CHAPTER XLI. A HORSE'S NEIGH.

A bleared winter sun was sinking down through a scarf of mist. Rotha

was walking hurriedly down the lonnin that led from the house on the

Moss. Laddie, the collie, had attached himself to her since Ralph's

departure, and now he was running by her side.

She was on her way to Fornside, but on no errand of which she was

conscious. Willy Ray had not yet returned. Her father had not come

back from his long journey. Where was Willy? Where was her father?

What kept them away? And what of Ralph--standing as he did, in the

jaws of that Death into which her own hands had thrust him! Would hope

ever again be possible? These questions Rotha had asked herself a

hundred times, and through the responseless hours of the long days and

longer nights of more than a week she had lived on somehow, somehow,

somehow.

The anxiety was burning her heart away; it would be burnt as dry as

ashes soon. And she had been born a woman--a weak woman--a thing meant

to sit at home with her foot on the treadle of her poor little wheel,

while dear lives were risked and lost elsewhere.

Rotha was a changed being. She was no longer the heartsome lassie who

had taken captive the stoical fancy of old Angus. Tutored by

suffering, she had become a resolute woman. Goaded by something akin

to despair, she was now more dangerous than resolute.

She was to do strange things soon. Even her sunny and girlish

ingenuousness was to desert her. She was to become as cunning as

dauntless. Do you doubt it? Put yourself in her place. Think of what

she had done, and why she had done it; think of what came of it, and

may yet come of it. Then look into your own heart; or, better far,

look into the heart of another--you will be quicker to detect the

truth and the falsehood that lies _there_.

Then listen to what the next six days will bring forth.

The cottage at Fornside has never been occupied since the tailor

abandoned it. Hardly in Wythburn was there any one so poor as to covet

such shelter for a home. It was a single-storied house with its back

to the road. Its porch was entered from five or six steps that led

downwards from a little garden. It had three small rooms, with low

ceilings and paved floors. In the summer the fuchsia flecked its front

with white and red. In these winter days the dark ivy was all that

grew about it.

Lonely, cheerless, and now proscribed by the fears and superstitions

of the villagers, it stood as gaunt as a solitary pine on the mountain

head that has been blasted and charred by the lightning.

When Rotha reached it she hesitated as if uncertain whether to go in

or go back. She stood at the little wicket, while the dog bounded into

the garden. In another moment Laddie had run into the house itself.

How was this? She had locked the door. The key had been hidden as

usual in the place known only to her father and herself. Rotha hurried

down, and pushed her hand deep into the thatch covering the porch. The

key was gone. The door stood open.

And now, besides the pat of the dog's feet, she heard noises from

within.

Rotha put her hand to her heart. Could it be that her father had come

home? Was he here, here?

The girl stepped into the kitchen. Then a loud clash, as of a closing

chest, came from an inner room. In an instant there was the rustle of

a dress, and Mrs. Garth and Rotha were face to face in that dim

twilight.

The recoil of emotion was too much for the girl. She stood silent. The

woman looked at her for an instant with something more like a

frightened expression than had yet been seen on her hard face.

Then she brushed past her and away.

“Stop!” cried Rotha, recovering herself.

The woman was gone, and the girl did not pursue her.

Rotha went into the room which Mrs. Garth had come from. It was

Wilson's room. There was his trunk still, which none had claimed. The

trunk--the hasty closing of its lid had been the noise she heard! But

it had always been heavily locked. With feverish fingers Rotha

clutched at the great padlock that hung from the front of the trunk.

It had a bunch of keys suspended from it. They were strange to her.

Whose keys were they?

The trunk was not locked; the lid had merely been shut down. Rotha

raised it with trembling hands. Inside were clothes of various kinds,

but these had been thrust hurriedly aside, and beneath them were

papers--many papers--scattered loosely at the bottom. What were they?

It was growing dark. Rotha remembered that there was no candle in the

house, and no lamp that had oil. She thrust her hand down to snatch up

the papers, meaning to carry them away. She touched the dead man's

clothes, and shrank back affrighted. The lid fell heavily again.

The girl began to quiver in every limb.

Who could say that the spirits of the dead did not haunt the scenes of

their lives and deaths? Gracious heaven! she was in Wilson's room!

Rotha tottered her way out in the gathering gloom, clutching at the

door as she went. Back in the porch again, she felt for the key to the

outer door. It was in the lock. She should carry it with her this

time. Then she remembered the keys in the trunk. She must carry them

away also. She never asked herself why. What power of good or evil was

prompting the girl?

Calling the dog, she went boldly into the house again, and once more

into the dead man's room. She fixed the padlock, turned the key, drew

it out of its wards, and put the bunch of keys in her pocket. In two

minutes more she was on the high road, walking back to Shoulthwaite.

There was something in her heart that told her that to-day's event was

big with issues. And, truly, an angel of light had led her to that

dark house.

The sun was gone. A vapory mist was preceding the night. The dead day

lay clammy on her hands and cheeks.

When she reached the Fornside road, her eyes turned towards the

smithy. There it was, and a bright red glow from the fire, white at

its hissing heart, lit up the air about it. Rotha could hear the thick

breathing of the bellows and the thin tinkle of the anvil. Save for

these all was silent. What was the secret of the woman who lived

there? That it concerned her father, Ralph, herself, and all people

dear to her, was as clear as day to Rotha. The girl then resolved

that, come what should or could, that secret should be torn from the

woman's heart.

The moon was struggling feebly through a ridge of cloud, lighting the

sky at moments like a revolving lamp at sea. On the road home Rotha

passed two young people who were tripping along and laughing as they

went.

“Good night, Rotha,” said the young dalesman.

“Good night, dear,” said his sweetheart.

Rotha returned the salutations.

“Fine lass that,” said the young fellow in a whisper.

“Do you think so? She's too moapy for me,” replied his companion. “I

hate moapy folks.”

After this slight interruption the two resumed the sport of their good

spirits.

The moon had cleared the clouds now.

It was to be just such a night--save for the frost and wind--as that

fateful one on which Ralph and Rotha walked together from the Red

Lion. How happy that night had seemed to her then to be--happy, at

least, until the end! She had even sung under the moonlight. But her

songs had been truer than she knew--terribly, horribly true.

One lonely foot sounds on the keep,

And that's the warder's tread.

Step by step Rotha retraced every incident of that night's walk; every

word of Ralph's and every tone.

He had told her that her father was innocent, and that he knew it was

so.

He had asked her if she did not love her father, and she had said,

“Better than all the world.”

Had that been true, quite _true?_ Rotha stopped and plucked at a bough

in the fence.

When she had asked him the cause of his sadness, when she had hinted

that perhaps he was keeping something behind which might yet take all

the joy out of the glad news that he gave her--what, then, had he

said? He had told her there was nothing to come that need mar her

happiness or disturb her love. Had that also been true, _quite_ true?

No, no, no, neither had been true; but the falsehood had been hers.

She loved her father, yes; but not, no, not better than all the world.

And what had come after had marred her happiness and disturbed her

love. Where lay her love--where?

Rotha stopped again, and as though to catch her breath. Nature within

her seemed at war with itself. It was struggling to tear away a mask

that hid its own face. That mask must soon be plucked aside.

Rotha thought of her betrothal to Willy, and then a cold chill passed

over her.

She walked on until she came under the shadow of the trees beneath

which Angus Ray had met his death. There she paused and looked down.

She could almost conjure up the hour of the finding of the body.

At that moment the dog was snuffling at the very spot. Here it was

that she herself had slipped; here that Ralph had caught her in his

arms; here, again, that he had drawn her forward; here that they had

heard noises from the court beyond.

Stop--what noise was _that!_ It was the whinny of a horse! They had

heard that too. Her dream of the past and the present reality were

jumbling themselves together.

Again? No, no; that was the neigh--the real neigh--of a horse. Rotha

hastened forward. The dog had run on. A minute later Laddie was

barking furiously. Rotha reached the courtyard.

There stood the old mare, exactly as before!

Was it a dream? Had she gone mad? Rotha ran and caught the bridle.

Yes, yes! It was a reality. It was Betsy!

There was no coffin on her back; the straps that had bound it now

dangled to the ground.

But it was the mare herself, and no dream.

Yes, Betsy had come home.

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