CHAPTER X.

TROUBLE AT ELVELEY.

It was August, and the evenings were sultry and oppressive after

burning summer days. At Rowdon Smithy there was always some coolness,

borrowed from the adjacent moorland, and helped by a situation exposed

on northern and eastern sides. So, when dusk drew on, and Jim’s work

might, as a rule, be considered over, the young smith used to sit in

his trellised porch, with book in hand or violin on shoulder, and enjoy

such breezes as were to be had. The place pleased him for several

reasons. It had been a favourite resting-spot of his grandfather’s, it

caught the latest beams of the sun setting across the Common, and it

commanded a fair stretch of the road by which Austin might be expected

to come.

Austin came now oftener than of old. Jim sometimes wondered why: he

had, as it seemed to him, so little entertainment to offer to his

brother.

On a particular evening of this sunny August, Jim sat, as usual, in

the cottage-porch. His hands were busy with his fiddle, his eyes

were bent over a sheet of music which Austin had lent to him. Jim

had changed much during the last few months. His face and figure had

matured and grown manlier; he was dressed with more care, and had the

fresh, “clean” look peculiar to upper-class Englishmen. There was but

slight trace of the peasant about him, and his homely language sounded

pleasantly enough in his soft, clear voice--which even to Austin’s ears

was quaintly reminiscent of Frances’s sweet tones. His manners and

bearing were seldom at fault; for old William East had known something

of the ways of gentle-people, and, acknowledging within himself a duty

owed to the lad’s deceived father, had taken pains to shield Jim from

bad example and to encourage his natural refinement. The sorrow of his

bereavement, and the keen pain of his rejection at the hands of his

sister and stepmother, had indeed saddened his young face; but they had

also deepened and strengthened his character, in teaching him to stand

alone.

The sound of a trotting pony advancing along the hard, white country

road broke in on Jim’s peaceful studies and caught his attention.

Hoping that the nearing rider might be Austin, Jim sprang to his feet,

laid aside his fiddle, and swung briskly down the garden-path to the

gate. As he went, he saw that his young brother was putting his pony

to the gallop, with evident impatience to reach his journey’s end. Jim

threw wide the gate, and stepped out on to the roadway in time to wave

a welcome to his visitor. Then he saw that Austin’s sunburnt cheeks had

lost their ruddy colour, and that his eyes looked scared and strange as

from a nervous shock.

“Why, Austin! What’s up, lad?” asked the elder brother anxiously.

“There’s surely something wrong.”

“Everything’s wrong, Jim! Everything’s dreadful! You’d never guess

what’s happened at home! Don’t try: I’d rather tell straight out.

Perhaps I shall feel better when you know, too!”

“It’s no harm to Madam or Missy?”

“Harm to all of us, I think, Jim. At least, Mother says we’re beggars!

Isn’t that harm enough? Jim, don’t stand and stare like that!”

Jim pulled himself together. “I was frighted, lad,--feared to think of

what you might mean. ‘Beggars!’ Surely not ‘beggars’!”

Austin laughed roughly. Child as he was, the trouble which had

overtaken him, and the way in which it had been met, had affected him

strongly.

“Well, Mater says so: and I suppose she knows. Jim, I’ll ride round to

the shed and fasten up Rough first of all.”

“I’ll come with you,” said the other briefly; and they made the short

journey in silence. When the pony had been safely tethered, Austin

caught Jim by the arm and dragged him off.

“Not indoors!” said the boy impatiently. “I feel choked already. Let’s

go to the orchard. Oh, how jolly quiet and cool it is here! At home--.”

Austin paused, and held his tongue perseveringly until the brothers

had gained a favourite retreat in the pleasantest nook among the old

apple-trees. Jim, even then, forbore to question, guessing that his

young brother’s nerves were strung to a pitch which would not bear

further tension. With considerate kindness the elder lad forced back,

out of sight, his own fears and forebodings.

Austin threw himself on the ground with a long-drawn breath of relief.

The calm of his surroundings and the friendly presence of his brother

brought a happy sense of protection to the overwrought lad.

“Now I’ll tell everything,” he said, drawing near to Jim, who

immediately put an arm about him. “Only I can’t explain very well,

because I don’t half understand myself. It was this morning it

happened. A man came from London to see Mamma; so he was taken to the

library, and she went there to speak to him. The library has a French

window opening on to the lawn, and Frances and I were sitting together

in the garden, quite near the library window. We could hear Mamma and

the man talking, but not well enough to know what they were saying, so

we did not think we need move away. Presently we did hear something:

we heard Mamma say plainly, in a queer, high voice, ‘Then I and my

children are paupers!’ Frances jumped up, and so did I; and we both ran

to the library window. It wasn’t what Mamma had said; it was the way

she spoke. Jim, it would have scared you. Just as we got to the house

we heard a sort of cry. Well, we pushed open the window in a jiffey;

and there was Mamma, lying all of a heap in her chair, and the strange

man standing beside her, looking frightened out of his wits. And he

said to us: ‘I’ve brought your mother bad news, but I couldn’t help it;

I’ve nothing to do with the matter. The governor sent me down from town

to tell her, because he thought it would come easier that way than in a

letter or a telegram.’ Of course we didn’t know what he meant, and we

didn’t much mind, we were so awfully scared about Mater.”

“Madam had fainted?” questioned Jim in a low voice.

“Yes. We called her maid, and brought her round; while the man vanished

into the garden, saying he’d stay there a while in case he was wanted

again. I’d have told him to cut back to his precious ‘governor’, only

Frances wouldn’t let me. And as soon as Mamma could speak she asked

for the London man, and in he came. I must say he looked sorry; and he

didn’t seem to like it when Mamma said she wished him to tell Frances

and me exactly what he had told her. Then--oh, Jim! I can’t remember

half his long speech. It was all about deeds, and securities, and

fraudulent trustees, and creditors. There was a man who had charge of

all our money--Mamma’s and Frances’s and mine,--and was to manage for

us till I was twenty-one. Papa had made him ‘trustee’. He had always

given Mamma plenty of money for everything she needed, and she had

never thought anything was wrong. But a while ago he wanted to make

more money for himself; and first he used only what was his own, and

lost it; then he began to use ours, and lost that. When nearly all ours

was lost, and he knew he must soon be found out, he managed to get hold

of what was left of Papa’s money, and then he ran away. So he has gone;

and we shall never find him, or get back what he stole.”

“Oh!” exclaimed Jim breathlessly, “what a sore, sore trial for Madam!

Does she bear up, dear lad?”

“No,” replied Austin gloomily; “and that’s the worst of it all. Mamma

seems so very--queer. She sits and moans and groans, and tells Frances

and me over and over again that we’re just beggars, and must go to

the workhouse. Jim!” added Austin, with a break in his voice, and a

childlike dread which made him shiver nervously, “Jim! must we really

do that?”

“No, dear lad, no. Why, Madam has her beautiful house anyway. She told

me she’d bought it.”

“Yes; but it isn’t all paid for,” said Austin, shaking his head. “The

London man said Mamma’s trustee hadn’t paid for lots of things. Elveley

is to be sold and all that’s in it; and even then Mamma won’t be able

to pay everybody.”

“I can’t hardly take it in,” muttered Jim. “Are you sure it’s as bad as

you say?”

“I’m sure enough,” said Austin bitterly, “seeing Mamma has said it all

over and over again. Frances and I have stayed with her,” continued the

lad, throwing up his arms wearily; “but this evening I thought I must

come here for a bit, or I’d--I’d howl! Jim, you can’t guess what it’s

like, at home. Mamma can’t do anything but groan.”

“But Madam has many friends?” suggested Jim hopefully.

“What’s the good of friends? They can’t find our trustee--or make our

money come back again. And we’ve no relations except Cousin Walter, and

he’s in Australia, sheep-farming. Don’t I wish I could go to Australia,

and have heaps of land, and millions of sheep!” Austin closed his

eyes, the better to call up a vision of plenty. “But Cousin Walter’s a

failure out there: he can’t help us.”

“There’s surely someone,” said Jim, unable to think of the stately,

handsome owner of Elveley as friendless, penniless, and homeless.

The lad might have been pardoned a gleam of satisfaction at the ruin

which had overtaken the woman who had treated him with contemptuous

indifference, and shown no intention of acknowledging his just claim to

a share of his father’s property. But Jim was guiltless of resentment,

and the inherent chivalry of his nature rose up in indignant pity at

the blow dealt to the widow and orphans.

Jim thought much and deeply, but he wisely said little in the meantime,

preferring deeds to words. Austin succeeded in convincing him that in

Mrs. Morland’s sight, at least, her case was desperate; and Jim the

simple-minded could only marvel how so many years of prosperity and

social success could have been unfruitful of a single friend attached

and loyal enough to come forward with counsel and help.

“There must be someone,” he repeated, with conviction. “Austin, lad,

this is too soon to talk so hopeless-like. Mayhap your mother is fair

dazed with the shock, and too upset to think clear. Keep up heart, dear

lad, and cheer Madam and Missy too. Tell them as all must come right.”

“Oh, Jim!” broke out Austin, “I wish you would come to Elveley and make

some sense of things! It’s so awfully bothering to go on not knowing

what will really happen, and with Mater not able to tell us. Jim, do

come home with me now!”

“Dear lad, I’d come with you gladly, but I haven’t the right--yet. I

promised your mother I wouldn’t tell who I was; and what would folks

think to see Jim East the blacksmith meddling with Madam’s affairs? No,

it would just worry her more if I should venture--it would make things

harder for her to see me there. I mayn’t do it, lad. It’s terrible

vexing to know I mayn’t.”

Jim’s reluctance was so evidently reasonable and unselfish that Austin

forbore to press his entreaty. Instead, he allowed himself to be

comforted and encouraged by all the arguments for hope and cheerfulness

which Jim could draw from his imagination. At the smithy, Austin always

felt happy and at peace. The difficulty was to tear himself away and go

back to the home whence peace and happiness had fled.

* * * * *

Mrs. Morland, as has been said, was not personally popular in the

village where she had made her home. Woodend was, in a sense,

old-fashioned, and it had acquiesced quietly in her assumption of

leadership in all that concerned its small social matters, but it had

not learned to like her. Though its upper-class community was no less

charitable than others similarly placed, there were not a few old

residents who heard the story of the Morland downfall, as it affected

the mistress of Elveley, with hardly more than a conventional murmur

of regret. But when her children were under discussion the case was

different. Everyone liked the bright girl and boy, everyone grieved at

the tragic calamity which must so greatly change their lives.

Still, there were some neighbours able and willing to show Mrs. Morland

kindness and sympathy. These sought her out at the earliest moment that

good taste allowed, and frankly offered to be of service; but the poor

woman, completely overwhelmed by the extent of the disaster, rejected

their overtures with angry scorn. Naturally, her well-meaning friends

retired precipitately, determining that she should be left to take her

own course.

What that course should be Mrs. Morland did not even attempt to decide.

The creditors who had insisted on the sale of Elveley wished to show

the innocent debtor some consideration, and informed her that she might

continue to occupy the house for three weeks. The Rector, who was not

to be driven away by any rebuffs, listened patiently to the outpourings

of bitter invective against her fraudulent trustee, which seemed the

only relief Mrs. Morland could discover. The kindly, gentle old man

was too infirm to fight an injured woman’s battles; but Edward Carlyon

persuaded Mrs. Morland to put her affairs in the hands of a competent

solicitor, who might make the best terms possible with her creditors.

The three weeks of grace had almost slipped by, and still no provision

had been made for the future of the little family. Frances and Austin

seldom left their mother, though in her presence they were acutely

miserable. They were young and vigorous, and, after they had recovered

from the shock of misfortune, they were eager to be up and doing. Both

girl and boy implored their mother to speak--to tell them what her

plans might be, so that they might help forward any arrangements she

had made. But Mrs. Morland declared herself incapable of action, and

was not moved even by the pale and anxious faces of the harassed pair

who were ready to take the field in her behalf.

It was an awakening period for the two young Morlands. Hitherto they

had felt a childlike security in the capacity of a mother’s protecting

love and care. The world’s struggles and trials had seemed far removed

from the sheltered comfort of their home. Now, the arm that had

encircled and shielded them had been suddenly removed, and the onset of

trouble found them defenseless.

“If only we knew what was going to become of us,” sighed Frances in

Miss Carlyon’s ear. “It is so dreadful to feel day after day passing

and not to have the least idea what Mamma will do. Sometimes Austin

and I think she really does not understand that we must leave Elveley

immediately; but if we try to talk about it she will not listen.”

“Dear child, your mother has received a very heavy blow. Who can wonder

if it has prostrated her?”

Miss Carlyon’s tone was extremely pitiful, though she could hardly

think without impatience of the crushed, broken woman who, even for

the sake of her children, would not rouse herself out of her state of

despondency. The girl and boy whose future had promised to be so bright

were surely the chief sufferers; but Mrs. Morland’s pride saw as yet

only her personal defeat--her loss of position, her coming poverty.

“I know how very hard it is for Mamma,” said Frances; “Austin and I

would scarcely mind at all if only Mamma need not lose all her things.

I do want to help her, but she says I am just a girl, and of no use.

And Austin is not grown-up yet. Oh, Miss Carlyon, is there no work I

can do? I think I could take care of children, and I would do anything.”

“Dear Frances, you are so young to leave home.”

“Should I have to leave home? I don’t think I could bear to go quite

away among strangers. What would Austin do?”

“What, indeed? And how could your mother part from her only daughter?

Your place is at home, darling.”

“I don’t know,” said Frances in a shaky voice. “I don’t seem much good

to Mamma; and perhaps, after all, Austin would not mind now. He does

not want me as he used to.”

“How is that?” asked Miss Carlyon gently, while she stroked the girl’s

bent head.

“It is because I am different,” said Frances dejectedly. “I have been

mean and horrid, and Austin knows.”

Muriel Carlyon remained silent, half-expecting that her young favourite

would open her heart, and give her confidence to her friend. But

Frances’s tongue was tied by her promise to her mother; though, in this

time of trial, when sight seemed clearer and duty plainer, she did long

to cast away the burden of deceit and tell the truth before all the

world.

“Do you think anyone would take me as a nursery governess, Miss

Carlyon?” asked the girl presently.

“No, dear, I do not. People do not engage little maids of fourteen for

posts of responsibility.”

“I am nearly fifteen. Of course I know that is not old, but I could put

up my hair.”

Muriel replied with a loving kiss.

“I might try a grey wig,” suggested Frances, throwing her arms round

her friend; “and spectacles, you know,--like a girl in a story-book.”

“Even then, I am afraid, you would be nothing but a dear young lass, by

no means formidable enough to pose as a governess.”

“You are formidable,” said Frances, hugging Miss Carlyon close. “And

your hair is not grey, but pretty brown curls; and you look, oh! ever

so young and jolly! It cheers me up just to see you.”

“Have that cheer as often as you will, darling; and believe it doesn’t

make troubles lighter to meet them with a gloomy face.”

“Ah! that’s what Florry says.”

“Florry is a first-rate philosopher--an unconscious preacher, too, of

the gospel of plain living and high thinking.”

“I’ll tell you how she argues--you know she loves to argue. This is

exactly what she said:--‘If you don’t have such a big house, you

needn’t mind, for you can’t be in more than one room at a time. And

if you don’t have grand dinners, you needn’t mind, for boys and girls

come in only for dessert, and grown-ups just have indigestion. And if

you’ve only one best frock and one worst one, you needn’t mind, for it

will save the bother of thinking what you’ll put on.’ It sounds quite

sensible, really. I don’t think I do mind being poor, for myself. Just

for Mamma and Austin.”

“Perhaps Mamma and Austin may learn to be equally philosophical. At

all events, dear, you can go on trying to show them the bright side of

things.”

“If there were a bright side!” said Frances. “I must try to see it

myself first.”

“Suppose I could help you there?” said Muriel, smiling rather oddly.

“Could you?”

“Well--think. Since the sad day of your trial, dear, which of your

friends have been most eager to seek you out--which have been careful

to hold aloof?”

Muriel watched the changing expression of the girl’s intelligent face.

“Ah!” said Frances at last, in a low, happy voice, “I know what you

mean. Thank you, Miss Carlyon. Of course you knew, you could not help

seeing, how the girls I used to like the best have seemed, ever since

Christmas, to be far jollier without me.”

“Only because you made them believe that you were jollier without them.”

“Did I?” said Frances, with real surprise. “I thought it was because I

was dull and stupid. So I tried to make friends with the others, but it

never seemed the same. And now all my old chums have come back to me,

and the new ones have stayed away. Oh, yes, Miss Carlyon, there _is_ a

bright side. Only, I didn’t know where to look for it.”

* * * * *

It was the evening of the third day before the one on which Elveley,

and the major portion of its contents, were to be put up to auction.

Mrs. Morland sat alone in her private sitting-room; a small and

beautifully-furnished apartment where, during the last weeks, she

had hidden herself from all eyes which she considered malicious

or inquisitive. She knew she was not a popular woman; but she had

preferred to mere popularity the more exclusive gratification which

could be obtained by a determined and successful insistence on

superiority. So long as she could be a leader, Mrs. Morland cared

not whether her train followed her willingly or not. Thus, among her

acquaintances, she had not tried to make a single friend.

The disaster which would have been heavy to most women was appalling

to her. So far, she had refused to face facts, and had met her

children’s timid protests either with indifference or anger. But that

very afternoon, the boy and girl--coming hand in hand, for mutual

encouragement--had made a fresh attempt to persuade her to listen to

them; and though she had fairly driven them away by her harsh and

bitter replies, she had not been able to forget the wretchedness in

their young faces. It was true, of course, what they had said: in three

days they would have no roof to cover their heads.

Austin, on leaving his mother, rushed to the stable, had his pony

saddled, and galloped off to Rowdon. He had promised that his brother

should know that day how matters stood; and it seemed to Austin that

matters were at desperation-point.

Mrs. Morland remained alone. Round her were the evidences of her lost

prosperity, and her eyes roved from one to another of her possessions,

while her brain worked busily, and her long, slender fingers played

with the pretty toys on a delicately-carved and inlaid table by her

side. The children’s appeal had at last roused her, and consternation

was taking the place of lethargy. Frances had implored her to speak:

but after all, what could she say? What refuge was open to her, that

pride could let her accept? More than one of her neighbours--the Rector

first of them--had courteously offered her and her children a temporary

home; but the idea of lingering on in Woodend, an object of careless

pity to those whom she had compelled to a certain admiration, was

hateful, even insupportable, to the suffering woman.

Her thoughts were still dwelling on what seemed to her an indignity

impossible of endurance, when a servant brought a visitor to her door,

and left him, at his own request, to enter unannounced.

“Who’s that?” demanded Mrs. Morland sharply, as the figure of young

Jim Morland began to take shape in the distant shadows of the room.

Jim stepped forward, and with a word of greeting quietly proclaimed

himself. He had been warned by Austin of the mood in which he was

likely to find his stepmother; and the latent chivalry of his nature

was now prepared to resist all inclinations towards impatience or

resentment. In Jim’s simple creed a woman’s misfortune rendered her

sacred.

“Please forgive me for venturing, Madam,” began the lad respectfully;

“I’m feared you’ll not be over-pleased as I should come just now. I’m

here because Austin told me of your trouble, and I wanted to see what I

could do.”

“What you could do!” exclaimed Mrs. Morland, remembering bitterly

enough that her stepson was of age now; that, had she treated him

justly, and made over to him the share of his father’s property which

was morally his right when he reached his majority, he would have been

able, and probably willing, to help her to good purpose. “What can you

do, pray? Take my son, and teach him the trade of a blacksmith?”

“He has pluck enough,” replied Jim gently. “And he would think it no

shame to do aught which would help you or his sister. But of course

that’s for me to do. I am the eldest: and--though I feel sore-like to

vex you, Madam,--I’ve come now to claim my rights.”

“Your rights?” queried Mrs. Morland, thinking of her husband’s lost

thousands.

“Yes. I’ve waited--knowing as you and Missy thought shame of me--to

see if you had better plans. But now I’ve come, because my brother and

sister are in need of someone to care for them.” Jim moved nearer, and

laid his strong brown hand on the dainty inlaid table: Mrs. Morland

almost shivered to see it there. “I claim the right to care for them.

Madam, this time you can’t say me nay--it _is_ my right.”

“My good boy,” said Mrs. Morland petulantly, “don’t try to be bombastic

if you want me to hear you out. Please say what you have come to say,

as quickly as you can.”

“I’d best be quick,” said Jim, unmoved; “for I doubt not you are tired

and worried: and if I could”--the lad’s eyes rested softly on his

stepmother’s hard-drawn features--“I’d like to bring you some ease. You

know as I’ve a little house, Madam. ’Tis a small place, but tidy-like;

and there’s a big orchard behind. And since my brother and sister must

soon leave their home, I’d have them come to mine and be king and queen

of it. I’d be proud to see them there.”

“No doubt,” said Mrs. Morland grimly; “but the joys of cottage life are

not quite in their line.”

“Madam,” said Jim earnestly, “you must listen to me now. The others

are too young to do aught, and it’s not for them to feel the world’s

roughness. You do not like as folks should know their brother’s just

a blacksmith and the home he has to offer them just a poor cottage. I

do not say as that’s not reason in a way, and no fault of yours. But

if, when this place is sold, you will not let me take them to Rowdon,

where are they to go?”

Mrs. Morland sat still awhile, without replying, while her fingers

tapped nervously the polished surface of the little table. Her

demeanour had changed somewhat during Jim’s brief speech, for she had

been obliged to recognize that his words were the expression of his

heart’s true feeling, and that she had now no hard or revengeful nature

to deal with. However unworthy might be her estimate of the causes

which prompted Jim’s present attitude, she began to see in the lad

possibilities that would render more tolerable the necessity for owning

him.

“Where are they to go?” asked Jim again, with increased gentleness.

“They will go with me,” said Mrs. Morland bitterly, “to the workhouse,

I suppose!”

“They will go with you, of course,” said Jim, leaning forward, and

speaking in a tone of the most persuasive softness his peasant tongue

could command. “What would they do without you? But I’ve a home for you

all at Rowdon--and--indeed, I’ll make it as trim as I can.”

He glanced at the beautiful and costly things about him, and sighed

inwardly. His common-sense taught him that a woman who had been bred

amid such surroundings could hardly be contented at Rowdon Smithy.

When Jim Morland pressed his invitation on his stepmother, he guessed

that he was passing sentence on all his future peace of mind. With his

brother and sister alone, he might have hoped, some day, to be happy:

they were very young, and youth readily accepts its circumstances.

Austin, at least, would quickly have been at home. But Frances!--Jim

wondered if he could bear the daily sight of his sister’s shrinking

repugnance; and how might he ever hope to overcome it while Frances

remained under the influence of this suspicious, ungracious nature?

“I’ll do my best,” continued the lad gravely; “and mayhap Rowdon will

serve for a home till I can earn more and provide a better. Come, then,

Madam, if it please you; and the children will make it home-like.”

The impulse to believe the best of Jim, to give him the credit of a

magnanimous proposal, was stronger with Mrs. Morland at that moment

than she could have imagined. Some words of acknowledgment were rising

to her lips when her eyes lighted on her stepson’s rough hand, so near

her own delicate fingers, and in a rapid glance she noted his rustic

dress, while her pride rose passionately at the thought of recognizing

him as a kinsman. Her better instincts were choked at once by a

sensation of overwhelming dislike and scorn. Mrs. Morland knew that she

was ungenerous; but she easily persuaded herself that, without loss of

self-respect, she could deal to Jim a certain measure of fairness in

compensation for lack of generosity. He would be satisfied, no doubt,

if, in return for the refuge he offered, she gave him the name but not

the place of a son.

“If I go to Rowdon,” she said deliberately, “you will, of course,

expect me to acknowledge your identity as my husband’s child?”

Jim flushed deeply: his stepmother’s words contained a hint of motive

on his part which he had a right to resent.

“I make no bargains, Madam!” said the young workman sternly. “Come to

Rowdon, and call me what you please.”

“You have claimed your ‘rights’ as a brother,” said Mrs. Morland,

smiling slightly; “and besides, my friends are, as you know, not so

dull as to believe I should go by choice to live at Rowdon Smithy, or

that you offered me a home there out of pure benevolence. Perhaps,

James,” she continued more seriously, “we shall understand each other

better if we do strike a bargain. We can put the matter on a business

footing between ourselves, and leave the rest of the world to supply

the sentiment. Well, then, I accept your offer of a temporary home: in

return, I agree to place in the Rector’s hands a written acknowledgment

of your right to bear your father’s name.”

“Madam,” said Jim coldly, his patience strained to the uttermost, “you

know right well as I’ve the means of proving who I am, if so be as I

wanted to do it, without a word from you. ’Twas to save you and Missy

what you held to be shame that I’ve kept so long a name as was never

really my own. There’ll be no bargaining on my side. Call me East or

Morland as it pleases you; I’ll count your wish as it might be my

father’s, and be your son or not as you choose. I’ll not presume on

your choice either way,” added Jim, borrowing for once a little of

his companion’s bitterness; “I’m not likely to forget as you’d never

give me a mother’s love.... I’d not expect it, neither,” he went

on, recovering his softer speech, “no more than I look for Missy to

remember as it’s not my fault I’m just a rough fellow. The little lad

... the little lad”--Jim’s brave voice trembled--“he’s different: he

sees through things somehow.... Madam,” finished Jim, looking straight

at his stepmother, “I think the world of the little lad!”

“Boys are so ready to make friends,” said Mrs. Morland, moved in spite

of her prejudices, and striving to shake off an uncomfortable sense of

defeat. “Well, James, I am not so insensible of your good intentions

as you fancy. I never was quick to give affection, so you need not

take it amiss if I am not demonstrative. I dare say we shall manage to

put up with one another. Whether as part of a bargain or not, I shall

certainly desire that you be known for the future by your proper name.

And perhaps,” added the speaker, as the better side of her nature

asserted itself, “you may not despise a different undertaking on my

part. It is unlikely that you and I shall draw together--there is no

tie of blood to help us, and I frankly confess to thinking the time

too late. But I give you my promise to do nothing to hinder you from

winning the children’s liking, if it has value in your eyes.”

Jim silently bent his head.

“They are very miserable,” continued Mrs. Morland, “and you are about

to give them some sort of comfort. Your chance with them ought to be a

good one.”

“I’d rather,” said Jim steadily, “as they did not think of things that

way. They’re just children, and shouldn’t know what trouble means,

when there’s grown folk to save them. Then, will you please tell them

as we’ve arranged?”

“Why not do that yourself?” Mrs. Morland rose, and her spirits

answering to a relief of mind she could not all at once realize, she

moved with her old grace and dignity towards the door. “Come with me,

James. You shall be introduced as the future head of the house to your

brother and sister. I shall leave you to give the necessary orders

about our movements. _La reine est morte_--that is, she’s going to

retire into private life!”

Mrs. Morland led the way to the children’s sitting-room; but only

Austin was there. He had lingered, nervously anxious about the result

of Jim’s visit to Elveley; but Frances had already gone for comfort

and counsel to her friend Miss Carlyon. To Austin his mother formally

announced her decision as to the future.

“Your brother means to be good to you,” she said, with an attempt at

cheerfulness; “you must try to thank him better than I have done.”

A Girl of To-day · 第 10 / 18 章