CHAPTER XXVI

Kate was _not_ pleased to see Aulain, but did not show it; for she

guessed why he had come, and could not but feel a little frightened. But

after a little while she felt more at her ease, when he began to tell

her father and herself of his mining experiences, and said laughingly

that malarial fever was not half as bad as gold fever.

“You see,” he said, turning to Kate, “the one only takes possession of

your body: the other takes your soul as well. The more gold you get, the

more you want; and one does not feel that he has a corporeal existence

at all when he turns up a fifty or sixty ounce nugget--as I did on

three or four occasions. You feel as if you belonged to another--a more

glorious world; and before you, you see the open, shining gates of the

bright City of Fortune.”

The grizzled ex-judge laughed. “You have missed your vocation in life,

Aulain. Man, you're a poet But I know the feeling, and so does Kate.

Well, I am pleased that you have had such luck.”

“And so am I,” said Kate incautiously, “and I wish you better luck still

at the new rush at Cape Grenville; but I think what has pleased me most,

Mr Aulain, is that you have left the Native Police. Do you know that

when the escort was here a few weeks ago with ten black troopers, and

your successor came here to see us, I could hardly be civil to him,

although he was very nice, and gave us some very late newspapers--only

two months old.”

“The Black Police are certainly your _bêtes noire_, Kate,” said her

father with a smile, as he pushed the bottle of whisky towards his

guest.

“They are, dad. They are very especial black beetles to me--beetles

with Snider rifles and murderous tomahawks for shooting and cutting down

women and children.”

Aulain's dark face flushed, and Kate reddened too, for she was sorry

she had spoken so hastily. Then, to her relief, there sounded a sudden

outburst of barking from Fraser's kangaroo dogs.

“Oh, those horrid paddy melons and bandicoots at the garden again!” and

she rose and seized her gun.

“May I come and have a shot, too?” said Aulain.

“Do. It is as clear as noon-day. Take father's gun, Mr Aulain. I have

plenty of cartridges in my pocket.”

They stepped out together into the brilliant moonlight, and then Kate,

driving the dogs away, led the way to the garden--a small cleared space

enclosed with a brush fence. Peering over the top, the girl saw more

than a dozen of the energetic little rodents busily engaged in their

work of destruction. Indicating those at which she intended to fire,

she motioned to Aulain to shoot at a group which were further away,

and occupied in rooting up and devouring sweet potatoes. They fired

together, and three or four of the creatures rolled over, dead. The rest

scampered off.

“They will come back in ten or fifteen minutes,” said Kate; “shall we

wait? See, there is a good place, under that silver leaf ironbark, where

it is rather dark. There is a log seat there.”

Aulain eagerly assented. This would give him the opportunity to which he

had been looking forward.

As soon as they were seated he took Kate's gun from her hand, and leant

it with his own against the bole of the tree.

“Kate,” he said, speaking very quickly, “I am glad to have this chance

of speaking to you alone. I want to ask your forgiveness for that letter

I wrote when----”

“I did forgive you, long ago, Randolph. I was very, very angry when

I read it, and I daresay you too were angry when you wrote such cruel

things to me, but then”--and she smiled--“you have such a very hasty

temper.”

He placed his hand on hers. “Only you can chasten it, Kate. And now you

know why I have come to Black Bluff.”

“It is very good of you, Randolph, but, as I have said, I forgave you

long ago, and I am sorry that you have come so far just to tell me

that you are sorry for what occurred, although both father and I are

sincerely glad to see you.”

“Ah, Kate! You don't understand what I mean. In asking for your

forgiveness I ask for your love. I came here to ask you to be my wife.”

“Don't, please, Randolph,” and she drew herself away from him. “I

cannot marry you. I like you--I always liked you--but please do not say

anything more.”

“Kate,” and the man's voice shook, “you cared for me once. Forget my

mad, angry letter, and----”

“I _have_ forgotten it. Did I not say so? But please do not again ask me

to marry you. Come, let us go back to the house. You will only make me

miserable--or else angry.”

“Why have you changed so towards me?” he asked quickly.

“I have not changed in any way towards you,” she answered emphatically

with a slight accent of anger in her tones. “Please do not say anything

more. Let us go in,” and she rose.

“Kate,” he said pleadingly, and he placed his hand on her arm gently,

“just listen to me for a minute. I love you. I will do all that a man

can to make you happy. I have left the Native Police, and I am now

fairly well off----”

She made a swift gesture. “For your sake I am pleased--very

pleased--that you have left the Police, and have made money. But,

Randolph,” and though she was frightened at the suppressed vehemence in

his voice, and the almost fierce look of his dark, deep-set eyes,

she smiled as she put her hand on his, “please don't think

that--that--money, I mean--would make any difference to me. Come, let us

go back to father. I am sure he wants you to play chess.”

Aulain's face terrified her. He had lost control of himself, and his

hand closed around her wrist.

“So you throw me over?” he said in almost savage tones.

“'Throw you over'! How dare you say such a thing to me!” and she tore

her hand away from him, and faced him with blazing anger in her eyes.

“What have I ever said or done that you can speak to me like this?”

“I know who has come between us----”

“Between us! What do you mean?” she cried scornfully. “What has there

ever been 'between us'? And who do you mean?”

Aulian's face whitened with the anger of jealousy, and he gave full vent

to the unreasoning passion which had now overmastered him.

“I mean Gerrard.”

“Mr Gerrard--your friend?” she said slowly.

“Yes,” he replied with a sneer; “my dear friend Gerrard--the man who,

professing to be my friend, has steadily undermined me in your regard

ever since he first saw you.”

“Your mind is wandering, I fear,” and the icy contempt with which she

spoke brought his anger to white heat. “I shall stay here, no longer, Mr

Aulain,” and she stepped over to the tree, and took up her gun. Aulain

was beside her in an instant.

“Do you think I do not know?” he said thickly, and the gleam of passion

in his eyes struck terror to her heart, “It was he who made you leave

Fraser's Gully to come here, so as to be near him. At first I thought

that it was that Scotch hound of a parson--but now I know better.”

Kate flushed deeply, then she whitened with anger. “Oh, I wish I were

a man! I could strike you as it is! Ah, you should never have left the

Black Police. I shall not fail to let the man who befriended you know

how you have vilified him.”

“You need not. I will tell him myself what I have told you. By ------ he

shall suffer for robbing me of you!” and it needed all Kate's courage to

look into his furious eyes.

“Good-night, Mr Aulain,” she said, trying to speak calmly; “I do not

wish to--I hope I never may--see you again.”

“No doubt,” was the sneering response. “Mr Thomas Gerrard, the squatter,

is in a very different position from Randolph Aulain, the digger, with a

paltry three or four thousand pounds.”

Kate set her teeth, and tried hard to choke a sob.

“My father and I thought that you were a gentleman, Mr Aulain. I see now

how very much we were mistaken. And as far as Mr Gerrard is concerned,

he will know how to deal with you. I will ask my father to write to him

to-morrow.”

“Why not expedite your proposed visit to him, and tell him personally?”

said Aulain with a mocking laugh.

Kate made no answer, but walked swiftly away. Five minutes later,

Aulain, without going to the house to say good-bye to Douglas Fraser,

descended the rocky path to the main camp.

At daylight next morning, to the wonder of Sam Young and his mates, he

was missing. He had risen at dawn, caught and saddled his horses, and

gone off without a word of farewell.

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