THE MAN OF THE PERIOD.
There is in human nature an injustice towards those who do wrong, those
who are the sinners and agents of woe in this world, which balances a
good deal of the success of wickedness. There are plenty of wicked
persons who flourish like the green bay tree, and receive to all
appearance no recompense for their evil ways. But, on the other hand,
when a man fails to conduct himself as he ought to do, from cowardice,
from an undue regard to prudential motives--from, as often happens, an
overweening regard for the world’s opinion--that world repays him
pitilessly with contempt and neglect, and makes no allowance for all the
pangs which he suffers, and for all the struggles in his soul. Cosmo
Douglas has had hard measure in these pages, where, as we have
pretended, his character was understood. But even in understanding it,
we have dealt, we are aware and confess, hardly with this
nineteenth-century man, who had done nothing more than all the canons of
his age declared it his duty to do. He erred, perhaps, in loving Anne,
and in telling her so at first; for he ought to have taken it into
consideration that he would not be allowed to marry her, notwithstanding
the bias towards the romantic side of such questions which the world
professes in words. But then he was led astray by another wave of
popular opinion, that which declares with much apparent reason that the
race of cruel fathers is as extinct as the dodo, and that no girl is
ever really prevented, if she chooses to stick to him, from marrying
‘the man of her heart.’ Cosmo had believed this devoutly till he was
forced by events to take up a different opinion; and from that moment
every impartial observer must allow that he acted up to the highest
tenets of the modern creed. As soon as he perceived that it was really
likely that Anne would be deprived of her fortune in consequence of her
adherence to him, he did everything a man could do, within the limits
permitted to a gentleman of the period, to induce her to decide for her
own advantage and against himself. He could not say in so many words,
‘You must keep your fortune, and throw me over; I shall not mind it.’
But he as near said it as a person of perfectly good manners could do.
It is not for a man to take the initiative in such a case, because
women, always more foolish than men, are very likely to be piqued on the
side of their generosity, and to hold all the more strenuously to a
self-denying lover, the more he does _not_ wish to bind them. In this
point his position was very difficult, very delicate, as any one may
perceive; and when, in spite of all his remonstrances, and hints, and
suggestions, Anne’s sacrifice was accomplished, and she was actually
cast off by her angry father, with no fortune, and nothing to recompense
her but the attachment of a barrister without occupation, and an empty
engagement to him, which it was impossible in present circumstances to
carry out, it would be difficult to imagine anything more embarrassing
than his position. She had made this sacrifice, which he did not wish,
for him; had insisted on making it, notwithstanding all that he could
venture to say; and now of course looked to him for gratitude, for
requital, and an impassioned sense of all that she had done and
relinquished for him, notwithstanding that it was the very last thing in
his mind that she should relinquish anything for him. What was he to do?
If the man was exasperated, was there much wonder? He could no more,
according to his tenets, throw her over than he could marry her. Both
were alike impossible. It was strictly according to the laws of society
that a man should decline to marry when he had nothing to marry upon;
but it was not consistent with those laws (at least according to the
interpretation of them accepted by men of Cosmo’s type) that he should
throw the lady over as soon as she had lost her fortune. Here
accordingly arose a dilemma out of which it was impossible to come
unharmed. Cosmo’s very heart was impaled upon these forks. What could he
do? He could not marry upon nothing, and bring his wife down to the
position of a household drudge, which was all, so far as he knew, that
would be practicable. For Anne’s sake this was out of the question.
Neither could he say to her honestly, ‘You are poor and I am poor, and
we cannot marry.’ What could he do? He was blamed, blamed brutally, and
without consideration, by most of the people round; people like the
Ashleys, for instance, who would have plunged into the situation and
made something of it one way or another, and never would have found out
what its characteristic difficulties were. But to Cosmo those
difficulties filled up the whole horizon. What was he to do? How was he
to do it? To plunge himself and Anne into all the horrors of a penniless
marriage was impossible, simply impossible; and to separate himself from
her was equally out of the question. If the reader will contemplate the
position on all sides, he will, I am sure, be brought to see that,
taking into account the manner of man Cosmo was, and his circumstances,
and all about him, the way in which he did behave, perplexedly keeping
up his relations with her family, showing himself as useful as possible,
but keeping off all too-familiar consultations, all plans and projects
for the future, was really the only way open to him. He was not
romantic, he was not regardless of consequences; being a man of his
time how could he make himself so? and what else could he do?
When he received one day quite suddenly, without any preparation, that
letter which Anne had given to Mr. Ashley to read, it came upon him like
a thunderbolt. I cannot take upon me to say that after the first shock
he was surprised by it or found it unnatural: he did not experience any
of these feelings. On the contrary, it was, so far as I know, after, as
has been said, the first shock, a relief to his mind. It showed him that
Anne, too, had perceived the situation and accepted it. He was startled
by her clear-sightedness, but it gained his approbation as the most
sensible and seemly step which she could have taken. But, all the same,
it hurt him acutely, and made him tingle with injured pride and shame.
It does not come within the code of manhood, which is of longer
existence than the nineteenth century, that a woman should have it in
her power to speak so. It gave him an acute pang. It penetrated him with
a sense of shame; it made him feel somehow, to the bottom of his heart,
that he was an inferior kind of man, and that Anne knew it. It was all
according to the canons of the situation, just as a sensible woman
should have behaved; just as his own proceedings were all that a
sensible man could do; but it hurt him all the same. The letter, with
that calm of tone which he suspected to mean contempt, seemed to him to
have been fired into him with some sharp twangling arrow; where it
struck it burnt and smarted, making him small in his own esteem, petty
and miserable; notwithstanding which he had to reply to it ‘in the same
spirit in which it was written’--to use a phrase which was also of his
time. He did this, keeping up appearances, pretending to Anne that he
did not perceive the sentiments which her letter veiled, but accepted it
as the most natural thing in the world. It may be as well to give here
the letter which he wrote in reply:--
‘Dearest Anne,--Your letter has indeed been a surprise to me of the
most dolorous kind.
‘Yes, I understand. There is no need, as you say, for
explanations--six words, or six hundred, would not be enough to say
what I should have to say, if I began. But I will not. I refrain
from vexing you with protestations, from troubling you with
remonstrances. Circumstances are against me so heavily, so
overwhelmingly, that nothing I could say would appear like anything
but folly in the face of that which alone I can do. I am
helpless--and you are clear-sighted, and perceive the evils of this
long suspense, without allowing your clearer judgment to be
flattered, as mine has been, by the foolishness of hope.
‘What then can I say? If I must, I accept your decision. This is
the sole ground on which it can be put. I will not bind you against
your will--that is out of the question, that is the one thing that
is impossible. I will never give up hope that some change may come
in the circumstances or in your resolution, till--something happens
to show me that no change can come. Till then, I do not call myself
your friend, for that would be folly. I am more than your friend,
or I am nothing--but I will sign myself yours, as you are, without
any doubt, the woman whom I will always love, and admire, and
reverence, beyond any woman in the world.
‘COSMO DOUGLAS.’
And this was all quite true. He did love and admire her more than anyone
in the world. It was the curse of his training that he knew what was
best when he saw it, and desired that; though often men of his kind take
up with the worst after, and are contented enough. But Anne was still
his type of perfection--she was beautiful to him, and sweet and
delightful--but she was not possible. Is not that more than any beauty
or delight? And yet, notwithstanding the acute pangs which he suffered,
I don’t suppose one individual out of a hundred who reads this history
will be sorry for Cosmo. They will be sorry for Anne, who does not want
their sorrow half so much.
He had a very melancholy time after the Mountfords went away. He had not
accepted any invitations for August, being, indeed, in a very unsettled
mind, and not knowing what might be required of him. He stayed in his
chambers, alone with many thoughts. They were gone, and Anne had gone
out of his life. It was a poor sort of life when he looked at it now,
with the light of her gone, yet showing, at the point where she
departed, what manner of existence it had been and was: very poor,
barren, unsatisfactory--yet the only kind of life that was possible. In
the solitude of these early August days he had abundance of time to
think it over. He seemed to be able to take it in his hand, to look at
it as a spectator might. The quintessence of life in one way, all that
was best in the world made tributary to is perfection--and yet how poor
a business! And though he was young, it was all he would ever come to.
He was not of the stuff, he said to himself, of which great men are
made. Sooner or later, no doubt, he would come to a certain success. He
would get some appointment; he would have more to live upon; but this
would not alter his life. If Anne had kept her fortune, that might have
altered it; or if he could in any way become rich, and go after her and
bring her back while still there was time. But, short of that, he saw no
way to make it different. She was right enough, it was impossible; there
was nothing else to be said. Yet while he arrived at this conclusion he
felt within himself to the bottom of his heart what a paltry conclusion
it was. A man who was worth his salt would have acted otherwise; would
have shown himself not the slave but the master of circumstances. Such
men were in the backwoods, in the Australian bush, where the primitive
qualities were all in all, and the graces of existence were not known.
Out of the colonies, however, Cosmo believed that his own was about the
best known type of man, and what he did, most men, at least in society,
would have done. But he did not feel proud of himself.
The Mountfords had not been away a week when he received another letter
which made his heart jump, though that organ was under very good
control, and did not give him the same trouble that hearts less
experienced so often give to their possessors. The post-mark, Hunston,
was in itself exciting, and there was in Rose’s feeble handwriting that
general resemblance to her sister’s which so often exists in a family.
He held it in his hand and looked at it with a bewildered sense that
perhaps his chances might be coming back to him, and the chapter of
other life reopening. Had she relented? Was there to be a place of
repentance allowed him? He held the letter in his hand, not opening it
for the moment, and asking himself if it were so, whether he would be
happy, or--the reverse. It had been humiliating to come to an end of the
dream of brighter things, but--would it not be rather inconvenient that
it should be resumed again? These were his reflections, his
self-questionings, before he opened the letter. But when he did open it,
and found that the letter was not from Anne but Rose Mountford, the
anticlimax was such that he laughed aloud. Little Rose! he had paid her
a great deal of attention, and made himself something of a slave to her
little caprices, not for any particular reason, though, perhaps, with a
sense that an heiress was always a person to please, whoever she might
be. What could little Rose want with him? to give him a
commission--something to buy for her, or to match, or one of the
nothings with which some girls have a faculty for keeping their friends
employed. He began to read her letter with a smile, yet a pang all the
same in the recollection that this was now the only kind of
communication he was likely to have from the family. Not Anne: not those
letters which had half vexed, half charmed him with their impracticable
views, yet pleased his refined taste and perception of beauty. This gave
him a sharp prick, even though it was with a smile that he unfolded the
letter of Rose.
But when he read it he was brought to himself with a curious shock. What
did it mean? Rose’s letter was not occupied with any commissions, but
was of the most startling character, as follows:--
‘Dear Mr. Douglas,--I am writing to you quite secretly--nobody
knows anything about it--and I hope at least, whatever you do, that
you will keep my secret, and not let Anne know, or mamma.
‘I feel quite sure, though nobody has said a word, that Anne and
you have quarrelled--and I am so sorry; I don’t know if she thought
you neglected her and paid too much attention to us. I am quite
sure you never meant anything by it. But what I want to say is,
that I hope you won’t pay attention if she is cross. _Do_ make it
up, and get married to Anne. You know all the money has been left
to me, but if you marry, I will promise faithfully to give her a
part of it, say a quarter, or even a third, which would be enough
to make you comfortable. Mr. Loseby proposed this to me some time
ago, and I have quite made up my mind to it now. I will give her
certainly a quarter, perhaps a third, and this ought to be enough
for you to marry on. I can’t do it till I come of age, but then
you may be sure, _if you are married_, that I will make a new will
directly and settle it so. The first thing is that you should be
married, Anne and you. I wish for it very much now.
‘Be sure, above everything, that you don’t let out that I have
written to you, _ever_, either to Anne or mamma.
‘Yours very truly,
‘ROSE MOUNTFORD.’
This letter filled Cosmo with consternation, with derision, with sharp
irritation, yet such a sense of the absurdity, as made him laugh in the
midst of all his other sentiments. For a moment the thought, the
question, glanced across his mind, Could it be, however distantly,
however unconsciously, inspired by Anne? But that was not to be
believed: or could Mrs. Mountford, wanting perhaps to get rid of her
stepdaughter’s supervision, have put this idea of intermeddling into
Rose’s head? But her anxiety that her secret should be kept seemed to
clear the mother; and as for Anne! That much he knew, however he might
be deceived in any other way. He read it over again, with a sense of
humiliation and anger which mastered his sense of the absurdity. This
little frivolous plaything of a girl to interfere in his affairs! It is
true, indeed, that if this assurance had been conveyed to him in a
serious way, becoming its importance, say by Mr. Loseby himself, and
while there was yet time to make everything comfortable, it would have
been by no means an unpleasant interference to Cosmo. He could not but
think what a difference it might have made if only a month back, only a
fortnight back, this information had been conveyed to him. But now that
it was perfectly useless, now that Anne’s letter and his own reply had
entirely closed the matter between them, to have this child push in with
her little impertinent offer--her charity to her sister! Rose bestowing
a quarter of her fortune upon Anne--the younger graciously affording a
provision to the elder! By Jove! Cosmo said to himself, with an outburst
of fury. Rose, a creature like Rose, to have it in her power thus to
insult Anne! He was himself detached from Anne, and never more would
there be any contact between them. Still it was in his power to avenge
her for once in a way. Cosmo did not pause, for once in his life, to
think what was prudent, but stretched out his hand for paper and ink,
and immediately indited his reply:--
‘My dear little Miss Rose,--Your letter is very kind; it makes me
feel as if I were a prince in a fairy tale, and you the good fairy,
removing the obstacles from my way; but, unfortunately, there were
not any obstacles in my way of the kind you suppose, and your
present of part of your fortune to me, which seems to be what you
mean, though carried out through your sister, is, I fear, a sort of
thing that neither the respectable Mr. Loseby nor any other lawyer
would sanction. It is very kind of you to wish to gratify me with
so much money, but, alas! I cannot take it--unless, indeed, you
were to give me the whole of it, along with your own pretty little
hand, which I should not at all object to. Are you quite, quite
sure I never “meant anything” by the attention I paid you? Perhaps
I meant all the time to transfer my affections from one sister to
the other, from the one without any money to the one with a
fortune, which she can afford to divide into four or even three
parts. Think over it again, and perhaps you will find out that this
was in my mind all the time. But, short of this, I fear there is
not much ground for a commercial transaction of any kind between
you and me.
‘Your obedient servant to command,
‘C. DOUGLAS.’
This was the revenge he took upon Rose for her impertinence: it was mere
impertinence, he supposed. Once, and once only, it crossed his mind that
she might have had a motive for her anxiety that he should marry her
sister. But how could that be? It was an impossibility. And
notwithstanding the miserable way in which you will say he had himself
behaved, his furious indignation at this patronage of Anne by Rose shows
how real was still the love and better worship for Anne that was in his
heart.
And when he had satisfied his temper by this letter, he sat and thought
of Anne. Would it have been well with this support behind to have
ventured, perhaps, and been bold, and knit their lives together? Rose’s
guarantee, though the offer irritated him so much, would have made that
possible which at present was impossible. Would the game have been worth
the candle? He sat and thought over it for a long time in the darkening
evening and sighed. On the whole, perhaps, as things stood---- And then
he went out to his club to dine. Not proud of himself--far from proud of
himself--feeling on the whole a poor creature--and yet---- Perhaps, as
things stood, it was just as well.