Chapter One

"For hereunto were ye called; because Christ also suffered for you,

leaving you an example, that ye should follow in his steps."

It was Friday morning and the Rev. Henry Maxwell was trying to

finish his Sunday morning sermon. He had been interrupted several

times and was growing nervous as the morning wore away, and the

sermon grew very slowly toward a satisfactory finish.

"Mary," he called to his wife, as he went upstairs after the last

interruption, "if any one comes after this, I wish you would say I

am very busy and cannot come down unless it is something very

important."

"Yes, Henry. But I am going over to visit the kindergarten and you

will have the house all to yourself."

The minister went up into his study and shut the door. In a few

minutes he heard his wife go out, and then everything was quiet. He

settled himself at his desk with a sigh of relief and began to

write. His text was from 1 Peter 2:21: "For hereunto were ye called;

because Christ also suffered for you, leaving you an example that ye

should follow his steps."

He had emphasized in the first part of the sermon the Atonement as a

personal sacrifice, calling attention to the fact of Jesus'

suffering in various ways, in His life as well as in His death. He

had then gone on to emphasize the Atonement from the side of

example, giving illustrations from the life and teachings of Jesus

to show how faith in the Christ helped to save men because of the

pattern or character He displayed for their imitation. He was now on

the third and last point, the necessity of following Jesus in His

sacrifice and example.

He had put down "Three Steps. What are they?" and was about to

enumerate them in logical order when the bell rang sharply. It was

one of those clock-work bells, and always went off as a clock might

go if it tried to strike twelve all at once.

Henry Maxwell sat at his desk and frowned a little. He made no

movement to answer the bell. Very soon it rang again; then he rose

and walked over to one of his windows which commanded the view of

the front door. A man was standing on the steps. He was a young man,

very shabbily dressed.

"Looks like a tramp," said the minister. "I suppose I'll have to go

down and--"

He did not finish his sentence but he went downstairs and opened the

front door. There was a moment's pause as the two men stood facing

each other, then the shabby-looking young man said:

"I'm out of a job, sir, and thought maybe you might put me in the

way of getting something."

"I don't know of anything. Jobs are scarce--" replied the minister,

beginning to shut the door slowly.

"I didn't know but you might perhaps be able to give me a line to

the city railway or the superintendent of the shops, or something,"

continued the young man, shifting his faded hat from one hand to the

other nervously.

"It would be of no use. You will have to excuse me. I am very busy

this morning. I hope you will find something. Sorry I can't give you

something to do here. But I keep only a horse and a cow and do the

work myself."

The Rev. Henry Maxwell closed the door and heard the man walk down

the steps. As he went up into his study he saw from his hall window

that the man was going slowly down the street, still holding his hat

between his hands. There was something in the figure so dejected,

homeless and forsaken that the minister hesitated a moment as he

stood looking at it. Then he turned to his desk and with a sigh

began the writing where he had left off.

He had no more interruptions, and when his wife came in two hours

later the sermon was finished, the loose leaves gathered up and

neatly tied together, and laid on his Bible all ready for the Sunday

morning service.

"A queer thing happened at the kindergarten this morning, Henry,"

said his wife while they were eating dinner. "You know I went over

with Mrs. Brown to visit the school, and just after the games, while

the children were at the tables, the door opened and a young man

came in holding a dirty hat in both hands. He sat down near the door

and never said a word; only looked at the children. He was evidently

a tramp, and Miss Wren and her assistant Miss Kyle were a little

frightened at first, but he sat there very quietly and after a few

minutes he went out."

"Perhaps he was tired and wanted to rest somewhere. The same man

called here, I think. Did you say he looked like a tramp?"

"Yes, very dusty, shabby and generally tramp-like. Not more than

thirty or thirty-three years old, I should say."

"The same man," said the Rev. Henry Maxwell thoughtfully.

"Did you finish your sermon, Henry?" his wife asked after a pause.

"Yes, all done. It has been a very busy week with me. The two

sermons have cost me a good deal of labor."

"They will be appreciated by a large audience, Sunday, I hope,"

replied his wife smiling. "What are you going to preach about in the

morning?"

"Following Christ. I take up the Atonement under the head of

sacrifice and example, and then show the steps needed to follow His

sacrifice and example."

"I am sure it is a good sermon. I hope it won't rain Sunday. We have

had so many stormy Sundays lately."

"Yes, the audiences have been quite small for some time. People will

not come out to church in a storm." The Rev. Henry Maxwell sighed as

he said it. He was thinking of the careful, laborious effort he had

made in preparing sermons for large audiences that failed to appear.

But Sunday morning dawned on the town of Raymond one of the perfect

days that sometimes come after long periods of wind and mud and

rain. The air was clear and bracing, the sky was free from all

threatening signs, and every one in Mr. Maxwell's parish prepared to

go to church. When the service opened at eleven o'clock the large

building was filled with an audience of the best-dressed, most

comfortable looking people of Raymond.

The First Church of Raymond believed in having the best music that

money could buy, and its quartet choir this morning was a source of

great pleasure to the congregation. The anthem was inspiring. All

the music was in keeping with the subject of the sermon. And the

anthem was an elaborate adaptation to the most modern music of the

hymn,

"Jesus, I my cross have taken,

All to leave and follow Thee."

Just before the sermon, the soprano sang a solo, the well-known

hymn,

"Where He leads me I will follow,

I'll go with Him, with Him, all the way."

Rachel Winslow looked very beautiful that morning as she stood up

behind the screen of carved oak which was significantly marked with

the emblems of the cross and the crown. Her voice was even more

beautiful than her face, and that meant a great deal. There was a

general rustle of expectation over the audience as she rose. Mr.

Maxwell settled himself contentedly behind the pulpit. Rachel

Winslow's singing always helped him. He generally arranged for a

song before the sermon. It made possible a certain inspiration of

feeling that made his delivery more impressive.

People said to themselves they had never heard such singing even in

the First Church. It is certain that if it had not been a church

service, her solo would have been vigorously applauded. It even

seemed to the minister when she sat down that something like an

attempted clapping of hands or a striking of feet on the floor swept

through the church. He was startled by it. As he rose, however, and

laid his sermon on the Bible, he said to himself he had been

deceived. Of course it could not occur. In a few moments he was

absorbed in his sermon and everything else was forgotten in the

pleasure of his delivery.

No one had ever accused Henry Maxwell of being a dull preacher. On

the contrary, he had often been charged with being sensational; not

in what he had said so much as in his way of saying it. But the

First Church people liked that. It gave their preacher and their

parish a pleasant distinction that was agreeable.

It was also true that the pastor of the First Church loved to

preach. He seldom exchanged. He was eager to be in his own pulpit

when Sunday came. There was an exhilarating half hour for him as he

faced a church full of people and know that he had a hearing. He was

peculiarly sensitive to variations in the attendance. He never

preached well before a small audience. The weather also affected him

decidedly. He was at his best before just such an audience as faced

him now, on just such a morning. He felt a glow of satisfaction as

he went on. The church was the first in the city. It had the best

choir. It had a membership composed of the leading people,

representatives of the wealth, society and intelligence of Raymond.

He was going abroad on a three months vacation in the summer, and

the circumstances of his pastorate, his influence and his position

as pastor of the First Church in the city--

It is not certain that the Rev. Henry Maxwell knew just how he could

carry on that thought in connection with his sermon, but as he drew

near the end of it he knew that he had at some point in his delivery

had all those feelings. They had entered into the very substance of

his thought; it might have been all in a few seconds of time, but he

had been conscious of defining his position and his emotions as well

as if he had held a soliloquy, and his delivery partook of the

thrill of deep personal satisfaction.

The sermon was interesting. It was full of striking sentences. They

would have commanded attention printed. Spoken with the passion of a

dramatic utterance that had the good taste never to offend with a

suspicion of ranting or declamation, they were very effective. If

the Rev. Henry Maxwell that morning felt satisfied with the

conditions of his pastorate, the First Church also had a similar

feeling as it congratulated itself on the presence in the pulpit of

this scholarly, refined, somewhat striking face and figure,

preaching with such animation and freedom from all vulgar, noisy or

disagreeable mannerism.

Suddenly, into the midst of this perfect accord and concord between

preacher and audience, there came a very remarkable interruption. It

would be difficult to indicate the extent of the shock which this

interruption measured. It was so unexpected, so entirely contrary to

any thought of any person present that it offered no room for

argument or, for the time being, of resistance.

The sermon had come to a close. Mr. Maxwell had just turned the half

of the big Bible over upon his manuscript and was about to sit down

as the quartet prepared to arise to sing the closing selection,

"All for Jesus, all for Jesus,

All my being's ransomed powers..."

when the entire congregation was startled by the sound of a man's

voice. It came from the rear of the church, from one of the seats

under the gallery. The next moment the figure of a man came out of

the shadow there and walked down the middle aisle.

Before the startled congregation fairly realized what was going on

the man had reached the open space in front of the pulpit and had

turned about facing the people.

"I've been wondering since I came in here"--they were the words he

used under the gallery, and he repeated them--"if it would be just

the thing to say a word at the close of the service. I'm not drunk

and I'm not crazy, and I am perfectly harmless, but if I die, as

there is every likelihood I shall in a few days, I want the

satisfaction of thinking that I said my say in a place like this,

and before this sort of a crowd."

Henry Maxwell had not taken his seat, and he now remained standing,

leaning on his pulpit, looking down at the stranger. It was the man

who had come to his house the Friday before, the same dusty, worn,

shabby-looking young man. He held his faded hat in his two hands. It

seemed to be a favorite gesture. He had not been shaved and his hair

was rough and tangled. It is doubtful if any one like this had ever

confronted the First Church within the sanctuary. It was tolerably

familiar with this sort of humanity out on the street, around the

railroad shops, wandering up and down the avenue, but it had never

dreamed of such an incident as this so near.

There was nothing offensive in the man's manner or tone. He was not

excited and he spoke in a low but distinct voice. Mr. Maxwell was

conscious, even as he stood there smitten into dumb astonishment at

the event, that somehow the man's action reminded him of a person he

had once seen walking and talking in his sleep.

No one in the house made any motion to stop the stranger or in any

way interrupt him. Perhaps the first shock of his sudden appearance

deepened into a genuine perplexity concerning what was best to do.

However that may be, he went on as if he had no thought of

interruption and no thought of the unusual element which he had

introduced into the decorum of the First Church service. And all the

while he was speaking, the minister leaded over the pulpit, his face

growing more white and sad every moment. But he made no movement to

stop him, and the people sat smitten into breathless silence. One

other face, that of Rachel Winslow from the choir, stared white and

intent down at the shabby figure with the faded hat. Her face was

striking at any time. Under the pressure of the present unheard-of

incident it was as personally distinct as if it had been framed in

fire.

"I'm not an ordinary tramp, though I don't know of any teaching of

Jesus that makes one kind of a tramp less worth saving than another.

Do you?" He put the question as naturally as if the whole

congregation had been a small Bible class. He paused just a moment

and coughed painfully. Then he went on.

"I lost my job ten months ago. I am a printer by trade. The new

linotype machines are beautiful specimens of invention, but I know

six men who have killed themselves inside of the year just on

account of those machines. Of course I don't blame the newspapers

for getting the machines. Meanwhile, what can a man do? I know I

never learned but the one trade, and that's all I can do. I've

tramped all over the country trying to find something. There are a

good many others like me. I'm not complaining, am I? Just stating

facts. But I was wondering as I sat there under the gallery, if what

you call following Jesus is the same thing as what He taught. What

did He mean when He said: 'Follow Me!'? The minister said,"--here he

turned about and looked up at the pulpit--"that it is necessary for

the disciple of Jesus to follow His steps, and he said the steps are

'obedience, faith, love and imitation.' But I did not hear him tell

you just what he meant that to mean, especially the last step. What

do you Christians mean by following the steps of Jesus?

"I've tramped through this city for three days trying to find a job;

and in all that time I've not had a word of sympathy or comfort

except from your minister here, who said he was sorry for me and

hoped I would find a job somewhere. I suppose it is because you get

so imposed on by the professional tramp that you have lost your

interest in any other sort. I'm not blaming anybody, am I? Just

stating facts. Of course, I understand you can't all go out of your

way to hunt up jobs for other people like me. I'm not asking you to;

but what I feel puzzled about is, what is meant by following Jesus.

What do you mean when you sing 'I'll go with Him, with Him, all the

way?' Do you mean that you are suffering and denying yourselves and

trying to save lost, suffering humanity just as I understand Jesus

did? What do you mean by it? I see the ragged edge of things a good

deal. I understand there are more than five hundred men in this city

in my case. Most of them have families. My wife died four months

ago. I'm glad she is out of trouble. My little girl is staying with

a printer's family until I find a job. Somehow I get puzzled when I

see so many Christians living in luxury and singing 'Jesus, I my

cross have taken, all to leave and follow Thee,' and remember how my

wife died in a tenement in New York City, gasping for air and asking

God to take the little girl too. Of course I don't expect you people

can prevent every one from dying of starvation, lack of proper

nourishment and tenement air, but what does following Jesus mean? I

understand that Christian people own a good many of the tenements. A

member of a church was the owner of the one where my wife died, and

I have wondered if following Jesus all the way was true in his case.

I heard some people singing at a church prayer meeting the other

night,

'All for Jesus, all for Jesus,

All my being's ransomed powers,

All my thoughts, and all my doings,

All my days, and all my hours.'

and I kept wondering as I sat on the steps outside just what they

meant by it. It seems to me there's an awful lot of trouble in the

world that somehow wouldn't exist if all the people who sing such

songs went and lived them out. I suppose I don't understand. But

what would Jesus do? Is that what you mean by following His steps?

It seems to me sometimes as if the people in the big churches had

good clothes and nice houses to live in, and money to spend for

luxuries, and could go away on summer vacations and all that, while

the people outside the churches, thousands of them, I mean, die in

tenements, and walk the streets for jobs, and never have a piano or

a picture in the house, and grow up in misery and drunkenness and

sin."

The man suddenly gave a queer lurch over in the direction of the

communion table and laid one grimy hand on it. His hat fell upon the

carpet at his feet. A stir went through the congregation. Dr. West

half rose from his pew, but as yet the silence was unbroken by any

voice or movement worth mentioning in the audience. The man passed

his other hand across his eyes, and then, without any warning, fell

heavily forward on his face, full length up the aisle. Henry Maxwell

spoke:

"We will consider the service closed."

He was down the pulpit stairs and kneeling by the prostrate form before

any one else. The audience instantly rose and the aisles were crowded.

Dr. West pronounced the man alive. He had fainted away. "Some heart

trouble," the doctor also muttered as he helped carry him out into the

pastor's study.

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