VII

And the days passed by. The town was quiet; everything was quiet.

Irgens was still capable of surprising people and attracting everybody's

attention. He had looked a little careworn and depressed for some time;

his debts bothered him; he earned no money and nobody gave him any. Fall

and winter were coming; it did not look any too bright for him. He had

even been obliged to make use of a couple of last year's suits.

Then all of a sudden he amazed everybody by appearing on the promenade,

rehabilitated from top to toe in an elegant fall suit, with tan gloves and

money in his pockets, distinguished and elegant as the old and only

Irgens. People looked at him admiringly. Devil of a chap--he was unique!

What kind of a diamond mine had he discovered? Oh, there was a head on

these shoulders, a superior talent! He had been obliged to move from his

former apartments on Thranes Road. Certainly; but what of it? He had taken

other apartments in the residential district--elegant apartments, fine

view, furniture upholstered in leather! He simply couldn't have stood it

much longer in the old lodgings; his best moods were constantly being

spoiled; he suffered. It was necessary to pay a little attention to one's

surroundings if one cared to produce good work. Miss Lynum had come to

town a week ago and was going to remain awhile; she made him feel like a

new man. How the whole town burst into bloom and colour when Aagot

returned!

It had all been decided: they were going to get married next spring and

pin their faith to next year's subsidy. It would seem that he must be

recognised sometime, especially now when he was going to found a family

and was publishing a new collection of poems. They couldn't starve him to

death entirely; hardly that! And Irgens had approached Attorney Grande,

who had approached the Minister personally in regard to next year's

subsidy. "You know my circumstances," he had said to Grande. "I am not

well off, but if you will speak to the Minister I shall be much obliged to

you. Personally, I will do nothing. I cannot stoop to that!" Grande was a

man whom Irgens otherwise honoured with his contempt. But it could not be

helped; this brainless Attorney began to have influence; he had been

appointed on a royal commission and had even been interviewed by the

_Gazette_.

When Tidemand told Ole that he had seen Aagot on the street it gave him a

fearful shock. But he recovered himself quickly and said with a smile:

"Well, how does that concern me? Let her be here as much as she likes; I

have no objections. I have other things to worry about." He forced himself

to renewed interest in the conversation, talked about Tidemand's new

orders for tar, and said repeatedly: "Be sure to have the cargo well

insured; it never hurts!" He was a little nervous but otherwise normal.

They drank a glass of wine as of old. A couple of hours went by while they

chatted cosily, and when Tidemand left Ole said, full of gratitude:

"I am awfully glad that you came to see me. I know you have enough to do

besides this--Listen," he continued; "let us go to the farewell

performance of the opera this evening; I want you to come!" And the

serious young man with the hollow eyes looked as if he were exceedingly

anxious to attend that performance. He even said he had looked forward to

it for several days.

Tidemand promised to come; Ole said that he would get the tickets.

No sooner had Tidemand left the office than Ole telephoned for the tickets

he wanted--three tickets together, 11, 12, and 13. He was going to take

No. 12 to Mrs. Hanka, to her room near the Fortress. She would surely want

to come, for nobody could be fonder of the opera than she used to be. He

rubbed his hands in satisfaction as he walked along--No. 12; she should

sit between them. He would keep No. 13 for himself; that was a proper

number for him, a most unlucky number.

He walked faster and faster and forgot his own misery. He was done and

through with it all; his sufferings lay behind; he had recovered fully.

Had he been so very much shaken because Aagot had come to town? Not at

all; it had not affected him in the least.

And Ole walked on. He knew Mrs. Hanka's address well; more than once had

he taken her home when she had called on him secretly, asking for news

about the children. And had he not found Tidemand outside her windows that

night he returned from England? How their thoughts were ever busy with

each other! With him it was different; he had forgotten his experience and

did not think of such things any more.

But when he inquired for Mrs. Hanka he was told that she had gone away for

a couple of days; she had gone to the country house. She would be back

to-morrow.

He listened and did not understand at once. The country house? Which

country house?

Of course, yes; Tidemand's country house. Ole glanced at his watch. No; it

was too late to try and get Mrs. Hanka back to-day. What reason could he

have given, anyway? He had wanted to surprise them both with his little

scheme, but now it had become impossible. Alas, how everything turned out

badly for him of late!

Ole turned back.

To the country house! How she haunted the old places! She had been unable

to resist; she had to see once more that house and these grounds, although

the leaves were almost gone and the garden was desolate. Oh! Aagot had

intended to spend the summer there if everything had turned out all right.

Well, that was another matter, something that did not concern him in the

least.

Ole was weary and disappointed. He decided to go to Tidemand at once and

tell him everything. He had meant it for the best.

"We shall have to go alone after all," he said. "I really have a ticket

for your wife, though."

Tidemand changed colour.

"You have?" he simply said.

"Yes, I had planned to have her sit between us; perhaps I ought to have

told you beforehand; but any way, she has gone away and won't be back till

to-morrow."

"Is that so?" said Tidemand as before.

"Listen, you mustn't be angry with me because of this! If you only knew--

Your wife has called on me quite frequently of late; she asks about you

and the children--"

"That is all right."

"What?"

"I say, that is all right. But why do you tell me this?"

Then Ole's anger blazed forth; he stuck his face close up to Tidemand's

and shouted furiously, in a shrill voice:

"I want to tell you something, damn you--you don't understand your own

welfare! You are a fool, you are killing her--that will be the end of it.

And you are doing your very best to go the same way yourself--don't you

think I see it? 'That is all right'--so it is all right for her to steal

down to me when darkness falls and ask about you and the children with the

tears dripping from her eyes? Do you for a moment imagine it is for

_your_ sake I have been inquiring about your health these last

months? Why should I ask if not for her? You personally can go to the

devil as far as I am concerned. You say nothing; you cannot understand

that she is wearing her heart away for you. I saw her outside your office

once at midnight, saying good night to you and to the children. She wept

and blew kisses to Johanna and Ida; she tiptoed up-stairs and caressed the

door-knob because your hand had held it a moment before. I have seen this

several times from the corner. I suppose you will say that 'that is all

right,' too; for your heart must be petrified--Well, perhaps I shouldn't

say that your heart is exactly petrified," added Ole repentantly when at

last he noticed Tidemand's terrible face. "But you need not expect any

apology from me, either. You are hardened; that's what you are! I tell

you, Hanka wants to come back!"

Pause.

"I wish to God she wanted to come back--I mean--Back, you say? But how?

Do you know what has happened? I do. I have wanted to go to Hanka and beg

her to come back--beg her on my knees, if necessary; but how would she

come back--how would she come back? She told me herself--Of course, it is

nothing much; you mustn't think it is anything bad, anything very bad;

don't think that of Hanka. But, anyway, I am not so sure that she wants to

come back. From where have you got that idea?"

"Well, perhaps I ought not to have tried to interfere," said Ole. "But

think of it anyway, Andreas; and pardon my violence; I take it all back. I

don't know how it is; I am getting to be so hot-tempered lately. But think

it over. And let us be ready in an hour or so."

"So she still asks for the children," said Tidemand. "Think of that!"

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