CHAPTER XVIII.

While the two friends from the House of Seti were engaged in

conversation, Katuti restlessly paced the large open hall of her

son-in-law’s house, in which we have already seen her. A snow-white cat

followed her steps, now playing with the hem of her long plain dress,

and now turning to a large stand on which the dwarf Nemu sat in a heap;

where formerly a silver statue had stood, which a few months previously

had been sold.

He liked this place, for it put him in a position to look into the eyes

of his mistress and other frill-grown people. “If you have betrayed me!

If you have deceived me!” said Katuti with a threatening gesture as she

passed his perch.

“Put me on a hook to angle for a crocodile if I have. But I am curious

to know how he will offer you the money.”

“You swore to me,” interrupted his mistress with feverish agitation,

“that you had not used my name in asking Paaker to save us?”

“A thousand times I swear it,” said the little man.

“Shall I repeat all our conversation? I tell thee he will sacrifice his

land, and his house-great gate and all, for one friendly glance from

Nefert’s eyes.”

“If only Mena loved her as he does!” sighed the widow, and then again

she walked up and down the hall in silence, while the dwarf looked out

at the garden entrance. Suddenly she paused in front of Nemu, and said

so hoarsely that Nemu shuddered:

“I wish she were a widow.” “The little man made a gesture as if to

protect himself from the evil eye, but at the same instant he slipped

down from his pedestal, and exclaimed:

“There is a chariot, and I hear his big dog barking. It is he. Shall I

call Nefert?”

“No!” said Katuti in a low voice, and she clutched at the back of a

chair as if for support.

The dwarf shrugged his shoulders, and slunk behind a clump of ornamental

plants, and a few minutes later Paaker stood in the presence of Katuti,

who greeted him, with quiet dignity and self-possession.

Not a feature of her finely-cut face betrayed her inward agitation,

and after the Mohar had greeted her she said with rather patronizing

friendliness:

“I thought that you would come. Take a seat. Your heart is like your

father’s; now that you are friends with us again it is not by halves.”

Paaker had come to offer his aunt the sum which was necessary for

the redemption of her husband’s mummy. He had doubted for a long time

whether he should not leave this to his mother, but reserve partly

and partly vanity had kept him from doing so. He liked to display his

wealth, and Katuti should learn what he could do, what a son-in-law she

had rejected.

He would have preferred to send the gold, which he had resolved to give

away, by the hand of one of his slaves, like a tributary prince.

But that could not be done so he put on his finger a ring set with a

valuable stone, which king Seti I., had given to his father, and added

various clasps and bracelets to his dress.

When, before leaving the house, he looked at himself in a mirror, he

said to himself with some satisfaction, that he, as he stood, was worth

as much as the whole of Mena’s estates.

Since his conversation with Nemu, and the dwarf’s interpretation of

his dream, the path which he must tread to reach his aim had been plain

before him. Nefert’s mother must be won with the gold which would save

her from disgrace, and Mena must be sent to the other world. He relied

chiefly on his own reckless obstinacy--which he liked to call firm

determination--Nemu’s cunning, and the love-philter.

He now approached Katuti with the certainty of success, like a merchant

who means to acquire some costly object, and feels that he is rich

enough to pay for it. But his aunt’s proud and dignified manner

confounded him.

He had pictured her quite otherwise, spirit-broken, and suppliant;

and he had expected, and hoped to earn, Nefert’s thanks as well as her

mother’s by his generosity. Mena’s pretty wife was however absent, and

Katuti did not send for her even after he had enquired after her health.

The widow made no advances, and some time passed in indifferent

conversation, till Paaker abruptly informed her that he had heard of her

son’s reckless conduct, and had decided, as being his mother’s nearest

relation, to preserve her from the degradation that threatened her. For

the sake of his bluntness, which she took for honesty, Katuti forgave

the magnificence of his dress, which under the circumstances certainly

seemed ill-chosen; she thanked him with dignity, but warmly, more for

the sake of her children than for her own; for life she said was opening

before them, while for her it was drawing to its close.

“You are still at a good time of life,” said Paaker.

“Perhaps at the best,” replied the widow, “at any rate from my point of

view; regarding life as I do as a charge, a heavy responsibility.”

“The administration of this involved estate must give you many, anxious

hours--that I understand.” Katuti nodded, and then said sadly:

“I could bear it all, if I were not condemned to see my poor child being

brought to misery without being able to help her or advise her. You once

would willingly have married her, and I ask you, was there a maiden in

Thebes--nay in all Egypt--to compare with her for beauty? Was she not

worthy to be loved, and is she not so still? Does she deserve that her

husband should leave her to starve, neglect her, and take a strange

woman into his tent as if he had repudiated her? I see what you feel

about it! You throw all the blame on me. Your heart says: ‘Why did she

break off our betrothal,’ and your right feeling tells you that you

would have given her a happier lot.”

With these words Katuti took her nephew’s hand, and went on with

increasing warmth.

“We know you to-day for the most magnanimous man in Thebes, for you have

requited injustice with an immense benefaction; but even as a boy you

were kind and noble. Your father’s wish has always been dear and

sacred to me, for during his lifetime he always behaved to us as an

affectionate brother, and I would sooner have sown the seeds of sorrow

for myself than for your mother, my beloved sister. I brought up my

child--I guarded her jealously--for the young hero who was absent,

proving his valor in Syria--for you and for you only. Then your father

died, my sole stay and protector.”

“I know it all!” interrupted Paaker looking gloomily at the floor.

“Who should have told you?” said the widow. “For your mother, when that

had happened which seemed incredible, forbid us her house, and shut her

ears. The king himself urged Mena’s suit, for he loves him as his own

son, and when I represented your prior claim he commanded;--and who may

resist the commands of the sovereign of two worlds, the Son of Ra? Kings

have short memories; how often did your father hazard his life for him,

how many wounds had he received in his service. For your father’s sake

he might have spared you such an affront, and such pain.”

“And have I myself served him, or not?” asked the pioneer flushing

darkly.

“He knows you less,” returned Katuti apologetically. Then she changed

her tone to one of sympathy, and went on:

“How was it that you, young as you were, aroused his dissatisfaction,

his dislike, nay his--”

“His what?” asked the pioneer, trembling with excitement.

“Let that pass!” said the widow soothingly. “The favor and disfavor of

kings are as those of the Gods. Men rejoice in the one or bow to the

other.”

“What feeling have I aroused in Rameses besides dissatisfaction, and

dislike? I insist on knowing!” said Paaker with increasing vehemence.

“You alarm me,” the widow declared. “And in speaking ill of you, his

only motive was to raise his favorite in Nefert’s estimation.”

“Tell me what he said!” cried the pioneer; cold drops stood on his brown

forehead, and his glaring eyes showed the white eye-balls.

Katuti quailed before him, and drew back, but he followed her, seized

her arm, and said huskily:

“What did he say?”

“Paaker!” cried the widow in pain and indignation. “Let me go. It is

better for you that I should not repeat the words with which Rameses

sought to turn Nefert’s heart from you. Let me go, and remember to whom

you are speaking.”

But Paaker gripped her elbow the tighter, and urgently repeated his

question.

“Shame upon you!” cried Katuti, “you are hurting me; let me go! You will

not till you have heard what he said? Have your own way then, but the

words are forced from me! He said that if he did not know your mother

Setchem for an honest woman, he never would have believed you were your

father’s son--for you were no more like him than an owl to an eagle.”

Paaker took his hand from Katuti’s arm. “And so--and so--” he muttered

with pale lips.

“Nefert took your part, and I too, but in vain. Do not take the words

too hardly. Your father was a man without an equal, and Rameses cannot

forget that we are related to the old royal house. His grandfather, his

father, and himself are usurpers, and there is one now living who has a

better right to the throne than he has.”

“The Regent Ani!” exclaimed Paaker decisively. Katuti nodded, she went

up to the pioneer and said in a whisper:

“I put myself in your hands, though I know they may be raised against

me. But you are my natural ally, for that same act of Rameses that

disgraced and injured you, made me a partner in the designs of Ani. The

king robbed you of your bride, me of my daughter. He filled your soul

with hatred for your arrogant rival, and mine with passionate regret for

the lost happiness of my child. I feel the blood of Hatasu in my veins,

and my spirit is high enough to govern men. It was I who roused the

sleeping ambition of the Regent--I who directed his gaze to the throne

to which he was destined by the Gods. The ministers of the Gods, the

priests, are favorably disposed to us; we have--”

At this moment there was a commotion in the garden, and a breathless

slave rushed in exclaiming “The Regent is at the gate!”

Paaker stood in stupid perplexity, but he collected himself with an

effort and would have gone, but Katuti detained him.

“I will go forward to meet Ani,” she said. “He will be rejoiced to see

you, for he esteems you highly and was a friend of your father’s.”

As soon as Katuti had left the hall, the dwarf Nemu crept out of his

hiding-place, placed himself in front of Paaker, and asked boldly:

“Well? Did I give thee good advice yesterday, or no?”

Put Paaker did not answer him, he pushed him aside with his foot, and

walked up and down in deep thought.

Katuti met the Regent half way down the garden. He held a manuscript

roll in his hand, and greeted her from afar with a friendly wave of his

hand.

The widow looked at him with astonishment.

It seemed to her that he had grown taller and younger since the last

time she had seen him.

“Hail to your highness!” she cried, half in joke half reverently, and

she raised her hands in supplication, as if he already wore the double

crown of Upper and Lower Egypt. “Have the nine Gods met you? have the

Hathors kissed you in your slumbers? This is a white day--a lucky day--I

read it in your face!” “That is reading a cipher!” said Ani gaily, but

with dignity. “Read this despatch.”

Katuti took the roll from his hand, read it through, and then returned

it.

“The troops you equipped have conquered the allied armies of the

Ethiopians,” she said gravely, “and are bringing their prince in fetters

to Thebes, with endless treasure, and ten thousand prisoners! The Gods

be praised!”

“And above all things I thank the Gods that my general Scheschenk--my

foster-brother and friend--is returning well and unwounded from the

war. I think, Katuti, that the figures in our dreams are this day taking

forms of flesh and blood!”

“They are growing to the stature of heroes!” cried the widow. “And you

yourself, my lord, have been stirred by the breath of the Divinity. You

walk like the worthy son of Ra, the Courage of Menth beams in your eyes,

and you smile like the victorious Horus.”

“Patience, patience my friend,” said Ani, moderating the eagerness

of the widow; “now, more than ever, we must cling to my principle of

over-estimating the strength of our opponents, and underrating our own.

Nothing has succeeded on which I had counted, and on the contrary many

things have justified my fears that they would fail. The beginning of

the end is hardly dawning on us.”

“But successes, like misfortunes, never come singly,” replied Katuti.

“I agree with you,” said Ani. “The events of life seem to me to fall in

groups. Every misfortune brings its fellow with it--like every piece of

luck. Can you tell me of a second success?”

“Women win no battles,” said the widow smiling. “But they win allies,

and I have gained a powerful one.”

“A God or an army?” asked Ani.

“Something between the two,” she replied. “Paaker, the king’s chief

pioneer, has joined us;” and she briefly related to Ani the history of

her nephew’s love and hatred.

Ani listened in silence; then he said with an expression of much

disquiet and anxiety:

“This man is a follower of Rameses, and must shortly return to him. Many

may guess at our projects, but every additional person who knows them

may be come a traitor. You are urging me, forcing me, forward too

soon. A thousand well-prepared enemies are less dangerous than one

untrustworthy ally--”

“Paaker is secured to us,” replied Katuti positively. “Who will answer

for him?” asked Ani.

“His life shall be in your hand,” replied Katuti gravely. “My shrewd

little dwarf Nemu knows that he has committed some secret crime, which

the law punishes by death.”

The Regent’s countenance cleared.

“That alters the matter,” he said with satisfaction. “Has he committed a

murder?”

“No,” said Katuti, “but Nemu has sworn to reveal to you alone all that

he knows. He is wholly devoted to us.”

“Well and good,” said Ani thoughtfully, “but he too is imprudent--much

too imprudent. You are like a rider, who to win a wager urges his horse

to leap over spears. If he falls on the points, it is he that suffers;

you let him lie there, and go on your way.”

“Or are impaled at the same time as the noble horse,” said Katuti

gravely. “You have more to win, and at the same time more to lose than

we; but the meanest clings to life; and I must tell you, Ani, that I

work for you, not to win any thing through your success, but because you

are as dear to me as a brother, and because I see in you the embodiment

of my father’s claims which have been trampled on.”

Ani gave her his hand and asked:

“Did you also as my friend speak to Bent-Anat? Do I interpret your

silence rightly?”

Katuti sadly shook her head; but Ani went on: “Yesterday that would have

decided me to give her up; but to-day my courage has risen, and if the

Hathors be my friends I may yet win her.”

With these words he went in advance of the widow into the hall, where

Paaker was still walking uneasily up and down.

The pioneer bowed low before the Regent, who returned the greeting with

a half-haughty, half-familiar wave of the hand, and when he had seated

himself in an arm-chair politely addressed Paaker as the son of a

friend, and a relation of his family.

“All the world,” he said, “speaks of your reckless courage. Men like you

are rare; I have none such attached to me. I wish you stood nearer to

me; but Rameses will not part with you, although--although--In point of

fact your office has two aspects; it requires the daring of a soldier,

and the dexterity of a scribe. No one denies that you have the first,

but the second--the sword and the reed-pen are very different weapons,

one requires supple fingers, the other a sturdy fist. The king used to

complain of your reports--is he better satisfied with them now?”

“I hope so,” replied the Mohar; “my brother Horus is a practised writer,

and accompanies me in my journeys.”

“That is well,” said Ani. “If I had the management of affairs I should

treble your staff, and give you four--five--six scribes under you,

who should be entirely at your command, and to whom you could give the

materials for the reports to be sent out. Your office demands that you

should be both brave and circumspect; these characteristics are rarely

united; but there are scriveners by hundreds in the temples.”

“So it seems to me,” said Paaker.

Ani looked down meditatively, and continued--“Rameses is fond of

comparing you with your father. That is unfair, for he--who is now with

the justified--was without an equal; at once the bravest of heroes and

the most skilful of scribes. You are judged unjustly; and it grieves me

all the more that you belong, through your mother, to my poor but royal

house. We will see whether I cannot succeed in putting you in the right

place. For the present you are required in Syria almost as soon as

you have got home. You have shown that you are a man who does not fear

death, and who can render good service, and you might now enjoy your

wealth in peace with your wife.”

“I am alone,” said Paaker.

“Then, if you come home again, let Katuti seek you out the prettiest

wife in Egypt,” said the Regent smiling. “She sees herself every day in

her mirror, and must be a connoisseur in the charms of women.”

Ani rose with these words, bowed to Paaker with studied friendliness,

gave his hand to Katuti, and said as he left the hall:

“Send me to-day the--the handkerchief--by the dwarf Nemu.”

When he was already in the garden, he turned once more and said to

Paaker

“Some friends are supping with me to-day; pray let me see you too.”

The pioneer bowed; he dimly perceived that he was entangled in invisible

toils. Up to the present moment he had been proud of his devotion to

his calling, of his duties as Mohar; and now he had discovered that the

king, whose chain of honor hung round his neck, undervalued him, and

perhaps only suffered him to fill his arduous and dangerous post for the

sake of his father, while he, notwithstanding the temptations

offered him in Thebes by his wealth, had accepted it willingly and

disinterestedly. He knew that his skill with the pen was small, but that

was no reason why he should be despised; often had he wished that he

could reconstitute his office exactly as Ani had suggested, but his

petition to be allowed a secretary had been rejected by Rameses. What

he spied out, he was told was to be kept secret, and no one could be

responsible for the secrecy of another.

As his brother Horus grew up, he had followed him as his obedient

assistant, even after he had married a wife, who, with her child,

remained in Thebes under the care of Setchem.

He was now filling Paaker’s place in Syria during his absence; badly

enough, as the pioneer thought, and yet not without credit; for the

fellow knew how to write smooth words with a graceful pen.

Paaker, accustomed to solitude, became absorbed in thought, forgetting

everything that surrounded him; even the widow herself, who had sunk on

to a couch, and was observing him in silence.

He gazed into vacancy, while a crowd of sensations rushed confusedly

through his brain. He thought himself cruelly ill-used, and he felt too

that it was incumbent on him to become the instrument of a terrible fate

to some other person. All was dim ‘and chaotic in his mind, his love

merged in his hatred; only one thing was clear and unclouded by doubt,

and that was his strong conviction that Nefert would be his.

The Gods indeed were in deep disgrace with him. How much he had expended

upon them--and with what a grudging hand they had rewarded him; he knew

of but one indemnification for his wasted life, and in that he believed

so firmly that he counted on it as if it were capital which he had

invested in sound securities. But at this moment his resentful feelings

embittered the sweet dream of hope, and he strove in vain for calmness

and clear-sightedness; when such cross-roads as these met, no amulet, no

divining rod could guide him; here he must think for himself, and beat

his own road before he could walk in it; and yet he could think out no

plan, and arrive at no decision.

He grasped his burning forehead in his hands, and started from his

brooding reverie, to remember where he was, to recall his conversation

with the mother of the woman he loved, and her saying that she was

capable of guiding men.

“She perhaps may be able to think for me,” he muttered to himself.

“Action suits me better.”

He slowly went up to her and said:

“So it is settled then--we are confederates.”

“Against Rameses, and for Ani,” she replied, giving him her slender

hand.

“In a few days I start for Syria, meanwhile you can make up your mind

what commissions you have to give me. The money for your son shall

be conveyed to you to-day before sunset. May I not pay my respects to

Nefert?”

“Not now, she is praying in the temple.”

“But to-morrow?”

“Willingly, my dear friend. She will be delighted to see you, and to

thank you.”

“Farewell, Katuti.”

“Call me mother,” said the widow, and she waved her veil to him as a

last farewell.

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