Chapter Twenty-nine

THE breakfast hour at the settlement was the one hour in the day

when the whole family found a little breathing space to fellowship

together. It was an hour of relaxation. There was a great deal of

good-natured repartee and much real wit and enjoyable fun at this

hour. The Bishop told his best stories. Dr. Bruce was at his best in

anecdote. This company of disciples was healthily humorous in spite

of the atmosphere of sorrow that constantly surrounded them. In

fact, the Bishop often said the faculty of humor was as God-given as

any other and in his own case it was the only safety valve he had

for the tremendous pressure put upon him.

This particular morning he was reading extracts from a morning paper

for the benefit of the others. Suddenly he paused and his face

instantly grew stern and sad. The rest looked up and a hush fell

over the table.

"Shot and killed while taking a lump of coal from a car! His family

was freezing and he had had no work for six months. Six children and

a wife all packed into a cabin with three rooms, on the West Side.

One child wrapped in rags in a closet!"

These were headlines that he read slowly. He then went on and read

the detailed account of the shooting and the visit of the reporter

to the tenement where the family lived. He finished, and there was

silence around the table. The humor of the hour was swept out of

existence by this bit of human tragedy. The great city roared about

the Settlement. The awful current of human life was flowing in a

great stream past the Settlement House, and those who had work were

hurrying to it in a vast throng. But thousands were going down in

the midst of that current, clutching at last hopes, dying literally

in a land of plenty because the boon of physical toil was denied

them.

There were various comments on the part of the residents. One of the

new-comers, a young man preparing for the ministry, said: "Why don't

the man apply to one of the charity organizations for help? Or to

the city? It certainly is not true that even at its worst this city

full of Christian people would knowingly allow any one to go without

food or fuel."

"No, I don't believe it would," replied Dr. Bruce. "But we don't

know the history of this man's case. He may have asked for help so

often before that, finally, in a moment of desperation he determined

to help himself. I have known such cases this winter."

"That is not the terrible fact in this case," said the Bishop. "The

awful thing about it is the fact that the man had not had any work

for six months."

"Why don't such people go out into the country?" asked the divinity

student.

Some one at the table who had made a special study of the

opportunities for work in the country answered the question.

According to the investigator the places that were possible for work

in the country were exceedingly few for steady employment, and in

almost every case they were offered only to men without families.

Suppose a man's wife or children were ill. How would he move or get

into the country? How could he pay even the meager sum necessary to

move his few goods? There were a thousand reasons probably why this

particular man did not go elsewhere.

"Meanwhile there are the wife and children," said Mrs. Bruce. "How

awful! Where is the place, did you say?"

"Why, it is only three blocks from here. This is the 'Penrose

district.' I believe Penrose himself owns half of the houses in that

block. They are among the worst houses in this part of the city. And

Penrose is a church member."

"Yes, he belongs to the Nazareth Avenue Church," replied Dr. Bruce

in a low voice.

The Bishop rose from the table the very figure of divine wrath. He

had opened his lips to say what seldom came from him in the way of

denunciation, when the bell rang and one of the residents went to

the door.

"Tell Dr. Bruce and the Bishop I want to see them. Penrose is the

name--Clarence Penrose. Dr. Bruce knows me."

The family at the breakfast table heard every word. The Bishop

exchanged a significant look with Dr. Bruce and the two men

instantly left the table and went out into the hall.

"Come in here, Penrose," said Dr. Bruce, and they ushered the

visitor into the reception room, closed the door and were alone.

Clarence Penrose was one of the most elegant looking men in Chicago.

He came from an aristocratic family of great wealth and social

distinction. He was exceedingly wealthy and had large property

holdings in different parts of the city. He had been a member of Dr.

Bruce's church many years. He faced the two ministers with a look of

agitation on his face that showed plainly the mark of some unusual

experience. He was very pale and his lips trembled as he spoke. When

had Clarence Penrose ever before yielded to such a strange emotion?

"This affair of the shooting! You understand? You have read it? The

family lived in one of my houses. It is a terrible event. But that

is not the primary cause of my visit." He stammered and looked

anxiously into the faces of the two men. The Bishop still looked

stern. He could not help feeling that this elegant man of leisure

could have done a great deal to alleviate the horrors in his

tenements, possibly have prevented this tragedy if he had sacrificed

some of his personal ease and luxury to better the conditions of the

people in his district.

Penrose turned toward Dr. Bruce. "Doctor!" he exclaimed, and there

was almost a child's terror in his voice. "I came to say that I have

had an experience so unusual that nothing but the supernatural can

explain it. You remember I was one of those who took the pledge to

do as Jesus would do. I thought at the time, poor fool that I was,

that I had all along been doing the Christian thing. I gave

liberally out of my abundance to the church and charity. I never

gave myself to cost me any suffering. I have been living in a

perfect hell of contradictions ever since I took that pledge. My

little girl, Diana you remember, also took the pledge with me. She

has been asking me a great many questions lately about the poor

people and where they live. I was obliged to answer her. One of her

questions last night touched my sore! 'Do you own any houses where

these poor people live? Are they nice and warm like ours?' You know

how a child will ask questions like these. I went to bed tormented

with what I now know to be the divine arrows of conscience. I could

not sleep. I seemed to see the judgment day. I was placed before the

Judge. I was asked to give an account of my deeds done in the body.

'How many sinful souls had I visited in prison? What had I done with

my stewardship? How about those tenements where people froze in

winter and stifled in summer? Did I give any thought to them except

to receive the rentals from them? Where did my suffering come in?

Would Jesus have done as I had done and was doing? Had I broken my

pledge? How had I used the money and the culture and the social

influence I possessed? Had I used it to bless humanity, to relieve

the suffering, to bring joy to the distressed and hope to the

desponding? I had received much. How much had I given?'

"All this came to me in a waking vision as distinctly as I see you

two men and myself now. I was unable to see the end of the vision. I

had a confused picture in my mind of the suffering Christ pointing a

condemning finger at me, and the rest was shut out by mist and

darkness. I have not slept for twenty-four hours. The first thing I

saw this morning was the account of the shooting at the coal yards.

I read the account with a feeling of horror I have not been able to

shake off. I am a guilty creature before God."

Penrose paused suddenly. The two men looked at him solemnly. What

power of the Holy Spirit moved the soul of this hitherto

self-satisfied, elegant, cultured man who belonged to the social

life that was accustomed to go its way placidly, unmindful of the

great sorrows of a great city and practically ignorant of what it

means to suffer for Jesus' sake? Into that room came a breath such

as before swept over Henry Maxwell's church and through Nazareth

avenue. The Bishop laid his hand on the shoulder of Penrose and

said: "My brother, God has been very near to you. Let us thank Him."

"Yes! yes!" sobbed Penrose. He sat down on a chair and covered his

face. The Bishop prayed. Then Penrose quietly said: "Will you go

with me to that house?"

For answer the two men put on their overcoats and went with him to

the home of the dead man's family.

That was the beginning of a new and strange life for Clarence

Penrose. From the moment he stepped into that wretched hovel of a

home and faced for the first time in his life a despair and

suffering such as he had read of but did not know by personal

contact, he dated a new life. It would be another long story to tell

how, in obedience to his pledge he began to do with his tenement

property as he knew Jesus would do. What would Jesus do with

tenement property if He owned it in Chicago or any other great city

of the world? Any man who can imagine any true answers to this

question can easily tell what Clarence Penrose began to do.

Now before that winter reached its bitter climax many things

occurred in the city which concerned the lives of all the characters

in this history of the disciples who promised to walk in His steps.

It chanced by one of those coincidences that seem to occur

preternaturally that one afternoon just as Felicia came out of the

Settlement with a basket of food which she was going to leave as a

sample with a baker in the Penrose district, Stephen Clyde opened

the door of the carpenter shop in the basement and came out in time

to meet her as she reached the sidewalk.

"Let me carry your basket, please," he said.

"Why do you say 'please'?" asked Felicia, handing over the basket

while they walked along.

"I would like to say something else," replied Stephen, glancing at

her shyly and yet with a boldness that frightened him, for he had

been loving Felicia more every day since he first saw her and

especially since she stepped into the shop that day with the Bishop,

and for weeks now they had been thrown in each other's company.

"What else?" asked Felicia, innocently falling into the trap.

"Why--" said Stephen, turning his fair, noble face full toward her

and eyeing her with the look of one who would have the best of all

things in the universe, "I would like to say: 'Let me carry your

basket, dear Felicia'."

Felicia never looked so beautiful in her life. She walked on a

little way without even turning her face toward him. It was no

secret with her own heart that she had given it to Stephen some time

ago. Finally she turned and said shyly, while her face grew rosy and

her eyes tender: "Why don't you say it, then?"

"May I?" cried Stephen, and he was so careless for a minute of the

way he held the basket, that Felicia exclaimed:

"Yes! But oh, don't drop my goodies!"

"Why, I wouldn't drop anything so precious for all the world, dear

Felicia," said Stephen, who now walked on air for several blocks,

and what was said during that walk is private correspondence that we

have no right to read. Only it is a matter of history that day that

the basket never reached its destination, and that over in the other

direction, late in the afternoon, the Bishop, walking along quietly

from the Penrose district, in rather a secluded spot near the

outlying part of the Settlement district, heard a familiar voice

say:

"But tell me, Felicia, when did you begin to love me?"

"I fell in love with a little pine shaving just above your ear that

day when I saw you in the shop!" said the other voice with a laugh

so clear, so pure, so sweet that it did one good to hear it.

"Where are you going with that basket?" he tried to say sternly.

"We are taking it to--where are we taking it, Felicia?"

"Dear Bishop, we are taking it home to begin--"

"To begin housekeeping with," finished Stephen, coming to the

rescue.

"Are you?" said the Bishop. "I hope you will invite me to share. I

know what Felicia's cooking is."

"Bishop, dear Bishop!" said Felicia, and she did not pretend to hide

her happiness; "indeed, you shall be the most honored guest. Are you

glad?"

"Yes, I am," he replied, interpreting Felicia's words as she wished.

Then he paused a moment and said gently: "God bless you both!" and

went his way with a tear in his eye and a prayer in his heart, and

left them to their joy.

Yes. Shall not the same divine power of love that belongs to earth

be lived and sung by the disciples of the Man of Sorrows and the

Burden-bearer of sins? Yea, verily! And this man and woman shall

walk hand in hand through this great desert of human woe in this

city, strengthening each other, growing more loving with the

experience of the world's sorrows, walking in His steps even closer

yet because of their love for each other, bringing added blessing to

thousands of wretched creatures because they are to have a home of

their own to share with the homeless. "For this cause," said our

Lord Jesus Christ, "shall a man leave his father and mother and

cleave unto his wife." And Felicia and Stephen, following the

Master, love him with a deeper, truer service and devotion because

of the earthly affection which Heaven itself sanctions with its

solemn blessing.

But it was a little after the love story of the Settlement became a

part of its glory that Henry Maxwell of Raymond came to Chicago with

Rachel Winslow and Virginia Page and Rollin and Alexander Powers and

President Marsh, and the occasion was a remarkable gathering at the

hall of the Settlement arranged by the Bishop and Dr. Bruce, who had

finally persuaded Mr. Maxwell and his fellow disciples in Raymond to

come on to be present at this meeting.

There were invited into the Settlement Hall, meeting for that night

men out of work, wretched creatures who had lost faith in God and

man, anarchists and infidels, free-thinkers and no-thinkers. The

representation of all the city's worst, most hopeless, most

dangerous, depraved elements faced Henry Maxwell and the other

disciples when the meeting began. And still the Holy Spirit moved

over the great, selfish, pleasure-loving, sin-stained city, and it

lay in God's hand, not knowing all that awaited it. Every man and

woman at the meeting that night had seen the Settlement motto over

the door blazing through the transparency set up by the divinity

student: "What would Jesus do?"

And Henry Maxwell, as for the first time he stepped under the

doorway, was touched with a deeper emotion than he had felt in a

long time as he thought of the first time that question had come to

him in the piteous appeal of the shabby young man who had appeared

in the First Church of Raymond at the morning service.

Was his great desire for fellowship going to be granted? Would the

movement begun in Raymond actually spread over the country? He had

come to Chicago with his friends partly to see if the answer to that

question would be found in the heart of the great city life. In a few

minutes he would face the people. He had grown very strong and calm

since he first spoke with trembling to that company of workingmen

in the railroad shops, but now as then he breathed a deeper prayer

for help. Then he went in, and with the rest of the disciples he

experienced one of the great and important events of the earthly life.

Somehow he felt as if this meeting would indicate something of an

answer to his constant query: "What would Jesus do?" And to-night as he

looked into the faces of men and women who had for years been strangers

and enemies to the Church, his heart cried out: "O, my Master, teach

the Church, Thy Church, how to follow Thy steps better!" Is that prayer

of Henry Maxwell's to be answered? Will the Church in the city respond

to the call to follow Him? Will it choose to walk in His steps of pain

and suffering? And still, over all the city broods the Spirit. Grieve

Him not, O city! For He was never more ready to revolutionize this

world than now!

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