"You shouldn't be gone too long. It's a good spot to put your ladder
down."
He helped himself to more coffee and stared into his cup. I knew--the
watches near the end of a hop when you wondered about the dead, oily
air, when the ones off watch kept watching the astrogator's
expression, when you got the idea it was time to come in out of the
dark before you made that one slip.
_How many pick their landing?_ I thought. _How many never know how
close they come to making their mistake, or being a statistic in
somebody else's?_
"Why the double trance?" asked Meadows.
He brought with him a vague memory of departing chatter and tramping
feet in the background. Howlet shoved out a chair for him.
"Everything okay?" asked Jorgensen, bustling up. "Buy anyone a
drink?"
"What have they got there ... coffee?" asked Meadows, sniffing.
"Jimmy!" yelled Jorgensen to a waiter. "Pot of coffee for Ron! Hot!"
He slapped Meadows' shoulder and took his glowing red face away.
"What makes him your buddy?" I asked Meadows.
"In the end, I missed Mercury by ten inches and they got most of it
back!"
Then was no answer to that. He must have been half a million ahead.
"What about the sandeaters you promised to stake?" asked Howlet,
grinning like a man who has seen it happen before but still enjoys it.
"Some of them helped me lose it," said Meadows. "Now they will all
just have to use those tickets, I suppose. Where's Hughie and his
little friend? Coffee all around and we'll get on course, eh?"
"Thought he was with you," answered Howlet.
"I'll look in the bar," I volunteered, remembering the kid had left
with more of a roll than Meadows had now.
A casual search of the bar and back room revealed both nearly empty, a
natural condition just before dawn. No one had seen Konnel,
apparently, so I went outside and squinted along the dim, narrow
street. Four or five drunks, none tall enough to be Konnel, were
slowly and softly singing their way home. The door slid open behind me
and the other two came out quickly.
"Oh, there you are! I asked around too," said Howlet in a low voice.
"Can you trust that Jorgensen? They wouldn't let me in the office
behind the back room."
"He's a better sport than he looks," I said.
"I wonder," murmured Meadows. "He looked queer when I was so far
ahead. Or maybe one of his huskies got ideas about keeping a handy
hostage...."
Howlet suddenly looked dangerous. I gathered that he thought something
of the boy, and was heating up to the door-smashing stage.
"Let's check one other place," I suggested, "before we make a
mistake."
* * * * *
My starting off fast up the street left him the choice of coming
quietly or staying to wonder. They both came. I could feel them
watching me.
I turned right into a narrow street, went along it about fifty yards,
and paused where it was crossed by a still narrower alley. Hoping I
remembered the way, I groped along the lefthand branch of the alley. A
trace of light had begun to soften the sky over the dome, but had not
yet seeped down to ground level.
Howlet's soft footsteps trailed me. I knocked on what seemed to be the
right door. There was no answer--only to be expected. I hammered
again.
"No one aboard, it would appear," murmured Meadows.
It was meant as a question. I shrugged in the darkness and banged
longer and louder. Finally, listening at the flimsy panel, I detected
muffled footsteps.
The door opened a crack.
"It's Tony Lewis, Lilac."
* * * * *
The black opening widened, until she must have seen the two behind me.
She wore a thin robe that glimmered silver in the dim light.
"Send the boy out, Lilac," I said.
"Why should I?"
That much was good; she might have pretended not to have him there.
"He has to catch his ship, Lilac."
Behind me, I heard Howlet stir uneasily. The door began to close, but
my foot was in the track. Howlet could not see that.
"Don't shut it, sister," he said, "or we'll smash it down!"
He could have too, in about ten seconds, the way they build on Mars.
"You wanna get yourself lynched?" Lilac warned him.
"Over a--on account of _you_?"
"Shut up, Howlet!" I interrupted. "Let me talk to the lady alone!"
He must have understood my tone; he let Meadows pull him away a few
steps.
"And less of the 'lady' business outa _you_," said Lilac, but low
enough to keep it private. "We both know Mars, so let's take things
the way they are."
"That's why I came, Lilac. Taking things that way means he has to go."
"What're you gonna say? He has a job to do, or some such canal dust?"
"Not exactly. They might pick up another third pilot. They might
manage somehow without any. But he won't like himself much, later, for
missing his chance."
She swung the edge of the door back and forth in impatient little
jerks. Finally, she took her hand off the latch and let it roll free.
She still blocked the opening, however, and I waited.
"Look, Tony," she said after a pause, "what makes you think I couldn't
settle down with him? I never figured to be an ... entertainer ... all
my life. With the stake I already got together, we could start
something. A mine, maybe, or a tractor service like yours. Mars is
growing--"
"Pull your head inside the dome and breathe right!" I snapped at her.
"I don't mind your dreaming, Lilac, but there isn't any more time."
It was light enough now to see her stiffen. She glared at me.
"You tryin' to say I couldn't make a home here? You know better, Tony.
Some of the best known women on Mars didn't exactly come here
first-class!"