CHAPTER XII. A DECLARATION OF LOVE,--SET TO MUSIC

At this moment Modeste, happy as she was in the return of her father,

was, nevertheless, pacing her room disconsolate as Perrette on seeing

her eggs broken. She had hoped her father would bring back a much larger

fortune than Dumay had mentioned. Nothing could satisfy her new-found

ambition on behalf of her poet less than at least half the six millions

she had talked of in her second letter. Trebly agitated by her two joys

and the grief caused by her comparative poverty, she seated herself at

the piano, that confidant of so many young girls, who tell out their

wishes and provocations on the keys, expressing them by the notes and

tones of their music. Dumay was talking with his wife in the garden

under the windows, telling her the secret of their own wealth, and

questioning her as to her desires and her intentions. Madame Dumay had,

like her husband, no other family than the Mignons. Husband and wife

agreed, therefore, to go and live in Provence, if the Comte de La Bastie

really meant to live in Provence, and to leave their money to whichever

of Modeste’s children might need it most.

“Listen to Modeste,” said Madame Mignon, addressing them. “None but a

girl in love can compose such airs without having studied music.”

Houses may burn, fortunes be engulfed, fathers return from distant

lands, empires may crumble away, the cholera may ravage cities, but a

maiden’s love wings its way as nature pursues hers, or that alarming

acid which chemistry has lately discovered, and which will presently eat

through the globe, if nothing stops it.

Modeste, under the inspiration of her present situation, was putting to

music certain stanzas which we are compelled to quote here--albeit

they are printed in the second volume of the edition Dauriat had

mentioned--because, in order to adapt them to her music, which had the

inexpressible charm of sentiment so admired in great singers, Modeste

had taken liberties with the lines in a manner that may astonish the

admirers of a poet so famous for the correctness, sometimes too precise,

of his measures.

THE MAIDEN’S SONG

Hear, arise! the lark is shaking

Sunlit wings that heavenward rise;

Sleep no more; the violet, waking,

Wafts her incense to the skies.

Flowers revived, their eyes unclosing,

See themselves in drops of dew

In each calyx-cup reposing,

Pearls of a day their mirror true.

Breeze divine, the god of roses,

Passed by night to bless their bloom;

See! for him each bud uncloses,

Glows, and yields its rich perfume.

Then arise! the lark is shaking

Sunlit wings that heavenward rise;

Nought is sleeping--Heart, awaking,

Lift thine incense to the skies.

“It is very pretty,” said Madame Dumay. “Modeste is a musician, and

that’s the whole of it.”

“The devil is in her!” cried the cashier, into whose heart the suspicion

of the mother forced its way and made him shiver.

“She loves,” persisted Madame Mignon.

By succeeding, through the undeniable testimony of the song, in making

the cashier a sharer in her belief as to the state of Modeste’s heart,

Madame Mignon destroyed the happiness the return and the prosperity of

his master had brought him. The poor Breton went down the hill to Havre

and to his desk in Gobenheim’s counting-room with a heavy heart; then,

before returning to dinner, he went to see Latournelle, to tell his

fears, and beg once more for the notary’s advice and assistance.

“Yes, my dear friend,” said Dumay, when they parted on the steps of the

notary’s door, “I now agree with madame; she loves,--yes, I am sure of

it; and the devil knows the rest. I am dishonored.”

“Don’t make yourself unhappy, Dumay,” answered the little notary. “Among

us all we can surely get the better of the little puss; sooner or later,

every girl in love betrays herself,--you may be sure of that. But we

will talk about it this evening.”

Thus it happened that all those devoted to the Mignon family were fully

as disquieted and uncertain as they were before the old soldier tried

the experiment which he expected would be so decisive. The ill-success

of his past efforts so stimulated Dumay’s sense of duty, that he

determined not to go to Paris to see after his own fortune as announced

by his patron, until he had guessed the riddle of Modeste’s heart. These

friends, to whom feelings were more precious than interests, well knew

that unless the daughter were pure and innocent, the father would die of

grief when he came to know the death of Bettina and the blindness of

his wife. The distress of poor Dumay made such an impression on the

Latournelles that they even forgot their parting with Exupere, whom they

had sent off that morning to Paris. During dinner, while the three were

alone, Monsieur and Madame Latournelle and Butscha turned the problem

over and over in their minds, and discussed every aspect of it.

“If Modeste loved any one in Havre she would have shown some fear

yesterday,” said Madame Latournelle; “her lover, therefore, lives

somewhere else.”

“She swore to her mother this morning,” said the notary, “in presence

of Dumay, that she had not exchanged a look or a word with any living

soul.”

“Then she loves after my fashion!” exclaimed Butscha.

“And how is that, my poor lad?” asked Madame Latournelle.

“Madame,” said the little cripple, “I love alone and afar--oh! as far as

from here to the stars.”

“How do you manage it, you silly fellow?” said Madame Latournelle,

laughing.

“Ah, madame!” said Butscha, “what you call my hump is the socket of my

wings.”

“So that is the explanation of your seal, is it?” cried the notary.

Butscha’s seal was a star, and under it the words “Fulgens,

sequar,”--“Shining One, I follow thee,”--the motto of the house of

Chastillonest.

“A beautiful woman may feel as distrustful as the ugliest,” said

Butscha, as if speaking to himself; “Modeste is clever enough to fear

she may be loved only for her beauty.”

Hunchbacks are extraordinary creations, due entirely to society for,

according to Nature’s plan, feeble or aborted beings ought to perish.

The curvature or distortion of the spinal column creates in these

outwardly deformed subjects as it were a storage-battery, where

the nerve currents accumulate more abundantly than under normal

conditions,--where they develop, and whence they are emitted, so to say,

in lightning flashes, to energize the interior being. From this, forces

result which are sometimes brought to light by magnetism, though they

are far more frequently lost in the vague spaces of the spiritual world.

It is rare to find a deformed person who is not gifted with some special

faculty,--a whimsical or sparkling gaiety perhaps, an utter malignity,

or an almost sublime goodness. Like instruments which the hand of art

can never fully waken, these beings, highly privileged though they know

it not, live within themselves, as Butscha lived, provided their natural

forces so magnificently concentrated have not been spent in the struggle

they have been forced to maintain, against tremendous odds, to keep

alive. This explains many superstitions, the popular legends of gnomes,

frightful dwarfs, deformed fairies,--all that race of bottles, as

Rabelais called them, containing elixirs and precious balms.

Butscha, therefore, had very nearly found the key to the puzzle. With

all the anxious solicitude of a hopeless lover, a vassal ever ready to

die,--like the soldiers alone and abandoned in the snows of Russia, who

still cried out, “Long live the Emperor,”--he meditated how to capture

Modeste’s secret for his own private knowledge. So thinking, he followed

his patrons to the Chalet that evening, with a cloud of care upon his

brow: for he knew it was most important to hide from all these watchful

eyes and ears the net, whatever it might be, in which he should entrap

his lady. It would have to be, he thought, by some intercepted glance,

some sudden start or quiver, as when a surgeon lays his finger on a

hidden sore. That evening Gobenheim did not appear, and Butscha was

Dumay’s partner against Monsieur and Madame Latournelle. During the few

moment’s of Modeste’s absence, about nine o’clock, to prepare for her

mother’s bedtime, Madame Mignon and her friends spoke openly to one

another; but the poor clerk, depressed by the conviction of Modeste’s

love, which had now seized upon him as upon the rest, seemed as remote

from the discussion as Gobenheim had been the night before.

“Well, what’s the matter with you, Butscha?” cried Madame Latournelle;

“one would really think you hadn’t a friend in the world.”

Tears shone in the eyes of the poor fellow, who was the son of a Swedish

sailor, and whose mother was dead.

“I have no one in the world but you,” he answered with a troubled voice;

“and your compassion is so much a part of your religion that I can never

lose it--and I will never deserve to lose it.”

This answer struck the sensitive chord of true delicacy in the minds of

all present.

“We love you, Monsieur Butscha,” said Madame Mignon, with much feeling

in her voice.

“I’ve six hundred thousand francs of my own, this day,” cried Dumay,

“and you shall be a notary and the successor of Latournelle.”

The American wife took the hand of the poor hunchback and pressed it.

“What! you have six hundred thousand francs!” exclaimed Latournelle,

pricking up his ears as Dumay let fall the words; “and you allow these

ladies to live as they do! Modeste ought to have a fine horse; and why

doesn’t she continue to take lessons in music, and painting, and--”

“Why, he has only had the money a few hours!” cried the little wife.

“Hush!” murmured Madame Mignon.

While these words were exchanged, Butscha’s august mistress turned

towards him, preparing to make a speech:--

“My son,” she said, “you are so surrounded by true affection that I

never thought how my thoughtless use of that familiar phrase might be

construed; but you must thank me for my little blunder, because it has

served to show you what friends your noble qualities have won.”

“Then you must have news from Monsieur Mignon,” resumed the notary.

“He is on his way home,” said Madame Mignon; “but let us keep the secret

to ourselves. When my husband learns how faithful Butscha has been

to us, how he has shown us the warmest and the most disinterested

friendship when others have given us the cold shoulder, he will not let

you alone provide for him, Dumay. And so, my friend,” she added, turning

her blind face toward Butscha; “you can begin at once to negotiate with

Latournelle.”

“He’s of legal age, twenty-five and a half years. As for me, it will

be paying a debt, my boy, to make the purchase easy for you,” said the

notary.

Butscha was kissing Madame Mignon’s hand, and his face was wet with

tears as Modeste opened the door of the salon.

“What are you doing to my Black Dwarf?” she demanded. “Who is making him

unhappy?”

“Ah! Mademoiselle Mignon, do we luckless fellows, cradled in misfortune,

ever weep for grief? They have just shown me as much affection as I

could feel for them if they were indeed my own relations. I’m to be a

notary; I shall be rich. Ha! ha! the poor Butscha may become the rich

Butscha. You don’t know what audacity there is in this abortion,” he

cried.

With that he gave himself a resounding blow on the cavity of his chest

and took up a position before the fireplace, after casting a glance at

Modeste, which slipped like a ray of light between his heavy half-closed

eyelids. He perceived, in this unexpected incident, a chance of

interrogating the heart of his sovereign. Dumay thought for a moment

that the clerk dared to aspire to Modeste, and he exchanged a rapid

glance with the others, who understood him, and began to eye the little

man with a species of terror mingled with curiosity.

“I, too, have my dreams,” said Butscha, not taking his eyes from

Modeste.

The young girl lowered her eyelids with a movement that was a revelation

to the young man.

“You love romance,” he said, addressing her. “Let me, in this moment of

happiness, tell you mine; and you shall tell me in return whether the

conclusion of the tale I have invented for my life is possible. To me

wealth would bring greater happiness than to other men; for the highest

happiness I can imagine would be to enrich the one I loved. You,

mademoiselle, who know so many things, tell me if it is possible for a

man to make himself beloved independently of his person, be it handsome

or ugly, and for his spirit only?”

Modeste raised her eyes and looked at Butscha. It was a piercing and

questioning glance; for she shared Dumay’s suspicion of Butscha’s

motive.

“Let me be rich, and I will seek some beautiful poor girl, abandoned

like myself, who has suffered, who knows what misery is. I will write

to her and console her, and be her guardian spirit; she shall read my

heart, my soul; she shall possess by double wealth, my two wealths,--my

gold, delicately offered, and my thought robed in all the splendor which

the accident of birth has denied to my grotesque body. But I myself

shall remain hidden like the cause that science seeks. God himself may

not be glorious to the eye. Well, naturally, the maiden will be curious;

she will wish to see me; but I shall tell her that I am a monster of

ugliness; I shall picture myself hideous.”

At these words Modeste gave Butscha a glance that looked him through and

through. If she had said aloud, “What do you know of my love?” she could

not have been more explicit.

“If I have the honor of being loved for the poem of my heart, if some

day such love may make a woman think me only slightly deformed, I

ask you, mademoiselle, shall I not be happier than the handsomest of

men,--as happy as a man of genius beloved by some celestial being like

yourself.”

The color which suffused the young girl’s face told the cripple nearly

all he sought to know.

“Well, if that be so,” he went on, “if we enrich the one we love, if

we please the spirit and withdraw the body, is not that the way to make

one’s self beloved? At any rate it is the dream of your poor dwarf,--a

dream of yesterday; for to-day your mother gives me the key to future

wealth by promising me the means of buying a practice. But before I

become another Gobenheim, I seek to know whether this dream could be

really carried out. What do you say, mademoiselle, _you_?”

Modeste was so astonished that she did not notice the question. The trap

of the lover was much better baited than that of the soldier, for the

poor girl was rendered speechless.

“Poor Butscha!” whispered Madame Latournelle to her husband. “Do you

think he is going mad?”

“You want to realize the story of Beauty and the Beast,” said Modeste at

length; “but you forget that the Beast turned into Prince Charming.”

“Do you think so?” said the dwarf. “Now I have always thought that

that transformation meant the phenomenon of the soul made visible,

obliterating the form under the light of the spirit. If I were not loved

I should stay hidden, that is all. You and yours, madame,” he continued,

addressing his mistress, “instead of having a dwarf at your service,

will now have a life and a fortune.”

So saying, Butscha resumed his seat, remarking to the three

whist-players with an assumption of calmness, “Whose deal is it?” but

within his soul he whispered sadly to himself: “She wants to be loved

for herself; she corresponds with some pretended great man; how far has

it gone?”

“Dear mamma, it is nearly ten o’clock,” said Modeste.

Madame Mignon said good-night to her friends, and went to bed.

They who wish to love in secret may have Pyrenean hounds, mothers,

Dumays, and Latournelles to spy upon them, and yet not be in any danger;

but when it comes to a lover!--ah! that is diamond cut diamond, flame

against flame, mind to mind, an equation whose terms are mutual.

On Sunday morning Butscha arrived at the Chalet before Madame

Latournelle, who always came to take Modeste to church, and he proceeded

to blockade the house in expectation of the postman.

“Have you a letter for Mademoiselle Mignon?” he said to that humble

functionary when he appeared.

“No, monsieur, none.”

“This house has been a good customer to the post of late,” remarked the

clerk.

“You may well say that,” replied the man.

Modeste both heard and saw the little colloquy from her chamber window,

where she always posted herself behind the blinds at this particular

hour to watch for the postman. She ran downstairs, went into the little

garden, and called in an imperative voice:--

“Monsieur Butscha!”

“Here am I, mademoiselle,” said the cripple, reaching the gate as

Modeste herself opened it.

“Will you be good enough to tell me whether among your various titles to

a woman’s affection you count that of the shameless spying in which you

are now engaged?” demanded the girl, endeavoring to crush her slave with

the glance and gesture of a queen.

“Yes, mademoiselle,” he answered proudly. “Ah! I never expected,”

he continued in a low tone, “that the grub could be of service to a

star,--but so it is. Would you rather that your mother and Monsieur

Dumay and Madame Latournelle had guessed your secret than one, excluded

as it were from life, who seeks to be to you one of those flowers that

you cut and wear for a moment? They all know you love; but I, I alone,

_know how_. Use me as you would a vigilant watch-dog; I will obey you,

protect you, and never bark; neither will I condemn you. I ask only

to be of service to you. Your father has made Dumay keeper of the

hen-roost, take Butscha to watch outside,--poor Butscha, who doesn’t ask

for anything, not so much as a bone.”

“Well, I’ve give you a trial,” said Modeste, whose strongest desire was

to get rid of so clever a watcher. “Please go at once to all the hotels

in Graville and in Havre, and ask if a gentleman has arrived from

England named Monsieur Arthur--”

“Listen to me, mademoiselle,” said Butscha, interrupting Modeste

respectfully. “I will go and take a walk on the seashore, for you don’t

want me to go to church to-day; that’s what it is.”

Modeste looked at her dwarf with a perfectly stupid astonishment.

“Mademoiselle, you have wrapped your face in cotton-wool and a silk

handkerchief, but there’s nothing the matter with you; and you have put

that thick veil on your bonnet to see some one yourself without being

seen.”

“Where did you acquire all that perspicacity?” cried Modeste, blushing.

“Moreover, mademoiselle, you have not put on your corset; a cold in the

head wouldn’t oblige you to disfigure your waist and wear half a dozen

petticoats, nor hide your hands in these old gloves, and your pretty

feet in those hideous shoes, nor dress yourself like a beggar-woman,

nor--”

“That’s enough,” she said. “How am I to be certain that you will obey

me?”

“My master is obliged to go to Sainte-Adresse. He does not like it, but

he is so truly good he won’t deprive me of my Sunday; I will offer to go

for him.”

“Go, and I will trust you.”

“You are sure I can do nothing for you in Havre?”

“Nothing. Hear me, mysterious dwarf,--look,” she continued, pointing to

the cloudless sky; “can you see a single trace of that bird that flew

by just now? No; well then, my actions are pure as the air is pure, and

leave no stain behind them. You may reassure Dumay and the Latournelles,

and my mother. That hand,” she said, holding up a pretty delicate hand,

with the points of the rosy fingers, through which the light shone,

slightly turning back, “will never be given, it will never even be

kissed by what people call a lover until my father has returned.”

“Why don’t you want me in the church to-day?”

“Do you venture to question me after all I have done you the honor to

say, and to ask of you?”

Butscha bowed without another word, and departed to find his master, in

all the rapture of being taken into the service of his goddess.

Half an hour later, Monsieur and Madame Latournelle came to fetch

Modeste, who complained of a horrible toothache.

“I really have not had the courage to dress myself,” she said.

“Well then,” replied the worthy chaperone, “stay at home.”

“Oh, no!” said Modeste. “I would rather not. I have bundled myself up,

and I don’t think it will do me any harm to go out.”

And Mademoiselle Mignon marched off beside Latournelle, refusing to take

his arm lest she should be questioned about the outward trembling which

betrayed her inward agitation at the thought of at last seeing her great

poet. One look, the first,--was it not about to decide her fate?

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