Chapter Eighteen

"What is that to thee? Follow thou me."

WHEN Rollin started down the street the afternoon that Jasper stood

looking out of his window he was not thinking of Rachel Winslow and

did not expect to see her anywhere. He had come suddenly upon her as

he turned into the avenue and his heart had leaped up at the sight

of her. He walked along by her now, rejoicing after all in a little

moment of this earthly love he could not drive out of his life.

"I have just been over to see Virginia," said Rachel. "She tells me

the arrangements are nearly completed for the transfer of the

Rectangle property."

"Yes. It has been a tedious case in the courts. Did Virginia show

you all the plans and specifications for building?"

"We looked over a good many. It is astonishing to me where Virginia

has managed to get all her ideas about this work."

"Virginia knows more now about Arnold Toynbee and East End London

and Institutional Church work in America than a good many

professional slum workers. She has been spending nearly all summer

in getting information." Rollin was beginning to feel more at ease

as they talked over this coming work of humanity. It was safe,

common ground.

"What have you been doing all summer? I have not seen much of you,"

Rachel suddenly asked, and then her face warmed with its quick flush

of tropical color as if she might have implied too much interest in

Rollin or too much regret at not seeing him oftener.

"I have been busy," replied Rollin briefly.

"Tell me something about it," persisted Rachel. "You say so little.

Have I a right to ask?"

She put the question very frankly, turning toward Rollin in real

earnest.

"Yes, certainly," he replied, with a graceful smile. "I am not so

certain that I can tell you much. I have been trying to find some

way to reach the men I once knew and win them into more useful

lives."

He stopped suddenly as if he were almost afraid to go on. Rachel did

not venture to suggest anything.

"I have been a member of the same company to which you and Virginia

belong," continued Rollin, beginning again. "I have made the pledge

to do as I believe Jesus would do, and it is in trying to answer

this question that I have been doing my work."

"That is what I do not understand. Virginia told me about the other.

It seems wonderful to think that you are trying to keep that pledge

with us. But what can you do with the club men?"

"You have asked me a direct question and I shall have to answer it

now," replied Rollin, smiling again. "You see, I asked myself after

that night at the tent, you remember" (he spoke hurriedly and his

voice trembled a little), "what purpose I could now have in my life

to redeem it, to satisfy my thought of Christian discipleship? And

the more I thought of it, the more I was driven to a place where I

knew I must take up the cross. Did you ever think that of all the

neglected beings in our social system none are quite so completely

left alone as the fast young men who fill the clubs and waste their

time and money as I used to? The churches look after the poor,

miserable creatures like those in the Rectangle; they make some

effort to reach the working man, they have a large constituency

among the average salary-earning people, they send money and

missionaries to the foreign heathen, but the fashionable, dissipated

young men around town, the club men, are left out of all plans for

reaching and Christianizing. And yet no class of people need it

more. I said to myself: 'I know these men, their good and their bad

qualities. I have been one of them. I am not fitted to reach the

Rectangle people. I do not know how. But I think I could possibly

reach some of the young men and boys who have money and time to

spend.' So that is what I have been trying to do. When I asked as

you did, What would Jesus do?' that was my answer. It has been also

my cross."

Rollin's voice was so low on this last sentence that Rachel had

difficulty in hearing him above the noise around them, But she knew

what he had said. She wanted to ask what his methods were. But she

did not know how to ask him. Her interest in his plan was larger

than mere curiosity. Rollin Page was so different now from the

fashionable young man who had asked her to be his wife that she

could not help thinking of him and talking with him as if he were an

entirely new acquaintance.

They had turned off the avenue and were going up the street to

Rachel's home. It was the same street where Rollin had asked Rachel

why she could not love him. They were both stricken with a sudden

shyness as they went on. Rachel had not forgotten that day and

Rollin could not. She finally broke a long silence by asking what

she had not found words for before.

"In your work with the club men, with your old acquaintances, what

sort of reception do they give you? How do you approach them? What

do they say?"

Rollin was relieved when Rachel spoke. He answered quickly: "Oh, it

depends on the man. A good many of them think I am a crank. I have

kept my membership up and am in good standing in that way. I try to

be wise and not provoke any unnecessary criticism. But you would be

surprised to know how many of the men have responded to my appeal. I

could hardly make you believe that only a few nights ago a dozen men

became honestly and earnestly engaged in a conversation over

religious matters. I have had the great joy of seeing some of the

men give up bad habits and begin a new life. 'What would Jesus do?'

I keep asking it. The answer comes slowly, for I am feeling my way

slowly. One thing I have found out. The men are not fighting shy of

me. I think that is a good sign. Another thing: I have actually

interested some of them in the Rectangle work, and when it is

started up they will give something to help make it more powerful.

And in addition to all the rest, I have found a way to save several

of the young fellows from going to the bad in gambling."

Rollin spoke with enthusiasm. His face was transformed by his

interest in the subject which had now become a part of his real

life. Rachel again noted the strong, manly tone of his speech. With

it all she knew there was a deep, underlying seriousness which felt

the burden of the cross even while carrying it with joy. The next

time she spoke it was with a swift feeling of justice due to Rollin

and his new life.

"Do you remember I reproached you once for not having any purpose

worth living for?" she asked, while her beautiful face seemed to

Rollin more beautiful than ever when he had won sufficient

self-control to look up. "I want to say, I feel the need of saying,

in justice to you now, that I honor you for your courage and your

obedience to the promise you have made as you interpret the promise.

The life you are living is a noble one."

Rollin trembled. His agitation was greater than he could control.

Rachel could not help seeing it. They walked along in silence. At

last Rollin said: "I thank you. It has been worth more to me than I

can tell you to hear you say that." He looked into her face for one

moment. She read his love for her in that look, but he did not

speak.

When they separated Rachel went into the house and, sitting down in

her room, she put her face in her hands and said to herself: "I am

beginning to know what it means to be loved by a noble man. I shall

love Rollin Page after all. What am I saying! Rachel Winslow, have

you forgotten--"

She rose and walked back and forth. She was deeply moved.

Nevertheless, it was evident to herself that her emotion was not

that of regret or sorrow. Somehow a glad new joy had come to her.

She had entered another circle of experience, and later in the day

she rejoiced with a very strong and sincere gladness that her

Christian discipleship found room in this crisis for her feeling. It

was indeed a part of it, for if she was beginning to love Rollin

Page it was the Christian man she had begun to love; the other never

would have moved her to this great change.

And Rollin, as he went back, treasured a hope that had been a

stranger to him since Rachel had said no that day. In that hope he

went on with his work as the days sped on, and at no time was he

more successful in reaching and saving his old acquaintances than in

the time that followed that chance meeting with Rachel Winslow.

The summer had gone and Raymond was once more facing the rigor of

her winter season. Virginia had been able to accomplish a part of

her plan for "capturing the Rectangle," as she called it. But the

building of houses in the field, the transforming of its bleak, bare

aspect into an attractive park, all of which was included in her

plan, was a work too large to be completed that fall after she had

secured the property. But a million dollars in the hands of a person

who truly wants to do with it as Jesus would, ought to accomplish

wonders for humanity in a short time, and Henry Maxwell, going over

to the scene of the new work one day after a noon hour with the shop

men, was amazed to see how much had been done outwardly.

Yet he walked home thoughtfully, and on his way he could not avoid

the question of the continual problem thrust upon his notice by the

saloon. How much had been done for the Rectangle after all? Even

counting Virginia's and Rachel's work and Mr. Gray's, where had it

actually counted in any visible quantity? Of course, he said to

himself, the redemptive work begun and carried on by the Holy Spirit

in His wonderful displays of power in the First Church and in the

tent meetings had had its effect upon the life of Raymond. But as he

walked past saloon after saloon and noted the crowds going in and

coming out of them, as he saw the wretched dens, as many as ever

apparently, as he caught the brutality and squalor and open misery

and degradation on countless faces of men and women and children, he

sickened at the sight. He found himself asking how much cleansing

could a million dollars poured into this cesspool accomplish? Was

not the living source of nearly all the human misery they sought to

relieve untouched as long as the saloons did their deadly but

legitimate work? What could even such unselfish Christian

discipleship as Virginia's and Rachel's do to lessen the stream of

vice and crime so long as the great spring of vice and crime flowed

as deep and strong as ever? Was it not a practical waste of

beautiful lives for these young women to throw themselves into this

earthly hell, when for every soul rescued by their sacrifice the

saloon made two more that needed rescue?

He could not escape the question. It was the same that Virginia had

put to Rachel in her statement that, in her opinion, nothing really

permanent would ever be done until the saloon was taken out of the

Rectangle. Henry Maxwell went back to his parish work that afternoon

with added convictions on the license business.

But if the saloon was a factor in the problem of the life of

Raymond, no less was the First Church and its little company of

disciples who had pledged to do as Jesus would do. Henry Maxwell,

standing at the very centre of the movement, was not in a position

to judge of its power as some one from the outside might have done.

But Raymond itself felt the touch in very many ways, not knowing all

the reasons for the change.

The winter was gone and the year was ended, the year which Henry

Maxwell had fixed as the time during which the pledge should be kept

to do as Jesus would do. Sunday, the anniversary of that one a year

ago, was in many ways the most remarkable day that the First Church

ever knew. It was more important than the disciples in the First

Church realized. The year had made history so fast and so serious

that the people were not yet able to grasp its significance. And the

day itself which marked the completion of a whole year of such

discipleship was characterized by such revelations and confessions

that the immediate actors in the events themselves could not

understand the value of what had been done, or the relation of their

trial to the rest of the churches and cities of the country.

It happened that the week before that anniversary Sunday the Rev.

Calvin Bruce, D.D., of the Nazareth Avenue Church, Chicago, was

in Raymond, where he had come on a visit to some old friends, and

incidentally to see his old seminary classmate, Henry Maxwell. He

was present at the First Church and was an exceedingly attentive

and interested spectator. His account of the events in Raymond, and

especially of that Sunday, may throw more light on the entire situation

than any description or record from other sources.

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