But we left the umpire standing with his hand up calling _two strikes_!

It was the fifth inning, with the score one to one. There were two out

and New York had worked a man around to third base. One more pitched ball

would tell the story. Consider the mix-up of the races in this “American

game.” The man on third base straining like a greyhound to get home was

an Indian. The man at bat was of French blood, while the next batter was

an Irishman with a Jew close behind him. The catcher was an Englishman

and the pitcher a pure Indian. This Indian stood there like a silent

representative of fate with the ball in his hand, eyeing that Frenchman,

who shook his bat defiantly. I presume neither of them thought for the

instant how 200 years ago it would have been tomahawk against musket in

place of ball and bat. Yet the race traits were evident—the light and

airy nerve of the Gaul and the crafty silence of the red man! Oh, how

that ball did go in! “Ball!” shouted the umpire and the batter took his

base. Then it seemed as if bedlam had broken loose. Men and women shouted

and cheered and laughed and cried, for they thought that the Indian was

“rattled” at last. But his ancestors went through too much fire for that.

He stood in the center as cool as a cake of ice. The play for the man on

first was to run to second when the ball was pitched, and run he did.

I noticed that the catcher jumped six feet to the right as that Indian

threw the ball. It went like lightning right into the catcher’s hands.

The second baseman had run up behind the pitcher and took the throw from

the catcher. Of course the runner on third tried to run in on this throw,

but back came the ball ahead of him and he was out! Then in an instant

the mighty crowd saw that New York had been ambushed. It was a great

trick, and played so accurately and quickly and with such daring that

even the Philadelphia “fans” were mind-paralyzed and forgot to cheer.

The silence which followed the Indian to the players’ bench was the most

eloquent tribute of the day. And it happened, as every “sport” already

knows, that New York finally won two to one. The needed runs were made

on mighty hits by an Indian and an Irishman, and the great crowd filed

out and home to talk it over. I wish I could tell my children how some

Cape Cod Yankee had a hand in it, but too many of these are occupied in

telling what they or their ancestors used to do. I think the game was

invented and developed by Yankees, and that they have made the most

money out of it. Probably Cape Cod is willing to rest content with this

and let the others handle the ball. I am ready to admit we ought to have

been home picking apples, but we saw the game, and the apple harvest will

go better to pay for it.

TRANSPLANTING THE YOUNG IDEA

Of all the planting that a farmer finds it necessary to do there is

nothing quite equal to transplanting home-grown plants in the garden

of education. Some homes might be called hotbeds, others are very cold

frames, and there are grades running all between. Children grow up away

from childhood and show that they are ready for transplanting—with

evidences around the head to be compared with those on a tomato plant.

You cut off their roots, and try to trim their heads and plant them in

the hard field of practical life or in the sheltered garden of education.

It is a large undertaking, for here is the best crop of your farm put out

at a hazard. You may not have grown or trimmed it right, and the soil in

which you plant it may not prove congenial, or some wild old strain from

a remote ancestor may “come back” when it should “stay out.” You cannot

tell about these things except by experiment, therefore there is nothing

quite equal to this sort of transplanting. That is the way Mother and

I felt as we took the two older children off to college. My experience

has taught me both the power and the weakness of an education. He who

can grasp the true spirit of it acquires a trained mind, and that means

mastery. He who simply “goes to college” and drifts along with the crowd

without real mental training is worse off than if he never had entered.

He cannot live up to his reputation as a college man, and when a man

must go through life always dragging behind his reputation he is only a

tin can tied to the tail of what was once his ambition. I can imagine

an intelligent parrot going through college, and perhaps passing the

examinations, but all his life he would be a parrot, unable to apply

what he had learned to practical things. I made up my mind long ago to

give each one of the children opportunity. That means a chance to study

through a good college. Each and every one must pay back to me later the

money which this costs. My backing continues just as long as they show

desire, through their labor, to think and work out the real worth of

education. Should they become mentally and morally lazy and assume that

“going to college” is like having the measles or raising a beard—out

they come at once, for if I know anything at all it is the fact that the

so-called student who goes through college just because his parents think

it is the thing to do makes about as poor a drone as the human hive can

produce.

Where should the children go? The case of the girl was quickly settled

by her mother. Years ago this good lady had her own dreams of a college

education and knew just where she wanted to go. Denied the privilege of

going herself, she nominated her daughter as her substitute. That settled

it—there was no primary or referendum or special election. There seemed

to me something of poetic realization in this setting of the only bud

into the long-desired and long impossible tree of knowledge. As for the

boy—the case was different. I would like to send at least one child back

to my old college, and I think a couple of the smaller ones will go

later. I know better than to try to crowd boys into associations which

are not congenial. If your boy has intelligence enough to justify his

going to college let him use his intelligence to decide something of what

he wants. I advised the boy to select one of the smaller colleges of high

reputation and keep away from the great universities. He made what I

call a good choice—an institution of high character, lonely location and

with one great statesman graduate who stands up in history like a great

lighthouse, to show the glory of public life and the dangerous rock of

his own private habits.

Well, Mother and I traveled close to 900 miles up and down through New

England on this trip of planning in the garden of education. I could

write a book on the memories and anticipations which filled the minds of

this Hope Farm quartette. As the train rushed up the country, winding

through villages and climbing hills, we took on groups of bright-faced

boys on their way to college. Before we reached the end of our journey

the train was crowded with them. There was one sour-faced old fellow on

the train who viewed those boys with no benevolent eye.

“A lazy, careless lot. I’d put them all at work!”

The old man was wrong—he was sour. Even the evidence of hope and faith in

the future which those bright-eyed boys brought could not sweeten him.

Here were the thinkers and dreamers and workers of the future. Underneath

their fun and careless hope they carried the prayers of their mothers

and the poorly expressed dreams of fathers who saw in those boys the

one chance to carry on a life work. While the old man scowled on I found

myself quoting from “Snow Bound,” Whittier’s picture of the college boy

who taught the winter school:

“Large-brained, clear-eyed, of such as he

Shall Freedom’s young apostles be.”

The responsibility of acting as “young apostles” would have wearied these

boys, but unconsciously they were absorbing part of the spirit which will

fit them for the work. Finally the train stopped and poured us out into

a dusty road. There were not teams enough to carry 10 per cent of the

crowd, and the rest of us cheerfully took up our burdens, crossed the

river and mounted a steep and dusty hill. It took me back 30 years and

more, to my first three-mile dusty walk to college. At the hilltop, as

the glory of the college campus stood revealed in the shimmering light

of the setting sun, it must have seemed to the freshmen that they had

surely been “walking up Zion’s hill.” To me it was like old times patched

up and painted with perhaps a few ornaments added. Two boys went by

bending under the weight of mattresses. When I first hit college I bought

a bedtick, carried it to the barn and stuffed it with straw. It was all

the same, only there was the difference which the years naturally bring

in comfort and convenience. But finally the darkness came and the moon

seemed to climb up over the college buildings, flooding the campus with

long bright splinters of light. As we walked back under the trees there

came back to me the one, unchangeable, holy thing of college life—the

undying, gentle, kindly spirit of the college which a man must carry as

long as he lives.

We got up before five o’clock and traveled far down the Connecticut

Valley to plant the family flower. Those of you who have read “The

Princess” and have fairly active imaginations may realize how the Hope

Farm man felt at this institution. Here men did not even reach a back

seat. There was absolutely nothing for me to do except stand about, hat

in hand, and pay the bills. At the railroad station three good-looking

girls of the Y. W. C. A. met us and told us just where to go. At the

college another girl took a suitcase and walked off with it to show my

daughter’s room. The express business and the trunks were all handled

by a fine-looking woman who gave points on good-nature to any express

agent I ever saw. The sale of furniture, the bureau of information, the

handling of money—the complete organization was conducted by women and

girls. It was all well done, in a thoroughly business-like manner and

with rare courtesy. True, the girls who conducted the information bureau

stopped now and then to eat popcorn or candy. College boys of equal rank

would probably have smoked cigarettes. There was just one other man in

the hall, who, like me, had brought his daughter there to plant her in

the garden of education. I caught his eye, and knew that our thoughts

were twins. I fully expected at any time to see “two stalwart daughters

of the plow” approaching to do their duty.

The spirit of this college seemed excellent. It may be a debatable

question with some as to whether a school taught, organized and

conducted entirely by women is more desirable than one taught by men or

where co-education is permitted. There is no debate in our family, since

the ruling spirit, whose instincts are usually right, has decided the

question. It seemed to me that the training at this school is sure to

give these girls responsibility and dignity. My two girls went into a

store to buy furniture for the room, and I stayed outside until the time

came for my part of the deal—paying for it. Across the campus and up the

street came a beautiful woman walking slowly and thoughtfully on. Tall

and shapely, but for her years she might have represented Tennyson’s

Princess. Every movement of her body gave the impression of power. Her

face seemed like a mask of patient suffering with an electric light of

knowledge and faith behind it. I remember years ago to have seen another

such woman walking across the village green in a country town. A rough

man a stranger to me, took off his hat and said:

“Some woman—that!”

Yes, indeed—“some woman!” It is possible that some of these “daughters

of the plow” had an eye on the Hope Farm man for watching ladies walking

across the campus, but had they arrested me I should have told them the

story of Billy Hendricks. Billy was apprentice in a printer’s shop in

England. The boss offered a prize and a raise in wages to the apprentice

who could set up a certain advertisement in the best form. Billy needed

the money. He went to the foreman and asked:

“How can I make this ‘ad’ so it will show true proportions?”

“Look at me!” said the foreman.

There he stood, big and broad-shouldered, a true figure of a man, and as

Billy studied him he found the words of that “ad” shaping themselves in

his mind. The others were mechanical. Billy had vision and won. Some of

us who must admit that we have neither beauty nor shape are glad to have

before our children an example of what the coming woman ought to be.

THE SLEEPLESS MAN

Some of our people are telling us about the best or the most satisfying

meal they ever ate. This question of food seems to depend on habit,

hunger and personal taste. I saw a man once in a lumber camp eat plate

after plate of a stew made of meat, potatoes and carrots—cooked in a

big iron kettle over an open fire. At home, this man would have growled

at turkey or terrapin, but here he was pushing back his plate again and

again asking the cook to put more carrots in. “Why,” he said, “I thought

carrots were made for horses to eat. I didn’t know human beings ate

them!” He never had been a real human before—not until hunger caught him

and pulled him right up to that iron pot. At his club in the city he

could not have eaten three mouthfuls of that stew.

It is different with sleep. The man with no appetite can get on after a

fashion, but if he cannot sleep he is a pitiable object. I met one once—a

rich man who had worked too hard—starved himself for sleep in order to

get hold of rather more than his share of money and power. He had passed

the limit of nerves and was denied the power of sleeping. A few snatches

of rest were all he could get, but through the long still nights he lay

awake, thinking, thinking with the constant terror that this would end in

a disordered mind.

We sat before this man’s fire late at night, and he told me all about

it. To you sleep seems like a very common and simple thing. The night

finds you tired and you shut your eyes and before you know it you are

sailing off into a peaceful, unknown country. Here was a man who could

not sleep. He must remain chained to the cares and terrors of his daily

life, and the bitterness of it was that all the money he had slaved so

hard to obtain could not buy him what comes to you and me with the mere

closing of the eyes. It seemed to me the most despairing mockery for this

man to repeat Sir Philip Sidney’s “Ode to Sleep”:

“Come sleep; O Sleep! the certain hour of peace,

The baiting-place of wit, the balm of woe,

The poor man’s wealth, the prisoner’s release,

The indifferent judge between the high and low;

With shield of proof, shield me from out the prease

Of those fierce darts Despair at me doth throw;

O make in me these civil wars to cease

I will good tribute pay, if thou do so.

Make thou of me smooth pillows, sweetest bed,

A chamber deaf to noise and blind to light,

A rosy garland and a weary head.”

“That’s it,” said my friend, “_A weary head, a weary head_. Mine is

weary, but sleep will not come.” He sat looking at the fire for a long

time, and then he turned suddenly with a sort of haunted look in his eyes.

“I wish you would tell me about the _best sleep_ you ever had. Men may

tell of their best meal, but I want to know about rest—the best sleep.”

It was a strange request, but as I sat there, my mind went back to

a hillside near the New England coast where the valley slopes away

to a salt marsh with a sluggish stream running through it. A low,

weatherbeaten farmhouse crouches at the foot of the wind-swept hill. It

is a lonely place. Few come that way in daylight, and at night there are

no household lights to be seen.

It had rained through the night, and the morning brought a thick heavy

fog. It was too wet to hoe corn, and Uncle Charles said we could all go

gunning. He was an old soldier, a sharpshooter, and a famous shot. So

we tramped off along the marsh following the creek until it reached the

ocean. What a glorious day that was for a boy! I carried an old army

musket that kicked my shoulder black and blue. We tramped along the shore

and through the wet marsh, hunting for sandpipers and other sea fowl.

Now and then a flock of birds would seem to be lost in the fog, and

Uncle Charles would whistle them to where we lay in ambush. It all comes

back,—clear and distinct,—the cries of the sea fowl and dull roar of the

ocean as it pounded upon the beach. Late in the afternoon we tramped

home wet and tired, but with a long string of birds. The ocean roared on

behind us louder than ever as the wind arose.

It was not good New England thrift to eat those birds—the guests at the

Parker House in Boston would pay good money for them. While we had been

hunting, Aunt Eleanor and the girls in the lonely farmhouse had been busy

with a “New England Dinner.” There was a big plate of salt codfish, first

boiled and then fried crisp with little cubes of browned salt pork mixed

with it. There were boiled potatoes which split open in a rich dry flour,

boiled onions and carrots and great slices of brown bread and butter.

Then the odor from the oven betrayed the crowning act of all—a monstrous

pan-dowdy, or apple grunt! Ever eat a genuine pan-dowdy in a New England

kitchen as a wet dreary night is coming on after a tiresome day? No? I

am both sorry and glad for you. You have missed one of the greatest joys

of life, but you have much to look forward to. When Uncle Charles began

to cut that pan-dowdy, we boys realized that we could not do it full

justice, so we went out and ran around the house half a dozen times to

make more room for the top of the feast.

After supper the dishes were washed, the house cleaned up, and we washed

out our guns. The old musket had kicked my shoulder so that I could

hardly raise the arm, but no human being could have made me admit it.

We got Uncle Charles to tell us about the time he shot at the officer

at Port Hudson during the war, and about the humpbacked man who carried

the powder from Plymouth to Boston during the Revolution. Then through

the gloom and fog came two young men to call on the girls. In those days

it seemed to me very poor taste for one to listen to the conversation

of girls rather than war stories. True, the war stories were time-worn,

but the girl conversation was older yet. Soon the little melodeon was

talking up and a quartette was singing the old songs of half a century

ago. It may have been the day’s tramping, the old musket, the last plate

of pan-dowdy or the tap of the rain on the windows, but sitting there by

the warm kitchen stove, I felt a delicious drowsiness stealing over me.

Bed is the place for sleep, and we boys climbed the stairs past the great

center chimney, and quickly tumbled into bed. In the room below that

quartette had started an old favorite:

“Along the aisles of the dim old forest

I strayed in the dewy dawn

And heard far away in their silent branches

The echoes of the morn.

“They stirred my heart with their low, sweet voices,

Like chimes from a holier land,

As though far away in those haunted arches

Were happy—an angel band.”

There was one great booming bass voice which had unconsciously fallen

into the key of the dull roar which the distant ocean was making. The

rain was gently tapping on the roof, and all the joys and pleasant

memories of youth were whispering happy things in our ears as we sailed

off on the most beautiful voyage to dreamland.

I told this as best I could before the fire while my weary friend

listened, leaning back in his easy-chair with his hand shading his face.

And when I stopped sleep had come to him at last—sweet and blessed sleep.

There are very few of us who would stand for a photograph taken while we

were asleep, but this man’s face was free from care. An orator might not

think it a high tribute to his powers that he sent his audience to sleep,

but I am not an orator, and I would like to be able to give my friends

what they consider the blessed things of life! And Peace, blissful Peace,

had put her healing hand upon my poor friend’s head.

LINCOLN’S BIRTHDAY

It brought the worst storm we have had this Winter. This season will pass

on into history as about the roughest we have had in 20 years. There came

a whirl of snow which filled the air and sifted in through every crack

and hole. We let the storm alone, and got away from it. Merrill sorted

out seed corn at the barn. Philip had some inside painting to do, the

women folks kept at their household work, and the children got out into

the storm. They came in now and then to stand by the fire—with faces the

color of their hair. As for me, I cannot say that I hurt myself with hard

labor. We piled the logs in the open fireplace and started a roaring

fire. With a pile of books on one side and a pen and paper at the other,

my big chair gave a very good foundation for a Lincoln celebration. I

presume we all have our personal habits of reading. Some people read only

one kind of books, and stick to the one in hand until it is finished.

My plan is different. Right now I am reading Dante, “Rural Credits,”

“Manufacture of Chemical Manure,” Whittier’s Poems and Lowell’s essay on

Abraham Lincoln. A poor jumble of stuff for a human head you will say,

but I turn from one to another, so that instead of a mixed-up jumble I

try to have these different thoughts in layers through the mind. In this

way one may get a blend which is better than a hash. It may seem absurd

to think of putting poetry into rural credits or fertilizers, but unless

you can do something of the sort you can never get very far with them.

That was the great secret of Lincoln’s power. As judged by knowledge or

training or what we call “education,” there were many abler men in the

country at his time, but Lincoln knew how to appeal to the imagination

of the plain, common people. Read his speeches and papers and see how

he framed a fact with a mental picture which the common people could

understand. There were some wonderful pictures at the World’s Fair in

Chicago. Some were called masterpieces of fabulous value. People stood

before them and went on with something of awe in their heart—not quite

grasping the artist’s meaning. One less pretentious picture was named

“The Breaking of Home Ties,” and day by day a great throng stood before

it, silent and wet-eyed. It was a very simple home scene, picturing a boy

leaving his country home. Men studied it, walked away and then turned and

slowly came back that they might see it once more. As long as they live

people will remember that picture, because the poetry of it appealed to

them as the higher art could not do. I think Lincoln held the imagination

of the plain people much as that picture did. He was one who had suffered

and had been brought up with plain and simple family habits which were

fixed.

The children have come running in to warm their hands. They are lined

up in front of the big fire, rosy-faced and covered with snow. They

stand looking at me as I write. Dinner is nearly ready, and there is no

question about their readiness for it. Here comes Mother to look out at

the storm, and she forgets to remember that this group of snowbirds by

my fire have forgotten to stamp the snow off their feet. There will be a

puddle of water when they move off—but it will soon dry up. As I watch

them all it seems a good time to pick up Lowell’s essay on Lincoln:

“_He is so eminently our representative man, that, when he speaks, it

seems as if the people were listening to their own thinking aloud.... He

has always addressed the intelligence of men. Never their prejudices,

their passion or their ignorance._”

Now I think that intelligence and power to speak as people think can only

come out of good family relations. Do I mean to say that the family group

is superior to the college, the school or the other great institutions

for training human thought? I do, wherever the family group is bound

together as it should be by love, good will, ambition and something of

sacrifice!

This nation and every other is ruled by the family spirit. All public

government is based on self-government, and the family is the training

school for all. What could the college or the school do with a great

crowd or mob of students who have never known the restraints of good

family life? Ask any teacher to tell you the difference between children

reared in a clean, careful family and those reared where the family

relations are much like a cross-cut saw. Line up the adults you know,

make a fair estimate of their character and see whether you can select

those who in their childhood had a fair chance in family life. There are,

of course, exceptions to all rules, but generally the boy or girl will

carry through life the habits and the human policies which are given him

in the family. As a rule these will be carried into the new family which

the boy or girl may start, and thus be handed on like those qualities

which are transmitted through blood lines. No use talking—the family unit

is the most important element in human society. A nation’s fame rests

upon the nation’s family.

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