II

A little while after the return of Chatteris, my cousin Melville

and the Sea Lady were under the ilex at the end of the sea garden

and--disregarding Parker (as every one was accustomed to do), who was

in a garden chair doing some afternoon work at a proper distance--there

was nobody with them at all. Fred and the girls were out cycling--Fred

had gone with them at the Sea Lady's request--and Miss Glendower and

Mrs. Bunting were at Hythe calling diplomatically on some rather horrid

local people who might be serviceable to Harry in his electioneering.

Mr. Bunting was out fishing. He was not fond of fishing, but he was in

many respects an exceptionally resolute little man, and he had taken to

fishing every day in the afternoon after luncheon in order to break

himself of what Mrs. Bunting called his "ridiculous habit" of getting

sea-sick whenever he went out in a boat. He said that if fishing from a

boat with pieces of mussels for bait after luncheon would not break the

habit nothing would, and certainly it seemed at times as if it were

going to break everything that was in him. But the habit escaped. This,

however, is a digression.

These two, I say, were sitting in the ample shade under the evergreen

oak, and Melville, I imagine, was in those fine faintly patterned

flannels that in the year 1899 combined correctness with ease. He was no

doubt looking at the shaded face of the Sea Lady, framed in a frame of

sunlit yellow-green lawn and black-green ilex leaves--at least so my

impulse for verisimilitude conceives it--and she at first was pensive

and downcast that afternoon and afterwards she was interested and looked

into his eyes. Either she must have suggested that he might smoke or

else he asked. Anyhow, his cigarettes were produced. She looked at them

with an arrested gesture, and he hung for a moment, doubtful, on her

gesture.

"I suppose _you_--" he said.

"I never learned."

He glanced at Parker and then met the Sea Lady's regard.

"It's one of the things I came for," she said.

He took the only course.

She accepted a cigarette and examined it thoughtfully. "Down there," she

said, "it's just one of the things-- You will understand we get nothing

but saturated tobacco. Some of the mermen-- There's something they have

picked up from the sailors. Quids, I think they call it. But that's too

horrid for words!"

She dismissed the unpleasant topic by a movement, and lapsed into

thought.

My cousin clicked his match-box.

She had a momentary doubt and glanced towards the house. "Mrs. Bunting?"

she asked. Several times, I understand, she asked the same thing.

"She wouldn't mind--" said Melville, and stopped.

"She won't think it improper," he amplified, "if nobody else thinks it

improper."

"There's nobody else," said the Sea Lady, glancing at Parker, and my

cousin lit the match.

My cousin has an indirect habit of mind. With all general and all

personal things his desperation to get at them obliquely amounts almost

to a passion; he could no more go straight to a crisis than a cat could

to a stranger. He came off at a tangent now as he was sitting forward

and scrutinising her first very creditable efforts to draw. "I just

wonder," he said, "exactly what it was you _did_ come for."

She smiled at him over a little jet of smoke. "Why, this," she said.

"And hairdressing?"

"And dressing."

She smiled again after a momentary hesitation. "And all this sort of

thing," she said, as if she felt she had answered him perhaps a little

below his deserts. Her gesture indicated the house and the lawn and--my

cousin Melville wondered just exactly how much else.

"Am I doing it right?" asked the Sea Lady.

"Beautifully," said my cousin with a faint sigh in his voice. "What do

you think of it?"

"It was worth coming for," said the Sea Lady, smiling into his eyes.

"But did you really just come----?"

She filled in his gap. "To see what life was like on land here?... Isn't

that enough?"

Melville's cigarette had failed to light. He regarded its blighted

career pensively.

"Life," he said, "isn't all--this sort of thing."

"This sort of thing?"

"Sunlight. Cigarette smoking. Talk. Looking nice."

"But it's made up----"

"Not altogether."

"For example?"

"Oh, _you_ know."

"What?"

"You know," said Melville, and would not look at her.

"I decline to know," she said after a little pause.

"Besides--" he said.

"Yes?"

"You told Mrs. Bunting--" It occurred to him that he was telling tales,

but that scruple came too late.

"Well?"

"Something about a soul."

She made no immediate answer. He looked up and her eyes were smiling.

"Mr. Melville," she said, innocently, "what _is_ a soul?"

"Well," said my cousin readily, and then paused for a space. "A soul,"

said he, and knocked an imaginary ash from his extinct cigarette.

"A soul," he repeated, and glanced at Parker.

"A soul, you know," he said again, and looked at the Sea Lady with the

air of a man who is handling a difficult matter with skilful care.

"Come to think of it," he said, "it's a rather complicated matter to

explain----"

"To a being without one?"

"To any one," said my cousin Melville, suddenly admitting his

difficulty.

He meditated upon her eyes for a moment.

"Besides," he said, "you know what a soul is perfectly well."

"No," she answered, "I don't."

"You know as well as I do."

"Ah! that may be different."

"You came to get a soul."

"Perhaps I don't want one. Why--if one hasn't one----?"

"Ah, _there_!" And my cousin shrugged his shoulders. "But really you

know-- It's just the generality of it that makes it hard to define."

"Everybody has a soul?"

"Every one."

"Except me?"

"I'm not certain of that."

"Mrs. Bunting?"

"Certainly."

"And Mr. Bunting?"

"Every one."

"Has Miss Glendower?"

"Lots."

The Sea Lady mused. She went off at a tangent abruptly.

"Mr. Melville," she said, "what is a union of souls?"

Melville flicked his extinct cigarette suddenly into an elbow shape and

then threw it away. The phrase may have awakened some reminiscence.

"It's an extra," he said. "It's a sort of flourish.... And sometimes

it's like leaving cards by footmen--a substitute for the real presence."

There came a gap. He remained downcast, trying to find a way towards

whatever it was that was in his mind to say. Conceivably, he did not

clearly know what that might be until he came to it. The Sea Lady

abandoned an attempt to understand him in favour of a more urgent topic.

"Do you think Miss Glendower and Mr. Chatteris----?"

Melville looked up at her. He noticed she had hung on the latter name.

"Decidedly," he said. "It's just what they _would_ do."

Then he spoke again. "Chatteris?" he said.

"Yes," said she.

"I thought so," said Melville.

The Sea Lady regarded him gravely. They scrutinised each other with an

unprecedented intimacy. Melville was suddenly direct. It was a discovery

that it seemed he ought to have made all along. He felt quite

unaccountably bitter; he spoke with a twitch of the mouth and his voice

had a note of accusation. "You want to talk about him."

She nodded--still grave.

"Well, _I_ don't." He changed his note. "But I will if you wish it."

"I thought you would."

"Oh, _you_ know," said Melville, discovering his extinct cigarette was

within reach of a vindictive heel.

She said nothing.

"Well?" said Melville.

"I saw him first," she apologised, "some years ago."

"Where?"

"In the South Seas--near Tonga."

"And that is really what you came for?"

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