THE NEPHEW
'Hers is a spirit deep and crystal clear:
Calmly beneath her earnest face it lies,
Free without boldness, meek without a fear,
Quicker to look than speak its sympathies.'--LOWELL.
As Betty Wyndham had said, she and Angel were not very well off for
relations. Angelica's memory held some faint, faraway pictures of
mother and father, which she had dreamt over so often that they were
always fair and tender like the hazy distance of an autumn landscape.
Dimly, too, she could recollect the time of loss and loneliness and
half-understood grief when she cried herself to sleep at night for want
of the familiar kisses, and she had hazy remembrances of strange faces
and changes, and a time when the cottage by Oakfield Common was a new
home, and Cousin Amelia Crayshaw, the elderly relation, with whom she
and Betty were to live (and who had died two years before this story
begins), was a stranger--a rather alarming stranger, so unlike mamma,
that it seemed unnatural to go to her for things, and ask her
questions, and say the Catechism to her on Sunday.
And there was one other recollection which Angel had thought of and
talked to Betty about so often, that it made quite a landmark in her
life: the recollection of a day in that dreary time when she sat, a
little lonely, frightened child, only dimly understanding the meaning
of her black frock, by the cradle where baby Betty was asleep, crying
in a hushed, awed way, as much at the grave faces and the drawn blinds
as because papa and mamma had gone away, for they must surely come back
by-and-bye.
Then her nurse Penelope looked into the darkened room, with a face
swollen with crying, and said in a whisper, 'Miss Angel dear, speak to
your brother,' and pushed in a lad whom Angel had never seen before,
and went away, treading softly as every one did in the shadowed house.
Little Angel left off crying and looked up at the stranger, who stood
there by the door, with a white set face of pain which frightened her.
Then she got up obediently and came to him, and held up a little pale
face to be kissed, as she had learnt to do to her friends. And the
tall lad caught her up suddenly and held her tight in a clasp which
hurt her, and sat down in her little chair and burst into strong
weeping over her curly hair. And Angel, frightened as she was, knew
she ought to try and comfort him, and so stroked the hands that held
her so tightly, and whispered tremulously that by-and-bye papa and
mamma would be coming back, for Penny had cried over her because they
were gone away, and this mysterious brother must be grieving about it
too. And once or twice he said out loud, 'I did love them! I did love
them!' and his voice sounded quite fierce, only he held her so close
all the time that Angel felt he could not be angry with her. And then
baby Betty woke and cried, and the four-year-old sister and the big
brother soothed her between them, until Penny came back to the door and
called softly, and cried afresh to see the young gentleman with Betty
in his arms and Angel holding on to his coat. And he kissed them both
quickly and went away, and Angelica never saw him again. He went
abroad, she knew, very soon afterwards, for Penny told her to pray that
the ship might not go down on the way; but Cousin Amelia never talked
about him, and Angel, with the quick intuition of a little child, soon
learnt that she did not care to speak of him. But if Angel spoke
little she thought the more.
All her pitiful little heart had gone out to the big brother who had
cried so about papa and mamma, and had said he loved them as Angel
loved them herself, and had hushed Betty to sleep, and held her and
kissed her as kind, quiet Cousin Amelia never did.
When she and Betty grew older and went to school, and heard other girls
talk about their brothers, Angel added all the good things she learnt
to her fancies about her brother abroad, and Betty's active imagination
improved upon the picture, until they hardly knew how much of it was
their own painting and how much belonged to that dim recollection of
Angel's childhood.
And now the fancies had come suddenly to an end which was real enough,
and the brother would never come home to live with them and play with
them, and let them mend his clothes and knit his stockings as other
sisters did. And, instead, they had to get used to the strange idea of
the dead unknown wife, and the little son for whose sake they were to
grow up into wise sober women before they had done with being little
girls. What wonder that Angel looked pale and grave after a wakeful
night, and that Betty felt that madcap ways and tumbled curls must
cease from this day forward.
Little Nancy Rogers, hurrying home so as to get there before Peter,
felt herself a person of importance, with such news to tell. Her
father was gardener at Oakfield Place, the most important building in
the village, an ivied house with a garden full of sweet, old-fashioned
flowers, planted by the late mistress who had died six years before.
The present owner, Captain Maitland, was a naval officer, away with his
ship, and the house was empty except for the Rogers family, who lived
in some of the back rooms that Mrs. Rogers might keep the place in
order. Before she married she had been maid to Miss Amelia Crayshaw,
and still came in now and then when Penny wanted extra help; and her
children and the two little ladies had been playfellows, for Angel and
Betty had no girl friends near their home, and, when Cousin Amelia
would let them, were happy enough to spend their holidays running about
the old garden with the little Rogers, getting mushrooms and
blackberries under Peter's charge, or, on wet days, playing 'hide and
seek' about the empty house. And even Cousin Amelia, who was very
particular about their manners and the company they kept, admitted that
Martha Rogers' children could not teach them any harm. Indeed, it was
Betty who now and then led the whole party into scrapes, for which,
however, she was always ready enough to bear the blame.
So that there was no house in Oakfield where the news of Mr. Bernard's
death and the arrival of his little son was received with more interest
than at the Rogers', even though Nancy did get a scolding for going off
to the cottage and taking up Miss Betty's time without a word to any
one at home. But Nancy was the baby and a little spoilt even by her
sensible mother, and it took a good deal of scolding to put her out of
conceit with herself; so, though she had strict orders on no account to
go to the cottage again till she was sent for, she managed to be by the
roadside at that hour in the evening when Mr. Crayshaw's post-chaise
always arrived on the occasions of his visits to Oakfield. And so she
saw the chaise and the horses, and a black box on the top, but it was
too dark for even her inquisitive black eyes to get a peep at the
travellers. And in the twilight of the October evening the two young
aunts were awaiting the nephew who was to be henceforward such a great
part of their lives. Angel stood in the cottage porch under a tangle
of twining creepers, looking gravely out into the shadows. It seemed
to her as if, out of that darkness, something strange and great were
coming to her--new duties, new cares and thoughts, which would change
her from a quiet, obedient little girl into a wise, thoughtful woman.
And, with very little confidence in her own power or wisdom, she was
trying to be brave and making up her mind to do her best. Betty's
clear voice on the stairs roused her from her grave thoughts.
'No, not meat to-night, Penny, it's too late; it isn't good for
children to have heavy suppers; only the bread-and-milk, please, and
do, do take care not to burn the milk, because I know quite well how
horrid it was when they burnt it at school.'
'Bless your heart, Miss Betty dear,' was the answer, 'one'd think I
never made a basin of bread-and-milk in my life instead of feeding you
as a baby and Miss Angel before you.'
But if Betty heard the remark she did not wait to answer it, for she
was in the porch by her sister's side before Penelope had finished.
'Angel, can you hear wheels? I fancy I do; I think they'll be here in
a minute, don't you? I hope I shall remember all the things I wanted
to say. Aren't you excited, Angel? Only I suppose maiden aunts
oughtn't ever to be very excited. Let's try to be calm. I don't feel
very calm, do you?'
'Not very,' Angel said. Her colour was coming and going, and the arm
that she put round Betty trembled, but she stood quite still. Old
Penelope came to the door behind them and asked almost as anxiously as
Betty if they heard anything, and said something a little doubtfully
about it being a damp evening for standing there in the porch, but she
did not call them to come in, only stood there and strained eyes and
ears in the dim light. After all Angelica heard the wheels first and
gave a start as they broke the silence, and there was time after that
for Betty to rush indoors and poke up the fire before the chaise
stopped at the garden gate. And then it was Betty who reached the gate
first, with Penelope just behind her, for Angel was so unused to coming
to the front that somehow she let them both pass her. And so Betty had
hold of the door-handle first, and was trying to see through the steamy
window almost before the horses stopped.
'There he is, the darling!' she exclaimed; 'I see him. Godfrey dear,
I'm your aunt Elizabeth; come and let me kiss you.'
'Bless him for his papa's own boy,' puffed Penny behind her. 'I knew
your dear papa, love.'
And at this moment the door opened suddenly, and the two received into
their arms a thin, severe-looking gentleman, with scanty grey hair and
a rather annoyed expression of face.
'Good gracious, Elizabeth, what is the meaning of this?' he exclaimed,
as Betty clasped him round the waist in the dark. 'Penelope, what in
the world are you doing? Is the whole place gone demented?'
Penny fell back in great confusion, but Betty was undaunted.
'I beg your pardon, Cousin Crayshaw,' she said, 'it wasn't you I meant
to kiss--I thought you were Godfrey. Isn't Godfrey here?'
'Your brother's child is here of course,' said Mr. Crayshaw rather
sharply, and turning back to the carriage, he said:
'Godfrey, come here and get out at once; don't keep every one waiting.'
'I won't!' said a very decided voice from the darkness inside the big
chaise.
'You will do as you are told,' said Mr. Crayshaw severely; 'come out at
once.'
'I won't!' said the voice again.
'Perhaps he's frightened,' suggested Betty, peeping in under her
cousin's arm. 'Godfrey dear, I'm your Aunt Elizabeth. Come and have
your supper, dear, I am sure you're hungry.'
'I don't want my Aunt Elizabeth, nor my supper,' said the rebellious
voice from the chaise. 'I am going to turn this carriage the other
way, and the horses will take me to the ship, and the ship will take me
home.'
'The horses will take you to the stable, sir,' said the exasperated Mr.
Crayshaw, 'and you can stay there if you prefer it to obeying me.'
'They will take me to the ship,' said the child's voice inside.
'They will do nothing of the kind, because you are to come with me
instantly,' said the gentleman, with his foot on the step.
He made a dive into the chaise, there was the sound of a scuffle, then
the clear voice could be heard exclaiming:
'Bad man, you are to let me go.'
'I shall do nothing of the sort, sir.'
'Then I'll be a leech.'
The next moment there was a sort of spring from a little dark figure,
and Mr. Crayshaw stumbled out of the chaise, with a small boy holding
tightly to his leg.
'Let go of me directly, you abominable child!' he cried, but the small
arms only tightened their grip of his knee, the thin legs twisted
closely round his ankle, and I am afraid even that a set of very white
sharp little teeth were fastened in the black knee breeches. Poor Mr.
Crayshaw! It was not a dignified position for a very stiff and solemn
London lawyer to have to hop along a gravelled path with a little boy
hanging on to his leg. He made a desperate attempt to unclasp the
clutching fingers, but the sharp teeth were so uncomfortably near his
hand that he gave that up and tried kicking. It did not make it easier
for him either to know that his appearance had been quite too much for
the auntly gravity of Betty, who had her hands over her face to keep
herself from screaming with laughter, while the driver and the
postilion were watching with their mouths expanded into broad grins.
How it would have ended I cannot say; but at this moment Angelica came
forward, standing just in the broad ray of light that streamed through
the open door. She had put on a white dress, with a broad black sash,
and her tall white figure caught Godfrey's eye. He still held on
tightly to Mr. Crayshaw, but he called to her, in a voice half
trembling, half defiant:
'I'm not afraid of you.'
'I don't want you to be, Godfrey,' said Angel, dreadfully puzzled as to
what she ought to do.
'I'm a bad boy,' announced her nephew, with a fresh grip of his
victim's leg, 'but if you turn me into a scorpion I'll sting him and
kill him.'
Betty tried to stifle a fresh explosion of laughter; Angel looked in
dismay at Mr. Crayshaw's black face, then stooped down and laid her
gentle hand quickly on Godfrey's arm.
'Let go, dear, there's a good boy,' she said softly. 'Please do,
because I want to speak to you.'
Her nephew looked straight at her for a moment, and then suddenly
relaxed his hold and dropped down on the path at her feet. Mr.
Crayshaw, feeling, perhaps, that he would gain nothing by stopping to
scold, and just a little afraid of being seized by the other leg,
muttered something indistinctly and walked into the house, limping a
little, for Godfrey's feet and fingers had left their mark. Angel
stooped down and laid her hand on the little boy's shoulder, and he
caught hold of her dress and looked up in her face.
'I know all about you,' he said; 'you're a white witch. I am a bad
boy, but I'm going to be good now, quite good. If I do everything you
tell me, and promise not to be a leech again, and give you all the
money in my pocket, will you make me into a bird, so that I can fly
over the sea and back home to Biddy? Will you, white witch, will you?'
He had risen to his feet and was looking at her with such a white
earnest face, and she could feel the thin little hands trembling as
they clutched her dress. Angelica hardly knew what to say with those
great eyes, grey eyes like Betty's, devouring her face.
'Godfrey, dear,' she said gently, 'you're mistaken, dear, I'm not a
witch at all; I'm your papa's sister. I loved your papa and I want to
love you, if you'll let me. I want you to come into the house with me,
and I know you will be good.'
The child looked steadily at her for a minute, as if to make quite sure
that she was speaking the truth, then his lips suddenly began to quiver.
'Can't I--can't I--go back, then?' he said, pressing his thin little
hands tight together.
'We want you to try and be happy here with us,' said Angel very gently.
The bitter disappointment that swept over the little white face went to
her heart. She put her arm tenderly round the boy, and felt that he
was quivering all over from head to foot; he had set his teeth hard and
was clasping his hands tightly, as if to force the tears back. He
looked such a small, fragile thing with the black lines of weariness
under his big, sad eyes; the only wonder was that he had managed to
give poor Mr. Crayshaw so much trouble. Now when Angelica put her arm
around him, his courage seemed to give way all at once, he gave a sort
of gasp, and his voice ran up into a shrill little quaver.
'Take me where he can't see,' he faltered, and Angel, without another
word, bore him off into the house and upstairs with his face hidden
against her.
I think we must admit that poor Mr. Crayshaw had had a good deal to try
him that evening. He had come down from London after some very
disagreeable business there, and, as we can imagine, the journey had
not been a very pleasant one. Then there had been that dreadful
arrival, when Betty and the driver and the postilion had all laughed at
him. And now, here at Oakfield Cottage, where his wishes were always
treated with the greatest respect, he was kept waiting full twenty
minutes for his supper. He rang the bell twice without getting any
answer, but a third tremendous tug brought Penelope down, rather
breathless and excited.
'Beg your pardon, sir, did you ring, sir?'
'I rang three times,' said Mr. Crayshaw severely, 'to ask whether the
young ladies think of supping this evening.'
'I am sure I humbly beg pardon, sir,' said Penelope, who was dreadfully
afraid of Mr. Crayshaw; 'the young ladies were just taken up with the
poor dear little gentleman, bless him.'
'Hum!' said Mr. Crayshaw, with a dry little cough; 'still as the fact
of the young gentleman being in the house does not prevent my wishing
for something to eat, I should be glad if you would bring supper in any
moment of time you can spare from his company.'
'Oh, I'm sure, sir, directly, sir,' stammered Penny, hurrying out of
the room, and the next minute her voice might have been heard in very
loud whispers to Angelica on the stairs, before she bustled down in
double quick time to the kitchen. A minute or two later Betty came in
with an air of much importance.
'Cousin Crayshaw, Angel and I beg your pardon for keeping you waiting
for supper,' she said; 'we were putting Godfrey to bed. He seemed so
strange, and so frightened, poor darling!'
'Humph!' coughed Mr. Crayshaw again, 'his behaviour has not given me
that impression so far. I warn both you and Angelica that if you
persist in making a martyr of an exceedingly spoilt and ill-disposed
child, my only alternative will be to send him at once to some strict
school where he will be properly dealt with.'
The colour rushed into Betty's cheeks and her lips opened for a hasty
reply, when Angel came quickly into the room with a tray in her hands.
Betty ran to help her while she made her gentle apology for being late.
Penny had been upstairs with them, but they would help her now, and
supper would be ready in a minute. She feared Cousin Crayshaw must be
very hungry and cold too, perhaps; she hoped he was not fatigued by the
journey from London. It was almost impossible to be angry with Angel,
and Mr. Crayshaw relented a little, and said no more about Godfrey;
indeed, remembering how Betty had laughed at his predicament, he was
perhaps not very anxious to talk about the arrival. It was a very
silent supper. Betty kept beginning to talk and pulling herself up,
and Angel devoted herself to attending to Mr. Crayshaw, trying to keep
him from missing Penelope, who usually waited on them, but who had
stolen upstairs as soon as supper was served.
She came back when the meal was over to clear away, and behind the
gentleman's back made signs to Angel that Godfrey was asleep; and Angel
gently stopped Betty, who seemed inclined to slip out of the room, and
took her own worsted work to a chair by the hearth opposite her cousin.
Mr. Crayshaw had a newspaper, but he sat looking over it at the burning
logs with a decidedly annoyed expression, and when the table was
cleared and Penelope gone, he laid it down and turned to his two young
cousins.
'How old are you, Angelica?' he asked abruptly.
'Nearly seventeen, Cousin Crayshaw,' answered the girl, 'and Betty is
thirteen.'
'But I feel a great deal more than thirteen, Cousin Crayshaw,' said
Betty, leaning over the back of Angelica's chair.
'I am glad to hear it,' said Mr. Crayshaw rather drily; 'I trust at any
rate that you will be able to show some of the discretion which your
peculiar circumstances will require.'
He cleared his throat and began again, while Angel laid down her work
respectfully:
'You are possibly aware that the sudden death of your father, followed
a few days later by that of your mother, left their affairs in much
confusion. The greater part of their fortune went by law to your elder
brother, a moderate sum being devoted to the expenses of your
education. I regret that the investment of the small property accruing
to yourselves has been less successful than could have been wished. As
you probably know, the conduct of your brother has been from first to
last unsatisfactory--most unsatisfactory.'
Betty glanced up sharply. Angel said gently,
'I know he loved my papa and mamma.'
'He showed his affection in an extraordinary manner,' said Mr. Crayshaw
grimly; 'he was idle and extravagant in his early youth, and his career
since then has been far from brilliant, not to speak of this most
unfortunate and imprudent marriage with a penniless orphan girl, which
he had sufficient shame to keep secret from his relations and advisers
in England. When I heard of his death I naturally looked upon you and
your sisters as heirs to the small property which I have managed to the
best of my ability, and which would make a comfortable provision for
you. And now it appears that this child, who was at first believed to
have perished at the same time, has by some extraordinary chance
survived, and of course inherits everything. A most unfortunate
occurrence altogether.'
I think Mr. Crayshaw in his vexation had almost forgotten that he was
not talking to himself, but he was suddenly reminded, for at this
moment Angel stood up, looking very pale, but with a strange light
burning in her eyes.
'Cousin Crayshaw,' she said, and there was a new ring in her quiet
tones, 'you said a minute ago that it is time Betty and I were growing
up. I think you must have forgotten that, and must think us either
very childish or very heartless, or you would not speak as you have
just done before us. Godfrey's father was our brother and he is dead,
and whatever he has done that is wrong, I think no friend of ours
should speak of it before us. And if you really mean that it is a
misfortune for us that our brother's little boy is not dead, I hope you
will never say such a thing again to us, or to any one. If his mother
had lived we should have loved her dearly, and welcomed her for our
sister, and now that we have only him left it will be the most sacred
work of our lives to care for him, and teach him, and work for him too
if he is poor.'
Angelica had never made such a speech in her life, certainly she had
never dreamt of making it to Mr. Crayshaw, whom she had always looked
upon with the greatest respect as a grown-up man, and her guardian.
Betty felt as if she hardly knew her sister, but never in her life had
she felt so proud of her. She stood up by Angel's side and put her arm
through hers, and faced Mr. Crayshaw as if she were longing to fight
Godfrey's battles directly.
'I won't touch one penny of his money,' she said, with her hair thrown
back and her cheeks glowing, 'and I'd scrub and sweep for him gladly,
that I would.'
Mr. Crayshaw got up and gave his chair an impatient push back.
'Don't let us have heroics, Elizabeth,' he said sharply. Then he
glanced at Angel, walked over to the window and came back again.
'Angelica,' he began, 'I'--and there he hesitated. It was on the tip
of his tongue to say, 'I am sorry I said what I did; I beg your
pardon.' What a pity it was he didn't go on! If he had, Angel and
Betty would have respected him more than they ever did before; but then
we are apt to forget that people would really think more of us if they
knew we were not ashamed to own ourselves in the wrong. But he did not
finish his sentence, he went on after a minute:
'All I mean you to understand is the necessity for economy for you all
if this child is to be put to school and started in life. I have
considered the desirability of a lady companion for you, but no one
presents herself to me at present, and I see no alternative but for the
child to remain here with you until he is old enough for school. I
shall spend every alternate Sunday here, and Penelope will do all that
is necessary. You, Angelica, are of an age when young ladies should
know something of housekeeping. As for the boy, he appears to have
been thoroughly spoilt and mismanaged, and I can only say that if I
find that you indulge him in such exhibitions as--as we have already
seen, I must make other arrangements. You understand me?'
'Yes, Cousin Crayshaw,' said Angel quietly.
She sat down again, and took up her wool-work, but her fingers trembled
so that the needle missed the proper holes. Betty dropped down on to a
stool at her feet, and they sat in silence while Mr. Crayshaw took the
lamp to a side table and began to write. Presently Betty stole
upstairs, and at nine o'clock Angel too rose, went over to her cousin,
and held out her hand.
'Good night, Cousin Crayshaw,' she said.
Her cousin gave a look at her as she stood in the lamplight in her
white dress and black ribbons. She was pale still, and he could see
she had been crying, and felt sorry that he had hurt her. He had
always thought of her as a little schoolgirl, but this evening it
seemed as if she were growing into a woman. He took her hand, and held
it a little longer than usual.
'Good night, Angelica,' he said, and then he cleared his throat and
added:
'I feel sure that you will be a good girl, a--a sensible girl.'
'I will try to,' Angel said gently, and she went upstairs.
Betty was in the little room opening out of their own which the sisters
had chosen for Godfrey. She was kneeling by the little boy's bed,
looking at him, and almost holding her breath lest she should wake him.
'Fast asleep, dear little darling!' she whispered. 'Oh, Angel, how
could he? Wicked man! Fancy if he hadn't us to protect him.'
'Hush,' whispered Angelica gravely, 'hush; you mustn't, Betty.'
She stooped down and dropped a light kiss on Godfrey's hair, and then
drew her sister away from the bed to the window. The mists had cleared
away, there was going to be a frost, and overhead the stars were bright.
Angel leaned against the window-frame and looked out with very serious
eyes. 'Betty,' she said softly, 'we must never say a word about--about
what happened downstairs this evening to any one, not even to each
other, and we mustn't think about it, or we shall fancy things. Cousin
Crayshaw is our guardian, and he wants to be our good friend. And he
is right in saying that we must be very wise and very careful. And we
must be fair, Betty, quite fair to him and Godfrey both, and teach
Godfrey to respect him because it is his duty, and not excuse him when
he is naughty like he was to-night. You will do that, won't you, dear?'
'If you'll help me, Angel,' said Betty, clinging to her.
'God help us both,' whispered Angel under her breath.
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