CHAPTER XIV: THE DECISION

Carolyn rode home in the Gwynne car with Betty, but they talked of other

things, especially the coming season of basketball. Betty declared that

she did not play a good game and Carolyn said that she played as well as

the other sophomores and that moreover she was swift and graceful about

everything just as she was in swimming. "Go in for it, Betty; please

do."

"I'll think about it," promised Betty. "It's so that most of our hockey

team want to play basketball, too."

Taffies, no matter how toothsome, are not the best preparation for a

sound night's sleep; but Betty was too sleepy to give sororities any

further thought that night and the only effect of the taffy was in

giving her a dream in which she and Carolyn were being initiated into

Kappa Upsilon, while Kathryn stood by watching them.

In the morning she woke with a pretty good idea of what she was going to

do. It was not necessary to marshal the arguments for and against. "I'm

not going into a thing that leaves out a lot of my special friends," she

said to herself as she dressed. "Lyon High is too big for it to make any

difference to me. The question of sororities in college can wait. I may

go away to school or be in the University here. Carolyn's so sweet it

won't make any difference if she does go into it; and I like Kathryn so

much; and if Peggy changes, I can't help it."

Peggy, however, was a big pull toward the sorority for Carolyn, she

knew. She almost wished she did not have to call up Carolyn. She didn't

want to use any influence with her. It wouldn't be fair. Perhaps by this

time Carolyn wanted awfully to do it and her decision would be a sort of

wet blanket. Still, she had promised to tell her before they went to

school.

Betty hurried with her dressing and breakfast, helping a little as usual

and to her relief, while she was still at the table, the telephone rang.

Carolyn was calling her, she thought.

Doris answered it this time, but she called Betty. "It's Carolyn," she

said. "It must be something important for her to call you at breakfast

time."

Betty only smiled as she hopped up and ran to the front hall. "Yes,

Carolyn?"

"Betty, Peggy called up last night and she is going to join and is crazy

to have me do it!"

"Well, Carolyn, why not, if you want to?"

"I told old Peggy that I was trying to make up my mind but I didn't

mention you at all. I thought you'd rather not. She did, though, and

said they wanted to have you. Lucia, too, had asked them if they had

asked you, with the idea that it would be a lot more attractive to her

if they did!"

"That was very nice of Lucia."

"Well, Betty--have you decided?"

"Yes, Carolyn."

"That doesn't sound as if you were going to do it. If I know you, you

would have said something enthusiastic about Peggy and Lucia. Dare I ask

you _what_ you have decided?"

Betty's little chuckle went over the wires to Carolyn.

"I am putting off telling you till the last minute, you see, _because_

of what you are saying about Peggy and Lucia and how you may feel

yourself about it. Please don't be influenced by what I do or don't do.

That sounds conceited, doesn't it? But really I'm not a bit about it.

You just consulted me and seemed to care what I thought about it, you

know!"

"For pity's sake, Betty, don't apologize! And I can't wait a minute

longer to know!"

"All right, then," said Betty, with no chuckle this time. "I knew when I

woke up that I wasn't going to join. All the reasons against it win,

Carolyn."

"Well, I just about knew how you would decide. I've got to think it over

between now and the time I get to school. I didn't know at all when I

woke up what I was going to do. Peggy's enthusiasm last night shook me."

"Why shouldn't it? You've known Peggy for a long time. And don't think

that your belonging to any sorority will make me think any less of you.

That will be just _one little organization_ that we aren't in together.

There are plenty of societies in Lyon High, Carolyn."

"Yes. All right, Betty. I've got to think it out myself, just like you.

See you at lunch."

Receivers were hung up. The discussion was over. Now Betty was to think

of her own relation to these girls, particularly of what she should say

to Marcella. It was not likely that Carolyn would mention her knowledge

of Betty's decision.

But Betty was glad to put off the evil hour and when she met Kathryn as

she descended from the street car and walked up to the school entrance

with her, she knew that she was safe, though she saw Marcella in the

hall, gave her a smiling bow and saw Marcella thoughtfully regard her

and Kathryn. But the Kappa Upsilons were having quite a time with their

"pledges." It wasn't possible to invite all of any little group of

friends.

It must be said that Betty's thoughts outside of lessons that day were

more concerned with basketball than with sorority. Carolyn's ideas

started that line of thought. But Mathilde would work against her--oh

well, things would turn out as they would.

It was after school when Marcella Waite spoke again to Betty. "Just a

minute, Betty Lee. Are you rushing off to catch a car this time?"

"No, indeed. I've all the time in the world--not even anything of the G.

A. A. this afternoon."

"Then perhaps you can come along with me and some of the other girls and

have dinner down town. Lucia is going, and perhaps we can get Carolyn

and Peggy."

"I couldn't do that, Marcella, but thank you so much for asking me. I

have to go home."

"Oh, I could take you home to dress. The car is out here this time. But

I'll not urge you if you have other things on hand for tonight. I think

you know what I want to see you about. You said something sweet about

Kappa Upsilon yesterday, so I've been hoping that you would be quite

ready to say yes about joining us. What do you think?"

"Do you mean that you are asking me to join?"

"Just that."

"It is so good of you, Marcella. I did think about it for I thought that

you would scarcely have said that to me if you hadn't meant something of

the kind. And it would look so good to be in anything that you are in.

I've enjoyed knowing you so much!" Betty was sober and earnest, with her

eyes somewhat troubled as she looked straight at Marcella, standing

aside from the walk a little, away from the hurrying pupils.

"But when it comes to joining any high school sorority you know that

there are a lot of things to think about."

"Not so important as you think. It is just a lot of fun for the most

part."

"I know, and that part of it is lovely. But I decided this morning that

it wasn't best and if I _should_ be asked by any of them not to do it."

"That is final, then?" asked Marcella, more business-like than offended.

"Yes. It has to be, though I can't tell you how I appreciate it to be

chosen by the Kappa Upsilons."

"That is all right, Betty Lee. I'm sorry, though, and I think you'll

regret it--not that we'll do anything to make you regret it, you

understand."

"My, no! I can't imagine _your_ doing anything mean, Marcella."

"Thanks for your good opinion. By the way, my brother was home the other

day and asked what had become of the little girl that was Titania at my

Hallowe'en party."

"Did I meet him? Your brother?"

"Why, of course, but--that's so--perhaps you didn't know who he was. He

had to make a train and could not stay for the unmasking or the

refreshments, except to eat something back in the kitchen! He was the

'Pirate of Penzance.'"

"Oh!" exclaimed Betty, rather overwhelmed. She certainly did remember

the "Pirate of Penzance!" What a pity that she had not known before! No,

her decision would have been the same!

"Doesn't your brother live at home?" she asked.

"Oh yes; but he is at college in the East. He just happened to be at

home, unexpectedly, so I worked him in to help out and I thought he

looked splendid in that costume I got up for him."

"He surely did."

"It was a pity you shouldn't have seen him unmasked, though. He's quite

handsome at times, though I'm probably prejudiced."

"I don't think you should say that. Besides, it's a good thing to be

proud of your brothers and sisters."

"I have two brothers," said Marcella, "and this one is the younger one.

He's a sophomore this year. Well, Betty, I'm sorry. But don't feel

uncomfortable about it. I see that you do, and sororities don't like to

be turned down, either. But it isn't so bad if you have just decided

against high school sororities. I suppose your parents have had some

influence against them most likely--I must run!"

Marcella hurried away, to Betty's relief this time. She had meant to

make it easy for Betty, though, and Betty was grateful. Marcella was a

fine girl. And oh, the Pirate of Penzance, whose memories had some

glamour of romance, was her brother! How silly it had been of her not to

find that out before.

But Betty Lee, while not lacking in initiative, was timid about some

things. She had not wanted to seem curious or too much interested in any

boy. She had asked, indeed, if Carolyn knew who the Pirate of Penzance

could have been, but Carolyn had not known. Kathryn had joked her about

his choosing her for a partner, but Kathryn had wondered who he was, and

to ask Marcella was a thing Betty would not do.

So it happened that until this moment Betty had no least idea of whom

she had met in that dark "hole in the wall." So it was a pity that she

had not seen him unmasked? Very vividly that smiling face in the mirror,

lit only by the dim candle-light, kept Betty company in her thoughts on

the way home.

Evening was not quite so good a time for courage as morning. Betty

suffered the natural reaction from a decision which definitely cut off

any prospect of being in tempting sorority atmosphere, so heralded by

girls of some schools; and any secret society has fascinations of its

own.

She knew that she had been sensible, but she had no word from Carolyn

and felt a sinking at her heart when she thought that Carolyn,

influenced by Peggy's joining and the sweet urging of Marcella, had

probably gone into the Kappa Upsilon sorority. When she thought of

Mathilde, however, she had a different feeling. Imagine being intimate

with a girl like that! Mathilde was not only spoiled but rough at times,

physically, if not in language, in spite of all her airs and superior

assumptions. But Kappa Upsilons might not find that out.

It did make more of a difference than she thought it would about

Carolyn, but--oh well--it was done. She would probably do the same thing

if she still had to decide.

Her father asked her to play with Doris a simple melody arranged for the

violin, whose piano accompaniment Doris managed very nicely, Betty

thought; and with the violin tucked under her chin she felt comforted.

There were "lots of happy times" that had nothing to do with school or

sororities or being on teams or keeping on the honor roll--even!

But Doris, who, like the rest of the junior high girls, was interested

in Lyon High doings and heard plenty of gossip about sorority affairs

and the rushing recently done, asked Betty outright if she had been

asked to join any of the sororities.

Betty hesitated, as she looked through some sheet music and put

something new before Doris to try. "We don't talk about those things,

Doris," she said.

"Why not?"

"Just--because."

"You could tell at home, if you'd been asked and were going to join."

"If I were going to join," repeated Betty, soberly.

"What is this?" asked their father. "The high school students are not

allowed to have sororities, Doris."

"They have 'em just the same, Papa. I'm going to join one, that is if I

get asked."

"Indeed?" and Mr. Lee lifted his brows.

"You're not likely to be asked," said Betty, "if you're that frank about

wanting to get in."

Doris paid no attention to Betty's remark, but addressed her father.

"Oh, now, Papa, they get around it all right! I've heard all about it."

"How you know more than I did is a wonder, Doris," said Betty. "There

must be some one of your friends that knows the ins and outs."

"There is. She has a sister who is a senior."

"How about it, Betty?" asked Mr. Lee, interested. "Have you been

approached on the subject?"

"Yes, sir. I was asked to join a good one, nice girls anyhow, but I

decided not to go into any. I'll wait till I get into college, if I go,

and if anybody wants me."

Mr. Lee gave a nod of satisfaction and turned back to his book. "There

is a reason for there being no sororities in high schools," said he. "In

the smaller schools particularly it makes trouble."

But Doris was at once alive with interest. "_Tell_ me, Betty! Which

one?"

"Really, Dorry, I'd like to tell you; but it wouldn't be nice to do it

now. You might forget and say something about it. Will you be satisfied

if I say that I will tell you some time?"

"I suppose I'll have to be."

"Aw, she'd be saying, 'My sister was asked to join one of the

sororities!'" Dick's tone was as much like a girl's as a boy whose voice

was beginning to change could manage.

"I _will not_!" vehemently Doris asserted.

"That will do, children," said Mrs. Lee. "This is Betty's affair. She

probably feels uncomfortable enough to refuse an attractive invitation."

Mother knew, bless her! Perhaps she had been through the same thing.

Then there came a ring at the telephone and Betty flew. "Somebody's

calling up Betty!" said Doris, rather pettishly, though she did not

close her ears to Betty's side of the conversation.

"Oh, Carolyn!" said Betty, and then there was a silence on her part for

a little.

"You 'almost did?' Maybe you should have done it, Carolyn. Sure you'll

be happy over it?"

Another long silence on Betty's part.

"It is good of you to tell me all about it. Yes, Marcella is the

greatest attraction. I hope--what is that? Yes."

"Marcella Waite, Dick," said Doris in a low tone. "It's the Kappa

Upsilons! I knew it!"

"Doris," said Mrs. Lee, pleasantly but firmly, "whatever you may know or

guess, I trust your sense of what is fitting to keep your ideas to

yourself."

"All right, Mamma--but I can't help hearing what the other kids talk

about."

"The other children, you mean."

"Yes'm."

Mrs. Lee sighed, laying aside some mending for a magazine. This

school-grounds language! But perhaps, if they heard correct and cultured

speech at home it would do some good.

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