CHAPTER XIX.

THE LODGES IN THE SNOW.

The fat lay six inches deep on the bear's ribs; and, being boiled

down, filled six porcupine skins.

"Said I not that Netawis would bring us good luck?" demanded

Menehwehna.

But Meshu-kwa claimed the head of her ancestress, and set it up on a

scaffold within the lodge, spreading a new blanket beneath it and

strewing tobacco-leaf in front of its nose. As though poor Azoka had

not enough misery, her mother took away her trinkets to decorate the

bear, and forced her to smear her pretty, ochred face with cinders.

Then for a whole day the whole family sat and fasted; and Azoka hated

fasting. But next morning she and Seeu-kwa swept out the lodge,

making all tidy. Pipes were lit, and Menehwehna, after blowing

tobacco-smoke into the bear's nostrils, began a long harangue on the

sad necessity which lay upon men to destroy their best friends.

His wife's eye being upon him, he made an excellent speech, though he

did not believe a word of it; but as a chief who had married the

daughter of a chief, he laid great stress upon her pedigree,

belittling his own descent from the _canicu_, or war eagle, with the

easier politeness because he knew it to be above reproach. When he

had ended, the family, Meshu-kwa included, seated themselves and ate

of the bear's flesh very heartily.

A few days later, they struck their camp and moved inland, for the

beaver were growing scarcer, and the heavy fall of snow hid their

houses and made it difficult to search the banks for washes.

But raccoon were plentiful at their new station, and easy to hunt.

Before the coming of the Cold Moon--which is January--John was set to

number the peltries, which amounted to three hundred odd; and the

scaffold, on which the dried venison hung out of reach of the wolves,

was a sight to gladden the heart. Only the women grumbled when

Menehwehna gave order to strike camp, for theirs were the heaviest

loads.

Azoka did not grumble. She could count now on Ononwe to help her

with her burden, since, like a sensible girl, she had long since made

up her quarrel with him and they were to be married in the spring on

their return to the village. She had quite forgiven Netawis.

Hers was that delicious stage of love when the heart, itself so

happy, wants all the world to be happy too. Once or twice John

caught her looking at him with eyes a little wistful in their

gladness; he never guessed that she had overheard his secret and

pitied him, but dared not betray herself. Ononwe, possessed with his

new felicity, delighted to talk of it whenever he and John hunted

together.

Did it hurt? Not often; and at the moment not much. But at night,

when sleep would not come, when John lay staring at the chink in the

doorway beyond which the northern lights flickered, then the wound

would revive and ache with the aching silence. Once, only once, he

had started out of sleep to feel his whole body flooded with

happiness; in his dream the curtains of the lodge had parted and

through them Diane had come to him. Standing over his head she had

shaken the snow from her cloak and from her hair, and the scattered

flakes had changed into raindrops, and the raindrops into singing

birds, and the lodge into a roof of sunlit boughs, breaking into

leaf with a scent of English hawthorn, as she stretched out her hands

and knelt and he drew her to his heart. Her cheek was cold from her

long journey; but a warm breeze played beneath the boughs, and under

her falling hair against his shoulder her small hand stole up and

touched his silver armlets. Nay, surely that touch was too real for

any dream. . . .

He had sprung up and pulled aside the curtain; but she was gone.

His eyes searched across a waste where only the snow-wraiths danced,

and far to the north the Aurora flickered with ribbons of ghostly

violet.

Would she come again? Yes, surely, under the stars and across the

folds and hollows of the snow, that vision would return, disturbing

no huddled wild creature, waking no sleeper in the lodge; would lift

the curtain and stretch out both hands and be gathered to him.

Though it came but once in a year he could watch for it by night,

live for it by day.

But by day he knew his folly. He was lost, and in forgetting lay his

only peace. He never once accused his fortune nor railed against a

God he could not believe in. He had come to disaster through his own

doubts; himself had been the only real enemy, and that sorry self

must be hidden and buried out of sight.

On the whole he was burying it successfully. He liked these

Ojibways, and had unlearnt his first disgust of their uncleanly

habits, though as yet he could not imitate them. He had quite

unlearnt his old loathing of Menehwehna for the sergeant's murder.

Menehwehna was a fine fellow, a chief too, respected among all the

nations west of Fort Niagara. John's surprise had begun at Fort

Rouille, where, on Menehwehna's word of credit only, the Tobacco

Indians had fetched out paint and clothes to disguise him, and had

smuggled him, asking no questions, past the fort and up through the

Lake aux Claies to Lake Huron. At Michilimackinac a single speech

from Menehwehna had won his welcome from the tribe; and they were

hunting now on the borders of the Ottawas through the favour of

Menehwehna's friendship with the Ottawa chief at l'Arbre Croche.

John saw that the other Indians considered him fortunate in

Menehwehna's favour, and if he never understood the full extent of

the condescension, at least his respect grew for one who was at once

so kingly and so simple, who shared his people's hardships, and was

their master less by rank than by wisdom in council, skill of hand,

and native power to impress and rule.

Of the deer especially Menehwehna was a mighty hunter; and in

February the wealth of the camp increased at a surprising rate.

For at this season the snow becomes hard enough to bear the hunter

and his dogs, but the sharp feet of the deer break through its crust

and his legs are cut to the bone. Often a hunting party would kill a

dozen stags in two or three hours, and soon the camp reckoned up five

thousand pounds of dried venison, all of which had to be carried back

seventy miles to the shore of the lake near l'Arbre Croche, where the

canoes had been left.

Early in March the women began to prepare the bundles, and in the

second week the return began, all starting at daybreak with as much

as they could carry, and marching until noon, when they built a

scaffold, piled their loads upon it, and returned to the camp for

more. When all had been carried forward one stage, the lodge itself

was removed, and so, stage by stage, they brought their wealth down

to the coast. As they neared it they fell in with other lodges of

Ojibways, mostly from Michilimackinac, gathering for the return

voyage up the lake.

Having recovered and launched their canoes, which had lain hidden

among the sandhills, they loaded up and coasted cheerfully homewards

by way of La Grande Traverse and l'Arbre Croche, and on the last day

of April landed under the French fort of Mackinac, which looked

across the strait to Cap Saint-Ignace. A dozen traders were here

awaiting them; and with these Menehwehna first settled out of the

common fund for guns, powder, and stores supplied on credit for the

winter's hunting. He then shared the residue among the camp, each

hunter receiving the portion fixed by custom; and John found himself

the owner of one hundred and twenty beaver skins, fifty raccoon, and

twelve otter, besides fifty dubious francs in cash. The bear skin,

which also fell to his share, he kept for his wedding gift to Ononwe.

Twenty pounds of beaver bought a couple of new shirts; another twenty

a blanket; and a handsome pair of scarlet _mitases_, fashionably

laced with ribbon, cost him fifteen. Out of what remained he offered

to pay Menehwehna for his first outfit, but received answer that he

had amply discharged this debt by bringing good luck to the camp.

Under Menehwehna's advice, therefore, he spent his gains in powder

and ball, fishing-lines, tobacco, and a new lock for his gun.

"And I am glad," said Menehwehna, "that you consulted me to-day, for

to-night I shall drink too much rum."

So indeed he did. That night his people--women and men--lay around

the fort in shameless intoxication. It pleased John to observe that

Azoka drank nothing; but on the other hand she made no attempt to

restrain her lover, who, having stupefied himself with rum, dropped

asleep with his head on her lap.

John, seated and smoking his pipe by the camp fire, watched her

across its blaze. She leaned back against a pole of the lodge, her

hands resting on Ononwe's head, her eyes gazing out into the purple

night beyond the doorway. They were solemn, with the awe of a deep

happiness. "And why not?" John asked himself. Her father, mother,

and kinsfolk lay drunk around her; even the children had taken their

share of the liquor. A disgusting sight, no doubt! yet somehow it

did not move him to reprobation. He had lived for six months with

this people, and they had taught him some lessons outside the craft

of hunting: for example, that it takes all sorts to make a world, and

that only a fool condemns his fellows for being unlike himself.

At home in Devonshire he had never understood why the best

farm-labourers and workmen broke out at times into reckless drinking,

and lay sodden for days together; or how their wives could accept

these outbursts as a matter of course. He understood now, having

served apprentice to hardship, how the natural man must revolt now

and again from the penalty of Adam, the grinding toil, day in and day

out, to wrest food from the earth for himself, his womenkind, and

children. He understood, too, how noble is the discipline, though

pardonable the revolt. He had discovered how little a man truly

needs. He had seen in this strange life much cruelty, much crazy

superstition, much dirt and senseless discomfort; but he had made

acquaintance with love and self-denial. He had learnt, above all,

the great lesson--to think twice before judging, and thrice before

condemning.

The camp fire was dying down untended. He arose and cast an armful

of logs upon it; and at the sound Azoka withdrew her eyes from the

doorway and fastened them upon him.

"Netawis," said she, "when will you be leaving us?"

"I have no thought of leaving."

"You are not telling me the truth, now."

"Indeed, I believe I am," John assured her.

"But what, then, of the girl yonder, whom you wanted to marry?

Has she married another man, or is she dead? Yes, I know something

about it," Azoka went on, as he stood staring amazedly. "For a long

time I have wanted to tell you. That night, after you had killed the

bear and Ononwe took you aside--I was afraid that you two would be

quarrelling, and so I crept after you--" She waited for him to

understand.

"I see," said John gravely.

"Tell me what has become of her."

"I suppose that she is living still with her own people; and there is

nothing more to tell, Azoka, except that she cannot be mine, and

would not if she could."

"Whose fault was it, Netawis? Yours or hers?"

"There was much fault indeed, and all of it mine; but against my

marrying her it did not count, for that was impossible from the

beginning. Suppose, now, your nation were at war with the Ottawas,

and a young Ottawa brave fell in love with you. What would you do?"

"That is idle talk, for of course I should do nothing," said Azoka

composedly. "But if I were a man and fell in love with an Ottawa

maiden, it would be simple. I should carry her off."

John, being unable to find an answer to this, lit his pipe and sat

staring into the fire.

"Was she an Englishwoman then?" Azoka asked after a while.

"An Englishwoman?" He looked up in surprise; then, with a glance

around at the sleepers, he leaned forward until his eyes met the

girl's at close range across the flame. "Since you have learnt one

secret, Azoka, I will tell you another. She was a Frenchwoman, and

it is I who am English."

But Azoka kept her composure. "My father is always wise," she said

quietly. "If he had told the truth, you would have been in great

danger; for many had lost sons and brothers in the fighting, and

those who came back were full of revenge. You heard their talk."

"Then you have only to tell them, Azoka, and they may take their

revenge. I shall not greatly care."

"I am no babbler, Netawis; and, moreover, the men have put their

revenge away. When the summer comes very few will want to go

fighting. For my part I pay little heed to their talk of killing and

scalping; to me it is all boys' play, and I do not want to understand

it. But from what I hear they think that the Englishmen will be

victorious, and it is foolishness to fight on the losing side.

If so--" Azoka broke off and pressed her palms together in sudden

delight.

"If so?" echoed John.

"If the English win, why then you may carry off your Frenchwoman,

Netawis! I do very much want you to be happy."

"And I thank you a thousand times, Azoka, for your good wishes; but I

fear it will not happen in that way."

She smoothed the head of Ononwe in her lap. "Oh yes, it will," she

assured him. "My father told me that you would be leaving us, some

day; and now I know what he meant. He has seen her, has he not?"

"He has seen her."

"My father is never mistaken. You will go back when the time comes,

and take her captive. But bring her back that I may see her,

Netawis."

"But if she should resist?"

Azoka shook her pretty head. "You men never understand us. She will

not resist when once you have married her; and I do very much want

you to be happy."

For three days the Ojibways sprawled in drunkenness around Fort

Mackinac, but on the fourth arose and departed for their island; very

sullenly at first, as they launched their canoes, but with rising

spirits as they neared home. And two days after their arrival Ononwe

and Azoka were married.

In the midst of the marriage feast, which lasted a week, the great

thaw began; and thereafter for a month Menehwehna watched John

closely. But the springtime could not thaw the resolve which had

been hardening John's heart all the winter--to live out his life in

the wilderness and, when his time came, to die there a forgotten man.

He wondered now that he had ever besought Menehwehna for help to

return. Although it could never be proved against him, he must

acknowledge to himself that he, a British officer, was now in truth a

willing deserter. But to be a deserter he found more tolerable than

to return at the price of private shame.

Menehwehna, cheated of his fears, watched him with a new and growing

hope. The snows melted; May came with its flowers, June with its

heat, July with the roaring of bucks in the forest; and still the men

hung about the village, fishing and shooting, or making short

excursions to Sault Sainte-Marie or the bay of Boutchitouay, or the

mouth of the Mississaki river on the north side of the lake (where

the wildfowl were plentiful), but showing no disposition to go out

again upon the war-path as they had gone the year before. The frenzy

which then had carried them hundreds of miles from their homes seemed

now to be entirely spent, and the war itself to have faded far away.

Once or twice a French officer from Fort Mackinac was paddled across

and landed and harangued the Indians; and the Indians listened

attentively, but never stirred. Of the French soldiers drilling at

the fort they spoke now with contempt.

John saw no reason for this change, and set it down to that

flightiness of purpose which--as he had read in books--is common to

all savages. He had yet to learn that in solitary lands the very sky

becomes as it were a vast sounding-board, and rumour travels, no man

knows how.

It was on his return from the isles aux Castors, where with two score

young men of his tribe he had spent three weeks in fishing for

sturgeon, that he heard of the capture of Fort Niagara by the

English. Azoka announced it to him.

"Said I not how it would happen?" she reminded him. "But if you

leave us now, you must come back with her and see my boy. When he

comes to be born he shall be called Netawis. Ononwe and I are agreed

on it."

"I have no thought of leaving," John answered. "Fort Niagara is far

from here."

"They say also," Menehwehna announced later, "that Stadacona has

fallen."

"Stadacona?"

"The great fortress--Quebec."

John mused for a while. "I had a dear friend once," he said, "and he

laid me a wager that he would enter Quebec before me. It appears

that he has won."

"A friend, did my brother say?"

"And a kinsman," John answered, recognising the old note of jealousy

in Menehwehna's voice. "But there's no likeness between us; for he

is one that always goes straight to his mark."

"There was a name brought me with the news. Your chief was the Wolf,

they said; but whether it be his own name or that of his _manitou_,

I know not."

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