under the warm light of the lamp that is half-way down the steps there,

and then the shadows closed about them. He must have crossed the road

with her, through the laced moonlight of the tree shadows, and through

the shrubs and bushes of the undercliff, into the shadeless moon glare

of the beach. There was no one to see that last descent, to tell whether

for a moment he looked back before he waded into the phosphorescence,

and for a little swam with her, and presently swam no longer, and so was

no more to be seen by any one in this gray world of men.

Did he look back, I wonder? They swam together for a little while, the

man and the sea goddess who had come for him, with the sky above them

and the water about them all, warmly filled with the moonlight and set

with shining stars. It was no time for him to think of truth, nor of the

honest duties he had left behind him, as they swam together into the

unknown. And of the end I can only guess and dream. Did there come a

sudden horror upon him at the last, a sudden perception of infinite

error, and was he drawn down, swiftly and terribly, a bubbling

repentance, into those unknown deeps? Or was she tender and wonderful to

the last, and did she wrap her arms about him and draw him down, down

until the soft waters closed above him into a gentle ecstasy of death?

Into these things we cannot pry or follow, and on the margin of the

softly breathing water the story of Chatteris must end. For the

tailpiece to that, let us put that policeman who in the small hours

before dawn came upon the wrap the Sea Lady had been wearing just as

the tide overtook it. It was not the sort of garment low people

sometimes throw away--it was a soft and costly wrap. I seem to see him

perplexed and dubious, wrap in charge over his arm and lantern in hand,

scanning first the white beach and black bushes behind him and then

staring out to sea. It was the inexplicable abandonment of a thoroughly

comfortable and desirable thing.

"What were people up to?" one figures him asking, this simple citizen of

a plain and observed world. "What do such things mean?

"To throw away such an excellent wrap...!"

In all the southward heaven there were only a planet and the sinking

moon, and from his feet a path of quivering light must have started and

run up to the extreme dark edge before him of the sky. Ever and again

the darkness east and west of that glory would be lit by a momentary

gleam of phosphorescence; and far out the lights of ships were shining

bright and yellow. Across its shimmer a black fishing smack was gliding

out of mystery into mystery. Dungeness shone from the west a pin-point

of red light, and in the east the tireless glare of that great beacon on

Gris-nez wheeled athwart the sky and vanished and came again.

I picture the interrogation of his lantern going out for a little way, a

stain of faint pink curiosity upon the mysterious vast serenity of

night.

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