She answered savagely, "No, I haven't, thank God!"

Above the chimneypiece hung an enlarged photograph of her husband,

taken a couple of days after his wedding. Mr. Barker had faced the

camera with the same brutal complacency which distinguished all his

actions. He smiled grimly, thrusting forward his heavy lower jaw,

inviting inspection, obviously pleased to exhibit himself as a

ferocious and untamed animal. Through the sleeves of his ill-cut black

coat the muscles of his arms and shoulders showed bulgingly. The

ordinary observer, looking at the photograph for the first time, would

be likely to reflect: "Here is a ruffian who needs a licking, but he

has not got it yet."

"How's paw?" said Mamie.

"Las' time I seen the old man he was paralysed drunk, as usual."

"Yes, he would be that," assented Mamie indifferently.

After this, conversation languished, and very soon the visitor took

his leave. When Mamie handed to him his hat she said awkwardly, "You

never told me good-bye"; and to this indictment Dennis replied

laconically, "Holy Mackinaw! I couldn't."

Those who know the wilder portions of this planet will understand that

all was said between these two weaklings who had loved each other

dearly. Dennis returned to the bunk-house. Mamie ran to her bed-room

and cried her eyes out.

Within a week the camp knew two facts concerning the newcomer. His

name was--Dennis! And he had loved Tom Barker's dough-faced wife!

Tom's selection of his first instrument of torture indicated subtlety.

He bought from a Siwash Indian the most contemptible-looking cur ever

beheld at the inlet, and he christened the unfortunate beast--Dennis.

There was a resemblance between dog and man. Each, in the struggle for

existence, had received more than his due share of kicks, and the

sense of this in any animal manifests itself unmistakably. And each,

moreover, exhibited the same amazing optimism, which is, perhaps, a

sure sign of a mind not quite balanced.

Dennis, the dog, followed his new master wherever he went. Tom would

introduce him with the remark, "His name is Dennis, _too_." And

if Dennis, the man, happened to be present, Tom would swear at the

dog, calling him every evil name which came to the tip of the foulest

tongue in British Columbia. Always, at the end of these commination

services, Tom would say to Dennis, the man, "I an't a-speakin' to you,

old socks, so keep yer hair on."

That the cow-puncher (who, in his day, must have carried a "gun") did

keep on his hair became a topic of talk amongst the boys, confirming a

conviction that Dennis had been aptly named. Certainly he lacked

backbone and jawbone. Moreover, change of skies brought to him no

change of luck. Within a fortnight he was badly hurt, and obliged to

remain in bed for nearly a week.

"I got mixed up with a log," he explained to Mamie. "It bruk loose,

an' I didn't quite get outer the way. See?"

"Me, too," whispered Mamie. "Same trouble here--'zactly."

Twice while he lay upon his back she brought to the bunk-house a

chocolate layer cake and some broth. Upon the occasion of her third

visit she came empty-handed, with her too pale eyes full of tears, and

her heart full of indignation.

"I ain't got nothing," she muttered. "Tom says it's his grub."

"That's all right," replied Dennis, noting that she walked stiffly.

"But, look ye here; he ain't been wallopin' ye, has he?"

"Yes, he has. When he was through I tole him I'd sooner have his blows

than his kisses any day."

"I hadn't oughter hev come here," said Dennis.

"Never saw the sun shine till you did," murmured Mamie.

At this he tried to take her hand, but she evaded his grasp. Then,

with an extraordinary dignity, looking deep into the man's eyes, she

said slowly: "I tole you that because it's God's truth, and sorter

justifies your comin'; but I aim ter be an honest woman, and you must

help me to remain so."

With that she flitted away.

Next day Dennis went back to work. And what work, for a man never at

best strong, and now enfeebled by severe pain and illness! Some

magnificent timber had been found a couple of miles inland, situated

not too far from the Coho. The experts had already felled, stripped,

and sawed into logs the huge trees. To Dennis and others remained the

arduous labour of guiding, with the help of windlasses, these immense

logs to the river, whence they would descend in due time to the inlet,

there to be joined together into vast rafts, later on again to be

towed to their destination. Of all labour, this steering of logs

through dense forest to their appointed waterway is the hardest and

roughest. Dennis, of course, wore thick gloves, but in spite of these

his hands were mutilated horribly, because he lacked the experience to

handle the logs with discretion. Even the best men are badly knocked

about at this particular job, and the duffers are very likely to be

killed outright.

At the end of ten lamentable days Dennis came to the conclusion that

Tom Barker wanted to kill him by the Chinese torture of Ling, or death

by a thousand cuts. More than one of the boys said: "Why don't you get

what dough is comin' to ye and skip?" Dennis shook his head. Not being

able to explain to himself why he stayed, he held his tongue, and thus

gained a reputation for grit which lightened other burdens. Jim

Doolan, the big Irishman, was of opinion that Dennis Brown was little

better than a denied baby with a soft spot in his head, but he

admitted that the cow-puncher was "white," and obviously bent upon

self-destruction. By this time the camp knew that the boss was taking

an unholy interest in Dennis, although he continued to treat him with

derisive civility. The rage he couldn't suppress was vented upon the

dog. And Dennis never saw the poor beast kicked or beaten without

reflecting: "He does that to Mamie when nobody ain't lookin'." In his

feeble fashion he tried to interfere. Dollars to Tom Barker were

dearer than cardinal virtues, and he had never been known to refuse an

opportunity to make a bit on any deal. Dennis offered to buy the dog.

"What's he worth?" said Tom, thrusting out his jaw.

"I'll give five for him."

"Five? For a dog that I've learned to love? Not much!"

"Ten?"

"Nope!"

"Fifteen?"

Tom laughed.

"You ain't got money enough to buy him," he said. "I'm going to have

more fun than a barrel o' monkeys out o' this yere dog, and don't you

forget it!"

After this Dennis, the Sunday-school teacher, the man whose golden

slippers were awaiting him in the sweet by-and-by, began to lie awake

at night and wrestle with the problem: "Is a man ever justified in

breaking the sixth commandment?" The camp held that Tom bore a charmed

life. Men had tried to kill him more than once, and had perished

ingloriously in the attempt. His coolness and courage were

indisputable. There are moments in a lumberman's business when nothing

will save an almost impossible situation but the instant exercise of

the most daring and devil-may-care pluck, determination, and skill.

Tom was never found wanting at such moments. To see him "ride a log"

was a sight to inspire admiration and respect in a Texas broncho-

buster. To kill such a superb animal might well rack a simple and

guileless cowboy whose name was--Dennis.

It is relevant to mention that Dennis, the dog, licked the hand that

beat him, fawned upon the foot that kicked him, and rendered unto his

lord and master implicit and invariable obedience. The Siwash, his

former owner, had trained him to retrieve, and of this Tom took

shameless advantage. He would throw his hat or a glove or a stick into

the middle of a rapid, and the gallant Dennis would dash into the

swirling waters, regardless of colliding logs, fanged rocks, or spiky

stumps. One day the dog got caught. Tom, with an oath, leapt on to the

nearest log, from that to another and another till he reached the poor

beast, whom he released with incredible skill and audacity, returning

as he had come, followed by the dog. The boys yelled their

appreciation of this astounding feat. Jimmy Doolan asked--

"What in thunder made ye do that, Tom?"

Tom scowled.

"I dunno," he answered. "Dennis Brown knows that I think the world of

that cur."

Within a fortnight, by an admittedly amazing coincidence, Dennis, the

man, was caught in a precisely similar fashion. As a "river-driver"

Dennis was beginning to "catch on." But he had not yet learned what he

could or could not do. River-drivers wear immense boots, heavily

spiked. Dennis upon this occasion had been sent with a crew to what is

technically called "sweep the river" after a regular drive. Such logs

as have wandered ashore, or been hung up in back eddies, are collected

and sent on to join the others. This is hard work, but exciting, and

not without its humours. Certain obstinate logs have to be coaxed down

the river. It would almost seem as if they knew the fate that awaited

them in the saw-pits, and in every fibre of their being exercised an

instinct for self-preservation. For instance, a log may refuse to pass

a certain rock in the river which has offered no obstruction whatever

to other logs. Then the lumberman, armed with his long pole, with its

spike to push and its sharp hook to pull, must reach that rock and

pull and prod the recalcitrant traveller on his appointed way.

Dennis, in attempting this, had slipped upon the rock, and his heavy

boot had been caught and held between the log and the rock. Below was

a boiling rapid; above the river swirled in a heavy, oily mass.

Dennis, to save his life, held tight on to the rock. He was in the

position of the drunken Scot who dared not abandon his grip of the

rail of the refreshment bar, because if he let go he would fall down,

and if he did not let go he must miss his train. Dennis held on with

both hands. If he endeavoured to unfasten his boot, he would be swept

into the rapid; if he did not let go, and none came to his rescue, the

log would grind his leg to powder.

Tom happened to see him and plunged into the river. Dennis had crawled

on to the rock from the other side, a feat easily achievable. Tom

might have gone round; any other man in the camp would have done so.

The odds were slightly against his reaching the rock, for the river

was running like a mill-race.

Five minutes later both men, dripping wet, were safely ashore, and the

log was careering down stream!

"Ye've saved my life," gasped Dennis.

"Never seen such a blamed fool as you in all my days," replied Tom, as

he stared savagely into Dennis's mild blue eyes. "You'd hurt yerself

rockin' a baby's cradle, you would. 'Bout time you quit men's work,

ain't it?"

"Not yet," said Dennis.

During these weeks upon the river Dennis had not seen anything of

Mamie. Tom Barker, as supreme boss, visited all crews, and then

returned to his wife, with either a leer or a frown upon his face. She

had come to loathe the leer more than the frown. In the different

camps the boys told the same story--

"He knocks the stuffin' out of her!"

The stay-at-home Briton, warm with roast beef and indigestion, will

wonder that one man amongst a hundred should be suffered to ill-treat

a thin, dough-faced little woman. Why did they not arise and slaughter

him? Had Tom stolen a colt in the cattle-country he would have been

lynched. Let publicists resolve the problem!

Finally, one Sunday morning, Dennis and Mamie met again.

"Holy Mackinaw!" exclaimed Dennis.

"Anything wrong?"

"Everything."

"I don't understand." But, of course, she did.

"It's God's truth, then, what the boys say?"

She hung her head.

"I thought he'd quit when I went up the river," said Dennis. "Say,

let's you an' me skin out o' this. I'll get my dough to-night."

"Oh, Dennis!" she murmured, in piteous protestation, "we'd burn in

eternal torment."

"We'd burn together," said Dennis. "Anyways, if this ain't torment,

and if Barker ain't Beelzebub himself, I'm a liar."

She shook her head, with the tears streaming down her thin, white

cheeks.

"Gee!" said Dennis, reduced to silence.

"I tuk him for better and worse," sobbed Mamie.

"You might ha' guessed that it would be worse," growled Dennis. Then,

desperately, he blurted out, "Because you're dead-set on keepin' the

seventh commandment, you're jest naterally drivin' me to break the

sixth."

"What?"

"I've said it. And he saved my life, too. But when I look at yer, I

get to thinking." His voice sank to a hoarse whisper. "I think lots,

nights. He comes back to ye alone, through them trees, and there's one

place where the pine needles is thick as moss. And I mind me what a

Dago told me onst. He'd killed his man, he had, stabbed him from

behind with a knife he showed me: jest an ordinary knife, only sharp.

An' he told me how he done it, whar to strike--savvy? It goes in

slick!"

He stopped, seeing that Mamie was regarding him with wide-eyed horror

and consternation.

"Dennis!"

"Yes, my name's Dennis, right enough. That's the trouble. I hav'n't

the nerve to kill Barker, and you hav'n't the nerve to skip off with

me. Were two of a kind, Mamie, scairt to death of what comes after

death. And you know it. So long!"

She caught at his arm.

"You ain't a-goin' to leave the inlet?"

"It's a mighty big country, this," Dennis replied austerely; "but I've

a notion it ain't quite big enough for Barker an' me. So long!"

"I'm comin' up to-morrer, Dennis, to see 'em run the last rapid. Mebbe

you was fullish to leave the range?"

He marked the interrogation in her tone, and answered, for him, almost

roughly--

"Mebbe I was, but not so fullish as you by a long sight!"

With that he returned to the bunk-house.

* * * * *

Not half a mile from the inlet the Coho gathers itself together for

its last wild rush to salt water. And here there is a huge pool where

logs lie peacefully as alligators in the sun. At the end of the pool

the river flows gently in a channel free from rocks and snags. Then

the channel narrows, and a little farther on you behold the head of

the rapid, and half-way down the Coho Falls thunder everlastingly.

When the logs reach the falls they are meat for the mills. Nothing can

stop them then. One after another they rise on end to take the final

plunge. Some twist and writhe as if in agony, as if conscious that the

river and forest shall know them no more. Thousands have travelled the

self-same way; not one has ever returned. The lower rapid of the Coho

hardly deserves its name. Half a mile farther on it is an estuary

across which stretches the boom.

The crews assembled on each side of the pool. The logs were pricked

into slow movement. This being duffers' work was assigned to the less

experienced. The picked river-drivers stood upon the rocks of the

upper rapid, pole in hand. And here, watching them with a lack-lustre

eye, stood Mamie in the shade of a dogwood tree in full blossom. Now

and again a soft white petal would fall upon the water and be swept

away. Above the hemlocks soughed softly. At her feet the giant

maidenhair raised its delicate fronds till they touched her cheek.

She watched the logs go by in a never-ending procession. The scene

fascinated her, although, in a sense, she was singularly devoid of

either imagination or perception. Movement beguiled a woman whose own

life had been stagnant for five-and-twenty years. Deep down in her

heart was the unformulated but inevitable conviction that the logs

were moving and that she was standing still. Tom loomed large in the

immediate foreground. He, too, moved so swiftly that his huge form

lacked definition. She saw him snatch a pole from one of the men and

stab viciously at a log which refused to budge; and every time that

his arm rose and fell a little shudder trickled down her spinal

column. The log seemed to receive the blows apathetically. A bad jam

was imminent. She could hear Tom swearing, and the other logs floating

on and on seemed to hear him also, and tremble. His bull's voice rose

loud above the roar of the falls. Mamie looked down. At her feet

crouched Dennis, the dog, and he also was trembling at those raucous

sounds, and Mamie could feel his thin ribs pressing against her own

thin legs.

At that moment light came to her obscure mind. She was like the log.

She refused to budge, funked the plunge, submitting to unending blows,

and words which were almost worse than blows. And by her obstinacy and

apathy she was driving the best man on God's earth to premeditated

murder.

That morning, let us remember, Tom had beaten the dog, and because she

had interfered with a pitiful protest her husband had struck her close

to the temple. Ever since this blow she had heard the roar of the

falls with increasing intensity.

"Why don't it move?" she asked herself.

As she put the question the log did move, borne away by the full

current. Mamie, followed by the dog, ran after it, with her eyes

aflame with excitement. Dennis barked, divining something uncanny,

eager to distract the mind of his mistress from what seemed to be

engrossing it. Still she ran on, with her eyes upon the log. The dog

knew that she must stop in a moment, that no one could pass the falls

unless they went over them. Did he divine also that she meant to go

over them--that at last, with her poor, imperfect vision, she had seen

that way out of captivity?

She reached the point where farther advance was impossible. To her

right rose a solid wall of stone; opposite rose its twin; between the

two the river rushed tumultuously, tossing the great logs hither and

thither as if they were spilikins.

Mamie watched her own log. After its goadings it kept a truer course

than most of its fellows. But she had outstripped it. Standing upon

the edge of the precipice, feeling the cold spray upon her face,

hearing the maddening roar of the monster below, less to be feared

than that other monster from whom she realised that she had escaped,

she waited for the final plunge....

What was passing in her mind at this supreme moment? We may well

believe that she saw clearly the past through the mists which obscured

the future. Always she had been a log at the mercy of a drunken

father. Her mother had died in giving birth to her, but she knew

vaguely that this mother was a Church member. She did not know--and,

knowing, could never have understood--that from her she had inherited

a conscience--or shall we call it an ineradicable instinct?--which

constrained her to turn aside, shuddering, from certain temptations,

to obey, without reasoning, certain ethical laws, solemnly expounded

to her by a Calvinistic grandmother. But Nature had been too much for

her. Even as she had turned instinctively and with horror from the

breaking of a commandment, so also she had selected the mate who

possessed in excess the physical qualities so conspicuously lacking in

her. She had fallen a victim, and a reluctant victim, to the law of

compensation. When Tom Barker held up his finger and whistled, she

crawled to him.

The log, slightly rolling, as if intoxicated, neared the brink of the

falls. And then it stopped again, where the river was narrowest and

the current strongest. No log had stopped in this place before; Mamie

saw that it was caught by a small rock, and held fast by the other

logs behind it.

"It won't go over," she murmured.

Within a minute a terrific jam impended. Across the river Tom was

swearing horribly; and between husband and wife rose a filmy cloud of

spray upon which were imprinted the mysterious colours of the rainbow,

which, long ago, Mamie had been taught to regard as the most wonderful

symbol in the world--God's promise that in the end good should triumph

over evil.

Afraid to move, fascinated, she stood still, staring at the rainbow.

Presently Tom disappeared. When he returned Mamie could see him very

plainly. He had a stick of dynamite and a fuse. Mamie saw him glance

at his watch and measure the fuse. Then, leaping from log to log, he

approached the one in midstream which lay passive, blocking the

advance of all the others. With splendid skill and daring he adjusted

the dynamite upon the small rock which held the log, and lit the fuse.

He returned as he had come, and Mamie could hear the cheers of the men

upon the opposite bank.

"It'll hev to go now," she reflected.

At this moment Dennis, the dog, must have realised that his master had

left something behind on the rock. Mamie saw him spring from log to

log, and then, holding the dynamite between his teeth, with the

spluttering fuse still attached, follow his master.

"Tom!" she screamed. "Look out!"

Tom turned and saw! And the others--Dennis Brown, Mamie, the river-

drivers--saw also and trembled. Tom began to curse the dog, adjuring

him to go back, to drop it, _drop IT_, DROP IT!

But the faithful creature, who had risked life to retrieve sticks

thrown into fierce rapids, ran steadily on. Mamie saw the face of her

husband crumble into an expression of hideous terror and palsy. His

lips mouthed inarticulately, with his huge hands he tried to push back

the monstrous fate that was overtaking him.

The dog laid the dynamite at his master's feet at the moment when it

exploded.

* * * * *

And the man whose name was Dennis knew that his turn had come at last.

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