CHAPTER XXIV. THE POET FEELS THAT HE IS LOVED TOO WELL

An hour later, Modeste, charmingly equipped in a bottle-green cassimere

habit, a small hat with a green veil, buckskin gloves, and velvet boots

which met the lace frills of her drawers, and mounted on an elegantly

caparisoned little horse, was exhibiting to her father and the Duc

d’Herouville the beautiful present she had just received; she was

evidently delighted with an attention of a kind that particularly

flatters women.

“Did it come from you, Monsieur le duc?” she said, holding the sparkling

handle toward him. “There was a card with it, saying, ‘Guess if you

can,’ and some asterisks. Francoise and Dumay credit Butscha with this

charming surprise; but my dear Butscha is not rich enough to buy such

rubies. And as for papa (to whom I said, as I remember, on Sunday

evening, that I had no whip), he sent to Rouen for this one,”--pointing

to a whip in her father’s hand, with a top like a cone of turquoise, a

fashion then in vogue which has since become vulgar.

“I would give ten years of my old age, mademoiselle, to have the right

to offer you that beautiful jewel,” said the duke, courteously.

“Ah, here comes the audacious giver!” cried Modeste, as Canalis rode

up. “It is only a poet who knows where to find such choice things.

Monsieur,” she said to Melchior, “my father will scold you, and say that

you justify those who accuse you of extravagance.”

“Oh!” exclaimed Canalis, with apparent simplicity, “so that is why La

Briere rode at full gallop from Havre to Paris?”

“Does your secretary take such liberties?” said Modeste, turning pale,

and throwing the whip to Francoise with an impetuosity that expressed

scorn. “Give me your whip, papa.”

“Poor Ernest, who lies there on his bed half-dead with fatigue!” said

Canalis, overtaking the girl, who had already started at a gallop. “You

are pitiless, mademoiselle. ‘I have’ (the poor fellow said to me) ‘only

this one chance to remain in her memory.’”

“And should you think well of a woman who could take presents from half

the parish?” said Modeste.

She was surprised to receive no answer to this inquiry, and attributed

the poet’s inattention to the noise of the horse’s feet.

“How you delight in tormenting those who love you,” said the duke. “Your

nobility of soul and your pride are so inconsistent with your faults

that I begin to suspect you calumniate yourself, and do those naughty

things on purpose.”

“Ah! have you only just found that out, Monsieur le duc?” she exclaimed,

laughing. “You have the sagacity of a husband.”

They rode half a mile in silence. Modeste was a good deal astonished not

to receive the fire of the poet’s eyes. The evening before, as she was

pointing out to him an admirable effect of setting sunlight across the

water, she had said, remarking his inattention, “Well, don’t you see

it?”--to which he replied, “I can see only your hand”; but now his

admiration for the beauties of nature seemed a little too intense to be

natural.

“Does Monsieur de La Briere know how to ride?” she asked, for the

purpose of teasing him.

“Not very well, but he gets along,” answered the poet, cold as Gobenheim

before the colonel’s return.

At a cross-road, which Monsieur Mignon made them take through a lovely

valley to reach a height overlooking the Seine, Canalis let Modeste and

the duke pass him, and then reined up to join the colonel.

“Monsieur le comte,” he said, “you are an open-hearted soldier, and

I know you will regard my frankness as a title to your esteem. When

proposals of marriage, with all their brutal,--or, if you please, too

civilized--discussions, are carried on by third parties, it is an injury

to all. We are both gentlemen, and both discreet; and you, like myself,

have passed beyond the age of surprises. Let us therefore speak as

intimates. I will set you the example. I am twenty-nine years old,

without landed estates, and full of ambition. Mademoiselle Modeste,

as you must have perceived, pleases me extremely. Now, in spite of the

little defects which your dear girl likes to assume--”

“--not counting those she really possesses,” said the colonel,

smiling,--

“--I should gladly make her my wife, and I believe I could render her

happy. The question of money is of the utmost importance to my future,

which hangs to-day in the balance. All young girls expect to be loved

_whether or no_--fortune or no fortune. But you are not the man to marry

your dear Modeste without a ‘dot,’ and my situation does not allow me

to make a marriage of what is called love unless with a woman who has

a fortune at least equal to mine. I have, from my emoluments and

sinecures, from the Academy and from my works, about thirty thousand

francs a year, a large income for a bachelor. If my wife brought me as

much more, I should still be in about the same condition that I am now.

Shall you give Mademoiselle a million?”

“Ah, monsieur, we have not reached that point as yet,” said the colonel,

Jesuitically.

“Then suppose,” said Canalis, quickly, “that we go no further; we will

let the matter drop. You shall have no cause to complain of me, Monsieur

le comte; the world shall consider me among the unfortunate suitors of

your charming daughter. Give me your word of honor to say nothing on

the subject to any one, not even to Mademoiselle Modeste, because,” he

added, throwing a word of promise to the ear, “my circumstances may so

change that I can ask you for her without ‘dot.’”

“I promise you that,” said the colonel. “You know, monsieur, with what

assurance the public, both in Paris and the provinces, talk of fortunes

that they make and unmake. People exaggerate both happiness and

unhappiness; we are never so fortunate nor so unfortunate as people say

we are. There is nothing sure and certain in business except investments

in land. I am awaiting the accounts of my agents with very great

impatience. The sale of my merchandise and my ship, and the settlement

of my affairs in China, are not yet concluded; and I cannot know the

full amount of my fortune for at least six months. I did, however, say

to Monsieur de La Briere in Paris that I would guarantee a ‘dot’ of two

hundred thousand francs in ready money. I wish to entail my estates, and

enable my grandchildren to inherit my arms and title.”

Canalis did not listen to this statement after the opening sentence.

The four riders, having now reached a wider road, went abreast and soon

reached a stretch of table-land, from which the eye took in on one side

the rich valley of the Seine toward Rouen, and on the other an horizon

bounded only by the sea.

“Butscha was right, God is the greatest of all landscape painters,” said

Canalis, contemplating the view, which is unique among the many fine

scenes that have made the shores of the Seine so justly celebrated.

“Above all do we feel that, my dear baron,” said the duke, “on

hunting-days, when nature has a voice, and a lively tumult breaks

the silence; at such times the landscape, changing rapidly as we ride

through it, seems really sublime.”

“The sun is the inexhaustible palette,” said Modeste, looking at the

poet in a species of bewilderment.

A remark that she presently made on his absence of mind gave him

an opportunity of saying that he was just then absorbed in his own

thoughts,--an excuse that authors have more reason for giving than other

men.

“Are we really made happy by carrying our lives into the midst of

the world, and swelling them with all sorts of fictitious wants and

over-excited vanities?” said Modeste, moved by the aspect of the fertile

and billowy country to long for a philosophically tranquil life.

“That is a bucolic, mademoiselle, which is only written on tablets of

gold,” said the poet.

“And sometimes under garret-roofs,” remarked the colonel.

Modeste threw a piercing glance at Canalis, which he was unable to

sustain; she was conscious of a ringing in her ears, darkness seemed to

spread before her, and then she suddenly exclaimed in icy tones:--

“Ah! it is Wednesday!”

“I do not say this to flatter your passing caprice, mademoiselle,” said

the duke, to whom the little scene, so tragical for Modeste, had left

time for thought; “but I declare I am so profoundly disgusted with the

world and the Court and Paris that had I a Duchesse d’Herouville, gifted

with the wit and graces of mademoiselle, I would gladly bind myself to

live like a philosopher at my chateau, doing good around me, draining my

marshes, educating my children--”

“That, Monsieur le duc, will be set to the account of your great

goodness,” said Modeste, letting her eyes rest steadily on the noble

gentleman. “You flatter me in not thinking me frivolous, and in

believing that I have enough resources within myself to be able to live

in solitude. It is perhaps my lot,” she added, glancing at Canalis, with

an expression of pity.

“It is the lot of all insignificant fortunes,” said the poet. “Paris

demands Babylonian splendor. Sometimes I ask myself how I have ever

managed to keep it up.”

“The king does that for both of us,” said the duke, candidly; “we live

on his Majesty’s bounty. If my family had not been allowed, after the

death of Monsieur le Grand, as they call Cinq-Mars, to keep his office

among us, we should have been obliged to sell Herouville to the Black

Brethren. Ah, believe me, mademoiselle, it is a bitter humiliation to me

to have to think of money in marrying.”

The simple honesty of this confession came from his heart, and the

regret was so sincere that it touched Modeste.

“In these days,” said the poet, “no man in France, Monsieur le duc, is

rich enough to marry a woman for herself, her personal worth, her grace,

or her beauty--”

The colonel looked at Canalis with a curious eye, after first watching

Modeste, whose face no longer expressed the slightest astonishment.

“For persons of high honor,” he said slowly, “it is a noble employment

of wealth to repair the ravages of time and destiny, and restore the old

historic families.”

“Yes, papa,” said Modeste, gravely.

The colonel invited the duke and Canalis to dine with him sociably

in their riding-dress, promising them to make no change himself.

When Modeste went to her room to make her toilette, she looked at the

jewelled whip she had disdained in the morning.

“What workmanship they put into such things nowadays!” she said to

Francoise Cochet, who had become her waiting-maid.

“That poor young man, mademoiselle, who has got a fever--”

“Who told you that?”

“Monsieur Butscha. He came here this afternoon and asked me to say to

you that he hoped you would notice he had kept his word on the appointed

day.”

Modeste came down into the salon dressed with royal simplicity.

“My dear father,” she said aloud, taking the colonel by the arm, “please

go and ask after Monsieur de La Briere’s health, and take him back his

present. You can say that my small means, as well as my natural tastes,

forbid my wearing ornaments which are only fit for queens or courtesans.

Besides, I can only accept gifts from a bridegroom. Beg him to keep the

whip until you know whether you are rich enough to buy it back.”

“My little girl has plenty of good sense,” said the colonel, kissing his

daughter on the forehead.

Canalis took advantage of a conversation which began between the duke

and Madame Mignon to escape to the terrace, where Modeste joined him,

influenced by curiosity, though the poet believed her desire to become

Madame de Canalis had brought her there. Rather alarmed at the indecency

with which he had just executed what soldiers call a “volte-face,” and

which, according to the laws of ambition, every man in his position

would have executed quite as brutally, he now endeavored, as the

unfortunate Modeste approached him, to find plausible excuses for his

conduct.

“Dear Modeste,” he began, in a coaxing tone, “considering the terms on

which we stand to each other, shall I displease you if I say that

your replies to the Duc d’Herouville were very painful to a man in

love,--above all, to a poet whose soul is feminine, nervous, full of the

jealousies of true passion. I should make a poor diplomatist indeed if

I had not perceived that your first coquetries, your little premeditated

inconsistencies, were only assumed for the purpose of studying our

characters--”

Modeste raised her head with the rapid, intelligent, half-coquettish

motion of a wild animal, in whom instinct produces such miracles of

grace.

“--and therefore when I returned home and thought them over, they never

misled me. I only marvelled at a cleverness so in harmony with your

character and your countenance. Do not be uneasy, I never doubted that

your assumed duplicity covered an angelic candor. No, your mind, your

education, have in no way lessened the precious innocence which we

demand in a wife. You are indeed a wife for a poet, a diplomatist, a

thinker, a man destined to endure the chances and changes of life; and

my admiration is equalled only by the attachment I feel to you. I now

entreat you--if yesterday you were not playing a little comedy when

you accepted the love of a man whose vanity will change to pride if

you accept him, one whose defects will become virtues under your divine

influence--I entreat you do not excite a passion which, in him, amounts

to vice. Jealousy is a noxious element in my soul, and you have revealed

to me its strength; it is awful, it destroys everything--Oh! I do not

mean the jealousy of an Othello,” he continued, noticing Modeste’s

gesture. “No, no; my thoughts were of myself: I have been so indulged

on that point. You know the affection to which I owe all the happiness I

have ever enjoyed,--very little at the best” (he sadly shook his head).

“Love is symbolized among all nations as a child, because it fancies

the world belongs to it, and it cannot conceive otherwise. Well, Nature

herself set the limit to that sentiment. It was still-born. A tender,

maternal soul guessed and calmed the painful constriction of my

heart,--for a woman who feels, who knows, that she is past the joys of

love becomes angelic in her treatment of others. The duchess has never

made me suffer in my sensibilities. For ten years not a word, not a

look, that could wound me! I attach more value to words, to thoughts,

to looks, than ordinary men. If a look is to me a treasure beyond all

price, the slightest doubt is deadly poison; it acts instantaneously,

my love dies. I believe--contrary to the mass of men, who delight in

trembling, hoping, expecting--that love can only exist in perfect,

infantile, and infinite security. The exquisite purgatory, where women

delight to send us by their coquetry, is a base happiness to which I

will not submit: to me, love is either heaven or hell. If it is hell,

I will have none of it. I feel an affinity with the azure skies of

Paradise within my soul. I can give myself without reserve, without

secrets, doubts or deceptions, in the life to come; and I demand

reciprocity. Perhaps I offend you by these doubts. Remember, however,

that I am only talking of myself--”

“--a good deal, but never too much,” said Modeste, offended in every

hole and corner of her pride by this discourse, in which the Duchesse de

Chaulieu served as a dagger. “I am so accustomed to admire you, my dear

poet.”

“Well, then, can you promise me the same canine fidelity which I offer

to you? Is it not beautiful? Is it not just what you have longed for?”

“But why, dear poet, do you not marry a deaf-mute, and one who is also

something of an idiot? I ask nothing better than to please my husband.

But you threaten to take away from a girl the very happiness you so

kindly arrange for her; you are tearing away every gesture, every word,

every look; you cut the wings of your bird, and then expect it to

hover about you. I know poets are accused of inconsistency--oh! very

unjustly,” she added, as Canalis made a gesture of denial; “that alleged

defect which comes from the brilliant activity of their minds which

commonplace people cannot take into account. I do not believe, however,

that a man of genius can invent such irreconcilable conditions and call

his invention life. You are requiring the impossible solely for

the pleasure of putting me in the wrong,--like the enchanters in

fairy-tales, who set tasks to persecuted young girls whom the good

fairies come and deliver.”

“In this case the good fairy would be true love,” said Canalis in a curt

tone, aware that his elaborate excuse for a rupture was seen through by

the keen and delicate mind which Butscha had piloted so well.

“My dear poet, you remind me of those fathers who inquire into a

girl’s ‘dot’ before they are willing to name that of their son. You are

quarrelling with me without knowing whether you have the slightest right

to do so. Love is not gained by such dry arguments as yours. The poor

duke on the contrary abandons himself to it like my Uncle Toby; with

this difference, that I am not the Widow Wadman,--though widow indeed

of many illusions as to poetry at the present moment. Ah, yes, we young

girls will not believe in anything that disturbs our world of fancy! I

was warned of all this beforehand. My dear poet, you are attempting to

get up a quarrel which is unworthy of you. I no longer recognize the

Melchior of yesterday.”

“Because Melchior has discovered a spirit of ambition in you which--”

Modeste looked at him from head to foot with an imperial eye.

“But I shall be peer of France and ambassador as well as he,” added

Canalis.

“Do you take me for a bourgeois,” she said, beginning to mount the steps

of the portico; but she instantly turned back and added, “That is less

impertinent than to take me for a fool. The change in your conduct comes

from certain silly rumors which you have heard in Havre, and which my

maid Francoise has repeated to me.”

“Ah, Modeste, how can you think it?” said Canalis, striking a dramatic

attitude. “Do you think me capable of marrying you only for your money?”

“If I do you that wrong after your edifying remarks on the banks of the

Seine can you easily undeceive me,” she said, annihilating him with her

scorn.

“Ah!” thought the poet, as he followed her into the house, “if you

think, my little girl, that I’m to be caught in that net, you take me

to be younger than I am. Dear, dear, what a fuss about an artful little

thing whose esteem I value about as much as that of the king of Borneo.

But she has given me a good reason for the rupture by accusing me of

such unworthy sentiments. Isn’t she sly? La Briere will get a burden on

his back--idiot that he is! And five years hence it will be a good joke

to see them together.”

The coldness which this altercation produced between Modeste and Canalis

was visible to all eyes that evening. The poet went off early, on the

ground of La Briere’s illness, leaving the field to the grand equerry.

About eleven o’clock Butscha, who had come to walk home with Madame

Latournelle, whispered in Modeste’s ear, “Was I right?”

“Alas, yes,” she said.

“But I hope you have left the door half open, so that he can come back;

we agreed upon that, you know.”

“Anger got the better of me,” said Modeste. “Such meanness sent the

blood to my head and I told him what I thought of him.”

“Well, so much the better. When you are both so angry that you can’t

speak civilly to each other I engage to make him desperately in love and

so pressing that you will be deceived yourself.”

“Come, come, Butscha; he is a great poet; he is a gentleman; he is a man

of intellect.”

“Your father’s eight millions are more to him than all that.”

“Eight millions!” exclaimed Modeste.

“My master, who has sold his practice, is going to Provence to attend

to the purchase of lands which your father’s agent has suggested to him.

The sum that is to be paid for the estate of La Bastie is four millions;

your father has agreed to it. You are to have a ‘dot’ of two millions

and another million for an establishment in Paris, a hotel and

furniture. Now, count up.”

“Ah! then I can be Duchesse d’Herouville!” cried Modeste, glancing at

Butscha.

“If it hadn’t been for that comedian of a Canalis you would have kept

HIS whip, thinking it came from me,” said the dwarf, indirectly pleading

La Briere’s cause.

“Monsieur Butscha, may I ask if I am to marry to please you?” said

Modeste, laughing.

“That fine fellow loves you as well as I do,--and you loved him for

eight days,” retorted Butscha; “and HE has got a heart.”

“Can he compete, pray, with an office under the Crown? There are but

six, grand almoner, chancellor, grand chamberlain, grand master, high

constable, grand admiral,--but they don’t appoint high constables any

longer.”

“In six months, mademoiselle, the masses--who are made up of wicked

Butschas--could send all those grand dignities to the winds. Besides,

what signifies nobility in these days? There are not a thousand real

noblemen in France. The d’Herouvilles are descended from a tipstaff

in the time of Robert of Normandy. You will have to put up with many a

vexation from the old aunt with the furrowed face. Look here,--as you

are so anxious for the title of duchess,--you belong to the Comtat, and

the Pope will certainly think as much of you as he does of all those

merchants down there; he’ll sell you a duchy with some name ending in

‘ia’ or ‘agno.’ Don’t play away your happiness for an office under the

Crown.”

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