III

Three days later Irgens received a note from Mrs. Hanka.

He was down-town; he had met a few acquaintances; he did not say much, but

was in a satisfied frame of mind. He had taken a look at Paulsberg's great

portrait which was now exhibited in the Arrow, in the large window which

everybody had to pass; people crowded in front of it continually. The

painting was elegant and obtrusive; Paulsberg's well-groomed form looked

very distinguished in the plain cane-bottomed chair, and people wondered

if that was the chair in which he had written his books. All the

newspapers had mentioned the picture in flattering terms.

Irgens had a glass of wine in front of him and listened abstractedly to

the conversation. Tidemand was still optimistic; that bit of rain in

Russia had not depressed his hopes. The prices were not soaring as yet,

but they surely would. Suddenly Irgens pricked up his ears: Tidemand was

talking about their summer plans.

"We are not going to the country after all," he said; "Hanka thought--In

fact, I told her plainly that if she wanted to go she would have to go

alone; I was too busy to think of getting off. Hanka was very nice about

it; she agreed to stay in the city."

The door opened and Milde entered. The corpulent chap beamed happily and

shouted, full of the great sensation he was going to spring:

"Congratulate me, good people, I have won the prize! Imagine, in its

inscrutable wisdom the ministry has chosen to bestow the subsidy upon me!"

"Have _you_ received the subsidy?" asked Irgens slowly.

"Yes, can you understand it? How it happened I am at a loss to know. I got

it from under your very noses! I hear that you, too, applied, Irgens?"

Silence fell upon the crowd at the table. Nobody had expected that, and

they were all wondering what influence had been brought to bear. Milde had

got the subsidy--what next?

"Well, I congratulate you!" said Tidemand, and gave Milde his hand.

"Thank you," Milde replied. "I want you to lend me some money now, so that

I can celebrate properly; you'll get it back when I cash in."

Irgens looked at his watch as if he suddenly remembered something and got

up.

"I, too, congratulate you," he said. "I am sorry to have to leave at once;

I have to--No; my object in applying was an entirely different one; I'll

tell you about it later," he added in order to hide his disappointment.

Irgens went home. So Milde had been chosen! That was the way Norway

rewarded her talents. Here he had hurled his inspired lyric in their

faces, and they did not even know what it was! _Whom_ had they

preferred? None other than oil-painter Milde, collector of ladies'

corsets!

Of course, he knew how it had happened; Paulsberg was behind it. Paulsberg

had supported Milde's application, and Milde had painted Paulsberg's

picture. A simon-pure advertising conspiracy! And when Irgens passed the

Arrow and saw the painting he spat contemptuously on the pavement. He had

seen through this hypocritical scurviness. However, he would find means to

make himself felt.

But why in the world should Lars Paulsberg be allowed to dispose of these

subsidies? True, he had never let slip an opportunity to ingratiate

himself with the newspapers; he had his press-agents; he took good care

that his name shouldn't be forgotten. But apart from that? Alas, a few

novels in the style of the seventies, a popular and amateurish criticism

of such a moss-grown dogma as the Atonement! What did it amount to when

one looked at it critically? But the fact that he had the press behind him

made his words carry weight. Yes, he was certainly a shrewd and thrifty

soul, a real backwoods bargain-hunter. He knew what he was doing when he

even allowed his wife to accept Journalist Gregersen's beer-perfumed

attentions! Faugh, what a sordid mess!

Well, he was not going to gain success by employing such methods; he hoped

he would manage to get along without unfairness. He had one weapon--his

pen. That was the kind of man _he_ was.

He went home and locked his door. There would still be time to regain his

composure before Mrs. Hanka's arrival. He tried to write, but found it

impossible. He paced back and forth furiously, pale with anger, bitter and

vindictive because of this defeat. He would, by Heaven, avenge this wrong;

no gentle words were to flow from his pen henceforth!

At last Mrs. Hanka arrived.

No matter how often she had entered this apartment, she always felt a

certain embarrassment at first, and she usually said in order to hide it:

"Does Mr. Irgens live here?"

But she noticed at once that Irgens was not in a playful mood to-day, and

she asked what was the matter. When he had told her of the great calamity

she, too, was indignant: "How unjust! What a scandal! Had Milde been

selected?"

"In payment for Paulsberg's portrait," said Irgens. "Well, it cannot be

helped; don't let it irritate you; I am reconciled."

"You take it beautifully; I don't see how you can."

"The only effect it has on me is to make me a little bitter; it does not

break my spirit."

"I simply cannot understand it; no, I can't. Did you send your book with

your application?"

"Certainly--Oh, my book! I might as well not have written it; so far

nobody seems to have noticed it. There has been no review of it so far in

any of the papers." And, angry because of this newspaper neglect of his

work, he gritted his teeth and walked up and down.

She looked sadly at him.

"Now, don't allow this to embitter you," she said. "You have great

provocation, but all the same--You can live without that miserable

subsidy. You know that nobody is your equal!"

"And what good does that do me? Judge for yourself; my book has not been

mentioned in a single newspaper!"

Mrs. Hanka had for the first time--yes, for the very first time--a feeling

that her hero was not the superior being she had imagined. A shuddering

thought pierced her heart: he did not carry his disappointment with more

than ordinary pride. She looked at him a little closer. His eyes were not

so clear, his mouth was drawn and his nostrils dilated. But it was only a

shuddering thought.

Then he added: "You might do me the favour to try to interest Gregersen in

my book, and see if he won't review it in the _Gazette_." And as he

noticed that she grew more and more thoughtful, that she even looked

interrogatingly straight into his eyes, he added: "Of course, you need not

ask him directly--only give him a little hint, a reminder."

Could this be Irgens? But she remembered at once his painful position,

alone as he was, fighting a conspiracy single-handed; and she excused him.

She ought to have thought of giving Gregersen a little hint herself and

spared her Poet this humiliation. Yes, she certainly would speak to

Gregersen at once.

And Irgens thanked her; his bitterness vanished slowly. They sat silently

on the sofa some time; then she said:

"Listen! An awful thing happened with that red tie of yours--you remember

the one I took from you once? He saw it!"

"How could you be so careless? What did he say?"

"Nothing; he never says anything. It fell out as I opened my dress. Well,

don't let that worry you; it doesn't matter. When can I see you again?"

Ever, _ever_ her tenderness was the same! Irgens took her hand and

caressed it. How fortunate he was to have her! She was the only one in all

the world who understood him, who was good to him--How about that stay in

the country? Had she given it up?

Yes; she was not going. She told him frankly that she had had no trouble

changing her husband's mind; he had given in at once. But she was sorry

for the children.

"Yes," answered Irgens sympathetically. And suddenly he asked in a

whisper:

"Did you lock the door as you came in?"

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