I have just been reading these books, and I shall read them over again.

Dr. Grenfell has given his life to service in the far North among the

fishermen of Labrador. A man of his ability could easily have gained

fame and wealth by practising his profession in some great city. He went

where he was most needed—into the cold, lonely places where humanity

hungers and suffers for help. It has always seemed to me just about the

noblest thing in life for a man of great natural ability to gain what

science and education can give him and carry that great gift out to those

who need it most. Grenfell did that, and this modest story of his life

is wonderful to anyone who can get the message. I have always thought

that the greatest teachers and preachers and wise men generally are

not so much needed in the big cities as in the lonely country places.

The city owes all it has in men and money to the country, but it will

seldom acknowledge the gift. The city itself is able to offer as a gift

knowledge, science and training. Yet those who receive this gift desire

for the most part to remain in the city, when they should carry their

gift out into the lonely and hard places where the city must finally go

for strength. The storm seems hard tonight, but it is a mere zephyr to

the Winters which Dr. Grenfell’s people endure. I wish I could tell you

some of the wonderful things which have happened in that lonely land. At

one place the doctor found a girl dying of typhoid. There was no way of

saving her, and as soon as she was buried it was necessary to burn the

rude bunk and the straw in which she lay. They carried it to the top of

a hill and built a fire. For several days one of the fishing boats had

been lost at sea in the fog, and had been given up for lost with all on

board. The despairing men in that boat—far out at sea—saw the light when

that hideous bed was burned and were able to get to land! Some of you

self-pitying people ought to read how Dr. Grenfell organized a little

orphans’ home to care for the little waifs of this lonely place. In one

case a little girl of four, while her father was away hunting, crawled

out into the snow, so that both legs were badly frozen. Gangrene set in

halfway to the knee, and the father actually chopped both legs off to

save her life! Think of such a child in the frozen North. I think of

her as little Rose hugs the kitty close. Dr. Grenfell took this child,

operated on her, obtained artificial legs, and now she can run about like

other children. I wish I could tell you more about this book. At one

time two men came together after medicine. One took a bottle of cough

mixture, the other a strong turpentine liniment for a sprained knee. By

mistake they mixed up the medicine. One rubbed the cough medicine on

his knee, the other drank the liniment. If I had some fellow who thinks

the Lord has put a special curse on him before our fire tonight I would

tell him what others have endured. The chances are we could make him

contribute something to the cause before we were done with him.

The other book I mentioned, “The Great Hunger,” is a story of Norwegian

life and, as I think, very powerful. A boy born to poverty and disgrace

grew up with a great hunger in his heart—he knew not what it was. He felt

that power and material wealth would bring him the happiness he sought.

He gained education, power, wealth and love, yet still the great hunger

tortured him. Poverty, sickness, the deepest sorrow fell upon him, and

at last the great hunger was satisfied by doing a needed service for the

man who had done him the most hideous wrong! I wish I could tell you more

about it. It is a powerful book; but it is time for little Rose to go to

bed. Off she goes with a hug for all, and the children follow her one by

one. I am not going to put more logs on that fire. Let it die down. The

end of the day has come. Let the storm howl through the night like a pack

of wolves at the door. They cannot get at us. Even if they did they can

never destroy the memory of this night.

“CLASS”

The other day the papers announced the death of the ex-Empress Eugénie.

She lingered along, feeble and half-blind, until she was nearly 95 years

old. She has been called “the Queen of Sorrows,” for few other women have

lived a sadder life. Very few of this generation knew or cared anything

about her. I presume most of our young people skipped the details of her

life as given in the papers. Yet when I was a boy, shortly before the

war between France and Germany, the women of the world regarded this sad

empress as the great model of beauty and fashion. I suppose it would

be hard for women in these days to realize how this beautiful empress

dictated to people in every land how they should arrange their hair and

wear their dresses. At that time most women wore their hair in short nets

bunched just below the neck, and it was the age of “hoopskirts”—most of

them, as it seemed, four to five feet wide. Just how this woman managed

to put her ideas of fashion into the imagination of her sisters I never

could understand. From the big city to the little backwoods hamlet women

were studying to see what “Ugeeny” advised them to wear. I have often

wondered if in her last days the poor, blind, feeble woman remembered

those days of power.

Her death brings to mind an incident that had long been forgotten. I

had been sent to one of the neighbors to borrow some milk, since our

cow was dry. In those days, any caller—even a little boy—was like a

pond in which one went fishing for compliments. The woman of the house,

an immense, fat creature, with the shape of a barrel, a short, thick

neck and a round moon face, had arrayed herself in glad clothes of the

latest style—several years, I imagine, behind Paris. She wore an immense

hoopskirt, which gave her the appearance of walking inside of a hogshead.

Her hair was parted in the middle and brought down beside her wide face

to be caught in a net just below her ears. I know so little and care so

much less about style in clothes that I can remember in detail only two

costumes that I have ever seen women wear. This outfit is one of them.

“This is just what Ugeeny is wearing,” said the fat lady as she poured

out the milk. “You can tell your aunt that you have seen one lady dressed

just like Paris.”

It did not strike me as very impressive, but I was glad to have the

experience.

“You can tell her, too, that a very fine gentleman came here today and

said I looked enough like Ugeeny to be her half-sister—dressed as I am

now. He has been in Paris, too.”

“It was a book agent,” put in her husband, “and sold her a book on the

strength of that yarn. Say, Mary, you don’t look any more like Ugeeny

than old Spot does—and you don’t need to.”

“The trouble with you, John Drake, is that you have no idea of beauty.”

“I know it. I may not have any soul, but I’ve got a stomach, and I know

that you can make the best doughnuts and Indian pudding ever made in

Bristol County. That’s more than Ugeeny ever did, or ever can do. You are

worth three of her for practical value to the world, and I think you a

handsome woman—but you can’t look like her, because you haven’t got the

shape, and I’m glad of it.”

But where was there ever a woman who could be satisfied with such evident

truth, and who did not reach out after the impossible? She turned to old

Grandpa, who sat back in the corner, away from the light.

“Now, Grandpa, you seen a lot of the world. What do you say? Don’t I look

like Ugeeny?”

Old Grandpa nodded his white head and looked at her critically.

“You’re in her class, Mary—that’s what I’ll say—you’re in her class!”

“You’re in her class,” repeated Grandpa. “The people in this world are

divided into two classes—strung together like beads on different strings.

Some strings are like character, others like looks or shape or thinking

or maybe meanness. You can’t get out of your class—for the Lord organized

it and teaches it. You look at me; I’m in the class with some of the

finest men that ever lived on earth!”

“Now, Mary, see what you’ve done,” said John Drake. “You’ve got Grandpa

started on that class business. He’s worse than Ugeeny.”

But Grandpa went right ahead. “Ain’t I in the class with the old and

new prophets? Here I have for years been telling what is coming to the

world. Folks won’t always be down as they are now. My wife killed herself

carrying water and fuel to get up vittles and keep the house clean.

Some day or ’nuther every farmhouse will have water and heat and light

right inside. There’ll be power to do all this heavy work. In those days

farmers will be kings.”

The old man’s face lighted up as he talked.

“You don’t believe me now, but it will all come. I’m out ahead of the

crowd. So was Wendell Phillips and William Lloyd Garrison and Charles

Sumner on the slavery question. Folks hooted at them, laughed them down

and did all they could to stop their ideas. But you can’t stop one of

these ideas when there’s a man back of it. Those men lived to see what

the world called fool notions made into wisdom. They just had visions

which don’t come to common men. That’s what I’ve got now, and what I ask

is, _Ain’t I in their class?_”

“If I was in your place I wouldn’t mind, Grandpa,” said Mary, as she

shook out that great hoopskirt. “That’s not good talk for boys; it makes

them discontented!”

“But that’s why they’ve got to be if the world is going ahead,” put in

Grandpa. “What’s the matter with farming today, I’ll ask? Education has

all gone to other things. Farmers think the common schools are plenty

good enough for farmers, while the colleges are all for lawyers and

such like. You mark what I say—some day or ’nuther there will be _farm_

colleges as big as any, where farming will be taught just like lawing or

doctoring. Then people will see that farming is _agriculture_, and the

difference between the two will change the world. This Ugeeny doesn’t

amount to much as a woman, and I don’t believe this Prince Imperial will

ever rule France, but Ugeeny has put women like Mary _in her class_.

These clothes look foolish to me, but every woman who follows Ugeeny in

dress gets into her class, and it’s like a schoolgirl passing from one

grade to another, for some day they’ll pass out of that hoopskirt and

that bob net for their hair and rise up to better things, and it will

be Ugeeny that started them. She may be only a painted doll, but she

has given the women ideas of beauty and something better than common.

Sometime or ’nuther you will see the result of her idle life. That’s

why I say Mary’s in Ugeeny’s class. She’s got the vision of beauty and

something far ahead of you, John. You are smart and strong, but Mary’s

getting _class_. That hoopskirt and that net are not prisons—they help to

set her free.”

“Well, Grandpa,” said John, good-naturedly, “I suppose, according to you,

I ought to put on a swallow-tailed coat every time I milk.”

“No; not when you milk, John, but if you shaved every day and put on your

best clothes once a day for supper, you would get in the upper class,

and carry your boys with you. But I ask this boy here, _ain’t I in their

class_?”

I was sure of it, but just then we heard the horn sounding far down the

road. I knew that Uncle Daniel had grown tired of waiting for the milk,

so he blew the horn to remind me that I was still in the class of errand

boys.

In August of that year I went up on Black Mount after huckleberries,

and ran upon Grandpa once more. He sat on a rock resting, while Mary and

three children were picking near by. The hill was thick with a tangle of

berry vines and briars, with snakes and woodchucks as sole inhabitants.

Old Grandpa sat on the rock and waved his stick about.

“In my younger days this hill was a cornfield. I have seen it all in

wheat. Farmers let education and money get away, and, of course, the

best boys chased out after them. But it won’t always be so. Some day or

’nuther this field will come back. It won’t pay in these coming days to

raise huckleberries in this way. They will be raised in gardens like

strawberries and raspberries. This hill will have to produce something

that is worth more—peaches or apples.”

“But how can they make peaches grow on this sour hill, Grandpa?” asked

one of the boys. “There’s a seedling now—10 years old and not four feet

high!”

“They will bring in lime for the soil as they will coal in place of wood.

I don’t know how it will be done, but some day or ’nuther they will use

yeast in the soil as they do in bread to make it come up, and they’ll

harness the lightning to ’lectrify it. You wait till these farm colleges

give us knowledge. And farmers, too. They won’t always stand back and

fight each other and backbite and try to get each other’s hide. Some day

or ’nuther grown-up men and women are going to see what life ought to be.

They will come together to live, instead of standing apart to die. I may

not see it, and people laugh at me for saying what I know must come true.

But didn’t they laugh at Columbus? Didn’t they try to kill Galileo?

Wasn’t Morse voted a fool? Hasn’t it always been so with the men and

women who looked far over the valley and saw the light ahead? And, tell

me this: _Ain’t I in their class?_”

That was 50 years and more ago. I had forgotten it, and yet when I read

the headlines announcing the death of Empress Eugénie I had to put the

paper down, for there rose before me a picture of that sunny Summer day

on the New England hills. On the rock in that lonely pasture sat old

Grandpa pointing with his stick far across the rolling valley, far to the

shadow on the distant hills, where he knew the immortals were awaiting

him—as one who had kept his soul clean and his faith undimmed. I wish I

could look across the valley to the distant hills with the sublime hope

with which he asked his old question:

“_Ain’t I in their class?_”

A year or two ago I went back to the old town. Ah, but if Grandpa could

see it now! The old house with its “beau” windows and new roof seemed

to be dressed with as much taste as Eugénie would be if she were still

Empress of France. There were power and light and heat all through it.

Two boys and a girl were home from an agricultural college—one of the

boys being manager of the local selling organization. Black Mount was a

forest of McIntosh and Baldwin apple trees, the old swamp was drained and

lay a thick mat of clover. Grandpa’s vision had come true—all but one

thing. Education and power had brought material things, which would have

seemed to be miracles to John and Mary. Yet farmers were not “kings,”

after all, as Grandpa said they would be, for there was still discontent

and talk of injustice. But, after all, that is what Grandpa said—“That’s

what they’ve got to be, if the world is going ahead.”

Perhaps, after all, a “divine discontent” is the noblest legacy of the

ages.

But in the churchyard back in one corner I came upon Grandpa’s grave. It

was not very well cared for. It had not been trimmed. A bird had made

her nest and reared her brood right by the side of the headstone. It was

a lonely place. As I stood there a cow in the adjoining pasture put her

head over the stone wall and tried to gnaw the grass on that neglected

grave. And this was what they had carved on the stone:

“_The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away!_”

If I could have my way I would put up another stone with this inscription:

GRANDPA.

“_He has entered their class._”

“I’LL TELL GOD”

Just at this time many people seem to be concerned about what they call

“the unseen world.” That means the state of existence after death. Many

of our readers have written asking what I think or know about this. Most

of those who write me seem to be living in lonely places or under rather

hard conditions. They have all lost wife or husband, parent, child, or

some dear friend. Now like most other reasoning people, I have tried to

imagine what really happens to a human being after what we call death,

and I have had some curious experiences which you might or might not

credit. When I was a boy, I was thrown much into the society of avowed

spiritualists. I knew several so-called “mediums” and attended many

“séances.” The evident clumsy and vulgar “fakes” about most of those

things disgusted me, yet I must admit that some of these “mediums” did

possess a strange and peculiar power which I have never been able to

understand.

Most of these sincere “mediums” seemed to be people who had suffered

greatly and had carried through life some great affliction or trouble

over which they constantly brooded. I have come to believe that the blind

and deaf and all seriously afflicted see and understand things which most

others do not. An afflicted person is forced to develop extraordinary

power in order to make up for the loss of the missing limb or organ or

faculty. The blind man must learn to see with his fingers and his ears.

The deaf man must hear with his eyes or develop a sort of quick judgment

or instinct of decision. The man plunged into grief or despondency at

the loss of fortune, friends or health must rise out of it through some

extraordinary development of faith and hope and will-power. Someone has

said that the blind or deaf man is “half dead,” and in his efforts to do

anything like a full man’s work in the world, he must borrow power from

the great “unseen world.” For example, I will ask you this question: Take

a woman like Helen Keller, without sight or speech or hearing. Take a man

who is totally deaf and also blind—_how would they know physically when

they are dead_? I think I can understand why it is that real advancement

in true religion and Christian thought has for the most part been made by

some “man of sorrows,” or people who through great affliction have been

forced to go to the “unseen world” for help!

Years ago, in a Western State, there lived a farmer. I do not know

whether he is living now or not. Perhaps he will read this. Perhaps he

has gone into the silent country to learn what influence the little

child had with the Ruler of the universe. This man was deaf. Through

long years, his hearing had slowly failed and its going left a dark

discouragement upon him. He owned his farm and was moderately well-to-do.

A hard worker and honest man, he went about his work mechanically,

through habit, with a great hunger in his heart. He did not know what it

was; a longing for human sympathy and love. His wife was a good woman

but all her childhood had been starved of sympathy and poetry and she

could not understand. She made her husband comfortable and loved him

in her strange, inexpressive way, but it is hard, after all, to get

over the feeling that the afflicted are abnormal and strange. They had

no children, their one little girl had died in babyhood. Sometimes at

night you would see the deaf man standing in the barnyard at the gate,

looking off over the hills to the west where the clouds were glorious

in the sunset. And his practical wife would see him standing there with

the empty milk pail on his arm. She could not understand the vision and

glory, the message from the unseen world which filled her husband’s soul

at such times. So she would go out to the barnyard, shake her dreaming

husband by the arm and shout in his ear:

“_Wake up and get that milking done._”

She meant well, and her husband never complained. She meant to save his

money, but he knew in such moments that money never could pay his passage

off through the purple sunset to the “unseen land.”

Some day, I think I will tell some of the “adventures in the silence,”

which fall to the daily life of the deaf man. One Saturday afternoon

this man and his wife drove to town together. While his wife was doing

her shopping the man walked about to meet some of his old friends. As he

stood on the street, a sharp-faced woman came out of the store followed

by a little child. It was a little black-haired thing with great brown

eyes which carried the look of some hunted wild animal. A poor thin

little thing with a shabby dress and tattered shoes. As she passed, the

child glanced up at the farmer and saw something in his face that gave

her confidence, for she smiled at him and held out her little hand. The

woman turned sharply and the frightened child stumbled over a little

stone.

“You awkward little brat,” shrilled the woman, “take that,” and with her

heavy hand she slapped the thin little face. Then something like the love

of a lioness for her cub suddenly started in that farmer’s heart. Many

fool jokes have been made about “love at first sight,” but it is really

nothing short of a divine message when two lives are suddenly welded

together forever. Under excitement, the deaf are rarely dignified, but

they are strangely and forcibly emphatic. The woman quailed before the

roar of that farmer and the little girl ran to him and held his hand for

protection. A crowd gathered and Lawyer Brown came running down from his

office.

“I want this child,” said the farmer. “You know me; get her for me.”

It was not very hard to do. The woman had married a man with this little

girl. The man had run away and left her (I do not much blame him), and

this “brat” had been left on her hands.

“Take her, and welcome,” said the sharp-faced woman. “A good riddance to

bad rubbish.”

So Lawyer Brown fixed it up legally and the deaf man walked off to where

his wagon stood, with the little girl hanging tight to his big finger.

When the woman came with her load of packages, she found her husband

sitting on the wagon seat with the little girl sitting on his lap. She

had found that she could not make him hear, so she just sat there

looking into his face, and they both understood. But the good woman did

not understand.

“What do you mean by picking up a child like you would a stray kitten?

Put her down and leave her here.”

But that was as far as she got. Her husband looked at her with a fierce

glare, and there was a sound in his throat which she did not like. I can

tell you that when these good-natured and long-suffering men finally

assert themselves, there is a great clumsy force about it that cannot be

resisted. And when they got home and the little child sat up at the table

between them, something of mother-love stirred in the woman’s heart. She

actually tried to kiss the little thing, but the child trembled and ran

to the farmer and climbed on his knee. The woman paused at her work to

watch them as they sat before the fire, and something that was like the

beginning of jealous rage came into her heart, for it came to her that

this little one had seen at once something in her husband’s life and soul

that _she_ had not been able to understand.

There was something more than beautiful in the strange intimacy which

sprang up between the deaf farmer and the little girl. In some way she

made herself understood and she followed him about day by day at his work

or on his lonely walk of a Sunday afternoon. You would see her riding

on the wagon beside him, standing near as he milked, or holding his

finger as he came down the lane at sunset. On a sunny Sunday afternoon,

you might come upon them sitting at the top of a high hill with the

old dog beside them, looking off across the pleasant country. And as

the shadows grew longer, they would come home, the farmer carrying the

little one, and the old dog walking ahead. I cannot tell you the peace

and renewed hope which the little waif brought to that farmer’s heart

through the gentle yet mighty force of love. And the farmer’s wife would

look out of the window and see them coming. She could not walk with

her husband through lonely places and make him understand, because she

had never learned how. Yet the little one was drawing the older people

closer together and was showing them more of the greatest mystery and the

greatest meaning of life. But there came a Sunday when the little one

could not walk over the hills. The day was bright and fair, the farmer

stood looking at the cool shadows of the blue pines sadly and the old

dog put his head on one side and regarded his master curiously. They

could both hear the voice of the hills calling them away. And the voices

came to the little one, hot and weary with fever, tossing on her little

bed upstairs. The doctor shook his head when they called him in. The

child was done with earthly things,—surely called off into the Country

Unseen just as love and home had come to her. The farmer went up into the

sick-room where his wife sat by the little sufferer. This man had never

regarded his wife as a handsome woman, but he was startled at her face as

she bent over the child. For at last in the face of death and sacrifice,

love had really come to that woman’s lonely heart, and the joy of it

illuminated her face like a lamp within.

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